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mostly real i, too, wonder how I've managed to make it this far, but my mom debates I more..... (#loredrop) (do NOT ask further about my mom)
💟 no pressure tags bcs i need to see my moots n their tropes : @woniefication @shyoko @yooniso @myuviis @koiiq @chrrific @blooddlusts @seobluuu @luvmahae etc
last book ⠀⠀:⠀⠀ born a crime by trevor noah for my eng class 💔
last series ⠀⠀:⠀⠀ probably pkmn horizons 😭 ??
last video game ⠀⠀:⠀⠀ hsr (I JUST GOT THE DAHLIA AT LIKE 29 ISH PITY ????? my hsr luck is acc so good ++ i got like three limited five stars in a row before losing my 50/50..)
last thing i ate ⠀⠀:⠀⠀ errrrr uhhhhh some kind of Nutella snack from my friend
so, first off to the people who might read this, im sorry for disappearing out of nowhere, so in short i got busy (ik ik not valid, shouldve at least made one post long ago)
somewhere around the end of my 3rd semester in uni it really got me thinking about what i actually want to do w in my life (not like i want to study and grow up work and retire while running a cozy cafe but real goals like actual real, I'll bare my heart for a moment, I want to buy a house not for me, for my parents ik maybe im cringe i cant pull off being nonchalant anyways, so hopefully I can achieve this one day), so at first I only decided to take some time off to simply explore around for different opportunities in my field as some of you might know im pursuing engineering (ik classic asian lol, ur girl interned at big tech last summer n i have one lined up this summer too), and I have come to the conclusion that its just that I grew up (lol maybe idk i tripped over air yesterday) dont get me wrong I loveee svt n enha, my entire fyp is full of dk+seungkwan singing, vernon smashing is head in the cake (lol he's my spirit animal fr), heeseung and the edits (which btw make me cry now), lol sunghoon spamming his body builder pose. But overall the gist is that, I grew up with time and there is an obvious shift in how I stan groups.
I was one of those people who spammed delulu is solulu (lol feels like forever ago) but idk maybe my frontal lobe developed recently lol
long story short I stan them from a distance, i smile every freaking time i see them on my fyp, i literally cried my heart out to moonstruck last night, i presave albums on spotify (i got student premium finally not that broke) but I dont necessarily talk about them with other people yk, like i stan them but if i meet another carat/engene we jump up and down for 2 mins and go back to our lives as normal (which wasnt the case before mind you maybe i was just always weird).
overall this post doesnt mean im deleting this account or anything, its just i felt like i owed an explaination to the people who supported me here, seeing every single comment healed the shattered pieces of my heart bit by bit and made me feel like i had friends again (2023 was pretty rough for me but thats a story for another time i have no more tears in my eyes come back heeseung)
ill still be here but wont be active anymore just wanted to put this out here cuz its already long overdue
I wish to become a person who can one day hopefully attend their concert in real life (even if its all the way in the back)
I wish to become a better version of myself, more consistent with my goals, more loving, more caring and forever more grateful for everything I have in life
i wish to become someone 10 year old me would think is freaking cool.
I wish to achieve my dreams and I'm sure all the groups I stan would want the same for me.
to all my moots<33 and people who sent in their beautiful requests and messages im truly sorry you guys deserved better than to be blown off like that
I will forever be grateful for the love and support i got here<3333
ik ik ive been away since quite a while, but this is the best I can do in this moment to support heeseung n enha.
https://c.org/bJdjttvCVF - please sign the petition to allow heeseung to pursue solo activities while being a part of the group.
as much as i hope that it is his decision to go solo i cant help but feel like ill regret it if i dont sign it in case it isnt, we might never know the truth but idk feels like the right thing to do rn
“What will I be if I don’t graduate/don’t get a promotion/don’t get my shit together/don’t make this relationship work?” You would be a perfectly normal human being who is inherently valuable and who possesses many talents and good traits
JEONGHAN: We go in through the east dock. Two snipers posted by 03:40. Chan leads breach. Hansol, your eyes stay on thermal—no improvisation this time.
HANSOL: I never improvise. My brilliance is structured.
CHAN: Can we not do this right now?
JEONGHAN: [ignoring them] Mingyu, once we get him out, you're on evac. Full blackout route. No trackers, no chatter.
MINGYU: Copy.
HANSOL: Any updates on who turned? Someone had to leak coordinates.
CHAN: There’s a list. We’ll handle it after we bring the boss home. One fire at a time.
[DOOR SLAMS OPEN. SOUND OF HIGH-HEELED FOOTSTEPS. SILENCE.]
CIVILIAN TARGET: You’re planning this without me?
JEONGHAN: [visibly tense] You weren’t invited.
CIVILIAN TARGET: He’s my belo—my boyfriend, Jeonghan. You think I’m just going to sit around while you play war games?
JEONGHAN: This isn’t a movie. You’re a civilian. You don’t belong in this room.
CIVILIAN TARGET: No, I’m the reason he still believes in soft things. I belong more than half the people at this table.
CHAN: She’s got a point.
JEONGHAN: Chan.
CHAN: I’m just saying. She’s not exactly fragile.
HANSOL: She did rewire one of my bugs with a paperclip. That was... not unimpressive.
JEONGHAN: [sighs] This isn’t about guts. It’s about blood.
CIVILIAN TARGET: Then you should know mine’s already on the line. Every second he’s gone, I feel it. And I’m done being sidelined. I’m not here to ask. I’m here to help.
[BEAT OF SILENCE. THEN—]
JEONGHAN: You get one job. And if you screw it up, I’ll personally drag you out.
CIVILIAN TARGET: Deal.
JEONGHAN: Hansol, give her the map. Mingyu, loop her in.
MINGYU: You’re going to need a comm. And a bulletproof vest.
CIVILIAN TARGET: Got both. And a knife in my boot.
CHAN: Okay, badass.
[MEETING CONTINUED UNDER LEVEL-2 SECRECY PROTOCOLS. TRANSCRIPT REDACTED. END OF MINUTES.]
FINAL NOTES:
Civilian Target formally added to Operation Homecoming roster.
Jeonghan authorized conditional field involvement.
Morale status: heightened.
Risk level: astronomically high.
🗂️ Operation Homecoming: Field Notes & Briefing Report, compiled by mafia underboss, Yoon Jeonghan
Clearance Level: Top Confidential
Date Logged: ██████████
Location: Safehouse Omega-9
SUMMARY: Boss (S.Coups) was captured 48 hours ago following the receipt of a falsified emergency ping traced back to the civilian target’s encoded channel. The ping claimed she’d been injured and was en route to an undisclosed hospital in Sector D. According to surveillance logs, the Boss diverted course alone, abandoning standard security protocol. We believe he was intentionally isolated through signal jamming, then intercepted at the underpass beneath Route 14.
AUTOPSY OF THE TRAP:
Fake GPS tag mimicked civilian target’s bio-signal pattern
Voice distortion software replicated her distress call
EMP deployed upon vehicle arrival to disable tracking
Tactical unit waited with sedation-grade rounds
CURRENT LOCATION OF BOSS: Confirmed. Underground storage facility, formerly Syndicate-aligned. Defected cell now controls the zone. Reinforcements on site. Boss presumed alive—last thermal footage confirms faint movement.
INTERVENTION STRATEGY: OPERATION HOMECOMING
Phase One – Extraction:
Entry through east dock (03:40 HRS)
Chan leads breach unit, Hansol on thermal, Mingyu handling evac
All units silent channel only
Phase Two – Internal Sweep:
Civilian target assigned distraction and misdirection role (see below)
Two-minute window to locate and stabilize Boss
Phase Three – Extraction + Fade:
Mingyu initiates blackout route
Decoys deployed on west perimeter to delay pursuit
Rendezvous at Site Echo
CIVILIAN TARGET: PERFORMANCE LOG
Arrived wearing borrowed Kevlar and jeans tucked into combat boots. Asked if bulletproof vests same in women’s sizes. Did not wait for response.
Showed immediate enthusiasm, zero tactical finesse. Hansol gave her the map. She held it upside down. Twice.
Informed her she’d be working as the visual diversion. Her response: “Like bait?” Followed by: “Cool. I’m good at being annoying.”
Surprisingly effective. Created a loud enough ruckus on the perimeter to draw three guards off their posts. Managed to bluff her way past checkpoint by pretending to be a lost food delivery driver. Claimed she had gluten-free soba for a man named Kevin. There is no Kevin.
Still not sure how she pulled it off.
When Boss was found, he was semi-conscious but breathing. Whispered her name first.
END STATUS:
Boss retrieved.
Minimal casualties (1 injured – not fatal)
Facility compromised but not traced
Civilian target cried in the van. Then threatened to punch me for writing that down. I'm writing it down anyway.
FOOTNOTE — for Seungcheol’s eyes only: You’re reckless, stubborn, and impossible to reason with. But apparently, that’s your thing. You’re also luckier than most of us ever will be.
She didn’t sleep. Not once. Kept looking at every door like you might walk through it.
When you did, she didn’t even say anything. Just threw her arms around you like gravity stopped working.
Try not to make her go through that again.
– YJH
📱 Phone history log, filed by mafia soldier Chwe Hansol
Device: S.Coups' Personal Line (Encrypted Channel #017)
Status: Outgoing Messages Only – Blocked by Signal Jammer
Timestamp Range: ██:██–██:██ (Time of Abduction)
NOTE: Texts never reached intended recipient. Recovered during post-mission diagnostics. For archival purposes.
[01:12 AM] Where are you? They said you were hurt. I'm on my way.
[01:15 AM] Which hospital? No one's answering. This isn't funny. Call me.
[01:17 AM] Your signal keeps bouncing. Something's wrong. Stay where you are.
[01:21 AM] I swear to god if they laid a hand on you
[01:24 AM] No ambulance ever came.
[01:25 AM] This is a setup.
[01:27 AM] I'm so stupid. They used you. Fuck fuck fuck
[01:28 AM] I should've followed protocol. Should’ve sent Mingyu. Should’ve sent anyone but me.
[01:30 AM] If you get this, lock all the windows. Call Jeonghan. Stay put.
[01:34 AM] They knew I’d come for you.
[01:36 AM] This isn’t your fault.
[01:39 AM] Don’t come after me.
[01:41 AM] Love, beloved, please. Don’t try to save me.
[01:45 AM] You always do this—you throw yourself into fires you don't understand.
[01:49 AM] If they hurt you because of me, I’ll never forgive myself.
[01:52 AM] Tell Jeonghan to burn everything. Get out. Go far.
[01:54 AM] Forget me if you have to. Just live.
[02:01 AM] I love you. Please, please, please, don’t be stupid.
[END OF RECOVERED LOG]
📰 Excerpt from "The Ethics of Mafias: Love in the Line of Fire", a follow-up think piece by Xu Minghao
... If leadership within organized crime is already an ethical minefield, then love within it is something more volatile still: a paradox of vulnerability embedded in violence. New whispers surround the figure known only as S.Coups—the alleged mafia boss whose name, until recently, conjured images of discipline, domination, and an empire forged in precision.
Now, another narrative has emerged. One that reshapes how we understand not just the man, but the very myth he embodies.
According to rumors sourced from both within and outside the organization, S.Coups may have a romantic partner. Not a fellow operative, nor a political alliance. But a civilian. Someone unaffiliated and—crucially—untouched by the bloodied logic of the underworld.
If this is true, the implications are vast.
To love in his position is a risk. It is weakness, some would say. Yet others might argue that such love is the only thing capable of keeping a man like him from becoming monstrous. If the rumors are accurate, she is the reason he looks over his shoulder less. The reason he checks his own wrath. The reason his most trusted lieutenants have stopped fearing him and started worrying about him.
Love, here, is not a diversion. It is discipline.
And perhaps that is the most fascinating ethical twist of all: that this boss, so often theorized as either tyrant or savior, might be both—because of her.
Some say he texts her between assassinations. That he buys her gummy bears because she mentioned liking them once, months ago. That he has started folding her laundry and learning her aunt’s dietary restrictions. These are, of course, unconfirmed. They seem almost laughably mundane. But within the shadowed world of syndicates and secret wars, what could be more radical than tenderness?
Others claim that he was taken. There are now verified reports of a failed abduction and his eventual rescue. She was allegedly involved. They say she showed up unarmed, untrained, and utterly unafraid. They say she demanded to be part of the rescue mission. They say she was reckless, infuriating, and ultimately, instrumental.
And that when he saw her again, he wept.
To be loved, it turns out, is not always soft. Sometimes, it is brutal and inelegant and wildly inconvenient. But in the context of a life built on violence, to be loved is to be saved. Again and again. In the ways that matter.
Whether S.Coups is worthy of that love is not the question. The question is whether it has already changed him. Whether, in the end, the girl outside the syndicate might be the only thing real in a world made of smoke and mirrors.
And whether that, more than power or fear, will be his lasting legacy.
Mafia boss S.Coups is many things. Protector, manipulator. Brother, enemy, friend.
It seems we must add two more things:
Lover, and loved.
FIN. THANK YOU FOR READING CHERRY ON TOP!
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⤿ a four-part series chronicling what happens after you accidentally kidnap a mafia boss named S.Coups.
𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 —
🍒 PART ONE.
picture this: you're taking home an attractive guy you met on your night out. you're both a little drunk but still very much willing to go at it— that is, until you try to handcuff him and you realize you've lost the key to said cuffs.
🍒 PART TWO.
as the song goes, you can never get away from the sound of a woman that loves you. or in this case: you're not about to get away from a woman who knows your boba order.
🍒 PART THREE.
being in a situationship is already pretty hard. being in a situationship with a petty mafia boss who has never dated before? much, much harder.
🍒 PART FOUR.
stories like this always end with a damsel in distress. except— this time around— you're not the one who needs saving.
ⓘ mafia boss!seungcheol, romance, humor/crack. depictions of violence, cussing/swearing. ??? to lovers, reader is down bad. more tags to be added.
𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐒 —
this seungcheol first appeared in my svt x reverse tropes smau, and was briefly expounded on in this ask before becoming a full-fledged series.
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 —
with love, kae ✎ this was a looong time coming. trying to get back into the groove of writing, and i thought this silly little au would be as good as any place to start :) there are many couprangs in my life that i adore to no end, and so this one goes out to all of them.
see you all for cherry on top! <3
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did this bias sorter and here are the results………it’s actually really accurate if you ignore some of the placings that i don’t really agree with 🧍
try it out moots! @yudaies @hanniescookie @noircheols @wooahoe @slytherinshua @wonkierideul @kissbyoon @kyeomviiee @seokmn @gyuwrites @mi9yuz (you can try it even if you weren’t tagged! if you want to be added or taken off, let me know!)
cherry on top 🍒 mafia boss!seungcheol x reader. (2)
as the song goes, you can never get away from the sound of a woman that loves you. or in this case: you're not about to get away from a woman who knows your boba order. previous chapter + masterlist.
🧾 iPhone note of mafia underboss, Yoon Jeonghan
Signs CSC is probably in love*
Smiled at his phone today. Not a polite smile. A dumb one. The kind that makes his dimples show.
Forwarded me her text asking if he liked brown sugar boba or taro. Asked what the right answer was. Pretended it was a strategic question. (It was not.)
Replied to her selfie with a thumbs-up. Then stared at the screen for ten whole minutes. The man who makes snitches disappear in under three???
She called him handsome during Tuesday’s drop-off. He didn’t say a word, just blushed. Blushed. Then tripped on the curb. Painful to watch. 🙃🙃🙃
Keeps the cup sleeves from the boba drinks she makes. I found three in his desk drawer. One had her number written in pink pen. He already has her number.....
Denied knowing what her favorite snack was. Later that night, personally threatened a supplier for not having it in stock.
She joked that he was her favorite mafia boss. He muttered "I'm your only mafia boss" under his breath. Looked smug for the rest of the day. This is getting sickening. 🤢
*Never thought I'd see the day.
📁 Mission report filed by mafia soldier Kwon Soonyoung
Mission Report penned by HOSHI
Suggested edits, redactions by G4M3B01
Subject: Surveillance – Operation: First Date (S.Coups & ███████, referred to as civilian target)
Date: ███████
18:03 – Target (S.Coups) arrives at civilian’s residence at ██████████████, wearing a three-piece suit. No tie. Hair done. Nervous. Spends four minutes fixing collar in side mirror.
18:08 – Civilian exits home wearing a simple dress. Smiles like she’s already won. Calls him "Cheol." He mutters something I can’t hear. Probably already flustered.
18:17 – They arrive at location #1: exclusive rooftop restaurant, namely █████████████. S.Coups booked out the entire place. String quartet. Candlelight. Wine list that costs more than my monthly paycheck.
18:30 – Civilian barely touches the foie gras. Eyes light up at the garlic bread. Tells S.Coups it reminds her of the bakery near her apartment. S.Coups discreetly makes a note on his phone. DINO will probably be sent out to secure the recipe.
18:52 – S.Coups tries to act cool while explaining the city skyline. Civilian leans in close and points out he’s holding the map upside down. S.Coups blushes. Again. S.Coups never blushes.
19:21 – They move to location #2: luxury boat ride along ███████ River. S.Coups helps her aboard. She says "Wow, this is all for me?" and he says "Don’t flatter yourself." But he's smiling. Boat was acquired two days ago explicitly for this purpose. Simp.
19:35 – She makes him sit beside her instead of across. S.Coups stiffens, then leans just slightly closer than necessary. He lets her rest her head on his shoulder. Confirmed: smitten.
19:50 – Boat ride ends. S.Coups guides her to location #3: surprise firework show from ██████████████. She gasps. He watches her the whole time. Not the fireworks.
20:06 – Fireworks end. She thanks him and offers him a candy from her purse. He says he doesn’t like sweets. Eats it anyway. Doesn’t even chew for the first minute.
20:12 – They walk. Civilian finds a stray cat. Names it "Mini Coups." He pretends to be annoyed but watches her pet it for ten minutes.
20:39 – S.Coups drives her home. Opens the door for her. She says, "You’re sweet when you’re not busy threatening people." He scowls. Looks proud anyway.
20:45 – Civilian kisses his cheek. S.Coups stands completely still for seven seconds. Then says, "Tch. Go inside." I have reason to believe she also said ██████████████, because S.Coups stares at her door for seven whole minutes after she closed it on him.
21:01 - S.Coups drives off, with this song blasting from the car. The music was so loud that it could be heard from the street. We get it, man.
Conclusion: S.Coups is completely compromised. Civilian has him wrapped around her finger. Recommend light surveillance moving forward. Also recommend betting pool on when they'll ████.
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pairing: idol!dokyeom x reader
genre: fluff, established relationship, comfort
warnings: skinship :)
wc: 252
a/n: this is very self indulgent sorry not sorry!
bf! dokyeom who gives you a new nickname every three business days
bf! dokyeom who loves to give you back hugs, like picking you up and swirling you around type back hugs
bf! dokyeom who makes you laugh till you have tears in your eyes
bf! dokyeom who was way too insistent on buying the damn sogo
bf! dokyeom who asks you questions like, "Babe will you still love me if I were a pigeon? Would you cage me if I were a pigeon? But if I were a pigeon I wouldn't like being caged up. Do you even love me?"
bf! dokyeom who has like a million heart emojis next to your name in his contacts
bf! dokyeom who'd be the type to send you a million voicemails when on tour (bonus: all his voicemails end with kissy noises)
bf! dokyeom who doesn't do sit-down type dates, you guys are either jamming in the karaoke or running along the han river
bf! dokyeom who fishes for compliments because it really makes his day
bf! dokyeom who can lift the 30 pound rice packet with one hand but cannot remove the bug from the room for the love of god
bf! dokyeom who whispers "i love you" every night just before he falls asleep
bf! dokyeom who loves to use the lamest pickup lines while picking you up for every date
bf! dokyeom who would gladly drive to mcdonald's at 2 am because you said you wanted it
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