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Maneki the lucky Disabled, trauma survivor

[maneki-the-lucky]

🪭 Maneki

🌺 18

🖤 ran by SIG fictives

🎯 anti-willo, anti-endo, anti-tulpa, anti-contact, pro-recovery

🍂 RAMCOEA survivor

🌷HOH and mostly nonverbal

[maneki-the-lucky]

Ok so

We changed our URL, deleted the AW Forcas blog (didn’t know what to retheme that to), and changed the URL on our coining blog

[maneki-the-lucky]

Ok so we’ve been logged off

1. What happened to the AWV

2. Was thinking of retheming this blog but keeping it JCC related

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30 days of DID!

Day thirty: What's one last thing you feel should be written about after answering all of that? Talk about whatever you want.

This isn’t a fun disorder. No one should want this. If you should know anything about CDDs, look at the DSM-5.

[battycemetery]

pluralpedia isnt a valid source btw, neither is a carrd, google docs, a tumblr post, or some shitty ass email from collin ross :p

if u cant provide a valid source that endogenics are real and valid, WITHOUT bringing up being trans or queer, then im not gonna listen to whatever dumb shit u have to say!!

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty nine: How do your alters like to express themselves on a daily basis?

Makeup and clothes

[the-d0llh0us3-system]

What the hell💔

So we had the great displeasure of talking to a Willo "system" (we did not know they were Willogenic until recently.) And they confessed. By this point we had LEARNED they were willo, because the whole conversation came up when we called them out. Basically it was this:

"We found a post saying you're willogenic, you do know we're anti willo, right? We've said this before."

"Well yes, but we wanted to try to subtly prove we exist to you..."

"It's not going to work. Why put in so much effort for a useless cause?"

"Because we have a crush on you :("

"What."

And then they went on a tangent like "we can put ourselves in a risky situation to get repetitive trauma if it means you'll like us more" (they apparently believe that DID can form at ages 15-16 as well. I'm not convinced that is possible, but even if it was, wtf???)

Anyway we rejected them, they got mad and blocked us, and we later on found out through a mutual that they "willoed" every headmate they knew we had into their "system" as a "willo subsys" (???) And were now saying they were dating that "subsys" ?????

What the fuck

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty eight: Share a memory of one of a different alter fronting which you've either been told about by them or by another friend.

Once Angels got crushed by chimes during band

[plut0-plan3tzz]

"Endos aren't claiming to be disordered!! We're not claiming to have DID or OSDD!! 🥺"

Y'all literally added two lines to the DID/OSDD flag and called it yours??

Y'all can't create lies about yourself to make you seem less ableist when it's clearly bullshit

Stop pretending you have a neurocognitive condition that can only be caused by trauma when you don't have trauma.

— ⛔️ (?)

[whyyoushouldbeantiendo]

THIS.

I also saw some mf coin "Endogenic CDD" and these people still claim to not be ableists that steal terms from people who actually have CDDs.

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty seven: What do you think the biggest differences between living as a singlet and living as a person with DID are?

Definitely the difference with memory and coping skills

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty five: When did you first hear about Dissociative Identity Disorder? Was it before or after you discovered your plurality? In what context did you hear about it?

We were researching memory loss issues and came across it, it was way before we discovered

Day twenty six: What aspect of DID do you find most challenging in daily life?

Memory loss and identity issues

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty four: Have you ever dealt with denial? What helps you work through it?

Often. The constant identity crisis and memory gaps usually help us

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty three: Do you have an inner world? If so, who can access it? What’s it like?

We do!! For the main system anyways. It’s a forest that meets with an ocean. Everyone in the main system can access it! It’s fairly huge

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty two: tell us about your littles.

Most of them are very talkative and love being around people

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty one: Tell us about your persecutor(s), protector(s), and gatekeeper(s).

Uhhh

Our gatekeepers are weird/pos/aff

Protectors are mostly a result of feeling small

Persecutors are traumatized

Idk how to describe them due to our high headcount

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30 days of DID!

Day twenty: Do you have a favorite book or TV show about or including DID?

If you include our own writing yes

[ratzinacoatvr]

Had someone on my Pinterest-

Who was

Radqueer

Endo

TransRAMCOA

TransAbled

TransTraumatized

TransAge

A programed system (despite being transProgrammed)

This.. Is fucking awful. I get being traumatized but WANTING to be programmed to the point to claim to be a programmed system?

This is gross..

On top of that they claimed to be Dissociagenic, C-PTSDgenic, and Radqueergenic.

All I can say is: Dissociagenic is just CDDs.. C-PTSDgenic? CDDs are one step above C-PTSD and are co-morbid. Radqueergenic.. Idk what to say on that.

[maneki-the-lucky]

I almost threw up reading the list. What the actual fuck who would WANT this??