Kishi Kaisei

Hi, I'm Mango! Personal blog. 34. she/her. Self-taught traditional artist, certified weird kid. Really slutty for all things art, cyberpunk, macabre, TTRPGs, Sims, and my OCs (and probably yours, too.) INFJ/P. This blog is a mess of everything so feel free to creep my tags page for 2077 screenshots, my art, etc ♥

[johnny-depp-is-loved]

this is everything to me 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈💕

[rabbiteclair]

auto immune disorders happen when the immune system ignores regulatory factors and begins attacking healthy bodily tissues, due to what scientists refer to as "sheer love of the game"

[segamascott]

Why the fuck are you 30+ on tumblr

this is my house?

[quietwingsinthesky]

love when ocs grab you by the shoulders and tell you something essential to their lore without you getting a say in it

[akashicrecord]

the lesbian computer from portal was right. given the circumstances ive been shockingly nice

[lilcowzia]

why is it that ppl hear "fetish" and immediately think "devoid of morals" like ur genuinely not making sense. ppl dont actually become inhuman and beast-like when theyre turned on, thats something we are told bc it aligns with christian patriarcal values, u know that right? desire isnt actually bad. it doesnt make you evil, or incapable of having/respecting boundaries

[lilcowzia]

i got a response to this abt how men get horny and "lose their minds" and "causes" them to behave vile. i rlly rlly neeeeed ppl to understand that men behaving inappropriately when turned on is something they are *choosing* to do, and when you equate that to human nature you are enabling them and diminishing the seriousness of that choice

[viejito-at-heart]

everyone tells me that ADHD isn't an excuse for being lazy and that there are people with ADHD who have overcome their symptoms and are successful but every day I drag around an invisible dopplegänger of myself who is horrible and listless and always complains. and he is so heavy. I'm ambitious and I'm passionate but he isn't and the problem is that to get anywhere in life I have to grab him by the leg and pull him along the whole way, kicking and screaming, and sometimes it gets exhausting. sometimes he pulls me down with him. and it gets a bit difficult to explain to people why I'm lying down on the floor in pain when they can't see him.

[bloodiedflora]

Harbinger Lifeweaver for @djkhaledrealaccount 🪽

[jazetallo-art]

pov: you're making history. you're working with the most advanced technology in the world. outlook still doesn't fucking work.

[print] | [desktop wallpaper]

[moghedien]

That picture of Lady Gaga as a child where she looks like a child pretending to be Lady Gaga means so much to me

[moghedien]

Like I’m so serious 😭

[podracer]

Dune if I was in charge

[vintagewildlife]

Gull inspecting two fake eggs and deciding to incubate the larger one By: Thomas D. McAvoy From: Life Nature Library: Animal Behavior 1965

[abyssalcaptain]

[mangolily0]

The weight training has begun! Fitblr 2.0 training arc

I have hit a point where I am healthy enough again to add weight training back into my routine! I am the proud owner of many dumbbells and a dumbbell rack I have not yet put together and might ask my husband to do it for me. Putting this under a read more since I'm probably gonna yap

It's been going really well, though! I started at the end of last month and have been pretty consistent with it, just lots of rest between sessions so I don't crash. Have not yet focused much on pushing my limits since I'm trying to see where my baseline is at with weight and how much effort I can put in safely.

My latest workout, show in the photos, definitely kicked my butt. I woke up early on Saturday to get in a solid leg workout (with a bit of warm up cardio not documented) before grabbing lunch with friends and my god. Ouch. Really sore. SO hungry ever since. Not sure if that workout is why I felt incredibly fatigued and unwell this weekend or if I accidentally ate something with potatoes in it but I'm feeling okay now! I'm using Hevy to track things and I REALLY like it. For the life of me I cannot remember what app/website I used to use way back in like 2013 but Hevy has been an excellent replacement for whatever that was lol I can make my own routines and adjust on the fly, add in timed breaks, etc. I also REALLY love that it shows muscle splits and some other cool data. I've only been tracking the weight portion of my workouts with Hevy.

Feels really good to pick heavy things up and put them back down again. Covid absolutely destroyed so much of the progress I made rebuilding stamina and improving my health so I am happy to FINALLY be back on track and moving forward :') Ubiquinol has helped a lot with that, too! I've seen so much improvement with my ME/CFS since August. I think I'll probably have to up my dose another 100mg with the added weight training and see if that helps with some of the fatigue.

Otherwise, I finally saw my new rheum and will see a new nephrologist soon, I think? I should call and see if there's anything else they need me to do. I peed in a cup, pls respond. Oh, and I had to start a statin because once again genetics has proven to be a little prick that I simply cannot out diet or exercise. Which I guess I have always known since it was also Not Super Great when I was much healthier in college. 5mg of Rosuvastatin every day for me but the side effects have been pretty mild tho it's hard to tell what's a side effect and what's because of the weight training right now in terms of sleepiness lol

Maybe I'll try to remember to take some progress photos sometime this week. Maybe Wednesday. I don't think I really took any at the very start but it really hasn't been long enough for there to be any kind of difference so it's fine. I might share them, I might wait until there's something more impressive to show off hehe

Anyway that's all the yap for me. I will try to share more workouts and meals just because I always thought that was fun for accountability :3 Though my next workout isn't until Wednesday. With how cruddy I felt the past couple of days, rest is super in order.

[tref0il]

WHEN ON PERIOD:

do not crash out

your feelings are NOT valid

do not send that text

don't kill yourself. lock in

do not act on negative emotions until at least 2 days have elapsed

[ironmaidenhead]

things haven't been fergalicious in a real long time

[lleyksie]

let’s be primitive horses with mama

[cherubg1rl]