so they finally finally finally gave me my laptop back, i feel like it’s been a month holy shit and hopefully i can get back into things soon--- so to everyone i’ve kept waiting!

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@masochiisticlion
so they finally finally finally gave me my laptop back, i feel like it’s been a month holy shit and hopefully i can get back into things soon--- so to everyone i’ve kept waiting!
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paisley was certain in her mind that the other hadn’t been standing behind her moments before, but she chalked that thought up to her over active imagination. there was no way soeone could have gotten that close to her in that amount of time if he hadn’t already been behind her. right? plus, it wouldn’t be the first time she had thought incorrect or been surprised. paisley had always been a bit of a daydreamer. more often then not she was found staring off into space, lost in her own brain. her mind was a wonderland that at times was not easily explained to others. so she had simply stopped trying ages ago but there was something a bit different about the boy standing in front of her. something she couldn’t quiet put her finger on even if tilted her head and squinted. perhaps it was simply more of her imagination attempting to trick her into thinking there was something special about the stranger. yet, her eye followed his as he glanced back to the exhibit she had entranced in before there small run in ’oh, yeah. i find it interesting mostly because of the fact that it was a project salvador dalí helped with. i’ve heard a lot about how eccentric he was and to be honest, after watching this, i believe it. but i’ve always really liked silent films that don’t have much of a plot, i guess. that’s probably a weird thing for a teenage girl to be into.’ a smile managed to find it’s way onto her cupid bow lips as she spoke of the film. it wasn’t one that most people would recognize, and she hadn’t expected someone her age to even know how to pronounce it much less know what partook in the film. yet, when her copper eyes looked up in search of his, she realized just how surprised he seemed to be. ’did you not expect me to know what it was or are you surprised they a display for it here’
he RESISTED his instinctual urge to reach his hand up and touch her face, she if she truly was REAL or maybe his mind had found him his perfect PUNISHMENT. conjure images and glimpses of what he’d lost in different shapes and forms. but so far, no one passing by looked at him as though he was going CRAZY conversing with himself;--- it was the closest indication he had toward any sort of normalcy.
she wasn’t HER. off the bat, he made up his mind, she couldn’t be. he had never truly believed in the concept of resurrection, next lives, a soul travelling from body to body. if it were SO, he would’ve found his mother again. not a day went by when he didn’t MISS her, the only parts of human life he held dearly, close to his heart. the parts of being human he still REMEMBERED. yet, here she was, talking PASSIONATELY about a topic so trivial he found himself paying close attention, an eyebrow arching up in surprise. he hadn’t come across many in this century still FAMILIAR with the work of dali in film, much less un chien andalou.
the pain in his throat and the dull ache RIPPING through his body somehow kept him grounded, pulling him back to REALITY though his head was REELING. he NEEDED to know what she was thinking;--- he’d almost forgotten what it felt like, not having the ability to penetrate into somebody’s mind, pull their thoughts out from the air and EXAMINE them.
he should’ve WALKED away, but instead, his lips pressed into a thin line, curving slightly DESPITE the pain radiating through his body. he couldn’t believe himself, but somehow, he found that he had MISSED this. human interaction.
‘ i always found that the surrealist era was too ambiguous for my taste. ‘
he let out a short breath, and it almost resembled amusement. the first HINT of anything other than BLACK DESPAIR in YEARS. he was IMPRESSED by her intelligence, quite parallel to the one he’d lost.
‘ i did always have a particular interest toward, dulac, however. la souriante madame beudet. classic. ‘
[ just because this is an rp blog, doesn't mean i won't answer questions like an ask blog. my askbox is always open to any questions you might have for my muse. ]
when you’ve got so much muse for steve rogers and pepper potts BUT NO TIME TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
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masochiisticlion
Paisley hadn’t meant to get herself lost in the Oregon Film Museum on Duane Street, but film was a bit of a hobby for her. How many people it took to make a film really work in the end was something she had always been enraptured by. The fact that the old building the museum now was housed in used to be a jail, was another quirky fact about the place that she adored.
After losing her father to his battle with cancer, Paisley hadn’t really spent much time looking or being interested in the things that used to make her tick. In fact, lately, sleep had been the only real escape she had been using. But, her mom had recently gotten onto her about how mopping around wasn’t going to help. And, admittedly, her mother was correct. So today had been a little adventure for her. It was chiller then she had assumed, so she was a bit bundled up in the big jacket her father had bought her the winter before his passing. Lately, things he had given her were another comfort in a world that felt a bit emptier with him. With her mind all swirled into different thought, Paisley didn’t realize she was backing into someone until it was too late.
“Oh gosh, I’m so sorry!”
he hadn’t found a single thing fruitful since her passing. she hated grey weather, but he was CONFINED to it, roaming from city to city, keeping his only promise to her with her dying breath, that he WOULDN’T go to the volturi. he would keep himself ALIVE. but his life had lost all purpose, making him more of a living corpse than before. he tried to ignore the pain, but it kept circling back with INCREASED INTENSITY although it had already been over seventeen years. if you asked him the exact second to which the light left her eyes and he could do nothing to save her, he could without HESITATION.
his grief had taken a TWISTED PATH. he’d left the olympic coven for a few brief years, tearing into town after town, listening to the thoughts of PREDATORS, not unlike the ones that had caused her demise, and TEARING them apart with his TEETH. his eyes had faded back to amber now, but most days they resembled the color of his still heart;--- cold, lifeless, BLACK. a heart that had learned to love on it’s own accord and which would never heal, it couldn’t. it wasn’t his, she’d staked her claim on it a long time ago and now it law tattered somewhere within his indestructible chest. he spent every waking moment hoping he could DIE, hoping divine justice would intervene and put a stop to his endless PAIN. but there was no divine justice for people like him, for monsters.
his wanderings had finally lead him to the town of astoria, his family now with him. it was dark, cold, WET;--- not unlike forks, their house a grand structure still under relentless renovation, with rosalie and esme trying their HARDEST to throw him into thoughtless work, shopping for things he couldn’t possibly have any LESS interest in. he was out on a job, hunting for a chandelier so grand it could match up to the expectations of his so-called adoptive mother. he’d only made it so far into the TOWN, when a familiar whiff had his head reeling and his throat BURNING with an intensity he hadn’t felt in about seventeen years. he could say that for certain, because it smelled like HER. like her, but DIFFERENT. a smell so potent he could only imagine ripping into the body it encompassed, all the RESTRAINT he’d practiced in the short time he knew her GONE since he’d lost her.
but he wouldn’t. he wasn’t that MONSTER. and so he HELD his breath, a discomfort rising in his chest as he forced himself to walk a normal pace, following the scent into a museum he recognized as what used to be a jail cell for the WORST of criminals, from the last time him and his family had inhabited this town a few centuries ago. he SEARCHED for the thoughts of the one the scent came from, but to no avail. his senses heightened and his entire body TENSE with unanswered questions, he caught a flash of BRUNETTE hair peeking through the displays;--- every inch of him stiffening more than ever.
the scent was coming from HER. the brunette, who’s thoughts were SHROUDED from him. it couldn’t be.
within a flash he was standing behind her, not CARING if a human was watching. he looked down at her curiously, probing his mind forward but he was greeted with stone cold SILENCE. not a single word flew from her mind into his, and he felt a FAMILIAR frustration rising up from his gut to his chest, clawing on his insides.
he took a startled step back the moment she turned, UNUSED to being caught off guard.
‘ sorry, it was my fault. ‘ he tried to offer a smile, but the PAIN of FAMILIARITY was dragging him down. he glanced at what she’d been looking at, recognition sparking in his dark eyes. ‘ you’re interested in un chein andalou? ‘ he needed to KNOW her.
Twilight Aesthetic — Edward Anthony Masen Cullen
REBEKAH.
starter for masochiisticlion from rebekah mikaelson.
❛ I don’t know why I am so surprised. If your life is boring, why shouldn’t your diary be as well? ❜
‘ who asked you to PRY? ‘ edward pulled the book from her fingers, flinging it across the room. he’d stopped documenting his ETERNITY about a decade ago, finding NO solace in knowing he could write volumes and it wouldn’t mean a THING. ‘ and my life could be slightly ( more entertaining ), to say the least. at least you’re in town now, maybe it can be like old times. ‘
❛ my friends are dead, and everyone hates me. ❜
ind. brooke maddox.
i’ll be here
kinda wanna make someone from scream because i just finished the thing and oh god?
eva salvatore ;
masochiisticlion
“No offence, dude, but I find it incredibly hard to believe that a freak– vampire can knock up a human.”
‘ I can’t say you’re the only one. it may have REINSTATED my belief in miracles. ‘
hey who broke my tag
yuuko:
immortals in love with humans (◡‿◡✿)
immortals in love with humans who die (◡‿◡✿)
immortals in love with humans who die and become reincarnated (◡‿◡✿)
immortals in love with humans who die and become reincarnated and don’t remember them (◕‿◕✿)
ok i worked on a few drafts now i’m off to watch scream and get some food because hungry and then i shall return to do more drafts ( and should probably get some studying done too oops? )
renesmee ;
the utter insistence in her father’s words clawed at her, determined to give her some hope. it’s ironic how only a few years back she was filled to the brink with the most childlike and innocent form of it. here stood however a realist, a petrified realist. “there’s at least four others like me, dad. i was n e v e r a miracle. my mother did beat the odds though and no questioning that our family has evaded the worst more than most. this however? there isn’t anything besides a visible outcome. we don’t need alice to know what it is. i’ve accepted it.”
he knew she was SCARED, no matter how much she believed she could keep from him, it was almost impossible not to sense her heartbeat picking up;--- out of FEAR. he loved her in a way he’d never LOVED anything before, and watching her LOSE all hope was something he found he couldn’t bear. ‘ you were OUR miracle, ‘ he replied quietly, his voice almost musical in tone. ‘ it may be that the VISION hasn’t come to alice yet, but it will. and even if it doesn’t, you know each of us will do everything in our POWERS to make sure you’re OKAY. you have us all. ‘
bella ;
❝ —but i’m perfectly fine. my hand isn’t broken, y'know. ❞ pulsing and aching definitely, but still useable. ❝ so i’m perfectly capable of driving myself home. ❞
‘ just get in the CAR, bella. ‘ she might sound MILDLY frustrated, but her instinct to keep the girl safe tended to trump EVERYTHING else.
alistair ;
[ masochiisticlion liked for a book 📖 starter ] “It’s not worth it you know? Going through all this trouble and in the end– you’ve killed off more people than what would have been.”
‘ we’re hoping it WON’T result in bloodshed, ‘ his arms were CROSSED over his chest, his face twisted into a sour expression. there was no doubt that he didn’t LOVE the situation they had somehow landed in the middle of, yet he couldn’t deny he was glad so many had showed up for SUPPORT.