gods & monsters;

In the land of gods and monsters, I was an angel. Living in the garden of evil, Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed. Shining like a fiery beacon, You got that medicine I need Fame, liquor, love, give it to me slowly. Put your hands on my waist, do it softly. Me and God we don’t get along, so now I sing. No one’s gonna take my soul away, Living like Jim Morrison. Headed towards a fucked up holiday. Motel, sprees, sprees, and I’m singing, Fuck yeah give it to me, this is heaven, what I truly want It's innocence lost. Innocence lost.

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pea-serpent‌:

“What did I say, I’m not making threats.” Not yet anyway. “Accusations… yeah I can agree there.” He said being as bitter and challenging as she was being to him. But Blue did have a point, he had no proof. But that didn’t mean he was going to give up. “All it takes is one intuition.” He said. Finally thinking about what he could do to prove her wrong… follow her? Was he really going to go that far? He would if it meant saving his friends from further heartache. “But you’re right. I don’t have proof. Yet. But I don’t want to hear Toni telling me you are gone again and with no excuse.” 

‘One intuition that you’re completely wrong about?’, she questioned, raising an eyebrow at him. Pulling her hands together, Blue formed an irritated look at her face as she hold back the reaction to roll her eyes. Instead, a small sigh escaped passed her lips. ‘Look, I’ve already made it clear that I have no intentions of going anywhere again. I had somethings that needed to be taken care of. So, if you could lay off with all the drama, please kindly just do. ‘

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serpanttopaz‌:

“Admit that I fuckin’ mattered to you! Admit that this wasn’t all in my head! You just ditch town and forget that I even exist. I’m sick of having to see you ever few months and wondering what I did wrong. I didn’t do anything. I didn’t deserve for you to abandon me like you did,” Toni finally broke. Her voice was rushed, but holding that in for all these months was killing her. “You can’t change anything. Sweetpea makes me so happy. Happy in a way you’ll never be able to do an I want you to have to see me with him. To see how easily he makes me smile and makes me laugh and remember that that could have been you!”  She noticed the tears forming, causing Toni’s voice to soften. “Protect me from what?”

‘Yes, Toni. You fucking mattered to me, you still fucking matter to me.’, Blue shouted, her voice breaking in the middle., ‘The one regret I have in my life was leaving you. Truly you were the love of my life, and I’m sorry I ever hurt you. That’s why I’m here to make things better. I’d rather have you in my life then a life without you.’ Saying that aloud made Blue feel better, but she knew that there was a lot more she’d have to make up for. ‘I’m not asking for a second chance, gem. All I’m asking is for you to let win your forgiveness, I just want to be your friend. I’m just glad to see you happy.’ After hearing those words, Blue’s heart broke more than she thought it could. Apart of her was debating whether or not to tell Toni the complete truth, but she knew that she’d lose her forever if she did and Blue was too selfish to do that. Instead of telling her the truth, she mumbled a small reply as tears spilled out of her eyes, ‘Myself. ‘

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Blue & Toni's relationship (ft. their breakup & friendship after) 

 I wish I could hurt you back  Love, what would you do if you couldn't get me back  You're the one who's gonna lose Something so special, something so real  Tell me boy girl , how in the fuck would you feel?

@serpanttopaz

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serpanttopaz‌:

“Don’t call me that,” Toni warned, stepping up to the girl’s face. She shook her head, knowing it wasn’t worth it and she couldn’t fight a fellow serpent anyway. She didn’t need this today. “Why? Because you know you’re in the wrong or because you want to pretend that I’m the one at fault? Ignoring what happened isn’t going to make anything better, Blue. I’m tired of seeing you walking on eggshells around me.” Toni took a deep breath, hearing the softness in Blue’s voice starting to get to her. “I missed you, Baby Blue,” her voice spoke lightly. She raise an eyebrow however at the next sentence. “Lied about what?” 

Blue’s eyes narrowed as she showed no fear in the Toni growing closer to her. She scoffed lightly at her remarks before folding her arms and rolling her eyes at the girl. ‘What the fuck do you want me to do, gem? That hurting you was the worst mistake of my life or the fact I wish I could go back and change things, Toni? Is that what you want me to do?’, she questioned with tears beginning to stream down her face. Taking her elbow, she tried to wipe away the tears flowing from her eyes. ‘ I never meant the words I said.’, she spoke, solemnly trying to keep herself together., ‘ I just wanted to protect you and ended up hurting you in the end.’

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daylightwins‌:

“Anyone know how to get their boyfriend to distract them less?” A pause, as she stared at her watch with a pout.

“I swear it was 6 when I got here… What happened?” Time flies when you’re… having fun? Guess the saying’s got a point.

'I don't think I'd be the best to ask that advice because mine would say lose the boy but that’s my opinion. ‘ 

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jfcgingerlopez‌:

“Eliza is going through a Frozen phase and if I hear ‘Let it Go’ one more time then I am going to go crazy.” 

'I'd say, stop playing it but I happen to like Frozen '

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ghouliedarius‌:

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“then what kind of advice can you give me ? ” he asks, removing the ice pack from his face. 

'Well, first off. How about we make sure your eye doesn't get infected?', she questioned, walking over to grab a first aid kid, 'And second, don't let them ever get the upper hand.You’re a Ghoulie so you might need to start acting like it. ‘

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artcm1s‌:

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he furrows his brows, “yes.” 

A small mischievous grin tugs on her lips, ‘Somebody seems to be getting annoyed, aye Art?’

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xbdavis‌:

“best thing that we girls can do, pizza, face mask and tell secrets.”

'I'm not sure about all the secrets, but I'm down for face masks and pizza all day.'

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pea-serpent‌:

 With narrow eyes he shot her a look. “I never threatened you, Blue. I’m just stating facts. Excuse after excuse and people loose interest real quick. Me telling you that I’m over this shit isn’t a threat.” He knew he would first need something on her to actually threaten her with anything which is why he usually spent his time keeping a distance when she was around or they were with the other Serpents. “Do you want threats or something?” Sweet pea gave a roll of his shoulders. He already knew he had to step down or he’d be seen as the bad guy compared to Blue. 

A small silent scoff released from her lips as she has to hold back to the urge to roll her brown eyes. ‘Facts? All I see are empty threats and accusations, Sweet Pea.’, Blue stated, reaching over to grab a drink, taking a small sip out of it. The fact that one of the Serpents were onto to her scared her to the bones, and she was going to be to fond of the consequences. ‘If you feel the need, please threaten me. ‘, she stated, leaning forward her eyes challenging his, ‘because you have no proof andall you’re going off of is your gut. ‘

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‘Thanks.’. she mumbled, taking the drink from her hands. It’d been a rough day, and Blue was thankful the amount of alcohol that she planned on drinking tonight was going to help her forget the past few days. ‘How ya been, Dru.?’, she said, an instant buzz coming through her. The alcohol was definitely setting into her system cause a happy feeling to be pouring out. ‘So what did you bring me out here to talk about tonight?’, she questioned, an eyebrow quirked. 

@shankshawed

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Switching on another channel, Blue grumbled as she realized it was another romantic comedy once again. For once, she was trying to relax her mind. After balancing two double lives, Blue’s mind was beyond exhausted and for once she was in the comfort of her home. She could truly just be herself. Curling herself further into her pillow, Blue’s mind was jumbled with thought until a knock on her front door distracted her. Getting up from the couch, she made her way to the front door yelling a mumbled, ‘Coming.’ As reached the front door, her eyes widened at the visitor at her front door. ‘Jughead, what are you doing here?’, she questioned.

@jugheadx-xjones

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pea-serpent‌:

He just sighed. There wouldn’t never be a middle ground. The girl acted far too nice but Sweet pea’s stubbornness didn’t let him give up. “You want me to be straight with you? I’m done with the shit excuses Blue, all the times you leave without a word and just pop back up with that sweet look on your face. I don’t know what it is but people don’t just do that and I’m not letting it go. You might have the others fooled but eventually you’re not going to be welcome back as easily.” 

Listening to his words, Blue had to hide a smirk from leaving her features. Instead, her face remained solemn in a serious manner. ‘I have no idea what the hell you’re going on about, but you have no idea what’s even going in my life. So these threats, Sweet Pea.’, she said gesturing to his demeanor, leaning forward as she said so, ‘ mean nothing. Just because you intimidate everyone else doesn’t mean you do with me.’

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spookylockheart‌:

‘Oh, look who’s talking. I already heard about your fight with Topaz, hot stuff.’, she replied grinning, menacingly at her. A flash of guilt flickered in Blue’s eyes but she did her best to shake it off as fast as possible. If the ghoulie’s even remotely thought that wasn’t fully committed to them, there would be great hell to pay. She didn’t need that, nor did she want it either. ‘ Malachai has been up my ass about information, and thanks I should have some information for us very soon.’, she responded with a small smirk. Her heart was racing from guilt, but she needed to compose herself.

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ghouliedarius‌:

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“that’s fine. i’m not askin’ you to babysit me. i’m new, but i need to learn from experience.” 

 'Alright, Dar. But you should obviously learn from someone with experience. ‘

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artcm1s‌:

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“and why’s that ? i’m original.” 

'Original, you sure about that?!

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pussycatmel‌:

“Who knows. I just spent $15 on a burrito. At least they could do is give a complimentary drink.”

'You do make a very valid point, $15 dollars for anything especially without a drink sounds ridiculous.’