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𓏲ּ𝄢 charles xavier my beloved 𓏲ּ𝄢 come find me on art fight @starrymars

[marsmindmaze]

Hallo this is my intro post 👋

[ a heads up before you go any further. i will not announce my age, however do note that i am in high school. i am a minor. ]

my name is Mars

i am a trans guy [he/they], and queer. Shocking, i know

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anyone can send me asks about anything!!!! i know i post a lot of cherik & charles xavier content but genuinely anything and i will do my absolute best to answer i love answering questions 🤍

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Interests!!

Media

X-Men

Doctor Who

The Nightmare Before Christmas

Good Omens [book & show]

Our Flag Means Death

Sherlock (BBC)

OMIT-B

The Great

Other

Poetry

Art

Mushrooms

Stars

Clowns

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I have been nicknamed, by multiple people i fear, “that one guy who loves Charles Xavier” and “the Charles yapper” . I apologize in advance

I will just throw out random thoughts on here, many of which won’t be related to him

I have no idea what I’m doing. I’m pretty inconsistent with posting and being on social media. But i hope you find entertainment here <3

Also everyone thank @erikvoice-perfection for my being here

[redtsundere-pngs]

Found these clown plushies :3 (source: stuffedserotonin on Instagram)

[erikvoice-perfection]

@marsmindmaze hello there

[marsmindmaze]

AAVAWIWIEGEJJHDNKKSBSHDBS PU MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD PLEASSEEEEEEEEEESABNAHEJWJEHDJHTHEYDRE SOFUCKIGN CYUTE

Ahem

Thank you general kenobi

[marsmindmaze]

good morning little gay people in my phone!!! 🤍

it is currently 5:30 mst but i wanted to say good morning in case i didn’t wake up until the afternoon

[marsmindmaze]

i still actively flinch and tense when queer couples kiss on screen because of how weird a lot of people who surrounded me would always act about them. in fact id actively pray they wouldn’t kiss because I didn’t want to hear what was said about it and i feel like an awful person for it

[mj-rulesdaw0rld]

starting my first tag game because im bored:

Use this base and add characters that you kin/like/relate to from literally ANY fandom

heres mine!

yes its just stranger things and dead poets society hehe, i have more characters but only 8 slots 😔

tags: @deadpoetdisaster @pjo-tvs-version @stargazingthemoooon @goatedgoatwithahat @buckleybeat @gr1ll3d-ch33s3 @artsy1reese @sophieophie26 @miwiheroes @gloriouslygone @glitteringonion @chocolateandfictionaddiction and +anyone else who wants to join! (Srry if i forgot to tag someone/ tagged smn who didnt want to be tagged)

[czache78]

yknow what ill bring this to dpsblr

@ilovemeekster @definitelyfrankiero @m0nt3cr15t0 @brunetteairhead @demographictransitionmodel @thetheaterkidwriter @fireflamecc @makeyourwaytofreedom @ciaradowling @drpeppercreamsodaa @littlegaybean00 @actually-todd-anderson @leofromsomewhere + open tags!! 😼

[thetheaterkidwriter]

thank you!!!

@unusualeducation @aceofprocrastination @karnak-the-novelty-machine @frankenstiensleftpant @fairy-girls-gardenworld @queerbookbitch @beanscool +any one else

For the uncultered moots ~ (Left to right top to bottom): Jo March/Little Women, Neil Perry/Dead Poets Society, Merlin/BBC Merlin, Georgia Warr/Loveless, Moxie Mallahan/All The Wrong Questions, Duncan Quagmire/A Series of Unfortunate Events, Aziraphale/Good Omens (no I haven’t finished it but I am him and he is me), Gerard Pitts/Dead Poets Society

[beanscool]

ty for the tag!!

Its messy but wtvr

Characters in no particular order: Elphaba (Wicked) ,, Jinx (Arcane) ,, Sam Winchester (Supernatural) ,, Charlie Kelmekis (The Perks Of Being A Wallflower) ,, James Wilson (House) ,, Todd Anderson (Dead Poets Society) ,, Claude Hooper Bukowski (Hair the musical) ,, Johnny Cade (The Outsiders)

Tags: @graverula @quantumm76 @mochi-munch @pickledangel212 @columbiastapshoes + open tags bc im lazy,,

[quantumm76]

Thanks for tagging me bean

Its 1 am I am not cropping these lol

(Sam's character is Franklin from We love poetry incase an sfth fans were wondering)

@fastfouriertransformer @definitelyfrankiero @whoa-axel-chill @elliotsaqueenfan @multifandomevi @sunnierthantheskies + open tags

[sunnierthantheskies]

Ty sm for tagging me! This took way too long lolz

@eternal-stay @czache78 idk who else to tag so open tags :)

[elliotsaqueenfan]

Going ahead and finally joining this :3

@elester01 @fosilizd @karadoyoucopy @suolli + and anyone else ofc !!

[weeeezey]

I genuinely forgot to do this ok <- VROOO I WROTE THAT IN APRIL ITS JUST BEEN SITTING MY DRAFTS LMAO Okay i did it finallys

Bet bet bet bet (i'll probably change it is is HORRIBLY bad quality but whatever) @birdstanley @dyinginmybed @ilov3octupus @ziggykatzexual @crepemew + anyone i forgot + open tags

[dyinginmybed]

They fit you perfectly 🥹

@yoursleepdemon @ohmysappho24 (+anyone else)))

[yoursleepdemon]

sry I've been really behind on tag games lately :/

really dragged out the old fandoms for this one, also me? Identifying with the alien characters who struggle to seem themselves as human (cuz they're not)? Never

anyway lmk if that's how I am

@bylerbean @funkopop547 @emperor-hadrian-official @sourcarmellia @ellietalkswaytoomuch @chewing-on-lead @trans-masc-lesbian-michelangelo @elizhm @redwinesupanover @1nfinitesource @m1dnightdancer + anyone else

[funkopop547]

Don’t… don’t ask

@bylerbean @flickergatedaughter @galacticinquisitorpsion @halflitpages @heyimcelery @ilovebylerandstonathan @iloverobinbyckley @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @michaelqueerlerslipstares @missesfloridaa @nicointhecloset @pewe7777 @ronancepilled @sourcarmellia @sootstar22 @youfoundheavenn @whylee-wheeler +open tags and everyone I forgot (sorry if I tagged anyone who already did it or was tagged already)

[ilovebylerandstonathan]

I love how much ppl in this thread hv Mike lol

Was lwk struggling w ts cus most of my kins are from ST lol

Love how most of my kins are queer

@therottenshards @theres-a-bug-like-an-angel @michaelqueerlerslipstares @mothwingsmayy @alb4tr0ss-feather @sisterdanielsrosary @phanpill @makazootie @the-monteverde-angel @clown-busters @hemissesclouds @angry-avaocardo @herewithluki @dolce-romantixa

+open tags!!!

[alb4tr0ss-feather]

wishing there were 20 slots like the indecisive fangirl i am lol but here it is

tysm for the tag!!

@occasionalpisser, @theyshoulddkiss + open :))

[occasionalpisser]

YAYYY TYSM FOR THE TAG, i love shit like this

there's not a character in this world that i relate to more than i do abed nadir (just know that mike's also in here, but the version of him i know true and deep in my heart and soul)

@willthefart @willthezombieboy @mikewheelercoded @reneewhy1 @i-like-gay-books @bobokahn @skeletonkittycastspells + uhhh anyone who sees this (no pressure, obvi)

[i-like-gay-books]

oh this one is really fun thanks for the tag!

i made a rule for myself to make it harder that i could only have one character from each media (counting the barbie cinematic universe as one piece of media). this was hard! i realized that about half of my favorite characters are characters that i think are just like me fr but the other half are not like me almost at all! these are the ones that are me, take notes.

@claudiacreature @miwiheroes @diangelo-supporter10 @nivea-ah @thepuffler @rockinwiserebel @bluest-hours @thoraelrlffnem @crunchie-morris + open

[rockinwiserebel]

thank you so much for the tag!! I had so much fun making this <33

tags : @halflitpages ( @landofeternalsummer ) @imisscloudsimiss-you @mikewheelerisaqueerler @aloyxwrites @fnafsmosh + anyone else who wants to

[fnafsmosh]

ty for the tag!!

@cceanvvaves @l0veandw4r @bromancelvr @irl-cassie-mckayy @somethingaesthetic-y

[irl-cassie-mckayy]

Thank you for the tagggg!!!! <33

Characters: Cassie McKay in The Pitt, SEASON TWO Cassie in Euphoria, Rue Bennett in Euphoria, Jinx in Arcane, Sarah Lynn in Bojack Horseman, Wanda Maximoff in the Marvel Universe, Starlight in The Boys, and Cate Dunlap in Gen V :3

Tags: @creamsouplover @ivyivyivygs @l1terallyhachi @gremlingyaru @freakforlife9 ( @notsuricate I forgot to tag you and I totally meant to I'm sorry 😭)

[gremlingyaru]

@dream-girl-1n-shibuya @moxyyyy @moxieisgay @applepieandcupcakess @4v3r4g3-w31rd-k1d @opheliazzzz

[moxyyyy]

Characters: Jinx (Arcane), Lo'Ak Sully (Avatar 2-3), Jax (TADC), Lincoln Campbell (AoS), Deke Shaw (AoS), Harley Quinn (Birds of Prey), Darth Maul (Clone Wars), Quicksilver (X-Men: Apocalypse)

@coolskeleton66 @suicidalsensation @starletkiss-world @goatrotter @r0b1nzr10t + open

[coolskeleton66]

Characters: Cremia (Loz), sayaka (Madoka magica), Anakin Skywalker (sw), Jane Doe (rtc), Yuri (ddlc), Kris (deltarune), sayori (ddlc), Homura (madoka magica)

tags: @coquette-corpsie @mistycatt @hearteyesllc @stupidlilguy3 @iolesbookshelf @linosadobo + open

[linosadobo]

WEEEEE TYSMM

who are these?

Peter Parker (the amazing spiderman), Ganyu (genshin impact), Padmé Amidala (star wars), Gwen Stacy (pic from spiderman atsv), Bucky Barnes (mcu), Chris Redfield (resident evil), Koyuki Soyama (demon slayer) Jubilation Lee (xmen)

@pbpiewrites2018 @not-so-unkn0wn @illyanarasputina (WHERE R U) @zarstarss @marsmindmaze @punkerduckiememes

[marsmindmaze]

OH THANK YOUU LOL

Charles Xavier (specific photo from DoFP), The Doctor (Doctor Who, specifically 12/Peter Capaldi’s run), Jack Skellington (The Nightmare Before Christmas), Snoopy (Peanuts), The Unicorn/Amalthea (The Last Unicorn), Spider-Man/Peter Parker (Marvel), Aziraphale (Good Omens), Sherlock Holmes (BBC Sherlock)

(Especially the boldened ones)

@erikvoice-perfection (GOT YOU FINALLY), @paint-me-in-watercolour

[candy-c0rps3]

In honor of pride month I am creating a new note game

What was your gay/queer awakening?

All sexualities are welcome

Mine was the fact I was in a dance class growing up and allllll the girls changed in the same room and the gay ass feelings arrived

And then after that I just stopped giving a fuck I had a crush on no matter gender

tags: @jqdoht @cgsdraws @erikvoice-perfection @the-mycelial-court @aciddrownedangel @guineaspin @liminal-garden-system @biologynerd13

Open tags also

inspired by seeing @weirdo-offical post on their gay awakening

[erikvoice-perfection]

omg... thank you for the tag

ok for sexuality:

women: i was like 10yrs old and looking around for like idk. art? and found a bunch of pin-ups of some fictional women i thought were cool. i did not know what was happening yet but i figured it out.

men: stucky on ao3. must i explain. i was 11yrs old

NOW FOR GENDER:

it was a huge mix of just envying men and wanting to be(?) magneto(ig that caused another aspect of my identity too)

so yeah i went through the she/they to they/them to he/they to he/him to he/they to he/him pipeline

@marsmindmaze @theultimatenerd0fficial @scratchedupdisc @cat-found-in-an-allie @scattered9bones

[marsmindmaze]

I was 11-ish. 5th grade, during covid. We were in a zoom meeting, and a friend of mine private messaged me in said zoom meeting, saying she had a crush on me. my dumbass, because i freaked out, said she was more like a family member to me. I know. I realized a little while later I had feelings for her. But luckily it was cushioned by the fact that I'd done a bunch of research for whatever reason on LGBTQ stuff that year. We did end up 'dating' on and off for a few years. (I also found out about a year and a half later she'd sent that as a prank, but did later develop feelings for me)

For being trans... I went down the pipeline. She/they, they/she, they/them, they/he, and now we're at he/they. It was my slow realization as I watched my trans friends become more comfortable in their body, that that may have been why I both hated and forced femininity on myself.

@charlesxavierseyebags @paint-me-in-watercolour

[marsmindmaze]

"he's got the ugly" -@erikvoice-perfection on Magneto's new look in X-Men'97

[erikvoice-perfection]

i've come to make an announcement: Shadow the Hedgehog's a bitch-ass motherfucker. He pissed on my fucking wife. That's right. He took his hedgehog fuckin' quilly dick out and he pissed on my FUCKING wife, and he said his dick was THIS BIG, and I said that's disgusting. So I'm making a callout post on my Twitter.com. Shadow the Hedgehog, you got a small dick. It's the size of this walnut except WAY smaller. And guess what? Here's what my dong looks like. That's right, baby. Tall points, no quills, no pillows, look at that, it looks like two balls and a bong. He fucked my wife, so guess what, I'm gonna fuck the earth. That's right, this is what you get! My SUPER LASER PISS! Except I'm not gonna piss on the earth. I'm gonna go higher. I'm pissing on the MOOOON! How do you like that, OBAMA? I PISSED ON THE MOON, YOU IDIOT! You have twenty-three hours before the piss DROPLETS hit the fucking earth, now get out of my fucking sight before I piss on you too!

[marsmindmaze]

okay. so. kurt is estimated to be around 16-17 during X-Men: Apocalypse (2016), which takes place in 1983. That being said, he would have been born between 1966-67

and of course, we know Kurt Wagner is the son of Raven and Azazel's son in the original writing of his story, which i don't see how it wouldn't be canon in the filmverse because Destiny/Irene Adler was never introduced.

in DoFP it's heavily implied Raven & Erik had an intimate sexual relationship ("she was... we were..." "it's been a long time since we've been this close"), but Erik was arrested November 22, 1963 (when JFK was assassinated).

So sometime between 1966-1967 was Azazel just like.... A rebound??? or smth??? a bit before he died??? like what happened

(also thank you @erikvoice-perfection for having this revelation with me)

[memories]

It was @marsmindmaze, in the parlor, with a #rogue xmen.

[paint-me-in-watercolour]

idk what you did dude but HOW COULD YOU???

[marsmindmaze]

I GAVE HER A GIANT KISS ON THE FOREHEAD THAT IS ALL I SWEAR

[erikvoice-perfection]

i have been brutally rebuffed

@marsmindmaze i'm hurt

[marsmindmaze]

1) why is wrinkles underlined like a link for you

2) your pain is a result of my confusion as to what that could possibly mean. Your pick up line was a RIDDLE

[marsmindmaze]

i think a lot about my friend i had from 2022 to 2024 that i blocked without a word. i feel horrible for doing so, I deleted everything and never gave them a reason, or even a message. it’s been over a year now and i cant take it back. but they were such a major part of my life it’s weird to go online and not see them there, even to this day.

unfortunately they also destroyed a great portion of me, even if it was unintentional. so much so it was hurting my relationship with my mother. i learned a lot of things i shouldnt have at that age. i was, and I quote, “the only reason for them to stay alive.” which was, in the end, why i tried too hard to stay.

i wish them all the best but i couldn’t take it anymore. it was less a friendship and more of me being responsible for them. i can’t say im not completely at fault; we did have arguments and i would ignore them at points because i just couldnt handle talking to them, which was immature on my part. there are probably some things i said in vents that weren’t as extreme, but i still shouldnt have thrown on them

i check their tiktok page sometimes on spare accounts, just to see if theyre okay. i think they graduated this year, which is awesome. i always told them it would get better, and that they would get out, and they did!!

good luck out there, tay. wherever life takes you. i still love you, dude, but i hope life never takes you back towards me

[marsmindmaze]

i seem to literally have two modes within a friendship. loving my friends and hating their parents. everyone’s parents always manage to pmo can they shut up

[milo03c]

Not a lot, just forever 🪾

Wanted to explain some of the elements cause I think they’re neat

the flowers, they are dead orchids and Lilies because those flowers directly represent fertility so this was a nod to her struggle with infertility and pregnancy

The baby, it’s purposefully faced into her and away from the camera and completely in white clothing to represent kind of a void and the aspect of something not actually being there

the yellow halo relating her to the figure of mother Mary, the “virgin mother” to represent her ivf attempts and how she ultimately ended up adopting

Also drew her naked and with her natural curly hair cause I wanted to make her seem in her more natural raw and real form

this are the little details I like the most but I always love to see peoples interpretation and takes on my art especially one where I try to get in a lot of symbolism! :)))

[marsmindmaze]

fuck Katy Perry ig but i got Teenage Dream stuck in my head so now I gotta blast it until it goes awayyyyyyyhyyyyysydgehevdgdeh

[pepperminteraser]

hi happy pride month reminder sir ian mckellen is gay and alan cumming is bisexual

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here