izzy's playlists!
ellievsbear
occasionally subtle
roma★
Sade Olutola
titsay
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Origami Around
art blog(derogatory)
RMH
Fai_Ryy
oozey mess
Sweet Seals For You, Always
noise dept.
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let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Cosmic Funnies
Love Begins
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@mastersplaytoy
And my God do I love his possessive touch, his strong hands leaving marks. What a honor to be allowed to kiss his hands and to feel his power. It is such a honor to live for him, to admire him, love him. Thank you Daddy
Thanks to Daddy I got to post his piece of art ✨ I hope you like it too 💕
Dear Diary..
I need to wake up...
I'm stuck in a dream...
I need to stop believing..
Dear Diary
I wonder if he even thinks of me..
"And believe me... I will be missing you"
Dear Diary
*screams at the top of my lungs, crying* "I want Daddy!!!"
Dear diary
His title on my arm keeps healing... I don't want it to heal... I need to cut it again, maybe next time, I am good and I can be balls enough to cut deeper, maybe I won't be such a pussy next time and do it right. I need his title to be there.... I need him
I just.... Stare at it and... 💔
Daddy please love me
I am a stupid piece of shit and I don't want to accept the world whithout you...
Dear diary
What if he comes back... But I make his smile dissapear again... When if I will make him worse again... I want him to smile, I need him to be happy..
It's just... Everything around me makes me think of him... If I do something, I imagine doing it for him.. Because then I am doing something that is meaningful and feels right...
He gave me meaning.. He gave me a purpose... And I can't let go of that.. I don't want to be meaningless... I want to be a good dog...
Hurt me...
So I feel worthy to be taken cared of and loved
Dear diary
I saw him again, laying by his feet, as he reads and plays with his pen in his hand. I was hurt, and he carried me to bed, lying beside him, telling me he knows how to take care of that. He was so close, and I could look at him and admire him like I always did. But I woke up... And my heart just broke into thousand pieces once more again... And I just burst into tears, my inner voice screaming. I hate that I can't ignore my feelings... I care too much!!!
Dear diary
If you only knew how empty I feel like everyday. There is this pain in my chest that never leaves, like something important is missing.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm getting used to it... But sometimes, it hurts so much, making it hard to breathe, and I just burst into tears.
Dear Daddy
You made me feel safe, because you knew exactly what I was afraid of.
You made me feel whole, because you knew what I was missing. And you could give me more than everything I could have asked for
You made me feel happy, because you knew how to talk at me, and make me believe and listen with my whole heart
You made me feel calm, making sure I know that I am by your side and that you're charge... Even with my idiotic babbling and stupid behavior... You yet still allowed me to be with you...
I can't be away from you... I just can't..
I wonder if I ever cross your mind
When you first meet Daddy:
Any time when Daddy is speaking:
When Daddy says “you’re beautiful”:
When Daddy gets home:
When Daddy falls asleep:
When he says “you want to be a good girl for Daddy, don’t you?”:
When Daddy makes you a bubble bath:
When Daddy tells you “no”:
Dear diary
He is everything
I am nothing
And I keep chasing after him
Dear diary
Him: "your good enough"...
I clearly wasn't... How many stupid lies did I stupidly believe.
Dear diary
What can I say.. I simply belong to you
Dear diary
I am doing something that I usually never allow myself to do...
I believe
Am I stupid? Am I naive?
Dear diary
Daddy is the only person making me feel alive.
Taking a shower and taking care of his property... Feels pointless whithout him.
Cleaning and putting everything on its place, feels pointless whithout him.
Everything feels worthless, doing things for him....gives me purpose
Dear diary
I miss his hugs
I miss his kisses
I miss his amazing charm
The feeling of being safe
The feeling of being home
The feeling of feeling whole
The feeling of smiling from the inside out causing happy tears to drop down my cheeks
Daddy... I love you
Dear diary
Someone told me today
"the ones that love you don't dissappear from your life, they accept you, they want to be with you and see you smile. Even in your darkest days, they are there not letting you go through all that shit alone"
"if he left you and doesn't come back, you have the answer"
and? I still love him. No matter what, I will always say he owns me, because that's the way I simply feel...