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Kiss of death
Hanahaki Disease - Hanahaki Disease is a fictional disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings, or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear when the infection is removed.
dear diary,
Keiji Akaashi. how can someone look so ethereal? I feel like I'm actually falling in love with him, but I don't know if I should confess it to him or just keep my feelings to avoid getting rejected. but like, what if someone confesses to him, and he accepts it? ah, this is so complicated. but, I'll be hanging out with Koutarou today! and he said he'll tag Akaashi along, isn't that great?
~~~
Y/N WATCHED AKAASHI playing volleyball with his team as she held her diary tightly, admiring his looks as well as his skills in the sport.
'he's so... beautiful.'
y/n already knew him back when he was a first-year, but never had the courage to talk to him. the first time she saw him though, she instantly had a thing for him. I mean, who wouldn't like someone as beautiful as him?
"Y/N!!!" she heard Bokuto call out her name. "hey hey hey! are you waiting for me?" he asked as he walked towards her.
she hummed, "yeah, are you done with practice?"
"yep! oh," he turned around, "Akaashi, come here!"
she leaned back in shock, eyes widening, "Koutarou, wai-"
Akaashi turned his head and walked towards the both of them as she slowly became flustered. "Bokuto-san, what is it?"
"this is my friend, y/n l/n! I always forget to introduce you to her, but she's my childhood friend!"
"oh," he looked at her, giving a small smile. "hello, I'm Keiji akaashi."
"hi... Akaashi." she smiled back awkwardly. it was the first time his name rolled off her tongue.
"by the way Akaashi, you're still free later right?" he asked, and the black-haired male nodded. "alright then! i'll just get my bag at the locker room. i'll be quick!" and the owl dashed away, leaving y/n alone with her crush. she sweat-dropped as she held her diary tighter and looked the other way.
at the corner of her eye, she saw Akaashi drinking water from his water bottle and after that, he said, "i hope we can spend time together in the future, l/n."
it shocked her that he said that out of nowhere. "y-yeah! me too, Akaashi."
and the two of them sat quietly, waiting for Bokuto.
~~~
dear diary,
I had fun with the two of them today! akaashi may seem apathetic, but he's actually really fun to be with! I'm so happy!!! Koutarou already went home (he had something to do), and Akaashi's buying ice cream for the two of us... he's so kind. our homes aren't that far from each other, too!!
~~~
SHE SMILED SOFTLY as she thought of other things to write in her diary, not even realizing Akaashi was walking up to her.
"l/n?"
she flinched, closing her diary immediately. looking up, she saw Akaashi handing her the ice cream. "t-thank you!"
he nodded, "no problem, do you want me to walk you home?"
"Sure, I'd like that."
as she walked back home with him silently, a girl walked past the both of them. she followed Akaashi's gaze as he stopped his tracks, staring at her.
he's definitely captivated by her beauty.
she felt a pang in her heart, looking down on her unfinished ice cream as her eyebrows furrowed. "A-akaashi-"
"sorry, i thought i saw someone familiar. i think i've seen her in school before." he said as he continues walking.
"oh..."
"anyway, we have a match with Nekoma tomorrow. are you gonna watch?" he asked.
her eyes lit up, looking at him. "of course! i can't miss that!"
he let out a soft chuckle. "I hope Bokuto-san doesn't enter his emo mode again."
"i hope so too, even if it's hilarious." she said as she smiled, remembering the owl's dejected mode.
and it was quiet again, yet she couldn't stop thinking about Akaashi's look when he stared at the girl. who was that girl anyway? what made him interested in her? well, the girl was really beautiful, and her delicate features were unneglectable.
y/n didn't want to think he might be interested in her, yet she does. even if Akaashi started to like that girl, she wouldn't bring herself to hate her.
~~~
dear diary,
I always think about the girl he was staring at yesterday. I don't know, I don't want to feel bad about it but I do... anyway, they have a match with Nekoma today after classes, and I gotta watch it! plus, it's been so long since I saw Kuroo and his friend Kenma! (Kuroo and i met when Bokuto was having extra practice with him, and we became close / I and Kenma aren't that close like me and Kuroo are, but we talk a lot through texts in our free time. he also said he prefers calling me by my first name) alright, gotta go now :) I'll write later!!!
~~~
PROCEEDING TO THE Fukurodani gym, y/n quickly spotted the ace and her beloved setter. she tried to hide her smile as she walked in, with Konoha and Sarukui greeting her. "l/n!"
she bowed at them and waved, then Koutarou ran towards her followed by akaashi. "hey hey hey! you'll cheer for us, won't you, y/n?"
"both," she stuck a tongue out and he groaned, the rest of the Fukurodani team laughing. "I haven't seen the Nekoma team in a while, you know!"
"Yeah, but you should cheer for us more, y/nnn! you attend this school!" Koutarou pouted, Akaashi giving her an apologetic smile for his upperclassman's actions.
sighing, she just smiled. "mhm..."
"Nekoma is here, couch." the Fukurodani manager, Shirofuku said. she turned around and saw the familiar guys who came just in, wearing their usual red jersey jacket.
"l/n!!!" Yamamoto cried out. "you get beautiful every single time!"
"ah, thank you Yamamoto..." she bowed at him, then she raised her head to see Kuroo smirking at her.
"Chibi-chan."
"I'm not short!" she defended, glaring at him. he just laughed and pulled Kenma beside him, while the blonde sulked.
"Kenma told me something about you, hm?" the tall, black-haired guy looked at her teasingly, and she raised her eyebrows.
"y/n..." Kenma sighed. "Kuroo accidentally saw our texts and I... I told him about your crush because he wouldn't leave me alone."
her eyes widened, looking at Kuroo. "please don't tell it to anyone, not even Koutarou!"
"do I look like the type of person to spill secrets?" he asked, ruffling her h/c hair.
"yes."
"hah?!" Kuroo exclaimed. "I won't tell it to anyone, so your secret's safe with me! I never thought you'd fall for someone like him though. he's alright so I don't blame you."
"right.." she nodded, and at the corner of her eye, she saw Akaashi talking to someone. she turned to look and it was the girl from last time.
the girl from yesterday who caught Akaashi's attention.
her heart felt like it was pulling apart, and it ripped harshly when Akaashi smiled at her. like, a really genuine smile across his face.
"y/n? earth to y/n." Kenma tapped her shoulders, but she didn't budge. Kuroo looked at her with his eyebrows furrowed.
"I..." she faced the two, teary-eyed. "I feel nauseous."
~~~
dear diary,
I didn't watch the match between Fukurodani and Nekoma earlier. I suddenly felt nauseous... so Koutarou bought me to the clinic. I feel bad for not watching it... this is the only time I got to see Kuroo, Kenma, and the others again. honestly, I feel like there's something wrong with me. sometimes I can't breathe properly every time I think about akaashi and that girl. I felt like throwing up, yet I'm trying to hold it in. I hope this isn't that bad...
~~~
SHE CLOSED HER diary and looked out the window, heaving out a sigh. why can't she just like someone instead of him so she wouldn't get hurt like this?
"l/n."
she heard the voice she liked so much, yet the voice that caused her sorrow.
turning around, she saw his blue eyes looking at her e/c ones. "Akaashi?"
"Bokuto-san told me to visit you." of course, he wouldn't go here unless Koutarou told him to.
she looked away, nodding. "oh, alright." he sat on the chair beside the bed she was sitting on. "...sorry I couldn't watch the match earlier-"
"Hey, don't apologize," he frowned. "your health is more important."
she smiled at him, her heart melting at his words. "thank you... by the way 'kaashi..."
"hm?"
"can i..." she looked down, "can I call you 'darling'?" once she sees his confused look, she shook her head. "it doesn't really mean anything! uh.. you know... since we're friends...?"
shit. that was a lame reason. fuck-
"Sure." he chuckled. "you can just call me by my first name then, y/n?"
her face flushed at the way he says her first name. she beamed. "Keiji... darling."
she was definitely falling in love with him.
and it hurts.
~~~
dear diary,
calling Keiji 'darling' is different, but it's nice. today is another normal day. I'll be waiting for Keiji and koutarou at the gym, as we walk home together. I'm sorry if this is short but I gotta go to the gym! I'll write more, I promise!
~~~
Y/N WALKED OUT of the classroom immediately as soon as she finished writing in her diary, and not minding her surroundings, she bumped into someone.
"o-oh, I'm so sorry! I wasn't looking where I was going..." she bowed, not even bothering to look at the person's face, scared that they might insult her.
"it's alright." the person murmured in a soft voice. the h/c-haired girl looked up, and her eyes widened as she recognized the girl she bumped into.
the girl...
"u-Uhm... sorry again!" y/n bowed once more, walking away as fast as she could but then the girl chased her.
"wait!" gulping, she turned around hesitantly. "y-yes?"
the girl smiled shyly, "do you... do you know where akaashi is? I've seen you hanging out with him, so I guessed that you might know where he is."
despite the pain y/n is feeling as she's faced with the girl akaashi had set his eyes on, she displayed a smile and nodded. "i-i knows where he is."
"thank you so much! oh, by the way! I'm Sayaka Hanabusa, but just call me by my first name." she grinned, bowing her head.
"I'm... y/n l/n."
"What a beautiful name," she said, not taking the genuine smile off her face. sayaka's so beautiful. sweet. kindhearted. definitely what Keiji would like in a girl... right?
"t-thanks. let's go."
it wasn't long before the two arrived at the gym, the team greeting y/n as always. she wondered where akaashi was. the rest of the boys' faces contorted in confusion as they see an unfamiliar face beside her. "who's this, y/n?" Koutarou tilted his head. "oh, are you the one akaashi's talking about?!"
y/n bit her bottom lip.
"oh, are you akaashi's girlfriend? you're pretty!"
Hanabusa vigorously shook her head, letting out an awkward chuckle. "n-no! I'm just his friend."
y/n clenched her fists.
"akaashi would be so lucky to have you as his girlfriend— look at you!"
y/n gulped harshly. "guys..." Keiji showed up with a deadpanned look, but as he sees Sayaka, his eyes lit up.
"hey, 'kaashi!" she ran up to him. "are we still going to the cafe you talked about?"
y/n felt her throat tightening.
"oh, right..." he rubbed the back of his neck as he looked at y/n and koutarou. "I won't be walking back home with the two of you, I'll be going with Sayaka instead. is it okay?"
"of course! I can't believe you're going with such a beautiful girl, akaashi!" Bokuto exclaimed, "enjoy!"
today wasn't a normal day at all.
y/n smiled bitterly, "have fun."
~~~
AFTER BOKUTO BID y/n goodbye and left her in the house, she closed the door and finally broke down. she let out a broken sob, finally letting out the pain she's been holding.
'i wish I was her. I wish I was Sayaka. I wish I was the reason Keiji's eyes lit up. I wish I was the one who got Keiji mesmerized.'
coughing, she felt something strange. she got up, walked straight to the bathroom, and started coughing uncontrollably. she put a hand to her mouth to stop it, and when she pulled her hand away there was a pink flower petal resting on her palm, covered in blood.
"w-what the fuck..."
with her eyebrows furrowed, she continued coughing, tasting the blood. as her coughing died down, she felt tears streaming down her cheeks.
~~~
"y/n, how are you feeling?" Kenma asked on the other line, the h/c haired girl looking down as she bit her bottom lip.
"sick."
"sick?! what happened, chibi-chan??" she heard Kuroo's worried voice, making her smile slightly.
"Kuroo, sh."
"... I started coughing uncontrollably. honestly, I thought it was nothing but... there was a single flower petal covered with blood. i-i don't fucking know what's happening to me." y/n stated, feeling her eyes watering. there was a moment of silence before kuroo spoke up.
"y/n, have you ever heard of the hanahaki disease?"
hanahaki disease? just the name of the word 'hanahaki' made her shudder, sending chills down her spine.
"n-no... what- what is that?"
"you should probably look it up... see for yourself." kenma said in an unusually sad voice, making you frown.
after they said their goodbyes, y/n nervously opened her laptop and typed in 'hanahaki disease'.
Hanahaki Disease: An illness where the victim of one-sided love begins to throw or cough up the petals or flowers of a flowering plant growing in their lungs. it will eventually grow large enough, the patient's lungs will fill up with flowers, and eventually...
she closed her eyes. 'will eventually what? die?' she thought, feeling her throat tightening. she opened her eyes and skimmed through the information again, and read the cure for the disease.
Hanahaki can be cured if the person loves the victim back. Another way for it to be cured is through surgical removal of the plants' roots, but it will also remove the victim's feelings for the person they loved.
y/n couldn't bring to read all of it, so she closed her laptop and covered her face with her hands. she would never get it removed through surgery.
"I would just have to bear with this pain."
she chuckled dryly as she laid on her back, staring at the ceiling.
little did y/n know that on that very day, as Keiji and Sayaka were walking back home, the two shared a romantic kiss.
~~~
IT HAS BEEN a few weeks since y/n last talked to akaashi and she had only talked to bokuto since then, telling him about how she doesn't feel well. she didn't tell him about the hanahaki disease though.
her condition was getting worse and she feels suffocated every passing day. it was hard to breathe, and it was tiring to cough continuously.
she walked down the halls of fukurodani academy during lunch, and a realization hit her. she forgot her diary.
'How could I forget the one thing I always bring?...maybe because your thoughts were only filled with akaashi and the hanahaki disease, y/n.'
panic rushed through her body as she walked her way immediately to her classroom, only to see the guy she loved so dearly outside. "y/n."
"k-keiji..." he handed her the diary she owned, "you forgot it at the gym. I tried looking for you the past few weeks but I couldn't find you. so... here."
y/n thanked him quietly and walked off, not wanting to see his beautiful face she loves so much.
she brought her hand to her mouth, coughing dryly as she tasted the metallic flavor of the blood. she looked down at the pink petals sadly.
she partly wished for him to follow her, but he never did.
why would he?
"y/n!" a soft voice called out, making her look up and saw the girl she utterly wanted to be.
"Sayaka." she clenched her fist and crumbled the flower petals, forcing a smile.
"do you want to have lunch with me and 'kaashi? oh, and bokuto as well!" Sayaka beamed, hoping y/n would agree to her offer.
"Okay." the h/c-haired girl replied curtly. there wasn't much to say as she followed the girl to the rooftop of the school, immediately spotting bokuto and akaashi, sitting on the bench with their foods. Sayaka immediately sat beside the black-haired guy happily.
"Hey hey hey!" Koutarou greeted, waving at y/n. "here, have some of my lunch if you want!"
"I'm not hungry," she answered, trying her best not to gag at the petal that was escaping her throat. Keiji furrowed his eyebrows in worry.
"Are you sure? you-"
"I'm fine, I'm j-just not hungry." she snapped. she didn't mean to sound mad at akaashi, but it just hurts. tears welled up her eyes as she suddenly coughed, koutarou patting her back softly.
~~~
"Keiji? do you think there's something off about y/n?" Sayaka asked as the two walked together back home, frowning. akaashi just sighed.
"yes. I do. y/n isn't usually like that."
she intertwined her hand to his, looking up at him. "whatever happens babe, please stay by her side. I know you're a good friend to her, 'kaashi."
the black-haired male smiled, "thanks. i love you."
Sayaka just chuckled. "i love you too."
to: Keiji / 10:05 pm
hey keiji, i'm sorry about earlier. i didn't mean to sound like i was mad. i'm really sorry.
—
from: keiji / 10:07 pm
please don't apologize, y/n. it looked like you were having a bad day. you know i'm here to listen, I'm still your 'darling'.
—
y/n stared at the word 'darling' before heaving out a soft sigh. why are you doing this, keiji?
—
to: keiji / 10:09 pm
haha, yeah.
it's nothing, I just don't feel well these past few days. I've been feeling sick.
it'll probably pass through.
hopefully.
—
from: Keiji / 10:12 pm
i hope you get better soon, y/n. always take care.
—
tears fell down from y/n's eyes.
—
to: keiji / 10:13 pm
i will.
—
'if only you'd love me back.'
~~~
dear diary.
i'm literally dying. i feel like suffocating. I love Keiji... i love him so much it hurts. if i had one last favor, I'll tell him to kiss me for the first and last time before i die. at least with that, I'd be able to pass away happily... so, goodbye diary.
~~~
Y/N HAD DEBATED whether she'd write a letter to akaashi or not, but in the end, she did. she was coughing uncontrollably, yet she managed writing a full letter for the black-haired male she loved.
her mom called that day, where the h/c-haired girl only responded with continuous coughing fits. "y/n? oh my god, what is happening?!"
"i-i'm fine, mom." she smiled, despite the fact that her mother couldn't see her. she's definitely not fine.
"Baby, you're not fine! oh my god..." her mother texted koutarou to visit y/n immediately, and thankfully the owl was fast enough as it took 3 minutes to go to l/n's house.
"y/n!" bokuto called out in panic, seeing her on the verge of dying as puddles of blood and pink flower petals were on the floor.
"k-kouta..rou?" she looked up with half-lidded eyes, making bokuto sob at your state. his childhood friend is dying.
"h-hey, come on. we're going to the hospital, okay? please come with me... i know you don't like hospitals but please... d-don't die on me yet..."
y/n just nodded and let koutarou carry her as they made their way to the hospital.
he had heard about the hanahaki disease. so it's true, he thought. he swears that he will beat the shit out of the man who broke her heart and made her like this.
~~~
"y/n... she.. she's in the hospital." bokuto had called akaashi who was currently in sayaka's place. his eyes slowly widened, Sayaka looking at him curiously.
"w-what? why..?"
the owl sighed, pacing around the hospital room nervously. "she has a disease, akaashi. i saw her on the verge of dying, with blood and flower petals around her. she was throwing up."
akaashi could feel his heart beating rapidly, as he clenched his fist. "disease, bokuto-san? what-"
"hanahaki disease."
hanahaki? the black-haired male rested his head on his hand. how could y/n possibly develop the hanahaki disease? and... why does he feel like it's his fault? is it because he wasn't there for her when she began developing the disease? or is it something more...
sayaka placed a hand on his shoulder, "babe, go visit her in the hospital."
"but-"
"Please." she pleaded.
akaashi kissed her forehead before nodding, "okay, blossom."
"akaashi, could you visit y/n? i've been here for 5 hours... my mother is getting worried so i have to ask permission to stay here and-"
"I'm going to see her." i can't lose her. he thought. but is it too late?
saying goodbye to sayaka, he ran out of the house and ran straight to the hospital (bokuto told him where). he didn't care about the world, he didn't care if people looked at him weirdly as he ran, he only cares about y/n right now. he had so many questions, why didn't she tell him? is this why she was avoiding him?
just... why?
once he reached the hospital, he asked for y/n's room number. after a few floors, akaashi finally reached her room. he nervously sighed.
gulping, he knocked before entering y/n's room. there she was, different tubes around her body as she laid on the bed unconscious. bokuto was there as well, looking at him with bloodshot eyes.
"akaashi, thank you. i'll try to come back as soon as i can." he patted his back before walking out of the room, leaving him and y/n all alone.
he looked at her, and the sight alone made his heart squeeze in pain.
~~~
AKAASHI DREW IN a deep breath as he walked towards her, and y/n opened one eye, "...k-Keiji?"
"hey... y/n."
the h/c-haired girl let out a weak chuckle. "I'm... so happy..."
"hm?" akaashi hummed, blinking the tears from his eyes. "why are you so happy? it's just me."
"mm.. your... presence alone makes me happy..." he nodded, smiling forcedly. "thank you..." and she just nodded in response. "y/n... why..?"
"w..why? o-oh..." she licked her dry lips before speaking. "you'll know. soon..." she sighed frustratedly. she couldn't hold in her coughs anymore, so she placed her hand on her mouth, coughing up blood with pink flower petals. akaashi noticed that immediately, making his heartache even more. she wiped it off with a tissue that was beside her.
"...isn't there a way to remove the disease if.. the person doesn't love you back?"
"no," y/n shook her head. "... I don't want to... if I did, I'll lose my feelings for him."
"oh." how insensitive of him. sitting down on the chair beside her, he mumbled a sorry.
"it's fine, don't worry about it.." she gave him a weak smile. "besides, I'll die soon anyway."
akaashi's head shot up. "y-y/n..."
there was a moment of silence before she spoke up. "darling... f-favor."
"what is it?"
"my mom.. probably won't make it here in japan in time... she'll probably arrive here when I'm already gone."
"hey... please don't say that." akaashi held her frail hand, holding back his tears from falling.
"Keiji.. could you stay with me until tomorrow?"
"of course, y/n. I'll be here when you wake up."
"thank you... darling..." she flashed an enthusiastic smile despite her condition. how could she smile like that when she's near her death bed?
'please don't die yet.' akaashi bit his lip, feeling his throat tightening. "of course."
~~~
it was the next morning, and akaashi fluttered his eyes slowly. when he realized he was in the hospital, he quickly shot his head up and looked at the h/c-haired girl, who was looking at him with half-lidded eyes. "K-Keiji..?"
"y/n..."
"you're s-still here..."
"I told you, I'll be here when you wake up."
"I'm glad..." she coughed dryly, feeling her throat burning. akaashi quickly grabbed tissues and helped her clean it up. "thank you." she said, looking down. "darling..."
"hm?" he hummed and looked at y/n, a single tear sliding down her face.
"i-i don't... I don't think I can handle it anymore."
akaashi's heart dropped. "w-what?"
"Keiji, darling... o-one last favor..." she placed her hand on his cheek and caressed it lovingly. "kiss me now."
his eyes widened, but he didn't hesitate. "...okay."
y/n smiled, and akaashi slowly closed the gap between both of them, kissing her lips. he barely felt y/n kissing back, and it hit him when her hand dropped from his cheek as he heard the heart monitor's beeping sound.
she's gone.
she's... gone.
he pulled away and stared at her corpse. he could taste the metallic and floral flavor from kissing the h/c-haired girl.
a lonely tear fell down his cheek as he tried to hold in his sobs. y/n had asked him to kiss her before she passed away, and he was beyond confused but at the same time, why does he feel so much guilt?
he placed his forehead against hers, as he clenched his fists to stop himself from crying but he failed.
no words were needed to be said. there's nothing he can do to wake her up. but one thing he wished he'd said to her before she died, was how much she means to him.
akaashi held her tightly for the first and last time, as he heard the door opening behind him. "y-y/n..." bokuto choked out a sob, running towards his childhood friend. "I'm sorry... I'm so fucking sorry! I'm too late..."
"bokuto-san..." Keiji whimpered, hugging the captain in an attempt to comfort him. he hugged back as he cried uncontrollably.
~~~
"akaashi, Hanabusa," y/n's mother sighed. "here." she handed him a notebook.
"her... diary?" he asked and looked at Sayaka, who just nodded at him to continue.
"yes. I can't bring myself to read it... I'll only be crying for hours and hours." her voice cracked as she stood up. "um... I'll be going upstairs to fix her things. you can go keep it..."
"yes, thank you Mrs. l/n." he bowed before opening y/n's diary, while Sayaka looked away to give him space.
after flipping through the pages and reading for a while, his heart dropped when he saw his name.
—
Keiji akaashi. how can someone look so ethereal? I feel like I'm actually falling in love with him, but I don't know if I should confess it to him or just keep my feelings to avoid getting rejected.
—
sometimes I can't breathe properly every time I think about akaashi and that girl.
—
I'm literally dying. I feel like suffocating. I love Keiji... I love him so much it hurts. if I had one last favor, I'll tell him to kiss me for the first and last time before I die. at least with that, I'd be able to pass away happily...
—
the realization hit him. it was all his fault... why she was like this. he felt guilty, sad, and angry with himself, but there's nothing he can do.
covering his mouth with his hand as tears welled up his eyes, he flipped through the last page of the diary and saw a letter. it was for him.
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dear Keiji,
hello darling! you know how much I love writing in my diary, but this time I wrote something for you. the first time we met, I instantly fell for you. koutarou told me lots of things about you which made me fall for you even more. I never thought I'd be friends with you, and that I'd get to talk to you (thanks to koutarou, hehe). I always wanted to approach you and confess my feelings to you, but I was... scared that you might reject me. I'm glad I didn't confess my love for you, actually. I knew you were attracted to Sayaka when we were walking back home one day, so I didn't bother to tell you my feelings. if I did... I knew you would reject me. that's why I kept my feelings to myself. but one day I started coughing up flowers with droplets of blood... it was the hanahaki disease. I tried not to pay attention to it because I didn't want to believe it would be this bad but here I am... literally decaying. Keiji, please know that I love you so much, and I'm sorry for never being enough for you. I wish I was more like Sayaka, beautiful, sweet, and mesmerizing. would you ever think about us in our next life? maybe you'd love me. maybe you'd care more about me... but you know, I don't regret loving you. actually, I'm grateful even though I know the consequences. I know it would hurt, and I know I would die too, yet I still love you with all my heart. please, love Sayaka with all your heart. pour out your love for her, tell her how much you love her. I'm always happy for you, darling. she's so sweet and beautiful, I could never be like that. darling, I'm happy we met. even if we didn't end up together, I'm happy I met someone as beautiful as you. I'm happy that you're happy with Sayaka as well. thank you for everything. goodbye.
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"Keiji? hey..." Sayaka looked at the black-haired male, hands shaking as he gripped the letter firmly.
"Sayaka... can i... can I cry?" she nodded, opening her arms for him. he wailed, letting out his tears as he hugged her tightly. she felt tears filling up in her eyes at Keiji's state. he was usually calm, so seeing her loved one being so hurt like this was pulling her heart apart.
y/n's mother was behind the door of the living room, covering her mouth with her hand to refrain herself from letting out a sound. akaashi's cries were making her heartache even more.
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akaashi dreamed about y/n a few days later after her funeral. he was playing with the volleyball team and he saw her outside the gym of fukurodani, holding her diary as she stood.
"Keiji, darling!" the h/c-haired girl beamed at him.
feeling a lump in his throat, he forced to smile back despite the agony and the guilt eating him up. "y-y/n..."
"Did your lips taste the kiss of death?"
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Can't you see me?
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"Hey, there (Y/N)" Armin smiled though you can tell something was off. "How are you my princess," he said and stood up from the bed.
Where's my good morning kiss?
"Good morning, Armin!" You heard Eren say enthusiastically. "Good morning," Armin said back and they both walked off leaving you alone.
Why are you ignoring me?
"Hello, Mikasa," Armin and Eren said in unison. "Good morning," Mikasa said as she pushed her scarf up. "Let's eat now shall we?" Armin said as the four of you now went to the mess hall. "I'm not really hungry," you say to them yet they didn't give you a reply, you sat at your usual table, sitting beside Armin.
"Good morning," Sasha said to the group giving a small smile. "Good morning, Sasha," you said smiling at her, she didn't give you a reply as she began eating her bread.
Maybe she's just hungry
"So, Armin how are you?" Connie asked as he sipped a spoonful of his soup. "I'm fine" he faked a smile. "Look, it's okay, buddy" Eren pat him on his back. "Is there something wrong Armin?" You asked only to have your question lost in the sea of questions they asked Armin. You sighed before heading off to training.
"Armin! Let's be sparring partners!" You said excitedly grabbing his arm, he seemed unfazed as he crossed his arms. "Yo! Armin, wanna be sparring partners?" Connie asked him to which he reluctantly agreed.
"Maybe he just doesn't want to lose to me again" you snickered at your thought before watching Armin and Connie spar.
"Go, Armin!" You cheered at your boyfriend he brushed it off as if it was nothing "Woah, Armin calm down, I know you're going through something rough but, chill man" Connie coughed as Armin's foot was planted on top of Connie's chest "Oh, sorry" Armin said as he held a hand for Connie and hoisted him up.
"Great job there, Armin," Eren said as he pats him on his back "Armin! I need to go do something, see you later!" You said not even waiting for his reply "Good morning Commander, Captain" you saluted to the two higher-ups they seem to not care about your salute so you dropped your hand and began walking to your designated area "Ah, peace and quiet" you sighed with a smile and closed your eyes.
"Sawney! Don't run off on your own" you heard Hanji say as you opened your eyes and saw Sawney beside you, not noticing your presence, you screamed yet the titan didn't seem fazed by the sudden pitch. "Let's get you back to the lab, Sawney" Hanji cooed as if she was talking to a child. "Squad Leader! You're too close!" You heard Moblit say as Sawney attempted to bite off Hanji's head.... again.
"Hahaha! Sawney, you almost got me there" she laughed before you ran out of the scene.
"A-Armin?" You said as you saw the blonde-headed boy heading towards somewhere "Wait for me!" You said before you walked beside Armin in silence "I can't believe I'm doing this again... I promised myself to move on" he sighed before tears were welling in his eyes. "Oi Armin! What's wrong?!" You say as you hugged him, he said nothing as you pulled away and you both began walking to wherever he was going.
"Hello (Y/N)" he smiled as he looked forward smiling at what he saw before wiping away his tears "Armin? I'm right here... what are you-" you said slowly before looking at him "It's been 2 months since the breach of wall Rose, because of that damn Armored and Colossal Titan, you're here," he said as he let a few tears slip.
"What are you talking about Armin?! I'm right here!" You said flailing your arms around "It's been so long yet I keep longing for your embrace, your kisses" he muttered before continuing. "I promised Eren and Mikasa that I'll move on, but it's so hard to. " Armin cried. "Is that we're here?! So you can break up with me?" You said tears welling up You bit back down a sob.
"What's so important at what you're looking at that you can't look at me straight in the eye?!" You yelled before casting your eyes to where his eyes were. you gasped as you shook your head.
(Y/F/N)
A brave soldier who fought for the freedom of humanity, a loving friend, a lover
You will be dearly missed
"No! That's not true! Armin, I'm right here!" You cried as he went near the tombstone and kissed the stone gently "Armin!" You tried calling out for him again "Do you not see me anymore?" You cried quietly "You are the most beautiful flower to have ever bloom in this cruel world, maybe that's why you're one of the few who left us early" he bit back a sob.
"The most beautiful flowers always get picked the first, but you didn't need to leave ya know?" He cried as he hugged the cold stone "This is some sick joke, Armin! I'm right here!" You cried as your tried shaking his shoulders only for your hands to go through his body "I love you (Y/N), make sure you'll be waiting for me when I meet you again, okay?" He stood up and wiped his tears
"I love you until death does us part," he said before placing a single flower "A-Armin! W-wait!" You tried to reach him, you tried to stop him, but he just walked through you as if you were air "Armin..." you sobbed as you found out the sad truth
"Why can't you see me?"
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I knew for a fact that he was cheating, but after days of crying, I ended it.
No, I didn't kill myself, that's stupid. I just... gave out. I don't care anymore, but I will make him pay the very second I catch him. When I mean pay... I will give him exactly what he gave me, depressing nights, accompanied by staring in the mirror, and sobbing in the sink as I looked at myself.
But there is one thing I did, and never thought twice about it, I broke. I didn't cut, but my mind just went calm and blank, not caring anymore, and I figured that this, would have hurt me even more than it already did if my mind didn't completely shut down.
I sat down, staring at the therapist, Levi decided that after I didn't speak to him anymore, didn't clean for him, made him lunch, and pressed his stupid clothes, that something must have been up.
He was kind of right. And wrong.
Levi was right when he thought that something was off, but the thing he thought was off, was that I was depressed. I can guarantee you, that I am fine. Not depressed. Not happy. Not sad. I'm fine. Neutral.
I got comfortable on their couch, which was located in their office, and stared in complete boredom at the person, and through the soul. I could see that they were creeped out by me already. I don't care though.
"So... Miss (Your Surname), where would you like to begin?"
"Nowhere. I fucking hate this place." I stated and looked around. It smelled funny.
"Now now... you're already here, and it seems that your lover, Levi Ackerman was very worried about you." I scoffed.
Lover...
"Well, he can go fuck himself! I don't want to be here. But if you wanna talk, fine. Not reading questions off that clipboard of yours, though." I stated, and stared at what he was holding, before he looked down at it and nodded, putting it away.
"All right then. Let's begin. What's your name, and how do you feel?"
"Hi. My name's (insert full name here pls), and I feel fine." I stated nonchalantly and sighed after he went on.
"What do you think about your life right now?"
"I don't know. I have a job I like, a dog I like, a boyfriend I don't like," I grumbled, and he seemed to catch on.
"How come? Don't you love him?"
"Of course...I did." I stood up and pulled my coat on, and my scarf over my neck, mouth, and nose.
"Just, tell him from me, that he can go suck his own dick, or have Petra do it for him," before walking out and paying for the session, jumping in my car, and looking at the back seat, sighing heavily this time as I turned my head back to the road, grumbling to myself.
"I swear... I'm sick of his shit. I can't do this anymore... I'm leaving. And for good. Maybe. Just maybe." I went on, talking to myself, or the car, nonetheless, until my phone ringed, and I looked at the other front seat, where I threw it aimlessly, I continued to drive with one hand as I picked and answered regardless of who was phoning, not looking at the name of the caller.
"Yeah? This is (first name), you called my phone, what the fuck do you want?" I chuckled dryly after that, and then placed my phone in its usual phone, continuing to drive safely.
"Tch. Brat why didn't you talk to the therapist?"
"I did, dipshit." I snarled back in the same cold tone and felt him suck his teeth on the other end before going on.
"You said that shit out of anger, didn't you?" was his only question. I swear I could've laughed my ass off at that question.
"Did it sound like I did?! You have no shitting idea how much damn pain you've caused me! And one day, karma will fucking catch you, and when it does, you'll regret everything you made me go through..." I trailed off, sniffling a little again before taking deep breaths, in and out and waiting for the red light to turn green.
"Why?"
"Cheater," I said.
"I never cheated on you, smartass!"
"Yes, you did!" I yelled back and felt tears prick my eyes as I continued driving.
"No, I didn't!"
"Yes, you fucking did!" I sobbed once and shook my head, trying to keep myself together. It worked a little.
"After all that time we spent together, and the times we had arguments, made up, and the times I tried to teach you how to cook... you just go to a backstabbing bitch! Like you are. You just don't fucking know when to stop being so damn cocky! I bet you thought that just because I'm younger, just because that, I'm stupid. And you're the smarter guy. Well, guess what! I'm done with you! And whenever you will see me again, I definitely! won't come back running to you!" I gritted my teeth, not hearing anything from the other end, and sighed again, feeling as if a stone had been taken off my heart, feeling so much more relieved.
"You can't leave me like that..." he whispered softly.
"You can't cheat on me like that, see, you don't like that? Do you now? Go away..." I stated and stocked myself up on spare gas, a blanket, food, and basically broke off the joined account we had, taking all the money. Then fell back in the driver's seat, only to see that Levi was still holding the call.
"You know what Levi..."
"W-what..?"
"When you change your stupid ass, I will come back. Until then, fuck off." And hung up on him, beginning to drive again, to where I was going. I didn't care, this was going to be a great adventure. Totally.
Levi's P.O.V.
She can't just... leave me like that. I never meant to. I never meant to... it was just that one time... I wanted to say sorry... she didn't... she has to be joking. She has to be... yes.. she's joking. She really is. She has to be. She is.
I sat there, at my desk, hearing shuffling and a door opening and closing.
"Levi~? What's wrong?" Ah, that sweet suffocating voice.
"Nothing. Go away." "B-but..." "Go. Away. Now." She didn't seem to do that and decided to try and sit on my lap, and that's when I just pushed her away roughly. She sniffed. Fake.
"Stop it, Hana. We're over."
"W-what?! W-wh-why?! I-I thought you-"
"No," I stated coldly, almost feeling like I was going to die on the inside.
"I don't need you...I need (Your name)."
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It would have been pretty fun to see how broken Levi was, and if, after years of disappearing, I would make an impression on him.
The reason as to why I was coming back was because I would be declared dead next month. Yes. It's been that long. Seven years.
I strolled down the street aimlessly around the old New York town that I left almost a decade ago. I chuckled as I saw all these familiar places. Having parked my car on a street only two blocks away, to get out and eat, I decided it'd be better to grab a bite to eat and walk off to the courtroom. They were gonna go and declare me dead, what the hell do you think I was gonna do?
Turning the corner while taking another bite of my sandwich (having to hold it with my left hand only) my view turned to a certain mad little shit. Or in other words, Zoe. I narrowed my eyes and kept my (enter hair color here please) that was mixed in with a few blue and red patches that I dyed here and there, along with my new (shorter/longer) hair, I looked pretty different from my old self.
I was wearing a pair of (color) shorts with a white tank top and some (color) sneakers. My (color) jacket was pretty big and comfy, and I unzipped it so it hung from both sides of my body.
Back to the old little mad scientist shit, I turned my head and walked past her casually, although I saw her shoulder aimed at mine, and dodged reflexively the slightly damaging hit. "For fuck's sake..." I turned my head and frowned at Hanji. "How about you watch where the hell you're going next time?" "Oh?" She turned around and I could already feel the curly and crazed smile on her face. "Don't you know who I am?"
I smirked and looked up again to see her face full of confidence. "Yes. Hanji Zoe, the right-hand man of the CEO of Titan&Comp. The real question is, do you know who I am?"
She knew everyone important in this city, every little crook, and druggie, the drug dealers, cops, anyone. But she didn't know me. She stood in silence. "I thought so." I took another bite of my sandwich and turned on my heel back on my way to the courtroom. "You're nothing compared to me now. Because I know you but you don't know me." And something like this would drive any self-proclaimed mad person back down to the first base, where they initially started.
I continued on my happy, or as happy as it would get, stroll. I got there a minute later anyway.
I pushed the door to it slowly and was met by the fresh, serious, and still air of the marble courtroom that remained as blatant yet beautiful color as ever. Ahhh...
Thus, I snapped on my badge and whistled loudly in the middle of the courtroom, looking around with a pair of gleaming (eye color) beams until an annoyed secretary stomped down the stairs to look at me, with her normal vein popping out the side of her forehead.
"I'd like to announce something!" I yelled so that more people could hear me. The secretary was about to scream at the top of her lungs to make me shut up. I cut her off. "(Insert name here) is officially not dead! Kiss my ass the lawyer of this courtroom is here!" I yelled, and for once, I felt alive. I felt like myself. I felt put back together for once.
Everyone's face had fallen off. From what I heard, they had heard that I was dead, that I was shot off somewhere, or maybe that I got into drugs and wasted all the money I checked out of our old joined account and dumped it on my drug dealer, not that I've got one.
"Bring a bailiff over here, and one of you, yes yes you-" I pointed at a random short kid "You better file my paperwork and quick!" Everyone shuddered at the tone of my voice.
This was the first time someone saw me in years, and the first time they saw me without a suit on.
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a/n: you thought I would put my girl Petra there? Nah she doesn't deserve the hate she is getting.
also, Eren's titan do be kinda hot.
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When The Song Ends
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Quirk: echolocation Reader is blind due to her Quirk but she can actually see perfectly fine through her echolocation, but nobody knows that
he laughed as well stepping in front of the two hero's who stared in fear, who just smiled
"hey, guys miss me?"
Todoroki gulped
"(y/n)....."
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Shoto's throat was shut tight and his body shuts down, only his eyes and ears working, you squat down to his level as you pull his hair forcing him to look at you.
"hey, hero" you whisper as you look at him pathetically "I'm really hoping you missed me?" you asked, flipping out your knife, tossing it up and down. He looks down as you sigh loudly then smile "How's your mother." he snaps and headbutts you, causing you to move away, suddenly material wraps around you making you fall to the ground.
You laugh as blood trickles down your nose and mouth as you smile at the hero who captured you "Hey Eraserhead" you sigh as he comes out of the shadows, the rest stand up and look at you calm attitude Todoroki looks at you, your once dull eyes now had a menace look to them, your hair was now (hair length) fitting your face.
You laugh as you look at Todoroki seeing how you changed "what's a matter" you say lifting yourself up, "a face like that makes me wanna puke" you stick out your tongue and smirk, Aizawa pulls on his scarf making you quiet.
"so this was where you hid, in the villains league?" he asked as he looked at you sternly, "hmm not really, turns out they had an eye out for me since you so-called 'heros' always treated me like you always did" you scoffed blowing hair out of your eyes.
Bakugou harshly picked you up as Izuku came with chains, "jeez still so rough Bakugou, still have that non-heroic personality" he growls kneeing you in the stomach, "fuck you!!"
Suddenly flames come out of an alley away, making the distance between you and the hero's, "that's my job" a voice says coming from the alley as a group of villains surround the heroes.
Dabi walks to you and lifts you up checking your broken nose, he stares at your eyes, "have I ever told you how hot you look with blood on you" he states as you rolled your eyes "every time you bit into my collarbone" you giggle as you look at the villains "what are you waiting for fellas!!" you shout getting everyone's attention "the town is yours to destroy, be it a hero or a home" they scream taking charge.
The heroes braced themselves as Todoroki and Izuku ran for you, Dabi was about to interfere but you stopped him putting your hand up "let the kids have fun" he snickered putting his hands up moving away.
Izuku threw a left punch only for you to grab it giving him a sidekick as he falls to the side, quickly you grab Todoroki's leg and fling him into the building, you dodge Midoriya's leg and move as he gets up as they stand together again.
"she's good" Midoriya states as Todoroki throws ice as Dabi's flames easily destroy it, you look at him and smile as he stands behind you, "let's get this over and--" as you spoke a net was thrown over you and baby moved back as momo captured you in a heavy net.
"Sorry that took so long," she says as she fixes her outfit, suddenly the net was thrown at Midoriya as he flew into another building then being ambushed by many villains as you land in between Momo and Todoroki.
Moving your leg upwards then slinging it down on Todoroki he feels a sharp pang in the left side of his face as he falls down holding his right side of his face. He moves his hand only to see blood cover his hands.
Hearing you laugh he looks at you with his one good eye, "what luck I got your scarred eye" you smile as you still have your leg dangling up, a knife was connected to the heel, now covered in blood. "now you have two lessons to learn from those scars" you glare.
You turn to grab the bat in Momo's hand and pull it from her and kick her away and take out your knife, "maybe I should give you a similar one? It'll be like a couple's tattoo" you snicker holding the sharp knife above her eye.
"or" you ponder putting the knife on your chin, grinning like an insane cat. you look at her again "I'll just take your eye" you take the knife all the way up and with intense speed you go down and hear a disturbing crack.
Momo looks up with wide eyes as she feels blood drip onto her face, you let out a huff in disappointment as you look at Shoto's pained face, as his arm was impaled by the Bowie knife that went straight through his bone, missing Momos face by a millimeter.
"Babe..." Dabi shouts getting your attention as you pull out the knife and kick Shoto next to Momo as he groans holding his arm, "let's go the number one hero is coming." he sighs as you nod walking away "you two are still pathetic as always" you state when you jump onto the building with Dabi as he puts his arms around your waist.
"but Shoto's still just like his father," you say looking at him "a fake and corrupted hero"
He stands up holding his arm and glares at you "Why!" he yelled "Why did you do this!" he demanded.
As you look at him with a little bit of sympathy only to disappear quickly "this is nothing special really" you smile sweetly as you used to back then, hurting the injured man's heart.
As you turn into the bland eyed girl they only met minutes ago. "but this Hunny" you say
"This is just sweet old revenge"
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Don't Cry For Me
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It was a hot and humid day in the Glade. My clothes were clinging to me like a second skin because of the sweat. My hair was matted and even though I didn't usually tie it up, I put it in a bun. Also, I have finished three bottles of water already, much to Fry's dismay. Now, I badly want to go back to the homestead and sleep it off.
Though jokes on me because Alby was keen to get everything done by today. I was planting some tomatoes that came from the box this week, though if I were, to be honest, I didn't have any shucking idea as to what the hell was a tomato. Then I remembered ole clever Newt. He seemed to know everything about the gardens.
I looked around, trying to find a glimpse of the older boy. I saw him tailing a frustrated Teresa and my gut plummeted. They seemed to be closer every day ever since the girl came into the Glade a few weeks ago. Newt was the one who stayed by her side when she wasn't waking up, then everyone started saying that they were together. And here I was making myself sad again.
With a shake of my head, I decided to go back to my garden. I was determined to forget about Newt and my silly little crush on him. But seemed like life was adamant about making a fool out of me. Everywhere I looked, the lovely nature reminded me of the golden boy who would stay up late at night with me when I get some nightmares. The sun that was permanent in the shucking sky, the earth that resembled his eyes though he was darker, or the smell of flower buds that could calm me down whenever. Oh, fuck it.
I heard padded footsteps behind me and when I turned to look, I saw Alby with a permanent scowl on his face. "Greenbean."
A sigh escaped my lips as he addressed me with the same annoying nickname. "Seriously, Alby. It's been three months! I'm not the greenie anymore!" I yelled at him, sending him the meanest glare that I could muster. Though the slinthead didn't do anything but laugh. I watched him toppled over, his hands clutching his stomach and I huffed out indignantly. Annoyance was getting the better of him so I snapped once again. "What do you want?!"
Wheezing like a lunatic, he leaned against one of the poles and showed me one of those rare smiles he seemed to hide. "I know the weather is such a shuck so you can have the rest of the day off."
We stared at each other. My eyes were wide as saucers while a boyish grin was still on his face. As soon as the words day and off registered in my head, I came running towards the boy and tackled him. We were guffawing as I hugged the life out of him. "Oh shuck. Thanks, Alby! Thank you!" I repeated for a hundred more times until a shout erupted in the Glade.
I rolled on my side and saw Teresa calling out for Newt who ran towards the forest. My gut clenched once again and Alby, being the closest thing to a brother for me, pushed me encouragingly. I went after Newt without thinking. Again.
I bolted as fast as I could, tripping occasionally on the fallen twigs. I acquired some new scratches but decided to take care of them later. My mind was set on finding the blond and make him feel better. I passed by the deadheads, murmuring a prayer when I did.
My search ended near the stone wall. Newt was crouched against the wall, covering some of the old names of the Gladers who lived here. A sob broke out from his lips and I cringed. I wanted to tear Teresa's limbs or feed her to the grievers for making Newt cry.
I sat beside him. Newt lifted his head and I could clearly see his eyes, all red and blotchy for crying. Tears after tears continued falling down his pale face and I knew it was wrong, bloody hell I knew it was a sin, but I touched the side of his face. He leaned into my hand and I cradled the boy who was looking at me intently.
I felt my own tears brimming on my lids and I sucked in a deep breath. I had to set my priorities straight even though I badly want to crawl down a hole and cry. "What's wrong?" I asked carefully.
A sarcastic laugh made its way out of his mouth. Nonetheless, he answered, "Let's just say that I feel so broken right now."
"But why?"
Tucking his head between his legs again, he resorted to whimpering. I squeezed his shoulder and he murmured. "There's this girl."
Of course. I listened intently. Newt was tripping over his own words but I was patient. I loved him so much that I could sit beside him for hours as he talked about the girl he loved and how she broke his heart.
"Well, there's this girl. She's the most amazing and the most wonderful person that I have ever met..." Sure. Not like you have that much of a choice anyway.
"...and I loved her the moment I laid my eyes on that precious being. She's so happy and like my light in this dark world. And when I saw her with him, I just. I don't know. I felt like crawling down a hole and cry there forever."
I nodded understandingly. I knew how he feels. I could empathize with him a hundred percent but it hurts more than I have to watch him this way. I didn't want him this way. I'd much prefer him smiling and laughing with Teresa than bawling his eyes out here with me. So yeah. I think I was a certified masochist and should just let myself be sacrificed for the better good.
"y/n?"
I blinked and saw Newt staring intently at me. "W-what?"
"I asked, are you okay?" he repeated slowly as if talking to a child with little to no comprehension. I was confused by the sudden concern lacing his voice and I nodded absentmindedly. "Then why are you crying?"
I slipped my hand on my cheek as I felt something wet running down smoothly. I gasped as a sob blocked my throat making me look at Newt alarmingly. "Why-I... I don't know."
Though as I say it, the pain that shot through my chest was almost intolerable. I clenched my fist, clutching the sticky fabric of my garment. Why the shuck was I crying? No. This was not supposed to happen. I should be comforting him not the other way around!
But as lanky arms wrapped around me, I bawled out. "I'm so sorry," I said as I hugged him tighter.
He was murmuring comforting words whilst his hands weaved through my hair. My whole body was shaking and I ended up rambling and confessing everything to him. "I'm sorry, Newt. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't be crying but oh gods. I hate it. I hate seeing you cry. I love you so much. I hate Teresa for breaking your heart. I'm so sorry. You don't deserve it..."
I went on and on until I felt him lifted my head and then his lips were on me and I was out of breath. It was soft. Gentle. Comforting. All good things at once and I could not help but sigh in content. He nipped at my bottom lip and granted him entrance, making me moan in response. I felt myself being picked up then found myself straddling the boy.
That was when I stumbled backward and away from him.
He looked confused and hurt but I shook my head so harshly. "No, Newt. We-we can't do this."
"Why not?" Then his eyes were wide as saucers and his hand covered the shock on his face. "Are you and Alby together?"
"What?! No!" I exclaimed, pointing my finger at him. "But you're with Teresa!"
He was going to shout but stopped himself. His frown deepened until he chuckled. I scrutinized him confusingly, my eyes not leaving the boy whose eyes were teary not because of the heartbreak he once felt, but rather of genuine laughter. I found myself in his arms again and before kissing me, he said, "You're crazy shank. I was talking about you."
"Me? But I didn't do anything-"
"I thought you and Alby are together and I just broke down when I saw you two earlier. I guess I was wrong. Well, I was. But hey, enough of that. Let me kiss you again," he replied and captured my lips in a heated kiss again. I enjoyed our time and we may or may not have done something more than just kiss. But after a few hours, we were both lying on our backs and pointing to each name on the wall.
"I have a question," he suddenly said.
"Hm?" I nuzzled against his neck and closed my eyes as sleep knocked on my door.
"Will you be mine?" he asked, his voice full of sincerity.
I pecked him again before answering, "Only if you don't cry for me again."
When the song ends
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They danced together, they sang together. Over and over again, it was always the same song. Keigo somehow found himself humming the lyrics, even when he wasn't having a dance/karaoke party with his lover.
"Keigo!! Can we sing Mr lover man again??" The h/c beauty asked, looking up at him with their beautiful e/c eyes. "Of course, anything for my baby bird." He smiled and kissed her forehead. Keigo watched in awe as his lover made their way over and hooked up their phone. And the familiar song played.
This was an everyday occurrence, they would dance and sing to the same song for hours on end. Keigo didn't mind, after all, it did make his baby bird extremely happy. The song soon became something he listened to when Y/N wasn't around so he could be reminded of his lover. Though, you very rarely saw one without the over. The two were high school sweethearts. No one thought they'd last past the first year of their hero work, and yet here they are, 4 years into hero work and engaged. The blonde male hummed as he fiddled with the band on his finger. In the background you could hear Y/N belting the lyrics to their song, it filled his heart with joy as he heard how happy she sounded.
Weeks went on as the two were beginning to plan their wedding, of course, they decided to play Mr lover man as the song they would have for their first dance. At this very moment in time, the two had Y/N's playlist on shuffle and took a break from planning to sing along to Mr lover man. Hawks had his arm around her as they swayed to the song together.
These memories filled Keigo's brain all the time. It made him smile. He loved Y/N after all, and something that made her happy made him happy too. The two were getting married next week and Keigo was away from home today, he was out and about getting a suit and a few other things for the wedding.
What Keigo didn't expect was standing over his lover's grave a month later. He was visiting Y/n after they passed away from a villain attack, Keigo was never the same. He quit his job, he stopped being the upbeat bird man everyone loved. He rarely came out of his room, let alone his house. At least once a day he would blast the song he once shared with his lover and tried to convince himself that they were still there. That he could still hold them in his arms. That he could still wrap their arms around them and sway to their favorite song. He wanted to convince himself so bad that Y/N was still alive. But each time the song came to an end, the realization sunk in, Y/N was gone and never coming back.
He stood over Y/N's grave with tears in his eyes. His hands shook as he placed a bouquet of F/F on his lover's grave. He kneeled and placed a hand on their gravestone. "Y/N, my baby bird.." He took a deep breath as more tears began to fall. "I love you so much, you know that? I miss you all day every day, our song makes me cry. I try to convince myself that you're still here but.." He takes a shaky breath.
"When the song ends the realization hits, you're gone forever and there's nothing I can do"
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Quirk: echolocation Reader is blind due to her Quirk but she can actually see perfectly fine through her echolocation, but nobody knows that.
You hated being underestimated in the U.A class 1A, everyone felt above you and it sickened you. Purposely bumping into you making you drop things making faces in front of you even though you could sense them perfectly. Aizawa disapproved of their behavior but didn't do anything to stop the harassment, and you'd think it'd be better once you had a boyfriend. You were absolutely wrong.
Having Todoroki as a boyfriend was terrible, pushing you away from him saying absolutely mean things about your lifestyle to everyone spreading horrible rumors. It hurt so much knowing he was causing your life to be more miserable. And he visibly cheated on you with momo, with her sitting on his lap, talking about dates and other things that should not be even spoken of.
Until one day you snapped. And walked over to Todoroki and punched him perfectly. Something blind people shouldn't be able to do, and perfect timing Aizawa wasn't there Momo gasped and tried to lecture you but you didn't listen, you only twisted her arm till it broke, everyone stared in disbelief how could (y/n), a quiet bullied, girl, be able to do this. They answered themself, they were the cause, because their little 'game' went way too far.
"you people disgust me" you spat out stepping on Todoroki's throat "you're just like your father, you piece of shit" Todoroki gasped and tried to move your foot but it was impossible those words were circling his head too hard. You were right
He was just like his father for what he did.
Just as Aizawa came in to stop you pushed past him walking away from much more than a fight.
Aizawa looked at the scene and couldn't believe that you were so badly affected that you'd break Momo's arm and injure Todoroki. But he blamed himself to he should've stopped this ruthless playing a long time ago.
"Midoriya and Uraraka take those two to Recovery girl, I'm going hopefully to find (y/n) alive. All of you will be reprimanded by the principal for the actions you've done against her, how I would be so foolish to think you'd stop bullying her because of her Quirk." with that scolding he left to find you, while everyone didn't move, they hung their heads low. Remembering the pure hatred your voice and aura held.
All the times they playfully made fun of you but were actually torturing you Midoriya started crying" w-we d-didn't mean it r-right, w-when Aizawa-sensei finds her w-we'll apologize for what we did" he said trying to get the group together. "are you stupid Deku" Bakugou said also looking down "he said if he finds her alive." suddenly Todoroki stood up being caught by Iida, he was shaky but tried to walk, everyone knew where.
"Todoroki man, you can't find (y/n) in your condition," Kirishima said trying to stop him but to no avail. "I have to make her take those words back" he mumbled catching everyone's attention "I have to show her....I'm not like my father! " he growled his Quirk activating by loss of control everyone watched in pain.
"*ribbit* let's get you two to recovery girl *ribbit*, then the rest will help sensei find her *ribbit*" Tsu persuaded, unlike the rest she didn't join the game of tease (y/n). Everyone agreed and as the two were given to the recovery girl they went to search for you.
But to no luck
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You seemed to disappear from the planet
Time skip 4 years
Todoroki sighed patrolling the city with Izuku, who looked at him "you seem on edge today Shouto... Is something wrong?" the young hero asked. "........ It been 4 years now" he stated making Izuku jump at the statement and look down "yeah it has..... Since (y/n) was disappeared" they walked in silence. "yeah.... I've always wanted to ask this but, do you think if we found her things would have been better?" izuku asked.
Todoroki looked at him "I don't know, we were kids at that time, and we destroyed someone's hopes of becoming a hero and after she said those things to me....." he gulped, your words affected him greatly "I actually thought of not becoming a hero" The rest of the time it was silent until they got a message to go to a bar with the others as a reunion after 4 years.
They decided to go. Nearly everyone was in casual clothes, some couldn't make it due to work. But it was understandable crime has escalated in the 2 years. Momo and Todoroki had an awkward meeting because they broke up harshly after your disappearance. After a few drinks and casual chatter, someone heard screaming and explosions down the road. As everyone managed to suit up and see the situation they see a familiar foe...
The Villains league.
"Well well if it isn't the new hero's" Shigaraki boomed laughing as destruction was happening everywhere around him, "Shigaraki, what do you want" Deku demands ready to pounce with Todoroki by his side "we have new partners, with our new friend who joined awhile ago we've had a lot of people join" he smiled creepily seeing the villains surround him. "we are just making a mark" he sighed and with that the fighting had begun, some other hero's like Eraser head and endeavor joined.
the fight was going well for the hero's, Deku and Shouto were about to attack Shigaraki until they felt paralyzed no all the heroes were paralyzed. What was this powerful Quirk? "That was terrible" a female voice stated next to Shigaraki and as the hero's looked up
the horror they felt.
"you're quite useful, you should become a hero with that ability" Shigaraki laughed at his statement as the women jumped down. She laughed as well stepping in front of the two hero's who stared in fear, who just smiled "hey guys miss me?" Todoroki gulped
"(y/n)....."
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Black And White
An AU that when your soulmate dies the world turns black and white.
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Bakugou looked down, he couldn't find himself to look up. His strong demeanor fading as he hid in his room, hearing a knock on the door his mother enters. "how you doing, you've been acting weird lately is everything alright" she asked concerned as he recalled this last week.
"Bakugou, please stop" you begged as you lay against the wall, he laughs "why, you can't do anything to stop me any way you quirkless weeb" he grins as he pulls your artbook apart, you weep as you make eye contact with Izuku, he couldn't do anything to help.
He destroyed your book, your happiness. You couldn't believe that he wanted to be a hero, "I feel sorry for your soulmate" you whispered as Bakugou snapped back "huh!" you stood up "if you treat everyone like this, I'm sure your soulmate wants nothing to do with you" you spoke louder.
"Please!" he laughed "they should be strong enough to handle me, and my quirk" he stated about to pull your bag away and destroy something else, "and if they aren't? " you asked and he paused "what if they were quirkless like Izuku" he stepped back thinking carefully about that.
"like me"
He tsked and pushed your bag back and walked off "Then I'd rather never have them" he shouted exploding a locker open.
He never knew you were having problems at home, since your mother left your dad turned to alcohol and abanded you, hurting you. He never knew that those words made you think your soulmate would think the same.
For two days after that you avoided Bakugou at all costs, but he actually really needed to talk to you, he had bought a thing that tells you if they're your soulmate by placing it on them.
What if you were his soulmate, it has been in his head for quite some time. But the one chance he could talk to you was after school but he couldn't reach you.
Since you just jumped off the building
He watched in fear as you fell, you closed your eyes accepting your fate, your hand wasn't outstretched, cause you thought no one would save you. And the moment you reached the ground, bakugou's life changed forever.
"It wasn't your fault son" his mother spoke rubbing his back, "it was partly my fault, I've shouldn't have treated her the way I did, I should've seen the bruises her father left." he spoke, "it's been 3 days since she died" he cried.
"and been 3 days since I lost the color in my life"
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a/n: well that was emotional
I made something...
P.S that watermark is mine so it's not stolen
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