Mari's art drawer

I draw, I post.... I exist, I think. >-> (Also known as, Maria-Yamada) 

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That moment when you us the mirror tool, but it actually looks good. QwQ

In any case! I’m trying my best to learn what my drawing style is..... and shading hair is one of those things. T^T

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! It’s something..... qwq Been ages since I last posted, so here~!

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AHHHHHHHHHHH I did a thing. (THIS IS A VIDEO BTW you have to click the image to see it and it will redirect you to instagram) . . . . #art #artist #traditional #traditionalart #traditionaldrawing #mechanical #mechanicalpencil #blackandwhite #paperdrawing #longhair #myart #mysona #mypersona #MariaYamada https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx8k7RUpOSR/?igshid=qm0fx2o85y8k

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MY EMBARRASSING CONFESSION

OK! SO LISTEN UP AND LISTEN GOOD!

For contexts sake... I was recently thinking about my confession... And how embarrassing it was... So now I’m going to publicly announce my dumbassness and utter lack of creativity...

NOW ON TO THE STORY! So, if you’ve ever confessed to someone... You sure as hell know how much courage it takes, and how flippin’ hard it is...

I confessed twice, to the same guy...

Erm... My first attempt to confess was rather... PATHETIC!! It was so embarrassing and soooooo damn hard to say it!

I said this: "I favor you most and would consider going out with you if asked". I FUCKING TOLD HIM THIS! MY PATHETIC ASS DIDN’T EVEN EXPRESS MYSELF PROPERLY! This was November of 2018.

First attempt: FAIL!

SO! FAST FORWARD TO DECEMBER 2ND! My dumbass wasn’t ready to confess... But, I did it anyway... Because, my fucking friend found out and she was gonna tell... And I panicked... Big time...

That same day, I got my shit together, built up all my courage, fuckin’ asked the guy “So you want to know who my crush is?”... HE SAID “Sure.”! MY HEART WAS POUNDING SO HARD FROM THIS!!!

NOW ALL OF YOU GET YOURSELVES READY!! YOU’LL NEVER BELIEVE THIS! I SAID “You know them, look in a mirror.”... MY LORD I COULDN’T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE! I was so blank minded... At such an important time... How could I do this to myself!? That was the cheesiest line I have ever said in my entire life... I died a little inside because I couldn’t think of anything else...

And are you all prepared to hear what he said? HE SAID THAT WE SHOULD GIVE IT SOME TIME AND SEE IF WE REALLY LIKE EACH OTHER AND THAT WE SHOULDN’T RUSH! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IS!? IT’S A MOTHER FUCKING ‘YES’!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I was so shocked, I expected him to turn me down in all honesty. My heart was beating even faster, I was happy, I was so damn giddy I couldn’t describe it! It, so far, has been the happiest day of my life!

And you know what? We’ve been together since then, 6 months dating and counting!

I’m so happy that I’ve been able to meet and be with him. He is the love of my life, and I don’t care what anyone else says or thinks! Not once has he been disrespectful to me, lied to me, deceived me, or even cheated on me, in this short amount of time we’ve been dating and knew each other! He is the most faithful, loving, honest, hardworking, lovable, sweet, kind, and the most admirable man I’ve ever met! Even these words don’t describe how I see him, or how much I love him.

He is my first love, my first confession, and my first ever lover! I am so happy I fell for such a wonderful person! I can’t even describe how much I love him!

Now guess what! All of you that have been imagining a couple together in real life, holdin’ hands, kissing, lovey-dovey stuff right? WRONG! This relationship is entirely long distance! Who says you can’t find REAL love on the internet!? I’ve met the man of my dreams through the internet, and he is 100% real, I’ve confirmed many times over through voice calls and video calls!

Although we are almost a country apart, at least we share the same timezone. qwq

That was all I wanted to say... Honestly, tell me about how your first confession went! I would love to hear them, and maybe I’ll randomly draw one of your guys’ confession stories.

OK, I’M DONE! BYE BYE! :>

I’m also going to go visit him and meet up with him and his parents soon, wish me luck!

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This thread!

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I do believe everyone should read this and reblog it.

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I did a bullshit half-assed stream. o-o

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/378618450##

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Dis be Purple-Anarchy... THIS BE MY OLD ASS SYMBIOTE OC FROM WAY BACK IN THE DAYS OF SPECTACULAR SPIDER-MAN! Aka, 2008 - 2009~ My favorite childhood show.... qwq.... ANYWAY! I redesigned her and now I’m kind of using her as a spider-sona? Ehhhh..... For RPs at least, cause it’s fun I guess.

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The only theft headcannon involving Miles anyone’s allowed to have is that one time he accidentally “stole” some crayons from Applebee’s and was just so distraught he turned himself in.

Miles, sobbing: “I’m so so sorryy, dad. YooU hh;;avee,, ,to aarrest m.”

Officer Davis: “No, Miles, it’s okay. The restaurant gave you those crayons. Also you’re 5.”

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..... That’s about the gist of it...

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Eh, just a random pastel girl.

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... QwQ This is all my boyfriend wanted for Christmas...... He’s a good boy and I love him~ <3 And yes my face does get that red....

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-Cough cough- I’ve got a boyfriend and I love him so much... >///> I’m gonna just.... Roll around and stuff.... Again......

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I drew a thing.

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Child Loki: -Building a mud castle-

Child Thor: -Runs over and steps on the castle- “BROTHER!!! LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!” -Shows him the snake he caught-

Child Loki: -Starts to tear up- “My castle... It’s all ruined...” -Sniffs then starts crying-

Child Thor: -Drops the snake- “Wait, wait wait! NO! DON’T CRY BROTHER!!!” -Hugs Loki and starts to tear up- “I’m sorry, brotherrr! I’ll make it up to you!” -Starts trying to build a mud castle but fails- “Brother.... I’ll, I’ll make it up to you.... I promise!” -Trying not to cry-

Child Loki: “Th-that’s not how you do it!” -Sniffs and wipes tears- “This is how you do it!” -Starts building the castle- “Now, come help me!”

Child Thor: -Wipes tears and snot then smiles- “O-okay!”

Child Loki and Thor: -Happily builds mud castle together-

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Drew some lips as practice.

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Just a chibi Grell.

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Thor: -Exists-

Me: “... I WILL LITERALLY DO ANYTHING TO HAVE THOR AS MY BROTHER!”

Loki: -Appears- “Oh really?”

Me: “Yes really, I would even help you.”

Loki: “I shall hold you to your word then.”

Me: “Alright, but first you gotta make him my brother... I fricking know who you are...”

Loki: -Scoffs- “As you wish... Meet me at the park within a half hour with your luggage.” -Walks away then disappears-

Me: “... I don’t trust him at all... But, who fucking cares, if I get to be Thor’s sibling!?”

[A half hour later at the park]

Me: “Okay. I’m going to regret this, I bet.”

Loki: -Standing behind me- “Regret what? I certainly hope you don’t mean our agreement!”

Me: -Turns around to face him- “Quit the bullcrap, Loki! Just cut to the chase, so I can get on with my life!”

Loki: -Mumbles- “Impertinent, scanty, brat...” -Pulls out adoption papers- “You are now, legally, Thor’s younger sibling... As well as mine, of course.“

Me: “I don’t care about you, only Thor. But, since you did this for me... A thank you is in order. So, thank you.”

Loki: -Gasp- “The scanty one knows how to show gratitude!”

Me: “... Let’s just go...”

Loki: “Of course, but where is your luggage, scanty one?“

Me: “Didn’t think you would actually do it, so I just left it at my apartment.”

Loki: “We shall go there this instant and retrieve it! Then you shall meet father, be granted Asgardian powers, then truly become Thor’s sibling.”

Me: “Yeah, that sounds nice and all... But, what is your condition for all this? You wouldn’t have done this without a reason...”

Loki: -Grabs my shoulder’s and stares me down- “Keep him out of my hair! Lately he will not let me do anything, or go anywhere, without his knowledge or consent! And when I do not, he throws a huge temper tantrum! And you do not even comprehend the severity of this situation!”

Me: “So basically you want me to be the sorry sucker that’s your replacement and occupy Thor’s time and attention.“

Loki: “You catch on quite quickly, scanty one! Now let us depart! The sooner the better...”