Dufus

21🍀 She/Her wlw Way too needy

[papayajuan2019]

april fools in a few weeks. who will ask me to be their fool

[serendipityscrible-deactivated2]

Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level, belong together.

[paper-wounds]

[nixscriptum]

[manijustdontstudy]

Leaving Fleeting Gone

Why does my happiness come in doses? Why does my sadness come in waves? Throughout the day, it is easy to be defined by one act of thoughtlessness, and it is easy to forget that without you, the sun does not shine, and the breeze does not caress your skin as well.

[manijustdontstudy]

When I kiss you I never open my eyes because it feels like all my dreams come true in that moment and I refuse to wake up

[manijustdontstudy]

When in doubt know that I will always be :

1.) at a concert

2.) telling all my friends about what happened

3.) smoking a cigarette and 4.) still missing you

[manijustdontstudy]

Her smile fixes all my problems and her laugh is my medicine

[ruhaniya]

[disc90s]

[manijustdontstudy]

gn/gm

How much is a goodnight worth to you?

If one of the last things I think about is the possibility of seeing you soon then does that mean that I look forward to my days ending and beginning with you?

Do I look forward to the sun setting and rising just so I may greet you again and again?

[heatherscomet]

i would've softened every sharp part of me just to fit in your hands.

[manijustdontstudy]

And when it all goes down, I’d like to think that you’ll think of me because I know all my thoughts would be of you.

[disc90s]

I want to make you coffee, love you, and make you the happiest girl in the world.

[manijustdontstudy]

Today

When I was a child I think the last thing I wanted to be was a disappointment and it took me back when my own family affirmed that in their eyes I had already become one.

While at work I held tears in my eyes as I remembered all the little ways that I am a burden and I wanted to become a singular burden. I thought that if my absence could compartmentalize all my faults and create a memory of my lackluster person then maybe I could redeem myself.

People are confusing in the way they care. Your love feels like suffocation and your apathy feels like a thin sheet I sleep under when I feel I don’t deserve warmth. Both feelings are things that I have gotten too familiar laying down next to.

[manijustdontstudy]

My stressors cannot be my solution.

[manijustdontstudy]

And what if I never stop loving you?