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i thought it was a joke that a drop dead gorgeous girl wants to talk to me 😟 thats how low my confidence is

#bipolar disorder #mentally ill #borderline personality disorder #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #borderline #adhd #trans #nonbinary

got extremely high i am now flying AND floating at the same time

#bipolar disorder #weedhumor #smoke weed #mentally ill #borderline personality disorder #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #borderline #adhd #trans #nonbinary

in the mood to get high or drunk to the point of forgetting everything going on in my life right now

#bipolar disorder #mentally ill #borderline personality disorder #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #borderline #adhd #trans #nonbinary #depression #anxiety

kind of dreading starting my new job. im a trans dude and theres only cis men who have pretty toxic beliefs and use slurs. i can see myself quitting within the month and getting a grocery store job or something

"i hate you" ok? im not hurt, that literally turns me on

#im fucked up lmaoaoaoaoao #oh well #trans #adhd #borderline #bpd #bipolar disorder

midiport

honeypleasejustkillme

“don’t take it so personally” bro i have bpd, what do you mean

zouisbreakup

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moving away from my home state tomorrow. probably never seeing my childhood dog again :( fuck

no fuck this i hate feeling this way i just wanna move on and be stable

#bipolar disorder #mentally ill #borderline personality disorder #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #borderline #adhd #nonbinary #trans

been months since i split my with ex girlfriend but i miss her. we were toxic and abusive but now that im moving its like im officially leaving her behind but i want to call her. i miss her? :/

#i feel destroyed #packing all my shit up and thinking about her #fucking hell #bipolar disorder #mentally ill #borderline personality disorder #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #borderline #adhd #nonbinary #trans #abusive relationship #tw

happy world bipolar day. remember that you manic fucks arent alone ♡

#bipolar disorder #mentally ill #bipolar 1 #world bipolar day #bipolar mania #bipolar

maintaining friendships is hard because i tend to forget and fail to realize that people actually want me in their life/want to be friends in the first place. my value for myself isnt there so i dont expect anyone to give a fuck about me either

#relationships just crumble for me #n idk #bipolar disorder #borderline personality disorder #mentally ill #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #borderline #adhd #nonbinary #trans #depression #anxiety

i destroy myself to feel something and then feel nothing at all

#tw #depression #bipolar disorder #borderline personality disorder #mentally ill #rant #trigger warning #borderline

self harm is an addiciton and its fucking awful

#i hate that it brings me stability and makes me feel okay #but then im filled with guilt #bipolar disorder #borderline personality disorder #mentally ill #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #borderline #depression #tw #tw sh

whats fucked up is that i relapsed because i saw a friend of mine having fun with their own friend and it made me feel so fucking alone and suicidal that i spiraled and harmed myself. i literally dont deserve friends. people being happy somehow made ME fucking sad. its truly pathetic.

#idek anymore #bipolar disorder #borderline personality disorder #mentally ill #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #adhd #borderline #depression #anxiety

the fact that as soon as im done talking to someone/actually having a good time, my mood immediately crashes and i go straight back to being unstable cause the distraction is gone

#likeeeeeee thats so rude of my brain to do #bipolar disorder #borderline personality disorder #mentally ill #rant #bipolar 1 #bpd #nonbinary #trans #adhd #borderline #depression #anxiety

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