MY ADDICTION STORYTIME PT. 1
Soo to give a little back ground info first...I never really wanted to do hardcore drugs like meth. I was fine with the smoking weed and you know a couple of pills here and there but it was all just for fun. You know young dumb teenager shit. I was a movie buff and The movies i had watched had glorified cocaine, which is the only hardcore drug I had considered because of the drug use in the movies i was watching. But meth was never glorified in movies and you know I didnt really know anything about it, especially not the side affects of it. I just knew it was very bad and to stay away.
So I had just graduated from high school and got my first real job at a truck stop in town. I had started in June, I believe. I had a boyfriend of 6 months at the time, also my first serious relationship.
About a month after starting at my job we went through a terrible breakup, he had gotten another girl pregnant and was threatening to commit suicide if i didn't stay with him. Needless to say we broke up and hes still alive.
After the break up you know i was like im going to start living my life fully. I was tired of being trapped and depressed my whole life and i had finally felt the freedom of a 18 year old who was trying to make something on myself. I had been saving up a ton of money to move out of my parents and into my own place hopefully in another state and I wasn't going to be "tied down" by anyone. I was going to live life the way i wanted.
I had started making even more money when i started working overnights at the truck stop. Working overnights was something completely new to me and it took a little bit to adjust to the change. I was drinking 2-4 monsters every night and doing my job right, making sure everything was stocked, they store was cleaned and front faced. Showers kept clean. Coffee and food was being made.
I went home every morning and slept for the most part of the day which I hated because i felt like i couldn't hang out with my friends or do anything during the day really because i would be exhausted.
Around the same time i got promoted to shift lead for overnights i had met a guy(dead to me now) i went to high school with who worked overnights at the carls Jr. In the truck stop. We never hung out in high school though due to being in different groups i guess. Not that it matters but he was gay so it wasn't a dating relationship type thing.
We had bonded and blossomed a friendship working overnight in the same building together. I was still drinking my monsters trying to stay awake and do my job still. When one day or night i should say, the mentioned guy had suggested i do a line of methamphetamine with him in one of the shower rooms. He said it would help me stay up throughout the night and morning so we could hang out after we got off.
I was shocked. Completely. No one had ever asked me to do something like that nor have i ever even seen it in person. So i laughed at first and you know called him crazy and declined that first time.
But then a couple nights later he had asked again as he noticed i was getting more tired and the monsters i had been drinking had began to lose its affect on me. And with me being exhausted and his constant "peer pressure" I had took him up on his offer but I told him just one very small line and that was it.
PART 2 COMING SOON.
