It's so bittersweet. I can't get over the last bts. Ppl zoomed in and txn was crying. And zy looked like he's already grieving days before it ended. I'm obsessed with how angsty and emotional their story is. I am hoping for a happy ending in an open ended story outside the show. But at least, I hope they'll have a very good career. And I'm praying for their mental health coz it's been tough.
If all this is fake ( i feel part of it is fan service in 2025) then it's not a shame for me coz it helped me. I had fun watching their story unfold and for a split second, I almost believed in love. Just for a bit. Coz we'll never truly know. At least I know there was affection that cannot be faked and I hope it still exists. I think they really do need genuine affection in their lives.
Zy's scars and txn's silent sobbing in the plane broke me. I am hoping they have each other but if not, at least surround them with good trustworthy people. At least, I'm happy that zy has finally been financially taken care of. I hope they both succeed, truly. And i hope they don't take for granted ppl who are rooting for them when they do. I hope zy won't have to feel as lonely as he did when he cried in a livestream. I hope he never has to hurt himself. I hope txn will finally see the fruit of his efforts in acting and for him to have a more peaceful and happy personal life.
For now, i think i have to let them go. They are not characters. All this digging isn't good for anyone. But i will always support them individually in my own little way. Hopefully someday we can meet and talk about wuxi with a smile.
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