"I FEEL I OWE HIM A DEBT."

reprogram us, turn us into nightmare factories.

[mascbortion]

"I FEEL I OWE HIM A DEBT."

an outlast sideblog because i'm an obsessive lorehead, but no one to talk with! he+him / adult

[kresschemical]

WAIT TODAY’S AMELIA’S BIRTHDAY?? AND NOONE TOLD ME???

[kresschemical]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA. I WILL THROW ROCKS AT EASTERMAN IN YOUR HONOR

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Don’t look at this too long but we’re getting back in the building again (haven’t made art in months).

[iialethi-deactivated20250408]

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It boggles my mind people to this day talk about Eddie Gluskin’s mother like she’s responsible for him being a misogynistic killer, when there are zero notes or mentions of a mother being in his life at all. Not ignoring him, not abusing him, not giving him to his father, nothing. Fandom talks like she’s this monster who exists on the periphery—but she is not a real character. She does NOT EXIST. And more than likely, given majority of the other Outlast antagonists only have one parent, she was dead or kept entirely separated from Eddie through other means.

Yes, I do think having an absent mother would make him fill that hole with flawed, fictional representation. The entire theme of Eddie’s character is filling an absence through fiction. But his little song is NOT LITERAL, he had no mother to sing about him making a family. Not a real one. (Warning for talk of Eddie’s backstory and crimes and all that entails.)

And I know the reason why this has happened: it is way easier to talk about a shitty invisible mother than it is about an in-your-face pedophile father and uncle. You know, the people who abused Eddie? Whose abuse is mirrored through the actions of Murkoff (literally filming his suffering, again)? The reason why Eddie keeps talking about wanting children to raise better than his own father did? The fact Eddie is grabbed by a bunch of men and screams rape? That Eddie then hunts down a man who helped to facilitate his abuse, and tries to castrate him, make him “weak and subservient to his whims, just like a woman!!!!!!!!!”

Yeah. I would for sure argue that Eddie’s father and uncle are a bigger influence on his misogynistic worldview and killings more than his mother, who was so unimportant Massive never mentioned her EVER. I would win this argument.

And you wouldn’t even know all of this if you only interacted with the character through fandom, because all the fandom talks about is this evil woman who is just as ficticious as the housewives Eddie idolizes. As if misogyny is always a woman’s fault, something a woman earned and all women are punished with. You might as well blame Gluskin’s misogyny on a witch.

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I’m playing Whistleblower next, but I know for Outlast 2 I’ll be sitting after every session utterly devastated and destroyed.

[mmanyhandss]

I do wonder if the outlast 2 parallel in despoil the auction was a deliberate choice. dawn/‘lot 7’ in her trial victim outfit reminds me so nuch of lynn in the white dress the heretics forced her to wear… don’t even get me started on dawn’s bridal garter…

[mmanyhandss]

Much To Think About

[autopsy-jesters]

Liliyas + no color filters because I like how they turned out anyways

[riddlrr]

being chained up all of the time or smth..

[kresschemical]

together we egregore. lesbianly.

not my finest work (my hands were shaking a bunch while drawing? don’t know what’s up with that lmao. plus this is my first time truly Drawing amelia and i feel like it shows) but I do quite like it :-] these two make me feel ill i tell you hwat

transparent vers. under the cut bc I once again don’t know how I feel about the effects lol

okay yay ❤️

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If Coyle is getting attention again I need Gooseberry to do something big for the plot too. I LOVE that she does get all the MKs but Coyle at least was a part of the Henrietta plot. Franco’s trial is where Amelia escaped. (I like that the boys both failing is plot relevant LOL) I don’t think Goose has had a big moment like that! At least not in a very long time.

[comikbook]

experimental commission

more slots open on my vgen

[onthebrinkofiero]

if u take doodle/ art req, maybe draw dorris ritter from the outlast trials!! She would be so cool in your style ^_^

hiiiii here u go! its my first drawing of her i hope u like…

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I’m drafting up another post on Variant Liliya theory I fear. Need to get these out of my system before Red Barrels proves me entirely wrong.

[gabisart]

Woh, I always feel like somebody's watching me 🎥

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I’m drafting up another post on Variant Liliya theory I fear. Need to get these out of my system before Red Barrels proves me entirely wrong.

[evilresidentz]

The scientists said if we work on our identities, we'll get better. Even better than better. We'll get best.