💸🌙✨goal-digger✨🌙💸

gokigenyou! welcome to my memoir of manifestation✨ Diana💫|18|she/they|buhlaque|queer legend| college student|sag sun & moon, cap rising| future empress👑✨ started: 7/14/2020| active as of november 2021| dms are open!

[manifestingbymoonlight]

✨Diana’s Diary, Entry #1: An Introduction✨

Gokigenyou!!

I’m fairly new to this community. I’m not too comfortable sharing my real name yet, so for now, call me Diana.

Nice to meet you all!

Here’s a bit of info about me:

I’m 17 years old

I’m a darkskin black girl

I’m gay as hell

I live in the southeast USA

I am a high school graduate (C’O 2020 babey!)

My interests include music, fashion, skincare, makeup, reading, writing, anime, kpop, languages, and more

Favorite colors: Pink, Gold, White, Royal Blue, Navy Blue, Yellow, Lavender

Favorite food: Brownies, Acai Bowls, Tacos, French Fries, Haitain Food🤤

Religion: I don’t have a set one. I believe in God, and practice witchcraft and divination, but that’s about it.

Here are some of the goals I will be achieving in my lifetime (the list is still growing!✨✨)

Get my degrees in Music Education, Music Performance, and International Studies

Publish at least three fiction novels (featuring black female and black queer leads) and become a bestselling author

Learn Italian, French, Haitian Creole (I’m Haitian-American so this is especially important to me), Japanese, Korean, and Spanish

Get down to 125 pounds (I’ve been overweight my whole life and want to lower any health risks I’m currently facing and will face if I don’t change it)

Learn all of my favorite instruments: piano, violin, harp, oboe, cello, and guitar.

Travel to at least 25 countries (not including the two that I’ve been to outside of the United states)

Visit every continent (yes, even Antarctica. How many people can say they’ve been to freaking Antarctica?? Not many, I’ll tell you that.)

Live abroad in 3 other countries

Give at least two Ted talks

Open my own performing arts school

Open at least two foster homes in Haiti

Build my mom a house in Haiti

Start my own sustainable fashion label and become a model for at least one other

Be able to donate at least 2 million dollars every year

Win a national and/or international pageant

Most importantly, never lose sight of who I am now: an optimistic and kind girl who inspires others to be their best and looks for the good in everything and everyone

That seems like a lot, and I know my goals will change and shift throughout my life (I’m not too sure about marriage and children just yet), but I know that with my spirit, my ancestors, and God to guide me, I have the world in my hands. Anything is possible for me as long as I reach out and claim it.

I hope that I find my place in this community. I see so many amazing black women sharing useful information and manifesting amazing lives for themselves. It’s gotta be that black girl magic, and I know I have some in me too!!💁🏿‍♀️💅🏿✨✨💫

I wish everyone luck on their journey, whether it be manifestation, hypergamy, tapping into femininity, or anything else your heart desires. We all have the capability to be anything we choose to be!

That’s all I have to say for now.

So until next time,

Au Revior!💋✨

{posted on july 14, 2020}

[6i]

healing is a lot of hard work but you need to invest time and energy into getting help and finding healthy ways to cope with your emotions. things will not change unless you do something about it. i know it’s hard and it will be uncomfortable but I promise you it’s worth it.

[dreamgrldreamwrld]

[shabbytigers]

How are safety nets and responsibility not incompatible?

That’s just such black and white thinking.

Look — does it never occur to you that you can be a thoroughly responsible person who plans and executed a sensible and productive life and still get hit with bad luck? A car hits you, or you’re diagnosed with an expensive cancer or chronic disease. And you think you’re covered, because people like you are covered for this shit, right, but nope, you get caught in some shitty insurance company escape clause and there you are: screwed. Or: all your sensible planning is upended out of nowhere by a seismic shift in the business or regulation or tax or technology landscape, or a war, or a natural disaster, and yes the same insurance bullshit applies there. (You can also of course be *born* with a disability or expensive medical condition, or get hit at two or nine or thirteen or nineteen, and just when exactly are you supposed to have exercised your native virtuous responsibility and organized yourself a proper adult life with the kind of cash flow and reserves and insurance that would in theory make that kind of disaster weatherable? Except that it wouldn’t, because turns out you can’t trust private insurance companies to honor *their* responsibilities, they’re here for profit just like the rest of us and will use their corporate clout to drop your responsible virtuous ass like a hot potato?)

Many people who have good jobs and enough money and functional lives seem to have this incredible sense of invulnerability where they believe they’ll always be among the haves because just world + Calvinist virtue, and I’m sorry, but bullshit. Bad things happen to good people all the fucking time. The reason these people see a social safety net as incompatible with responsibility is that they have this bone-deep conviction that the whole reason they’re doing well is their personal excellence and upstanding ways, so clearly it’s not possible that they’ll ever be the one who needs the safety net; they’ve put in their time credentialing, work hard, have savings and insurance, are paying down their mortgages, obviously they’ll be fine, good productive middle-class people don’t need handouts from the govmint.

Chances are they’re right and it’ll all go fine for them. But if not, my own preference is for the rich, putatively decent, putatively First World country that they live in to have put a motherfucking safety net in place under them and their families, so they don’t end up broke in the streets or dying for want of what should be affordable treatment (let’s leave designer cancer drugs at 250K per patient-year to a separate argument, I’m talking necessary chronic treatments costing much less than that. Insulin should be available, okay. For free, if you need it and can’t pay. I will die on that hill.)

I talk about “safety nets” and not “welfare” because the beneficiary is everybody. Me. You. It’s literally for myself that I worry, not just for all the people who’ve already been hit by the bad luck lotto in one way or another. I’m not in my teens or twenties any more, I’m generally privileged but also have a nonzero number of structural disadvantage points, I do not share this delusion of invulnerability and I do not trust my entitlement or privilege further than I can throw it. We’re all human and we’re all at risk (barring the super-rich, by which I mean those with high enough investment income not to ever have to depend on a paycheck again even if expensive catastrophe) and tbqfh I Don’t Know How to Explain to You That You Should Care About Other People.

[kiwiria]

I love anaisnein’s answer and I don’t want to detract from that at all, but I just need to respond to this, because the original question just makes no sense to me.

Safety nets and responsibility being incompatible? I’d rather ask how are safety nets and responsibility not two sides of the same coin?

Let’s forget all about the figurative meanings of “safety net” and go back to the literal one. Where are safety nets most often seen? Underneath people who are performing high above ground. Tightrope walkers. Trapeze artists.

How are they anything BUT responsible for using a safety net? Wouldn’t it be the height of irresponsibility to forego it?

If I see a tight rope walker performing up high without a safety net I walk away. Or I turn off the TV. I don’t want to see somebody being THAT stupid - THAT irresponsible.

…

Put the figurative meaning back into the phrase, and I actually don’t view it any differently. Having a safety net in place doesn’t mean that you never take chances, or that you expect others to catch you. It just means that you’re sensible about it, and that you take responsibility for your actions by providing yourself with a safe place to land - in case you need it.

[shabbytigers]

the above is exactly what I meant, and perfectly illuminates why it doesn’t make any sense to see “safety net” and “responsibility” as binary opposed/incompatible approaches to risk.

[sk-lumen]

✨ Goddess Energy Aesthetics ✨

make-up looks: glowy skin, rosy blush, long curled lashes, glossy lips

aura: serene, graceful, calm. there is something otherworldly, magical and ethereal about her, and at the same time, she exudes a quiet power. her aura leaves people mesmerized and enchanted, they feel called to devote themselves to her, to worship at the altar of her beauty and magic

hair: long hair with glamorous waves, short daintily curled hair

jewelry: pearls, diamonds, gold jewelry on dark skin, silver jewelry on pale skin

fashion: maxi dresses, flowy materials, sumptuous dresses that accentuate the beauty of the female form; luxurious fabrics like satin, lace

emotional, mental and spiritual: embodying the divine feminine within by honoring your intuition, being soft & receptive, trusting the universe

deities: Venus, Aphrodite, any deity associated with love and femininity

perfumes: luxurious, heavenly floral perfumes like Gucci Bloom, Mon Guerlain, Dahlia Divin, Blooming Bouquet

flowers: rose, jasmine, peony, tuberose

music: harp music, windchimes, angelic choir of female voices, sounds of the love frequency (528 Hz)

colors: pale pink, rosegold, any jewel tones

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[apocalyptic-cake-deactivated202]

Listen up!

You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled

Hit that.

Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern

Yes.

Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in

Tumblr will follow up and help them.

Warning: this is only for mobile. If anyone knows how to do this for desktop, please add it!

This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.

YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOT TO REBLOG THIS.

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT DOESN'T GO WITH YOUR BLOG'S THEME.

And yes, REBLOG. Liking does no shit at all. This isn't ig.

You reblog, people see it. You don't, people don't see it. This shit's that simple.

This could save someone's life. It's not a joke.

[jupitersmusings]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[overlord-fire-bubble]

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

[mrcmxwll]

__blue.roses

[thepowerwithin]

Today I align myself even closer towards my passion. I accept only what will bring me closer to where my heart calls for me to be.

Nicole Addison

[1010ll]

[amekori]

looking up

[croptopsremade-deactivated20150]

god i fucking love people like right now someone is kissing their baby on the forehead for the first time and someone just went into a french bakery and is deeply inhaling and someone is dyeing their hair the color of the sky and someone just confessed their love to someone and you’re reading this post but you are alive and you will be okay and you will be happy

[gateway-2000-deactivated2025111]

i have 3 days to come up with $456 or my landlord will try to evict me

hi, i am a terrified disabled trans person. i am so sorry to be making a post like this, but my partner was in the hospital for a week, and missed a few more days earlier this month, which put a huge dent in our income. we paid as much of our rent as we could but our landlord hit us with this today:

and im terrified out of my mind. we have $-13 because our renter's insurance just came out as well.

we have 3 days to come up w this money and we literally just got paid + handed everything we had to the landlord and they're still behaving this way, even after knowing my partner was out of work for nearly 2 weeks.

i know this is an absolutely asinine amount of money to ask for, if you're able to help, you can send to

p*yp@l: [email protected]

cash*pp: $glitterGraphix

thank you so freaking much for reading this, im terrified out of my mind and don't know what to do. peace ✌️

[gateway-2000-deactivated2025111]

UPDATE: we are at $425/456!!! we are extremely close, thank you so much to the ppl who helped im literally in tears 😭

[latenights]

I love people who teach me something new. Expand my mind. Talk to me about the universe. Share your dreams with me. Take me on a mental trip.

[slimetony]

hey people who know astrology shit. ive been having a lot of feeligs lately. any planets i can blame that on.

[chandra-nalaar]

earth

[zimjaeyun-deactivated20220116]

fuck it’s august??? what’s next? 2022???? can’t do this anymore