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一人子

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shots of some houseki charms i made :- ) 

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xvii. star

muh boy isse☆ for a personal ffxiv wol tarot project! check out the other entries here!

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“In your darkest hour, in the blackest night ... think of me ...and I will be with you.”

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some inktobers from insta \o/... its been a while since ive picked up ink so it was fun warming up again!!!!!

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To wield power, to make men kneel before you... There is no better feeling.

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everything that lives is designed to end.

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heavy is the head that wears the crown

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i'd be intrigued to hear ur p5 arsene thoughts, if u have time to put them in a post

IM DONE THE GAME so spoilers under the cut

i feel like arsenes relationship/awakening was way more personal than orpheus (p3) or izanagi (p4) - the whole contract binding plus personality of arsene makes him seem more like a separate entity and/or partner in crime to joker rather than a “piece” of him ??

i also love that in order for the contract w/ arsene to be forged akira literally had to become a shadow (yellow eyes) and accept this true self!!!!!!!! i feel like p5s take on it was really refreshing as it wasnt straightforwardly the “distorted self”; to accept arsene was to become that distortion

ofc i got incredibly choked up when ur forced to gullotine him..i actually skipped the cutscene the first time around EVEN THO ARSENE REASSURES YOU i just felt v sick :-(

IM NOT EVEN ONTO THE ENDGAME BATTLE YET GOD just, god when arsene reappears and you realize you’ve been harboring the literal god of demons the whole time who was stepping in to defeat another god

AND THE FACT THAT JOKER FINALLY BECOMING HIS TRUE SELF, BROADCASTING THE THIEVES TO THE WORLD AND NOT HIDING BEHIND HIS MASK (HIS MASK!! DISAPPEARS!!) IS WHEN ARSENE IS FREED..FROM HIS CHAINS..LITERALLY..to become satanael.... when his heart was finally unclouded arsene was also...released.... 

HONESTLY i think joker was just like. awed by the power he held, and would miss it… the feeling of satanael behind him, and he can’t even handle the idea of mementos and phantom thievery going away, because he misses arsene like a limb?? BECAUSE HE WAS?????????? [flatline noises]

anyway. i really like their partnership and even tho i think akira is emotionally obtuse and bad @ expressing himself he would feel like empty and numb for a long time not being able to summon arsene again T_T__T_T_T hence kaiyaku (ending a contract)

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解約 (n.) to absolve a contract

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excuses to draw a supposed tattoo

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trickster

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be the change you want to see in the world

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me, committing a grave sin

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ive come to accept my own grossness (u can preorder here)

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*DRAWS OBNOXIOUS FATES AU STUFF BEFORE ACTUAL P5 FANART*

jk its 4/22 niles birthday....happy bday i still love u (blows kisses)

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