Feel free to request for Zach Justice, the Sturniolo triplets, and Cole, Alex, Danny Walter along with Lee and Isaac Garcia!
If you request for someone else that's fine too, but if I don't know them or have a good idea of their personality I might not be able to write for them, but I will try my best to!
𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝, 𝚞𝚗𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝟹𝚡, 𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔, 𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝟹𝚡, 𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚔 (kind of) I never really put much details into the warnings bc I don't wanna give it away but sometimes the warnings are needed.
praying you guys enjoy, idek wth this was supposed to be when i started it but i finished the smut and made do so that's all that matters!
Y/n and Isaac had been friends for the past two years.
And Y/n is a sweet girl, with a secret crazy side that nobody really knew about. And Isaac on the other hand, was the skater boy/athlete with a sarcastic and snarky personality.
Together the two fit perfectly, eventually the two realized how perfect they truly are for each other and began to start getting to know each other on a deeper level.
The two eventually started to become more, started dating, they were the perfect couple.
Everybody shipped them together and no one, absolutely no one got in between them.
Ever.
Not that it was even possible anyways.
Currently the two sat in the Walter household kitchen. Isaac was grabbing snacks while you sat at the island watching his every move with a small smirk.
The Walter's had plans for the night and it would just be y/n and Isaac.
George and Katherine had been used to leaving the two of you home alone, she knew she could trust the two of you, especially you, you to be careful with whatever you were doing.
But she also knew you as a sweet innocent little girl that didn't partake in those kinds of activities so she knew you'd be okay.
You put on an innocent act when you were around adults. To them you were just the sweet and caring girlfriend who was just so innocent.
Too innocent to ever partake in any sexual activity. But Isaac had seen sides of you that no one had ever seen.
He said you were 'scary' the both of you knew that wasn't true, but when it was that time of the month, you'd go insane behind closed doors.
Isaac always took care of you and made sure you were good when that happened, but he also knew to leave you the hell alone as you were scary.
Isaac grabbed chips and the chocolates that you requested and you grabbed the soda cans from the counter.
You had just finished your period a week and a half ago, but you always had craving for junk food. Isaac helped you fill that craving as he always had amazing snacks in the Walter household.
You always swore it was isaac's fault if you gained any kind of weight. It was happy weight as he liked to call it.
Following Isaac to the living room where he plopped down onto the couch with the bowl, sending the chips all over him.
You took a seat next to him and rolled your eyes at his antics and helped clean the chips, Isaac popping a few into his mouth and the rest back into the bowl.
"Isaac!" You scolded with an annoyed look on your face, you knew he did it on purpose to annoy you, he usually did things to get a rise out of you.
To isaac it was attractive, but to you it was annoying as hell.
Sitting next to your boyfriend Isaac grabbed the remote and put on a movie for the two of you till everyone was completely out of the house.
Isaac placed his hand on yours, intertwining your fingers with his, because he knew he had annoyed you and wanted to show you some form of affection.
And once everyone had officially gone, Isaac turned on the PlayStation, but you had something else in mind.
Seeing as you had just finished your period about a week ago and a half ago, you had now been ovulating and when you ovulated, you ovulated hard.
And right now you wanted nothing more than for him to fuck the shit out of you all over the Walter household.
In the living room, the kitchen, his bedroom, the floor, the bathroom, the hallway.
You didn't care where it was.
You just wanted him inside of you, the was the one thing you craved more than any kind of junk food.
Meanwhile Isaac glanced over at you as the game started loading. "You wanna play?" Isaac questioned glancing back and forth between you and the tv.
Not really, you wanted to say, but instead you said, "sure," with a monotone tone. Isaac nodded paying no attention to the tone in your voice and handed you a controller.
You side eyed him as he started explaining how to play the game.
how could he just want to play video games all day? you wondered in your head, especially when he was so eager to get you in bed last week when you were on your period
You let out an annoyed sigh, hoping to catch his attention, however isaac continued playing the game, meanwhile you were thinking about how you wanted to take him all over the house.
Shaking away your dirty thoughts, you began to engage in the game when isaac yelled for you to help him kill the other teams.
You rolled your eyes at the boy but decided to help him anyways, hoping to get what you wanted from him when the game was over.
After a good ten minutes of playing fortnite, you let out an exasperated sigh, hoping for isaac to realize you were getting bored.
He turned to face you for a split second before bringing his attention back to the game, "what's wrong?" he questioned, focusing on the game.
"Nothing," you sighed, but that wasn't true, everything was wrong, you wanted him to realize you were bored and would much rather be doing other things, but he was too caught up in the game to notice.
"you're lying, you always say nothing. But it's always something," isaac retorted, as his fingers moved in all sorts of way over the controller he held so tightly.
"it's nothing," you deadpanned with a stubborn tone.
Isaac knew how stubborn you could be, he knew that you just wanted him to baby you, that way you could tell him what was really wrong.
You liked it when he babied you, you love being a strong and independent woman, but you also love when isaac treats you like an absolute princess.
Isaac huffed out a breathe before placing one hand on your thigh, "c'mon baby, tell me. I know something's bothering you," but still you sat in silence.
His hand moved up and down your thigh as he somehow continued to play the game, you were shocked, but you didn't show it as all you wanted was him to inch his fingers a little higher.
"Tell me, or i'll stop," he threatened, your breathe stopped for a second, "fine," you sighed softly.
"so what's wrong?"
"what's wrong is we could be doing literally anything else, like watching a movie, or finally having sex, but instead all you want to do is play video games! all the time! i'm sick of watching you play!" you ranted, when you were annoyed you spoke fast, sometimes too fast.
However the second isaac heard the word sex, he focused on everything else you were saying and completely ignored the game he was playing.
He realized the two of you could've been doing anything else, since he knew you didn't exactly love it when he played the game, but he was even more invested in the fact that you wanted to be having sex.
"Ohh, i see," isaac began, "you just wanna get me into bed. you've been a little frustrated. Sexually." he teased, you rolled your eyes at him.
"Cmon, don't be shy, all you have to do is ask," you scoffed at his words, "I shouldn't have to ask." you retorted with a sly tone.
"You should just know." you said in a whisper, "oh should i now?" isaac wondered his hand rubbing your thigh harder, "mhm," you nodded leaning closer to him.
Looking up at him through your eyelashes, isaac inched closer, copying your actions.
He glanced down at you before turning off the tv, his eyes and hands never leaving yours or your thighs.
Isaac looked at you with hunger in his eyes, his lips becoming wet by just thinking of you on top of him.
Then he began to lean in, but he was too slow for you, your hand made its way to the side of his face, without hesitation you pulled him in, his lips attaching to yours.
You couldn't even control your actions as isaac deepened the kiss, you just knew that you needed this, you needed him.
The kiss turned into a heated makeout, leaving both you and isaac panting for oxygen, with swollen, red lips.
But despite needing some air, the two of you just couldn't bring yourselves to pull away, although you did for a split second so you could settle yourself onto isaac's lap.
Grinding into isaac's hard member, you let out a soft moan, a smile dancing on your lips when you felt isaac twitch under you.
Isaac was wearing grey sweatpants and you were wearing a thin pair of black flared tights, meaning you could feel absolutely everything.
His antics caused you to tug at his lips with your teeth, this made isaac pull away to kiss down your neck, leaving dark red marks all over you.
Moaning at the feeling of his warm, swollen lips against your neck, you ever so slightly pull away to take of his shirt.
Throwing the white shirt on the floor, isaac copied your actions tossing your shirt to the ground as if it were nothing.
He then hungrily pulled you as close as possible before placing a kiss on your lips, then trailing his hands and lips down your neck, stopping at your chest.
Gently placing kisses all over your somewhat covered boobs and shoulder before trailing his hands to your bra clamp, "i think you have too much on," he whispered, "oh yeah?" you whispered back in question.
He nodded, looking up at you before slowly unclamping it, "yeah," he breathed out.
Isaac held you close as his fingers found their way to your bra strap and began tugging it off and tossing it to the ground.
Your nipples hardened as they were now exposed to the cool air, isaac's lips and tongue found their way to your boobs where he took one in his mouth and massaged the other with his hand.
This caused you to let out a loud moan, a sigh following behind.
Your noises caused isaac's hard member to twitch once again, precum glossing over his head, this caused a fiery feeling between your legs.
You were wet and horny and isaac's dick moving beneath you was not helping you, in fact it made you want to rip his clothes off right then and there.
However, although you wanted to take isaac anywhere in the house at this point, you didn't want to do it in the living room as it was a little risky, even if no one was home, you'd much rather do it in his bedroom.
Isaac continued to suck at your now wet filled boobs, taking his time with both of them.
Once he pulled away, you stood from his lap and began pulling him with you. Grabbing both of your clothes in the process before making your way to his room.
Covering your chest with your shirt as isaac followed behind you closely, his hands resting on your waist.
The second you and isaac arrived in the room, you shut the door, locking it, before grabbing isaac by his hand, placing the other on his chest before you pushed him to sit on the edge of his bed while you stood up, staring down at him.
You wanted nothing more than to take control and watch as he struggled beneath you. Deciding to tease isaac, you began taking off all of your clothes, not letting him touch you at all.
Once your clothes were scattered across his bedroom floor, you began taking off isaac's pants, following with his boxers, leaving his dick to spring out, slapping against his stomach.
He was huge and extremely hard, as well as covered with precum, this made your mouth water. All you wanted to do was sink down onto him and scream as loud as you wanted.
But you needed to tease him a little first, you got on your knees taking his dick into your hands and jerking him off causing him to twitch, his lips parting to let out breathy moans.
You watched as he enjoyed the feeling of your hands on his dick. Continuing to work your hands on his dick before taking him in your mouth.
He moaned at the action, "y/n," he let out, but you didn't stop, you kept going, bobbing your head up and down on his dick, he began twitching inside of your mouth.
Not being able to take it anymore, isaac spoke, "ugh you're such a tease," he pulled away from your mouth, tightly gripping your wrists and standing you up so he could bring you into to bed.
He laid you down, now wanting to take control as you were teasing him too much, you grinned at his actions and watched as he hovered over you.
Isaac decided it was his turn to tease you, he wrapped his hand around his hard member, stroking it a few times before sliding himself up and down your wet folds.
You moaned at his actions as he spoke, "baby you're so wet," he mumbled between kisses, "only for you," you moaned out as he gently pushed himself into you before pulling out.
Groaning in annoyance at the loss of him inside you, he chuckled softly before gently pushing himself into you once again, you moaned in pleasure and then again at the loss of him.
"Isaac!" you shouted in annoyance, Isaac decided to stop teasing you and fully push himself inside of you, "oh. oh, that feels good," you heavily gasped, hands gripping his shoulder as he began pumping in and out of you.
Both y/n and isaac moaned as he thrusted harder with every movement, y/n felt as if she was on fire, she hadn't had sex with isaac in a long time, compared to when they usually did, usually it was every other day, not weeks. (even though it had only been a week and half)
Usually y/n had been on birth control, no periods followed after that, but she hadn't gotten her annual 3 month shot, so her period came this month, horrible cramps, no sex for her or isaac.
So right now, isaac had been thrusting deep inside her, causing her to let out loud moans of pleasure, causing isaac to twitch even more inside of her.
And even though it felt amazing, y/n wanted to ride isaac while she came. "wait, isaac, stop." you told him, causing him to carefully pull out, "what's wrong?" isaac questioned with worry in his tone, "nothing," you smiled, shaking your head.
"then what?" he wondered, "i just wanna be on top," you told him with a sly smile, he chuckled at you, thinking you were joking, because usually you wanted him to be on top, putting in all the work while you enjoyed the pleasure.
But once he realized you weren't joking he stopped, "oh you're serious?" he questioned in confusion, you nodded in response, "mhmm"
He bit his lip in curiosity before complying, "okay,"
"cmon baby, let me make you feel good," you told him now sitting face to face with him, your arms around his shoulders, hand placed on his neck as you looked up at him with a smile before trailing kisses down his neck and chest.
Isaac was still hesitant but he did as told and laid back, ready for you to make him feel good as promised. He took hold of either of your hands as you climbed on top of his bare lap.
Your fingers interlocked with his as you aligned yourself up with him before fully sinking down onto his hard dick, the both of you moaning at the feeling.
You had never been on top before but you figured it wouldn't be too hard. Your hips rolled into isaac's feeling every inch of him inside you, making your whole body weaken.
But you kept going, back and forth, up and down, but not too fast. You slowed as you went up and down causing isaac to suck in a breath.
Isaac usually went fast and hard, but you going so slowly pained him, it made his dick throb inside of you, "please ma, go faster," isaac begged, "please,"
despite his begging you went with your slow pace, Isaac didn't know whether to love it or hate it; it was beginning to drive him insane. "Y/n, please go faster,"
You ignored his request and kept going your pace, but he couldn't take it anymore.
His hands gripped your hips tightly, as you gripped his shoulders harder to keep yourself up right, isaac then began thrusting into you as hard and fast as possible.
You let out a series of moans as isaac thrusted into you, while kissing at your neck, this overstimulated you in the best way possible causing your eyes to roll back, and your nails to dig into his shoulders in pleasure.
you knew it hurt him and would definitely leave scratches but you couldn't do anything else to help you with the pain and pleasure of his member thrusting into your pelvis.
In a swift motion, isaac rolls the two of you over so he's now on top again, he picks his pace back up causing you to clench around him, "oh my god y/n, you're so tight." isaac moans.
"and you're so hot when you moan my name," you breath out, moving your hand from his shoulder to his hair, running your fingers through the sweaty mess.
"yeah?" he wonders, adjusting his position slightly to hold himself up better, "hell yes." you tell him, "good," he replies, thrusting deeper into you, hand squeezing the pillow underneath you as he gets the both of you closer to your climax.
the feeling of you getting closer to finishing causes you to clench around him, "y/n!" isaac moans loudly, "you're so tight," he breathes out in a whisper as he brings himself closer to you.
"i'm so close," you tell him, as his hand finds it way to your throat, tightly squeezing the air out of your lungs, "cum with me, isaac," you choke out.
he nods in response picking up his pace once again, slightly letting go of his grip on your throat, getting you so close to cumming, you clench around him once again, this time not stopping until he hits the right spot.
"r-right there, isaac. right there." you repeat in moans as he hits your G-spot, "i'm gonna cum," isaac huffs out, "me too," you nod squeezing his shoulder once again.
Isaac's thrusts grow sloppy as you pull him in for a kiss, the both of you cumming together, so out of breath.
The kiss comes to a stop as isaac collapses onto you, before pulling out and rolling onto his side, you sigh at the loss of him inside of you, but that orgasm was so amazing you didn't even care.
"that was amazing," you say still out of breath as you turn over to face him, "i know, you're amazing," he says grabbing your hand and intertwining your fingers with his before kissing the back of your hand.
"i love you," you tell him, pulling him in for a kiss.
"i love you too mamas," isaac replies pulling away from the kiss and pulling you into his chest, wrapping the blanket around the both of you, ignoring the mess the made, deciding to clean it up later and just enjoy the moment.
Audrina speaks!
hey guys.... it's been forever but i finally wrote the rest of this, i hope you guys enjoyed!!
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Also I've been thinking of trying to publish at least 3 chapters of this book this month, assuming I get more requests! And my motivation to write!!
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pls ignore any mistakes and or misspellings! it's been a while since i've written and it's currently 2 am when i finished and like 12 when i started, so pls, pls ignore anything misspelled
Also forget to add there is some choking, but like in a kinky way😋
Y/n is Isaac best friend and girlfriend, had been for about seven months now.
The two had been in love since they were 14 and started dating when they were 15 turning 16.
And It had felt like forever since the two of you last saw each other, even though it had only been five days.
But to say that you missed each other was an understatement.
So when you had seen Isaac after five days, you wanted him all to yourself, no interruptions, no talking, just him and his presence.
You had missed him more than you knew, you didn't think you could ever miss someone so much until you had to spend a week away from your boyfriend.
However, you didn't really have to, but you were just in too much to leave bed or even go to school and when you did begin to feel better, Isaac wasn't at school.
But it had finally been the weekend meaning you guys could hang out all weekend.
So you did, it was Friday after school around 4:30pm and the Walters had been pretty busy today which gave you guys some alone time.
And well to get straight to the point, the two of them had been in his room.
Alone with the door closed.
The two of them being the very hormonal teenagers they were, they currently sat in Isaac's room, after kicking Lee out alone time.
Or well have some fun time.
They hadn't done anything in a while because y/n had been on her period the week before and they hadn't seen each other much since then.
Isaac currently sat on the floor with y/n, your lips intertwined with his, never pulling away. The both of you were slightly out of breath but that didn't stop you from kissing him.
You were sitting beside Isaac, leaning into him as much as you possibly could, wanting nothing more than to be in his arms.
Isaac's hands traveled down to your waist, his fingers gripping you like you'd disappear if he had let go.
You moaned at his touch, his fingernails digging into your skin, you could've been bleeding but you didn't care if it meant that he was the cause of the blood.
Nothing matter except for Isaac.
Even if he had hurt you.
His grip loosened on your waist, as you moved to sit on his lap.
Once you settled onto his lap, his fingers immediately found their way back to your waist and his grip tightened.
Moaning at the feeling of his hands so tight on your waist turned you on in ways you couldn't even put into words.
It turned Isaac on as well, as you could hear him softly moaning into your mouth, the moans echoing throughout your whole body.
You gladly swallowed them, you wanted nothing more than to bring Isaac pleasure in every way possible and right now you could tell that he was enjoying himself.
As Isaac enjoyed himself, you decided to rock your hips back and forth on his lap, riding his hard member.
He placed his hand on your hips to stop you from grinding on his lap, "what's wrong?" you questioned, "nothing, I'd just rather have you ride me without any... clothes on." Isaac whispered into your ear before gently kissing you.
His lips made their way from your ear to down your neck, to your collarbone.
"Then maybe we should take them off." You suggest with a teasing smile as he began to kiss up your neck making his way to your lips.
"Maybe we should," Isaac nods in agreement with a small shrug, you grin down at him before gently rocking back and forth on his lap once again.
Isaac lets out a soft moan as you do so before grasping for your hips to make you ride him harder instead of your softness.
Grinding back and forth on Isaac, you reach for one of his hands that took place on your waist and place it onto your throat.
Looking up at you, Isaac is shocked by your actions but he doesn't stop, he watches as you guide his hands to your throat, squeezing with just enough pressure so you could still breathe, but enough so it turned you on.
Eventually you let go of Isaac's hand, Isaac's hand still stays on your throat squeezing it as you ride him, fully clothed.
"You're so hot," Isaac breathes out in pleasure.
"I know baby," you reply with confidence filling your tone and a smile dancing on your lips. "Don't stop," Isaac whispers.
"Oh trust me, I'm not," you whisper back before reaching down to kiss his neck.
Isaac was now overstimulated with pleasure as you rolled your hips once, steady and soft, a testing grind over the bulge forming beneath me. He didn't flinch.
He just titled his head back giving you access to his neck, you began kissing all over until Isaac let out a loud a hum.
"My turn baby," Isaac moaned, those words caused you to stop kissing at his neck so he could kiss yours.
His fingers brushed the hair from your neck, his fingertips grazing your skin, giving him access to your bare neck.
Isaac's mouth found its way to your neck, his lips barely grazing you before his mouth danced on your neck.
Nipping away at you, Isaac had his fun and he enjoyed pleasuring you. He also enjoyed seeing you teasing you.
Your hips rolled against his hard member beneath you as he continued to have his way you, marking your neck with purple spots.
Then for a few seconds Isaac pulls away to question you, "do you want to?"
You frantically nod answering his question, "i need words baby,"
"Yes Isaac, please. I want you," your words were frantic as you spoke, you wanted him, you needed him inside of you.
The burning sensation through your legs grew as you began to unbutton his shirt revealing his bare chest.
Your hand traveled up and down his chest before bringing your hands up to his shoulders to pull off the shirt he wore completely.
Isaac moved to take off your shirt but the second he did the door opened.
The door opened to reveal Nathan, who's eyes widened in disgust and in shock, Isaac's eyes widened grabbing his shirt to put on over his body as you moved from his lap and onto the floor beside him.
Isaac then reached for a pillow to place over himself while you scratched the side of your face awkwardly.
"Nathan... hey!" You spoke with enthusiasm in your tone even though you were nervous as hell, "y/n..." Nathan trailed off.
Nathan's pursed his lips with an awkward tone. "Um hi...? can we help you?" Isaac deadpanned, your eyes widened at his rudeness causing you to slap his shoulder.
Meanwhile Isaac just shrugged wanting to continue the activities that were taking place before Nathan walked in.
"Isaac. That's rude." You retorted, Nathan being awkward and shy muttered a small "it's okay" before speaking louder.
"Oh uh Katherine's gonna be home soon, figured I'd let you know, since technically... you guys aren't allowed to be up here alone," Nathan warned, clearing his throat in the process.
"Oh thanks man," Isaac smiled with gratefulness, "yeah no problem... be safe, I guess, I don't know" Nathan said talking about protection as he had didn't know what to say.
Your lips pursed in shock and awkwardness.
The awkwardness in the room was so thick you could cut it with a knife.
Just as Nathan went leave the room and close the door Isaac spoke, "we won't!" your boyfriend exclaimed with a snarky tone.
Nathan's eyes widened in shock, the tension in the room had been cut with Isaac's jokes, but not for Nathan or y/n, only for Isaac.
To Nathan and y/n it had been so awkward and Isaac's attempt to help didn't work, at all.
"Isaac!" You scolded smacking his head once again, "that was so uncalled for!" You exclaim, "and so fucking awkward, oh my god,"
"Shh it's okay,"
Isaac didn't say anything else, he just shakes his head and pulls you back onto his lap to finish what he started.
"No, no," you point at him, "we have to stop," Isaac began kissing down your neck, "Katherine's gonna be home soon," you added trying to convince the boy to give up.
"So?" he laughed while kissing your neck, "isaaccc!" dragging out his name but Isaac didn't bother, he just continued.
"Please?" He questioned, but still you shook your head, " pleaseee baby,"
"Please." Isaac begged one last time.
This time you gave in, "Fine."
"You have five minutes," you told him, pointing your finger at his face. Isaac laughed at your words knowing it'd be longer than five minutes, "I'm serious,"
Your words caused Isaac to perk up before gathering all his strength to rise from the floor with you in his arms.
He then threw you onto his bed with a smirk, you let out a laugh at his antics before sitting, Isaac then helped you take off your shirt throwing it to the floor.
Kissing down your chest to your stomach before undoing your jeans also throwing them to the ground.
Your fingers rummaged through his hair as his lips found yours. The kiss was long and full of passion, but it didn't end there.
Isaac's hands found their way to your throat, just where you liked them. "You like that?" He questioned after you had moaned at him squeezing your throat.
You nodded at his words, "yeah?" he questions, nodding again, "yeah," this time you moaned as his fingers rubbed your pussy through your underwear.
His fingers found there way inside of your underwear and he began teasing your clit causing you to let out a string of moans you couldn't control.
"Isaac!" You moaned out, "shh, be quiet for me. There's people downstairs," he whispered against your neck as he played with you like some sex you you.
He had his way with you until you begged him to be inside of you and then he began taking off his sweatpants and his underwear.
The two of you completely naked in his room.
Audrina speaks!
I was gonna write smut, but I figured that was enough for the day..
Maybe if someone requests full blown smut I'll write it, but I hope you guys enjoyed that
I had fun writing it i tried to make it awkward, but it wasn't as awkward as i wanted it to be.
Either way i hope you enjoyed and i hope the person who requested this liked it as well! Pls feel free to request more guys!! I need things to write
Y/n Y/l/n, also known as sunshine, is filled with joy and sunshine 24/7.
Why is she always so happy? No one really knows but she's always in a good mood especially when she's around her boyfriend..
Meanwhile her boyfriend, Lee Garcia is moody and grumpy 24/7.
And why is Lee so grumpy 24/7? once again no one knows, he just is.
However, he's slightly less grumpy when he's around his sunshine girlfriend, y/n.
She always makes him happy, even when it's impossible to make him happy she always makes him smile without fail.
It just so happened to be a Sunday afternoon and it had been raining, a lot.
Rain did something to Lee, as well as it did to you. Rain always made Lee ten times more grumpy than usual and it helped y/n sleep.
But when there was lightning and thunder, it frightened you.
However Lee was always there to calm you down or make you feel better when needed.
Right now, Cole and George have been attending to the horses making sure they stay warm during the storm that brewed every second.
Alex had either been upstairs in his room gaming with Kiley or reading, Jordan, Benny, and Parker had been playing inside in one of their rooms and Katherine had been at work.
And Isaac... well who knows what Isaac is doing, sleeping, eating, gaming.
But right now y/n and Lee had the living room and kitchen to themselves, mostly the whole first floor.
Everyone had been too busy doing their own things to keep their eyes on the couple at all times.
Meaning the couple had time to do whatever they wanted with no adult supervision, if you know what I mean...
After they had their fun, the two of them laid on the couch, fully clothed in their pajamas before drifting off into a deep sleep.
One that they desperately needed after tiring themselves out.
The two of them had fallen asleep to the sound of the rain outside and the background noise of the movie that they had playing on the TV.
The couple fell asleep comfortably intertwined in each other's arms.
However y/n had woken up to the sound of thunder striking. It startled you awake causing you to jump slightly from the couch.
Lee felt you jump and began to groan in his sleep as he stirred on the couch. He had been exhausted from earlier.
The sound of the thunder striking scared you so badly that you couldn't go back to sleep no matter how hard you tried.
You reached for your phone on the table beside you checking the time to see that it was 3:12 in the afternoon.
Deciding it was time for you to wake up and do something, you let out a sigh before you gently made your way out of Lee's arms and into the kitchen.
Lee had been in a bad mood all day.
The sex had somewhat helped, but after he immediately fell asleep, so you wondered if he'd still be in a bad mood when he woke up.
You didn't really know why, but you decided that he needed some cheering up, and you planned to give it to him with some of his favorite things.
The Walters had known you for years so you going into their kitchen and making yourself or one of the Walter boys or Garcia boys a snack wasn't weird for you or for them.
The Walters had gladly opened their home up to you.
So you decided to make some of Lee's favorite things with whatever food or snacks they had in the household.
Opening the fridge, you looked inside to see a bunch of fruit, you began to crave the sweet fruit.
The idea of the sweet, cold, fruit crunching in your mouth made you want nothing but fruit. It also helped you to be healthier.
However you also craved some chocolate, you decided to make chocolate covered strawberries, and slice up some watermelon, mango, and pineapples for the two of you.
Watermelon, mango, and pineapples were your guys favorite fruits and chocolate covered strawberries were just really good, some of you guys favorites.
Reaching into the cabinet for some chocolate, your eye caught some pretzels.
grabbing the pretzels, you decided to make chocolate covered strawberries, and chocolate covered pretzels for you and Lee along with the Walters.
Lee usually craved something sweet and refreshing after having sex as did you.
So after washing the strawberries, cutting the leaves off, and melting the chocolate you began dunking the savory fruit and salty pretzels into the chocolate.
Scooping them out of the bowl with a fork, you placed them onto a cookie sheet and into the fridge to harden.
Once you finished, you began cutting up the watermelon, mango, and pineapples, after about 45 minutes, you had finally finished and Leigh had woken up from his nap.
He called out for you with a cry, "Y/nnn!"
The way Lee dragged out your name, you could tell he missed you and his arms and that he just wanted to lay with you.
And being as he was being grumpier than usual, you immediately went to him.
Leaning against the wall that led to the living room, you smirked as your eyes landed on him. Lee laid on the couch with the blanket covering half of his body.
Lee wore a a white tank top and black shorts, his feet sticking out from the bottom of the blanket. "Yes baby?" You questioned him.
"Come back to bed," he groaned, once again dragging out his words, "in a second," you told him before making your way back to the kitchen.
Quickly cleaning up, you began to place the dishes in the sink and wash your hands, you began to load the dishwasher.
"Y/nnn!" Lee groaned out once again this time with urgency in his tone.
Lee calling out for you caused you to quicken your movements so you could get to him faster.
Once you finished, you made your way back to the living room to Lee.
Lee laid on the couch with his arms and feet spread out like a starfish and his eyes closed. He looked comfortable so you figured you'd join him.
Walking over to him, you gently laid on top of him, taking the boy by surprise, but he didn't mind, instead he gently took you in his arms with a small smile dancing on his lips.
He then squeezed you tight in his arms causing you to smile at the action.
The feeling of just being in his arms mad you happy, the warmth you felt, the way he held you tight, like he'd lose you if he let go.
You lied in his arms, squeezing him back just as tightly.
Lee closed his legs, wrapping them around your waist, so you couldn't move, or leave.
"I made you something," you whispered into the crock of his neck just before he could drift off again.
"Oh yeah?" he questioned with a raspy voice, "mhm," you mumbled with a slight nod, "and what's that?" he wondered.
Gently lifting your head up ever so slightly to be eye to eye with him, "something I hope will cheer you up from all your grumpiness today," you replied.
Lee chuckled and then leaned up, moving both him and yourself to sit up, "like what?" He questioned with a cheeky smile.
Adjusting yourself on lee's lap caused him to shift in his seat, "what're you doing?" Lee wonders with a monotone voice.
"Getting comfortable," you retort with a smile, as you moved once again wanting to tease him a little.
"Maybe you shouldn't, for your sake." He says whispering the last part in your ear, "okay then," you say rising from his lap and onto the coffee table.
"Wait no come back!" He whines, "no can do," you shrug folding your arms in front of your chest, Lee rolls his eyes with a scoff.
He then turns over to face couch cushions causing you to roll your eyes at him, "cmon don't go back to being grumpy Lee."
Lee continued to face the couch cushion, this time closing his eyes and crossing his eyes. You let out a scoff at his pettiness and get up from the coffee table.
This time you don't lay with him, or call out for him, this time you walk back to the kitchen, making your footsteps echo through the halls to let him know you were walking away.
Now Lee had no idea what to do, he didn't know if he should chase after you, or continue to be petty and wait for you to come to him.
He contemplated for a second before getting up with a sigh and making his way into the kitchen.
His eyes landed on you to see you leaning against the island with a bowl of fruit in front of you, a fork dancing in your hand.
Footsteps echoed through the house causing you to spin around as they began to get closer, "are you done being petty?" you question your boyfriend with an annoyed look on your face.
"Yes baby," he said softly bringing his hands up to your face, gently removing the strand of hair from your face.
"I'm done for the day, I promise," Lee spoke with truth and adoration for you in his tone.
His actions and smile caused you to smile up at him.
The fork still stood in your hand, placing the fork back into the bowl, you picked up a piece of watermelon.
Bringing the fruit to lee's lips, he gladly took the fruit into his mouth. You watched as he ate the savory fruit before placing some fruit into your mouth as well.
This time he watched you with urgency.
Like he wanted something.
Or needed something.
The second you stopped chewing Lee took the fork from your fingers and roughly placed it into the bowl beside the two of you.
His actions surprised you, but you knew exactly what he wanted.
He took your face into your hands, inching closer to you before bringing his lips to yours. Once your lips intertwined with his, Lee just sort of just melted into you.
Every ounce of moodiness and anger leaving his body.
Your kiss calmed him down in ways he didn't even know were possible. As did his kiss calmed you down.
The kiss continued until the two of you couldn't breathe, until your lips were reddened from the roughness.
Once you pulled away from him you went back to innocently eating the fruit that sat in front of you on the table like nothing happened.
Lee scoffed at your actions but joined you, stealing a piece of mango from your bowl.
He had been much happier after kissing you, he usually was.
If you kissed him enough throughout the day, he'd been perfectly happy all day and considering the two of you had not only kissed enough, the two of you also had sex.
Meaning Lee would be in a good mood all day.
You then reach into the fridge to grab the tray of chocolate covered strawberries and pretzels. Laying them out for you and Lee.
You made enough for the both of you and for the Walters. "I made your favorite," y/n sung with a smile dancing in her lips.
Lee smiled at the action before bringing his lips to yours muttering a small "thank you baby" before pulling away.
The two of you sat in the kitchen eating the chocolate treats you had made.
"So are you happy now?" you question with wonder filling your tone, "I am," he nodded with a smile.
"I'm always happy when I'm with you," he spoke again, his words caused you to chuckle with a smile, "I am too. Always," you told him.
You could tell that the grumpiness in Lee had faded for good. And it'd stay like that all day long.
You made him happy and even though the two of you were always known as the grumpy and sunshine couple.
Right now it was just sunshine and sunshine.
Audrina speaks!
I hope you guys enjoyed this!
I know it's short as hell but I didn't really know what to write for this request, but I hope you guys enjoyed lee's first story in this book!
I hope it's not the last! Please feel free to request more for anyone! I always love to read and write your requests!
Anyways please vote down below for which request I should start writing next. I won't give any details just the title and the characters name.
Also I'm sorry this is so short! Hopefully the next one will be longer!!
Danny is an amazing actor, friend, but right now a horrible brother.
You see, Danny developed a crush on y/n, Cole's best friend, or closest friend.
The two didn't consider each other as best friends, they had gotten along and always been there for each other, but they weren't best friends.
Just really good, close friends.
Cole and y/n.
Close, good friends.
Danny couldn't have a crush on y/n, but at the same time he couldn't help it.
He couldn't help his feelings for you.
And he wasn't sure how to stay away either.
Danny currently sat in his room, contemplating on how to tell Cole that he had been crushing on his closest friend for the past two months.
Cole walked into his room to see Danny sitting on his bed.
To Cole, Danny looked sad, almost.
"What's up?" Cole wondered glancing up at his brother, "oh, uh nothing." Danny shook his head, going back into his rabbit hole.
"You sure, you look a little sad. Stressed even." Cole spoke taking a seat in his bed, placing his now folded hands in between his legs as he leaned forward.
"no, I-uh, I'm good," Danny spoke.
The tone in his voice was not whatsoever believable to Cole.
"Cmon Danny, I'm your twin, I know when something's up. So spill." Cole demanded, he already had a feeling of where this conversation was going.
"It's just, I-I, kinda, maybe like your friend. . ." Danny spoke with hesitation, cole perked his head up, he already knew exactly who Danny was talking about.
Cole had seen the two talking in the halls, laughing, not just laughing but giggles too, big cheesy grins dancing on their lips.
Cole already knew that Danny had a crush on y/n, everyone could tell.
It was obvious.
"Y/n, right?" Cole questioned staring dead into his brother's eyes, "uh yeah," Danny nodded, "y/n." Danny confirmed once again with a smile he hadn't even realized forming on his lips.
"I know she's your friend so I know this is weird, but I really, really like her Cole."
Cole not speaking had made Danny more anxious than he usually was, so he cleared his throat.
"I know." Cole spoke.
"What?"
"I know." Cole repeated, "you know...?" Danny questioned confused, "I know you like y/n. Every one does, if y/n didn't know I'd be surprised." Cole deadpanned with a small laugh.
"Sorry," Cole apologized reading his words, "you knew this whole time?" Danny asked with incredulous tone.
"Obviously dude," Cole scoffed as it was obvious, but it wasn't obvious, not to Danny, he thought that he was being discreet, but boy was he wrong.
"What! How?"
"I've been scared to tell you for two months because she's your friend, and you knew the whole time?!" Danny questioned, "yeah everyone does," Cole said with a nonchalant tone.
"Oh my god," Danny whispered to himself in embarrassment, "look it's okay, I don't care, honestly. If you like her just go for it."
Cole encouraged Danny before getting ready to leave the room, leaving a smile on his face.
"Wait!" Danny shouted, stopping Cole.
"Would you care if I invite her to the New Year's party?" Danny questioned, Cole shurgged, "go ahead Danny." Cole smiled on his way out.
He knew the two of them would be an amazing couple, they were already an amazing friend and brother, their personalities fit well together too.
They just matched each other, in a way.
Cole knew that this would be a good thing for them.
Meanwhile Danny sat in his room overthinking his every word as he tried to text y/n to invite her to the New Year's party tomorrow.
Eventually he began ranting to Cole who told him that either he did it or Cole was just gonna flat out tell y/n that Danny had feelings for him if he didn't stop being so complicated.
Danny then asked if Cole could just invite her for him, Cole sighed but he agreed.
And about 10 minutes later he received a text saying, 'yeah sure! I'd love to go!'. Cole showed Danny the response to which Danny thanked his brother graciously.
Cole just smiled knowing his brother was happy.
*****
It was now the next day.
The day of the New Year's party that the Walters were having.
The party started at 3, but Danny had been in his room for the 2 hours getting ready.
He had been contemplating every outfit, every shirt, pants, socks, even his underwear. . .
Cole had been watching Danny for the past twenty minutes.
Danny hadn't even realized the blonde haired boy was there, he had been to busy.
Everything needed to be perfect for when y/n came over today.
"Danny!" Cole shouted as Danny began throwing his clothes all over his bed.
Startled by the noise, Danny jumped, "Cole? What are you doing here?" Now placing a hand over his heart as it raced from fear.
"Uh it's my room too." Cole retorted, Danny shrugged slightly knowing he was right, "how long have you been here?" Danny questioned.
"Long enough," Cole sighed as he took a stand from his bed.
"You need to relax." Cole told his brother, "take a breath,"
Danny did as told and took a few deep breaths trying to calm himself down, "okay I'm good." Danny nodded.
"Okay good, now take this and this and go put it on," Cole told his brother handing him a white shirt and black jeans.
"This is so not me! It's plain." Danny exclaimed, "just go put it on." Cole dragged out rolling his eyes in the process.
"Okay, okay," Danny sighed as he went to the bathroom to change.
"What am I gonna do with him?" Cole muttered to himself shaking his head with a sigh.
Cole took a seat back on his bed as he waited for Danny to come out of the bathroom.
After about 5 minutes Danny came back in the room, "this does not look right!" He exclaimed, he didn't want to look bad in front of y/n.
"It looks perfect. Trust me." Cole told his twin, "fine, I'm trusting you, but only because you have a way with girls, that I will never understand, and because you and y/n are basically best friends."
Cole nodded his head at Danny's words before dragging a hand over his face, "yeah I do know y/n the best. So do what I tell you and stop worrying,"
"Okay," Danny nodded in agreement.
The two boys spent 15 minutes in their room talking about how Danny should make some moves on y/n tonight.
Cole told Danny, "okay it's easy, just be smooth, sweet, kind, be calm."
Danny listened to every word Cole said making a mental note of what to do.
"Now what you don't want to do is be too nerdy. Don't freak out, don't overthink it, and if you need help come and find me."
"Okay." Danny nodded once again, "you got it?" Cole questioned, "I got it," Danny said with a stern tone.
Right now Danny was confident in himself to do everything Cole told him to.
Actually he was just confident in Cole.
Cole knew y/n better than almost anyone, so he'd know what to do and he did. Cole had a way with girls, even girls who were just his friends, he knew what they liked and what they didn't.
He knew what made them blush , and what made them angry.
However not a whole lot made y/n angry.
Y/n is a pretty sweet and caring person, a little too sarcastic for her own good, but other than that she's known as a sweetheart, a lover girl.
*****
Meanwhile y/n stood in her bathroom looking at herself in the mirror and she put some earrings in.
Once the last one clasped to the other end, she smiled at herself, reaching for her lipgloss that sat on the counter of her bathroom sink.
Unscrewing the lipgloss tube, she placed it on her lips sliding it back and forth two times before closing it and rubbing her lips together.
Y/n wore a tight long black dress, her body glitter covering her dress causing her to sparkle.
She smelled of vanilla and coconuts, she had done a light make up look not wanting to go too crazy with the make up.
She worked black strapped heals, the straps almost reaching up to her knees, along with a silver purse, the was bedazzled in silver diamonds.
They were fake, but they stuck well. And it didn't look tacky, it looked almost elegant, in a way.
Y/n was excited for the party.
She knew Cole would be sneaking something around for them to drink, or smoke. Y/n didn't smoke much but she sure as hell loved drinking.
Not hard liquor or anything, just champagne, wine, some fruity drinks, but if all there was, was hard liquor she'd take a little.
Y/n was very much a lightweight, couldn't handle liquor.
Could barely even handle too much champagne, she'd get wine drunk a little fast.
But she was never bored when it came to drinking.
Especially with Cole.
They always had fun.
Y/n made her way to the Walters.
She didn't have a car, or a license so she got an uber. The uber arrived after a few minutes and 15 minutes later, she arrived at the Walters.
*****
Danny had been impatiently waiting by the window as he waited for y/n to arrive. He was with Cole in the kitchen waiting.
"Are you sure she's coming?" Danny questioned his brother as he peaked out the window, "yes Danny. She's coming." Cole sighed
"Okay, okay!" Danny nodded, muttering to himself.
"Just relax dude,"
"I am so relaxed," Danny lied to both Cole and himself. Cole scoffed at his words, he knew tonight was either going to be a disaster or it was going to be well probably a disaster either way.
Danny once again peaked out the window before sitting down next to Cole at the island.
He tightly gripped the mug of tea in his hands as he sighed. "She'll be here." Cole assured his brother.
Not even a second later, the doorbell rang.
Taking a stand, Cole patted Danny's shoulder before walking to the front door. People had already arrived and were hanging out but Cole waited with Danny in the kitchen.
Cole opened the door to reveal y/n standing there, holding onto her purse.
"Y/n!" Cole announced causing Danny to perk up with wide eyes, he quickly placed his mug onto the island before making his way over to Cole and y/n at the front door.
"Come on in." Cole welcomed, y/n stepped inside the Walter household with a polite smile, "how've you been?" Y/n questioned.
"Uh good, you?"
"Pretty good," y/n nodded, she followed Cole who began making his way into the kitchen but were stopped when she practically ran into Danny.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry," y/n exclaimed an apology, "no, no, it's okay, that's on me I was barely even paying attention,"
Danny stuttered his way through his words. But the truth was he had been paying attention, too much attention to y/n's every feature, and her outfit.
"I'm sorry," he added, Cole watched the two closely.
The two of you were clearly into each other and everyone could see it, he didn't know why it was so hard for the both of you to just admit your feelings and get on with it.
But it wasn't that easy for you two.
"It's okay, really," y/n assured as Danny looked a bit unsure, but y/n was fine, it wasn't like she had been hit by a damn car.
She didn't know why he looked so concerned, but it made her smile. He cares for her and that made her really happy.
Cole stared at the awkwardness between you two and called out for you, y/n turned to the kitchen to go with Cole, as he was the one who invited you.
Giving Danny a polite but genuine smile as she left.
"Sit," he nodded to the chair at the island he had pulled out for you, y/n sat in the chair as Cole stood in front of her.
He reached for a wine glass and then another and then began pouring champagne into them, "you want a drink?"
Y/n nodded in response, Cole finished filling your glass, it was half full and y/n gladly took a sip of the red mixture liquid.
The two of you sat in silence as you drank the wine, everyone else had been scattered around the house, no was really in the kitchen, even though that's where everyone usually was.
Then Cole heard a voice, the voice of his mother.
He quickly downed his wine before rushing you to finish yours, y/n finished her glass which caused Cole to grab them and place them into a cabinet.
Katherine then walked in noticing the two of you and began greeting you.
Y/n nervously greeted her back, as you had almost been caught drinking her wine with her son, in her house.
Glancing back at Cole, y/n sent him a look of help when Katherine had turned away to the fridge. He could tell you just wanted to drink in peace, but she was currently ruining that for the two of you.
Taking the hint, he began speaking his mother quietly telling her that the two were having a serious conversation that needed to be had alone.
Katherine realized she had been 'interrupting' their conversation, she nodded before making her way out of the kitchen and back outside with her husband and friends.
Cole then pulled the glasses out of the cabinet and began repouring their glasses.
The two of them spent the rest of their time together in the kitchen sipping on the stolen wine they had.
*****
Meanwhile Danny paced around his room once again.
Y/n had been spending all her time with Cole instead of him, but it wasn't like he could be mad because Cole was the one who invited y/n.
Not him.
Even if he desperately wanted to, he tried to, but he just couldn't, he was too scared.
He then decided to text Cole and ask him if he could find a way to bring the two of them together and then Danny made his way to Jackie's room.
Knocking on the door he spoke, "can I come in?"
"Yeah, come in," Jackie smiled, Danny then opened the door and spoke, "can I get some advice?" He questioned
"Uh sure, what kind of advice?" Jackie wondered, "girl advice." Danny told the girl with a sheepish smile.
"Yeah sure, what's up?"
"So there's this girl and she's really nice and sweet and she's got these eyes and her hair and her smile- she just, she's perfect and I really like her and I don't know how to make a move."
"Y/n, huh?" Jackie raised her eye brows in a teasing manner, "how'd you know?" Danny wondered.
"Everyone knows," Jackie spoke in a dub tone, Danny sighed as he knew Cole was right everyone does know, he was so obvious but she had no idea.
Or did she?
"So you wanna make a move?" Danny nodded, "just talk to her, Danny. Be honest, trust me I'm sure she likes you too," jackie stated.
And she was right, y/n did like Danny.
And how did jackie know? Because not only was it obvious but the two girls had gotten close and y/n had told jackie how she felt about him.
Danny nodded his head with all the courage in the world. He wanted to tell her how he felt, and he was going to right before the fireworks went off.
"thanks Jackie you're the best!" Danny smiled before making his way out the room and downstairs to where his twin brother was.
Danny excuse Cole from the conversation, he currently took place in before pulling him to the side and telling him his plan.
However, the boy was still worried that y/n didn't feel the same but Cole assured him that he was sure you did.
"Go for it Danny. Trust me, it'll all be okay," Cole told his brother, "you sure?" Danny questioned sheepishly.
"Yes I'm sure! Go! Go get the girl!"
Danny began smiling, like he didn't have a care in the world.
It was 11:52, meaning there was just eight minutes until new year, and Danny hasn't wanted nothing more than to kiss the girl he was so madly in love with as the fireworks went off.
So by 11:55 he made his way to where you were.
He watched as he stood outside with a glass in your hand, you stood with Nathan and Skyler, talking about God knows what.
Once again, the brunette haired boy had cut in to the conversation, this time, pulling you to the side.
However, he didn't quite know what to say so his words stammered slightly.
To say that the boy was nervous, had been an understatement, but he pushed through his stuttered words and began to actually make sense of them.
"I'm really nervous right now, but there's something I've been dying to tell you. I never knew how but I figured today would be the perfect day to do it before the new year came in."
His body shook with nervousness and his stomach did somersaults, he felt as if he might throw up, but he needed to confess his feelings for you before eat him up completely.
" Okay... go ahead, tell me." you responded with a nervous tone, you didn't quite know what he was going to say, but you had an idea and you were ready to hear it.
And as everyone knew you had had a crush on Danny since sophomore year. Although you never had the courage to tell him, you were hoping he would tell you and he didn't, but it seemed as though he would right now.
Two minutes had passed, it was now 11:57.
Meaning there were now three minutes until the new year, Danny shook with nervousness once more before shaking them off completely.
He wanted to be courageous and tell you how he felt.
He spoke again this time he barely stuttered with his words,
"I-I I like you. A lot actually and I have for a while and I never knew how to tell you because I didn't know if you felt the same and then I told Cole, and Cole told me that you did and so did Jackie and it made me think that maybe I've been oblivious this whole time. Maybe you have liked me and I never saw it and I still don't because I don't know why you would but I like you and I just wanted you to know."
Danny had ranted for a minute straight before stopping, and once he did, he looked up at you with nervousness, taking over his expression.
His eyes dropped down to you, and he began to fiddle with his fingers waiting for your response, and when you took a breath ready to speak, he spoke again.
"I'm sorry I know that may come off as weird and kind of scary but I just really really wanted you to know how I felt. I'm really hoping you feel the same and if you don't, that's OK. I'll just walk away and we can forget this ever happened but if you do, please say something."
"Anything," he added on letting out a loud breath, a deep sigh, he has been waiting for your response, but you honestly didn't know what to say.
You had a feeling he'd say something, but you didn't think he'd say it like that, you were happy and nervous, but you had felt the same and you knew you had to speak now.
"I like you too." you spoke so boring, so plain, so simple.
You spoke again this time laying it out for him, "I liked you since the first day of freshman year, but I knew you'd never feel the same so that summer before sophomore year, I pushed my feelings away for you, but then I saw you again and they all came back."
Danny's nervous expression broke out into a smile, a huge smile. He had never been so happy to hear anything in his whole entire life.
The girl that he was in love with had finally, finally told him that she liked him back.
"it was at that moment that I knew that I could never push away my feelings for you again."
You glanced down at Danny's hands that were fidgeting with his fingers and nervousness, you gently grabbed his hand, placing it into yours, squeezing it ever so slightly.
Danny looked up at you, squeezing your hand back with the biggest smile on his face, you let out a breathy chuckle.
"I don't even know what to say," Danny spoke.
Y/n snapped out of the moment and back into reality and realized that there have been 10 seconds until new years.
You spoken whisper, leaning closer to Danny, "don't say anything."
Danny looked up at you with confusion, but you began counting down with everyone else as you held his hand with a smile on your face.
You knew what you had to do next.
"Five... four... three... two..."
You had gotten to two before turning to face the boy you had a crush on since freshman year, you didn't speak you just looked at him for a split second before bringing your lips to his.
Danny didn't say anything, he didn't pull away, he didn't do anything, he just took his lips and placed them back onto yours.
"One!" The Walters and guests had shouted as the kissed.
The boy had never been so happy, he was kissing his biggest crush, his only crush, and the love of his life.
And he had planned to never ever let you go.
His lips intertwined with yours as the fireworks went off. Fireworks erupted in both of your stomachs as you did so.
The two of you stood there underneath the fireworks and under the stars, kissing for the first time ever, and it wouldn't be the last.
Meanwhile...
Cole Walter leaned over the banister on his porch with a smile on his face as he watched his best friend and his brother kiss for the first time ever.
He was so proud of the two of you for finally admitting your feelings for each other. Even Cole had been waiting forever to hear it or see it.
And right now he was doing both.
Cole had been so proud that he had actually called y/n y/l/n his best friend for the first time ever, after denying it for so long.
But truth be told you were his best friend, his realest friend.
Possibly his only friend right now.
And he couldn't be happier for the two of you.
After so long of hearing the two of you talking about the other.
Danny had finally, finally got the girl.
"You did it Danny," Cole muttered to himself with a smile before walking back inside with grin dancing on his lips.
"You finally got the girl," he shook his head with slight disbelief on his face.
Audrina speaks!
Hey guys... it's been forever.
I was going to write this and I had it like half done, but I genuinely didn't know what to write anymore and then I randomly just found the words to finish this.
But I'm so sorry I was supposed to put this out on New Year's night or New Year's Day but I was kind of busy and then I just forgot and then I didn't wanna write and then I did then I stopped and then I did again.
the point is I'm so sorry for not reading this out sooner and as an apology, I will be writing at least 2 to 3 more request.
Praying they come out this week. I have the motivation to write right now so I'm gonna use all of it up.
But I hope you guys like this. I hope you enjoyed please comment and please vote.
And I'm sorry that these a/n are always so long, but sometimes I just have so much to say but again, I hope you guys enjoyed please comment. Please vote share with others if you want.
And I hope you all are having an amazing 2026 so far!!!
Everyone thought the two of you were dating, but the two of you were strictly just friends.
The point is... the two of you are best friends, always together, right?
Wrong.
Y/n had gotten her period 3 days before, she had been spending her time with Isaac and Lee at the Walter house, when she felt something.
She immediately ran to the bathroom and realized she had gotten her period, she called Jackie for help. Jackie gave her everything she needed to get herself together.
The two of you sat in the kitchen as Jackie made you some tea, when Isaac came over and began goofing off.
At first you let it pass and tried your best to be goofy with him, but a sharp pain ran through your body, changing your whole mood.
Your attitude switched within seconds, you told Isaac to stop, but he just kept being Isaac.
Lee, however realized how visibly upset and annoyed you were, so he tried to tell Isaac to stop with his stupidity, but he didn't listen.
Jackie also realized and offered for the two of you to hang out in her room, you gave her a smile and followed her.
The rest of your time in the Walter house was spent with Jackie in her bedroom, where the two of you just talked and talked.
Later that day you left without saying a word to Isaac.
He had been pestering you and saying rude things, you knew they were jokes, but you couldn't stand when he acted like that.
And you being on your period and being all emotional, didn't help.
Currently y/n sat in your bedroom on the phone with Jackie.
Today was Christmas Eve, and you always spent it with the Walters.
More specifically, with Isaac.
The Walters always threw a little Christmas Eve party, and Isaac always invited you.
Isaac invited you to every holiday that they celebrated, and you always went to spend it with them.
This year however, you weren't sure if you should go.
You and Isaac hadn't spoken since you left his house that day, he hadn't texted and neither had you.
You were still pissed at him, but not the point where you didn't want to talk to him.
It seems as if, he doesn't wanna talk to you.
Even though, you did absolutely nothing.
"Should I still ever go?" You questioned Jackie as you sat on FaceTime with her.
"Well you always spend the holidays with them," Jackie says with a shrug, "not to mention your his best friend, I know for a fact he wants to see you,"
Jackie did actually know for a fact that Isaac wanted to see you because he had been complaining that he missed you.
"I don't know..." you reply unsure on how Isaac would feel about seeing you after ignoring you and most likely being mad at you for the past three days.
"Y/nnn cmon, please? If not for Isaac, for me?" Jackie drags out, trying her very best to convince you to go.
"Ugh, you know what? Fine, I'll go. For you. Not Isaac." You groan, letting out a sigh, Jackie lets out a squeal of excitement.
"Okay yes, yayyy, I'll see you at 3?"
"Yeah, bye Jackie," you wave with a small smile.
"Bye!" Jackie waves back, hanging up the phone.
*****
Meanwhile Isaac sat in his room with Lee, the two of them throwing a small football back and forth.
Isaac had been frustrated with you and himself.
He knew he had done something to piss you off since you weren't speaking to him.
But he had also been pissed at you for leaving him to go spend time with Jackie, Jackie of all people, he thought.
" I mean seriously, why is she mad at me? I didn't even do anything!" Isaac exclaimed as he sat with Lee.
Isaac threw Lee the ball, Lee caught it, trying to speak before throwing it back, "I mean maybe-"
Isaac quickly cut his brother off speaking, "she's the one who spent the whole day with Jackie! We were together for like 2 hours and then she just leaves me for Jackie!"
Isaac fidgeted with the ball before throwing it back to Lee.
Lee tried to get a word out, but Isaac kept cutting him off. He wanted to explain to him what Isaac had been doing that could've pissed her off, but Isaac didn't want to hear it, he just kept on talking.
"Isaac!" Lee tried, "have you tried texting the girl!?" Lee exclaimed in annoyance throwing the football hard at Isaac's chest.
"Um, w-well no." Isaac strutted, Lee rolled his eyes with a huff, "you didn't even text her?!"
Lee couldn't believe that Isaac had been so worried about y/n and if she was coming, and if she was mad at isaac, and Isaac being mad at her, and Isaac hadn't even texted the girl.
"So you're telling me, you're going insane overthinking everything, when you haven't even texted her to find out?!" Lee exclaimed in question.
"Maybe...?" Isaac shrugged with question filled in his tone.
"You're unbelievable!" Lee huffed out, leaving Isaac alone in the room.
Lee was right, Isaac was unbelievable.
He was so calm, cool, and collected, so confident about everything.
But here he was, overthinking and crashing out over a girl he wasn't even dating.
Mind you, Isaac hadn't even tried to talk to the girl for the past three almost four days. He had been dodging her, or she was dodging him..?
It was confusing for them to tell.
But neither of them were talking, and that was all they knew.
*****
Y/n had just finished getting ready.
You wore a skin tight red dress in honor of Christmas, you did some light make up, mascara, lip gloss, eyeshadow, etc.
You wanted to look good, but also to the point where you weren't trying too hard.
Making your way downstairs, you said goodbye to your parents telling them you'd be going to the Walters for their Christmas Eve party.
They nodded, telling you to have fun and be safe.
Hopping in the car and starting it, you tapped your thumbs on the wheel before texting Jackie letting her know you were on your way.
Not giving her time to respond, you set your phone and bag down into the passenger seat as you made your way to the Walters.
The car ride over was silent, the only sound being the radio that was quietly playing in the background.
Y/n was too focused on the fact that things were weird with Isaac, you wanted to text and reach out but he could've and he didn't.
A phone works both ways and he hadn't used it to communicate with you, so you didn't communicate with him either.
As petty as it sounds it was true, a phone works both ways.
If he's not gonna reach out, why should you?
But at the same time, why were the two of you ignoring each other to begin with?
Arriving at the Walter house, you park your car before stepping out and making your way to the front door.
The doorbell rings, you hear a yell from the inside, "I'll get it!"
It was Jackie.
The door opened revealing the raven haired girl, "y/n! you're here thank god!" Grace speaks walking over to the two of you, speaking before either of you could.
"Yes I'm here! Hi Grace, hi Jackie!" You greet hugging the two.
Jackie steps aside, allowing you to enter the house, "Y/n you made it!" Katherine exclaims, greeting you from the kitchen as you begin walking inside.
"Never miss a Walter Christmas party," you smile as Katherine walks towards you, pulling you in for a hug.
"Well I'm glad you came, I'm sure Isaac will be too!" Katherine beams pulling away from the hug "yeah, thanks for having me,"
"Of course, you know you're always welcome," you smile at Katherine, "thank you," smiling sigh genuine joy.
Grace then pulls you away and begins talking, you couldn't really focus on what she was saying because she was talking so fast but you just nodded along.
Jackie glanced over at you realizing you weren't understanding her words, before telling her to slow down, "let's just go to my room,"
The two of you nod, following Jackie to her room.
The three of you sat across her bed as Grace began from the beginning, she had currently be explaining the drama between Alex, Jackie, and Cole.
"Well you know me, I'm team Cole," you deadpanned once Grace finished, "honestly me too!" Grace huffed out.
Jackie sighed in frustration, "guys!"
"What?" Grace questioned, before you spoke, "look Alex is really sweet and caring, but he's just too. . .nice. And Cole is sweet, but only to you. No one else matters to him except for you, and you can clearly tell how much he cares about you."
"Yeah I'm with y/n. Cole good, Alex bad." You chuckle at graces actions, "I don't know guys." Jackie sighed before speaking,
You knew from that moment that this was going to be a long night.
*****
Meanwhile Isaac sat in his room still getting ready.
He didn't know for sure if y/n was going to be there, but if you were, he wanted to look and smell good.
"Okay I'm done." Isaac spoke clapping his hands together as he checked himself out in the mirror, he was finally ready to leave.
He was currently making Lee wait for him so they could leave together, but Isaac was taking too long and Lee was getting impatient.
Lee sighed, "finally!"
"Actually. . ." Isaac spoke, "oh my god!" Lee groaned in annoyance, he leaned against the doorway and waited for his brother.
"I just need one. more. thing." Isaac slowly spoke, he then walked over to the dresser and grabbed a bottle of cologne.
He sprayed it all over himself, the cologne was strong enough already, but here Isaac was, practically spraying the whole damn bottle.
"Oh my god!" Lee exclaimed in disgust at how strong the cologne was, Isaac ignored his words and then proceeded to check himself out.
"Is this too much?" Isaac asked as he walked over to Lee for him to smell him, Lee backed into the hallway covering his nose with his shirt.
"Yes! Definitely too much." Lee exclaimed like it was a stupid question for Isaac to ask.
And it was.
Lee, annoyed with Isaac and his stupidity, stormed away, ignoring Isaac.
Isaac rushed after Lee not wanting to make an entrance by himself if Y/n was there.
Following after Lee, Isaac began fixing the fly away hairs that were hanging.
Isaac entered the living room, and the kitchen, and the dinning room, to see that Y/n wasn't there.
"Maybe she's just not coming." Lee whispered, "yeah maybe," Isaac said with a sad tone.
Little did Isaac know, y/n was currently upstairs talking to Jackie and Grace. While he was downstairs wishing she had shown.
*****
Later that night, dinner had been finished and Katherine called everyone down to start eating.
"Jackie!" Katherine called out from the bottom of the steps.
The three girls perked up and began walking out the door and down the steps.
Grace and Jackie went first, y/n following closely behind.
Y/n stood next to the two girls, slightly behind them as they stood in the doorway.
Grace and Jackie began talking to Skylar and Nathan. Y/n wasn't too caught up in the conversation, she had just realized that the group had moved closer into the kitchen, sitting at the island.
Y/n leaned against the doorway, watching the conversation in silence.
The conversation turned into laughter and fits of giggles.
Y/n was so caught up into the conversation that she wasn't even involved in, to realize that Isaac had walked in.
Skylar, who was glancing at the two, considering Isaac was standing behind y/n shocked that you had even showed up.
Skylar smirked at the two before pointing out, "look y/n your right under the mistletoe!" Y/n glanced up at the mistletoe and began smiling slightly.
"I wonder who lucky guy is." Nathan chimed in, you chuckled at him, but then you felt someone breathing behind you.
Turning around, you saw that it was Isaac.
The two of you standing in the doorway, directly under the mistletoe glancing back and forth.
Y/n took a small step back as the group watched the two closely.
"Guess we got him," Lee pointed out as he walked over to the group. He placed his hands on the island as he watched them closely along with the rest of the group.
Nor Isaac or Y/n said anything, they just stood there, y/n didn't know what to say or do, they had just stood under the mistletoe.
Taking a deep breath, y/n began to think about what to do, she was nervous, he made her nervous.
Footsteps walking towards the kitchen, but no one moved.
The group still stood, staring at the pair under the mistletoe. Y/n took a deep breath when she realized it was just Cole.
She saw the boy holding a champagne glass causing her to grab the glass from him and make her way outside.
She didn't know what she was doing.
Why didn't she move?
She could've kissed him.
Or
She could've moved away from him completely.
But instead she froze.
She didn't know what to do, the sudden movement of Cole walking into the room helped her be able to make a move.
"Dude what are you doing?! Follow her!" Lee shouted at the boy, snapping him out of his thoughts.
Isaac had been too focused on whatever the hell just happened to do anything.
"Dude! Go! Before I do!" Cole told the Garcia boy, Isaac scoffed at the boy with an eye roll before he followed after the girl.
The door shut loudly behind y/n, she didn't turn to move though, she knew who it was.
She didn't need to turn to see them.
Isaac stepped beside the girl in silence, neither of them speaking.
Clearing his throat, Isaac began to speak, "why are you avoiding me?"
His tone almost sounded... sad.
But y/n wasn't sad.
She was annoyed with boy, he had been ignoring her and he was the one upset?
"you've been a dick to me for the past week, and your the one ignoring me." You deadpanned turning to face him as spoke.
"Not to mention you haven't texted me in 4 days." You added on, "I'm sorry, I thought you were ignoring me. I thought you were mad," Isaac spoke with a sigh.
"I was never mad at you! I was annoyed because I've been having horrible cramps and I was just tired! I never wanted to make you feel like I was mad at you! But then you kept teasing me and I just didn't want to talk to anyone."
You explained to the boy as he stood in front of you with a sad expression.
"I'm sorry! I was just messing around!" Isaac exclaimed, this whole thing had just been a huge misunderstanding.
"I know I just wasn't in the mood to joke around. You know how I get when I'm on my period, Isaac." he nodded knowing that whenever you were on your period, you were in a bad mood.
"I'm sorry y/n."
"Stop apologizing, it's not even that big of a deal," you told him, you were just annoyed and emotional.
Isaac nodded, "then how come you haven't been talking to me for the past four days?" Isaac wondered.
"I wasn't ignoring you, I've just been home. I haven't really been talking to anyone actually."
"Oh," Isaac muttered to himself.
"So... do you wanna head back in?" Isaac questioned, you sighed, "um no," Isaac nodded.
You began to take a seat on the step you currently stood on, and then took a swing of the champagne that you had taken from Cole.
Even though you were visibly cold, you sat on the steps wanting to sit in silence, liking the cold, sure it was a little too cold, but the fresh air was nicer then the crowded house inside.
Isaac watches as you take a sip from the glass before taking the glass from your hands and also taking a sip.
You laugh at him as he took a sip, you had drunken a lot that evening and had found every way to drink more.
Earlier that day you had excused yourself to use the bathroom, but really you snuck downstairs to see that the kitchen was empty and there was a bottle of champagne just sitting there.
You took a long swing of the drink before putting it back like it was.
But meanwhile the two of you sat in silence after the laughter from you two died down.
Leaning your head on your arm as the lied across your knees. Isaac leaned back on his hands, glancing up at the ceiling.
"Look, it's another mistletoe," Isaac points out, you glance up at the mistletoe smiling slightly.
"well, I guess rules are rules," Isaac says sitting up, "it's not a rule, it's a tradition," you correct the boy.
"Rules, tradition, who cares," you shake your head at him laughing before setting the glass down and pulling Isaac in by his shirt, placing your lips onto his.
Meanwhile on the inside of the Walter household, Nathan and Skylar were watching from the kitchen, capturing the moment on their phones.
Them bringing out their phones to capture the moment caused Jackie and Lee to run over as well, Cole then followed soon after.
Y/n knew that the group had been watching the two.
But you weren't going to let that ruin the moment, you had been waiting for this moment for a few months.
Your stomach erupted in butterflies, Isaac always made you nervous but you didn't want to show him that you were.
Placing one more kiss on his lips, you then pulled away.
"Merry Christmas," you say pulling away from the kiss with a smile,
"Y-yeah, merry Christmas," Isaac nods, you giggle at his nervousness, beginning to stand but Isaac grabs a hold of your wrist, "wait," he stands as well, pulling you in for another kiss.
The two of you stand on the porch practically making out.
As the group watches in shock from the window.
Cole and Lee who had walked away, assuming that was the end of it, made their way over seeing the two of you making out causing their mouths to drop in shock, " wow go Isaac," Cole mutters.
Shock filled his expression, he knew Isaac had some type of feelings for her y/n, but he never thought he'd act on his feelings.
Lee nods in agreement, but also watches in disgust as you had been practically swallowing each other on the porch.
"This is starting to get gross," Lee shutters in disgust before walking away.
"Atta boy," Cole mutters before also walking away from the sight out on his porch.
Audrina speaks!
Soooo
This was supposed to come out on the 27th, but I didn't have motivation to write it and then I just didn't write anything for a few days...
But I'm finished and I'll be writing one for Danny tonight, his is for new years, not Christmas btw! hopefully it'll be published later tonight or tomorrow around 3 or 4pm, my time
But I really hoped you guys enjoyed!
I also hope you like how longs I've been making these recently, I've been trying to make them as long as possible for you guys who do like them long.
But again I hope you guys enjoyed, merry Christmas, happy new years, and happy holidays for those of you who don't celebrate Christmas!!
I love you all so much and thank you sm for 112k reads, this is so insane and I am so thankful for all of you who enjoy my book(s)!!!
Also before the story starts, they aren't tg they're fwb, kind of...? but they wanna be tg, it's slow burn but this is the only part, maybe I'll do a part 2... one day idk
Cole Walter.
The hottest guy in school.
Easy to please, hard to keep around.
Cole wasn't really the type to be in a serious relationship, however he always managed to be on and off with Erin.
Erin, of all people...?
That pissed you off.
Erin was pretty, sure, but you, you're gorgeous.
You knew it, Cole knew it, everyone knew it.
It was the reason people adored you so much.
Y/n young and beautiful. Kind and sweet, caring, and confident as fuck.
As said, you're gorgeous, beautiful, and everyone in school knew it.
It was the reason you were so popular and the cheer captain.
But back to Cole Walter.
To say the Cole Walter effect was real wasn't even the right word.
The Cole Walter effect had a hold on people in your school that no one could explain.
However you never wanted to admit it had some type of power over you as well, not because you were embarrassed, but because it gave you a reason to talk to Cole each and every day.
It also made him a little self conscious. Everyone in that school fell at his feet, except for you.
It confused him
He knew you found him attractive, everyone did. He just wasn't sure why you always acted like he wasn't.
Every day Cole invited you to sit with him and his friends at lunch.
And considering you were a cheerleader, cheer captain actually, the title you stole from Erin, which was why she was always so pissy with you, and he sat with the team, along with the football team it only made sense that you sat with them.
Eventually your groups sitting together just became a normal thing. So Cole didn't have to ask you to sit with them anymore.
Each and every day you either sat next to or across from Cole.
Every day Cole tried to make you blush.
Try to flirt with you, see if could make you feel something no one else had.
However it usually ended with Erin coming in between the two of you and ruined the vibe, or you ended up making some snarky comment.
Cole always blushed lightly when the two of you talked.
You'd catch him smiling at you as you talked, or stealing glances when he thought you weren't paying attention.
But really, you saw it all.
Every look, every laugh, every smile, you saw it all.
But neither of you ever said anything.
You'd mess around, mostly at parties when the two of you had been drinking and or smoking weed.
The two of you had hooked up a few times, they meant everything to the both of you. But you always acted like it was just another boy.
You never wanted Cole to see how you truly felt about him.
Usually it started off with Cole drunkenly flirting with you, you flirted back, blaming it on the fact that you had drunk, even if you were completely sober.
You used drinking and smoking as an excuse to flirt with Cole, not wanting him to know you'd flirt this hard with him if you were sober.
You needed it to be the substances fault. You needed an excuse.
However whenever you were with Cole you wanted to be sober so that you could soak in every moment.
Every kiss you shared, every time the two of you found yourself in a guest room making your way to bed as you 'drunkenly' shared.
The truth was you had feelings for Cole, you didn't want to admit it to yourself for the longest, but eventually you knew there was no hiding it from yourself.
However there was hiding it from Cole. You didn't want him to know, so at first you distanced yourself, but he realized and pushed his way back into your life and you let him.
Cole had feelings for you for the longest time.
He thought the world of you, you're beautiful, confident, sweet, kind, caring, loving, sarcastic, moody, and maddening, but everything you did made him love you more each and every day.
But Cole thought you just wanted meaningless hookups, so he went with it.
He mostly only went with them because he was drunk and he put himself out there for you, you took it as he wanted you, and he took it as you wanted him.
Deep down you both wanted each other, but neither knew how to make the right moves.
*****
Right now Cole Walter sat in his room alone.
His thoughts consuming him, you were in his mind all day.
You consumed his thoughts.
It was Christmas break, and although he was happy to take time off of school, it meant not seeing you. That saddened Cole, and it made him realizes how hard he was crushing on you.
He wanted to see you.
He needed to see you.
Preferably as soon as possible.
He wanted to hug you and kiss you and just be in your presence.
He wanted to admit his feelings, but at the same time he liked the slow burn thing the two of you had going on.
It started off with strangers to friends, friends to frenemies, to frenemies who flirted. The banter between the two of you was his favorite.
The snarky comments, the subtle flirting, the occasional sarcastic hateful comments.
Cole thought back to all the things you had said to him at school whether it was in class or during lunch.
You always had something rude to say to him.
And he liked it. As weird as it sounded.
Cole missed you like crazy and he wanted to reach out, but he didn't want to seem desperate, he wanted you to break, but he didn't know if you were as lonely as him without you or if you were perfectly fine not seeing him for almost a month.
Cole was always reaching out to you, but never you to him.
So for once he wanted you to reach out, but you seemed fine without him as he watched your story on Snapchat.
See, you never reached out to Cole, you always wanted to but you never had much of a reason, Cole on the other hand always found one.
He skipped through your Snap chat story, it started with a bag of weed in a clear baggy, the second picture came a few seconds later, it was of you lining up the weed in the leaf.
Another picture came, It was a picture of you in your room sitting by your bay window trying to roll a blunt with one hand.
A few minutes later it was a picture of you holding the blunt in one hand, the other hand holding the phone, a thumbs up and a smiley face covering half of the blunt.
'Who wanna join?' was typed out onto a picture of you and about 3 other blunts.
The very last photo for now, was you smoking a blunt, the picture was a bit blurry, which was purpose, he could see the lighter being brought to end of the of the blunt.
Cole took that as his opportunity to see you. He didn't mind being high right now, in fact it sounded like he could use some weed if meant being with you.
Cole jumped onto his feet, running down the steps, calling out to whoever was listening in the kitchen as he grabbed his coat and keys before running out the door and into the car.
"I'm heading out with the guys, I'll be back later!"
Katherine looked at the boy shocked as he was so eager to get out of the house, she gave George a tight lipped smile before going back to sipping her tea.
Cole immediately the car up and wasted no time driving to your house, it took him about 10 minutes before arriving.
Once he did, he slide up on your story and replied with 'me.'
You glanced down at your phone to see the text from Cole, you smiled, missing the boy. You were about to reply but before you knew it, your window was being slide open.
You sat up from your bed to see Cole Walter, shimming his way into your room.
Chuckling at the sight you questioned him, "what are you doing here?"
"You asked who was down to smoke, I obviously wanna smoke, Y/n/n" Cole replied with a sarcastic attitude shrugging his shoulders in the process.
"So you sneak into my room?" You questioned once again with a scoff, "mhmm yeah," he shrugged like it was no big deal.
"Alright," you nod making your way to where he stood in front of the window, you reached into your draw where you had hidden your blunts.
You pulled the baggy out and grabbed the lighter on your nightstand. Taking a seat at your bay window, you began opening the baggy.
Cole watched your every move, before sitting down across from you. He watched as you opened the baggy, handing him the blunt and the lighter as you closed the window, leaving it cracked for obvious reasons.
He began lighting the blunt before taking a few hits, handing the blunt to you, you hit it twice before speaking, "What're you really doing here?"
"I figured you be lonely on this cold winter night, thought you could use some company" Cole spoke with casualness in his tone like this was a normal thing for the two of you.
Handing back the blunt to Cole, you spoke with sarcasm filling your tone, "Mhm how sweet" you squinted at him, not believing him.
"What do you really want?"
"You" Cole wanted to say as he took a hit, but he didn't, not yet.
"To smoke, obviously y/n." You didn't believe him but you nodded anyways, deciding to let it go for now.
He once again handed you the blunt, you had been taking small hits, but they were still effective, you let out a small cough before handing it back.
"You alright? Can't handle your smoke?" Cole joked, "haha, very funny, Cole." You deadpanned, he shrugged with a small smile, "not my fault you can't hold your smoke or your cough,"
"Fuck you cole," you said with a fake sweet smile as he passed you the blunt, "okay. It's nothing you haven't done before,"
Cole shrugged like it was nothing, but your eyes widen, his comment was not at all suspected but it wasn't surprising at the same time, it was cole.
"Biggest regret ever," you huffed out snatching the blunt from his hands as he offered it to you, after he had taken another hit , "oh wow, okay y/l/n, I see how it is." Cole let out a dry laugh, "I'll remember that, though."
"I'm sure you will,"
Cole had taken a few hits trying to show off the fact that he hadn't coughed, you roughly took the blunt from his hands placing it in between your pointer and middle finger.
You took a long hit off of the blunt, before flicking off the burning weed out of the window, watching as it fell onto the ground outside.
You were on the second floor, no one was home.
It had just been you and Cole, all of your siblings were either with their friends or at work. Your parents had taken a big job today, before Christmas.
Handing the blunt back over to Cole, you stood and grabbed the water bottle on your dresser, your mouth had been dry as hell.
And you couldn't hold your cough any longer. Cole watched as you drank the water, he watched as your throat swallowed the water in your mouth.
Your neck moved so attractively as you swallowed, maybe it was because Cole was high, but he had wanted nothing more than to plant kisses down your neck right now.
But little did Cole know you were actually chugging the water not only, because your mouth was dry but because Cole had come over to see you, sure he just wanted to smoke, but you missed him.
You'd never admit it to him, but you did.
Deep down you had been hoping he'd text you over the break.
"Can I help you?" You questioned pulling the bottle away from your lips as you realized Cole was staring.
Cole blinked back into reality, "U-uh, yeah sorry,"
Trying his best to push away his lustful thoughts he took another hit off of the blunt, "I'm gonna go get another water, you want one?"
"Yeah sure," Cole nodded, you slowly and awkwardly nodded your head as you walked backwards to your door before making your way out the room and downstairs to your kitchen.
You grabbed two water bottles from the fridge as your thoughts took over.
Cole Walter was currently sitting in your bedroom, smoking your weed. You never thought it'd happen, but you stayed calm.
You didn't want Cole seeing just how nervous he made you, you wanted to be the one to make him nervous, and with the way he was staring at you, you could tell he was thinking about something that made him nervous.
Standing in the kitchen in silence, you thought about Cole and how hot he looked today.
His hair was messy, his pupils were dilated, he wore his lettermen jacked, a white shirt, and blue jeans, to other people it was a normal outfit, to you he looked as handsome as ever.
You glanced at the time to see it 8:42 pm your parents would be home at 10:30-11:00. Your siblings had plans with their friends before Christmas Eve, being tomorrow.
Usually you'd be spending time with Grace, your best friend, but her parents wanted her home with them.
But today you were supposed to be alone, but right now you were with Cole Walter.
Smiling at the possibilities of what could happen, you made your way back upstairs. Cole still sat in the same spot, he placed the blunt on the ashtray.
Walking over, you held the water bottle out and cole gladly grabbed the water bottle, he thanked you before unscrewing the cap and down half of the bottle.
You watched closely with each sip he took, he pursed his lips and shut his eyes, he almost looked as if he was receiving something...
Something that pleasured him.?
You shook away your dirty thoughts, picking the blunt up from the ashtray and began taking another hit.
Cole placed his water bottle by his feet as he watched you take the hit, he admired how your soft lips wrapped around the blunt, he watched as you exhaled, the smoke blowing into his face.
He slowly leaned in, he gently pulled the blunt away from your fingers, he took at hit, your eyes connected with his eyes and they never left yours, not daring to move away from you.
Your faces inched apart, he leaned in closer, exhaling the smoke in your mouth causing you to snatch the blunt from his hand and throw it on the ashtray, well trying to.
The blunt landed on the windowsill but you weren't paying attention, you had leaned in closed to cole, placing your lips on his.
At first the kiss was soft and gentle, but the both of you wanted more.
You needed more.
You were needy, you had always acted like Cole was just another guy to you, but he wasn't.
He was special, and you wanted to show him just how special he was.
Sure the two of you had hooked up before, but right now, it was different. It was perfect.
You had been falling for Cole and he had been fell for you, right now everything was perfect and you wouldn't change it for the world.
However you pulled away, you wanted him but you were both high out of your mind and if you were gonna have sex, you wanted it to be more than just some hookup, more than just fucking.
You wanted to make love, not lust and be lusted.
You didn't know if you and Cole would ever be serious, but if that were possible you wanted to wait a little longer, no matter how badly you needed him.
"What's wrong?" Cole wondered pulling away, "nothing I just- I'm really high. And we always end up doing this and I'm not complaining but maybe we shouldn't, we're not even dating, you know?"
You were trying your best to make up an excuse to stop, stop yourself from giving into the lust, "we weren't dating any of the other times," Cole shrugged not understanding.
"I just, I don't think I wanna hookup with people who aren't serious about me anymore," you said blandly standing from the bay window and making your way to sit on your bed.
"Oh..." Cole muttered, he understood what you meant but he thought you had already realized that he wanted more than just hooking up.
Cole didn't say anything after that and neither did you.
He just stood up and made his way over to sit by you on your bed. The two of you sat in silence for a while before you abruptly plopped down onto your bed.
Cole chuckled copying your actions before turning to face you, his actions caused you to face him as well, you didn't say anything.
Just lied there admiring his face in silence.
Cole admired your whole face, from your eyes, to your nose, to your lips.
He stared at your soft, plump lips before leaning in, he gave you no time to stop him from kissing you, instead you kissed him back.
As much as you wanted to kiss him, you wanted to tease him a little.
You parted your lips slightly to let him access your mouth and tongue, his tongue intertwined with yours, he let out a soft groan causing you to smile at the noise, before pulling away from him.
Glancing up at the ceiling, catching your breath a little, Cole could tell you didn't know what you were doing, but he knew you were having fun.
See, y/n didn't want to just mess around with Cole anymore, you wanted to be serious about him, but at the same time you couldn't stop yourself from being away from him.
You needed another kiss, and you got it.
But now you wanted to take advantage of the moment a little bit tease him, but you stopped yourself before confusing him as well as yourself.
You kiss him on his cheek, but pull away not wanting to mess with his head even more, he realizes and plays along acting unbothered.
He wanted you, he wanted you to be his, but he wanted to hear that you wanted him too. You didn't mean to confuse him and he knew it, so he let it slide.
Changing the subject, Cole spoke, "so tell me what you want for Christmas"
You debated telling him what you truly wanted, but you figured it's now or never, might as well do it now, while your high and can blame it on the drugs if it doesn't work out.
"You" you breathed out.
Truthfully you wanted cole, a relationship with him, Cole wanted that too.
"Really?" Cole questioned with pure shock, he didn't think you felt the same way about, he thought maybe you were just teasing the hell out of him out of boredom.
It was always hard for him to read you, one minute you were kissing him, the next you didn't want to kiss someone you weren't dating, then you were kissing him, then you were telling him you wanted him?
To say that Cole was confused as hell, was an understatement.
"Yup, I want you" you smiled, turning to face him.
"You want to have sex with me?" Cole asked trying to see what you were talking about, "no like I want to be with you," you told him.
"Sex works too though," you shrugged completely facing the other way, now staring at the wall.
"Well you can get that whenever you want baby" Cole spoke wrapping an arm around you waist, him now spooning you.
"Oh really?" You teased, Cole nodded against your next humming in agreement as he kissed down your neck.
You shivered at his touch, but you gave into every kiss.
He turned you over, laying you flat on the bed, kissing down your chest all the way down to your stomach, he glanced up at your with glossy eyes.
His eyes practically asking if he could make love to you, you nodded at him, he continued to kiss down your stomach to your thighs as he slowly and gently pulled your pants down as he did so.
You lied there as Cole kissed down your body, watching his every move. He kissed in between your thighs, causing you to let out soft moans.
"Can I?" He questioned as his fingers played with the band of your underwear, you nodded desperately wanting to feel him inside of you.
"So needy," Cole breathed out in a joking manner, he pulled the underwear down your legs, revealing your bare self to him.
Sitting up you spoke, "I'm practically naked and you have nothing on." You deadpanned, "I think it's time to take off a few layers," you smirked.
Cole licked his lips as your hands wandered over his shoulders, letting his jacket fall, pushing it to the ground, you then pulled him in closer by his white t-shirt, your hands traveled down to his waist.
Lifting the shirt off of Cole's head, causing his hair to get messier.
Your hands traveled up and down his chest, he gently placed his hand over yours before guiding them down to his belt buckle.
Looking up at him unsure, he nodded down at you wanting to memorize this moment of you undressing him, you began undoing his belt buckle throwing the belt onto the floor.
His pants followed after his belt and ended up on the ground as well, Cole remained in his boxers, you still in your shirt and bra, Cole began taking off your shirt and bra.
They both ended up on the floor, cole hovered over you, kissing down your whole body, his lips found their way back to yours pulling you into a passionate kiss.
Kissing back, your hands found Cole's waist before making their way to his underwear, you pushed them off of his body and onto the ground, Cole groaned at your touch.
You swallowed it, he then pulled away from the kiss slightly looking down at you to align himself with you.
Cole slowly pushed himself into you causing you to let out quiet moan, "you like that?" Cole questioned, you nodded at him as you tried your best to keep your eyes open as his hips rocked back and forth.
At first Cole was gentle and slow, but as he kept going, he went faster and harder. You moaned loudly at his actions, he grunted as he pushed himself all the way into you
He slowly pushed his full length in and out of you, you moaned loudly, almost screamed as he hit your g-spot, "go faster Cole. Please" you begged, Cole listened and copied his actions only going faster this time.
"Oh right there," you moaned, Cole grunted at your moans loving the noises but he stopped, he pulled out completely causing you to whine, but also wonder why he stopped.
"Is everything okay?" You questioned, Cole nodded, "get up." He demanded, you sat upright, Cole kissed your neck a few times before laying on his back, " I want you to ride me."
You looked down at Cole and his hard member, you nodded, getting on your knees, you then placed yourself on top of Cole, your legs on both sides of him.
You grabbed his member stroking it a few times with a tight grip causing him to groan, you stroked it a few more times before holding it as you sunk down into him.
Cole moaned as you did so, you moaned as well.
"That feel good?" You questioned Cole as he practically panted underneath you. He nodded in response as you began riding him, your hips moving up and down and back and forth, to say Cole was overstimulated was an understatement.
He loved everything you were doing, your tightness around his hard member, you bounced on him, moaning loudly as you felt yourself getting closer.
"You're so tight" Cole moaned, you moan at his words and began going faster as bounced up and down, Cole was letting out uncontrollable moans as you did so.
"I'm so close baby," he told you, "me too, baby me too," you moaned.
You bounced on him a few more times, you felt yourself getting closer as did Cole, "come with me," you spoke in a soft whisper leaning down to kiss his neck, he nodded breathing heavily.
"I'm right there,"
"Me too," you nodded
You bounced on him harder and faster as you both came, moaning loudly before collapsing onto his chest, you sat there for a few seconds before sitting up and climbing off of his lap.
"Did you like that?" You questioned Cole as you caught your breath, "I loved it," Cole breathed out, a smile dancing in his lips.
You smiled at him proud of yourself. Cole scooted closer to you wrapping you in his arms as you two had finally had finally calm down and your breathing had relaxed.
"See now if I hadn't joined you on this cold winter night, you'd be bored and all alone. Thank goodness I came," Cole whispered in a playful tone.
"Yeah thank goodness or I've would've had to waited another 3 months to have sex again." Y/n joked, Cole gave you a deadpanned look with an annoyed sigh, ready to let go of you.
However you forced him to lie back down and tell him you were joking.
He only nodded trying to appreciate the silence before speaking another word, "you tired?" He questioned, "mhm" you shook your head in his arms.
You wanted to stay up and spend time with him, but Cole could tell you were exhausted.
Cole pressed a kiss to your head as you lied in his arms, your eyes slowly closing without realizing.
Cole began to speak, but when he realized you had fallen asleep he smiled and placed a kiss on you before closing his eyes as well.
He gently tickled your arm until he eventually passed out with you completely.
Hours had passed and it was around 7:43am when you had woken realizing what was going on. You were in Cole Walter's arms, completely naked, the both of you.
Your eyes widened before remembering back to last night, Cole had snuck into your room to smoke with you, you had kissed Cole, admitted your feelings for him, and managed to have sex with him all in one night.
You shrugged kind of proud of yourself, last night was amazing, you smiled to yourself, but you realized your parents and siblings were home and you currently had a naked boy in your beds
So as peaceful as Cole looked you woke him, it was hard but he woke up eventually, he remembered last nights events and smiles to himself before making his way out the window.
The same way he left, except this time he left with a goodbye kiss and smile, you smiled down at him as you watched him leave.
He winked at you before running to his car packed down the street.
"Suck a dork" you muttered to yourself as you watched him get into the care.
Audrina speaks!
I'm so sorry if this is bad I'm so tiredddd
I write better at night so I always wait till like 8-9 but I wrote a little later than expected
A what I really hope you guys enjoyed this chapter tho I barely know what I'm saying g right now!
Please comment and vote it means so much to me guys
Anyways I loved you all and happy holidays!!
I edited this just now because I messed some things up bc I was so tired - December 26th 3:18pm
Your parents were always so busy, never having the time to stay home with you, even on holidays you were alone.
Even on your birthday.
However Alex Walter always made up for it.
Alex Walter.
The two of you had meet your freshman year.
At first you were crushing hard and almost everyone knew it, except for Alex of course, he was oblivious.
He also had a little crush of his own, but it wasn't towards you, it was towards Paige.
Eventually the two went out and started dating but broke up when Alex caught Cole and Paige together in the summer when he came back from some camp he was at.
But with time Alex had gotten over Paige and began to realize what was in front of him all along.
You.
You were in front of him all along, helping him, comforting him, etc. you were an amazing friend to Alex and he appreciated you.
So with due time, he finally admitted his feelings for you and the two of you started dating.
The two of you had been together for 3 months now.
Each and every day was something new, something different and special.
It was epic.
As of right now you sat in your bed cold and lonely.
You missed your boyfriend, you wanted to see him, spend time with him and be the clingy girlfriend you always were.
But you didn't want to bother him as he was spending time with his family.
Something you wished you were doing right now.
You laid in bed, headphones in your ear as you listened to 'Cry baby' by the neighborhood when suddenly your phone dinged.
At first you ignored it, but when it dinged again you sat and grabbed your phone to see at text from Alex saying, 'Hi baby, what are you up to right now? I miss you❤️'
You smiled down at your phone seeing the text, you replied, 'I miss you more. I'm not up to anything, just sitting in bed listening to music'
Meanwhile with Alex, he frowned at your text, he knew that your family wasn't the best with spending holidays with you.
Or at all.
In fact he knew that they sucked at being in your life period.
Alex wanted to make you feel better since he knew you were sad, whether you wanted to admit it or not.
So he decided to call you.
You were shocked to see that Alex called you as you knew he'd be spending time with his family. Doing things like watching movies or making cookies with his younger siblings like he had promised to.
You immediately answered the FaceTime call with a bright smile, "Hi, what are you doing? I thought you were with your family?" You questioned.
"I am but I wanted to see you, I know how the holidays are for you." Alex replied, you gave him a sad smile.
"It's okay, I promise, spend time with your family," you tell him with quiet tone.
"You are my family," Alex told you with a smile.
"I mean your blood related family," you retort with an eye roll, "I'm with them every day, I wanna see you, I miss you."
"I miss you too but you should be with your family."
"Well maybe I wanna be with you," Alex says with a sly smile, "I wanna be with you too, but I'm not gonna come be a burden to your family on a holiday,"
"What? You a burden? Never."
"Alex!" You tell him dragging out his name, "I'm serious, come over," Alex tells you.
"I'm not coming over, spend time with your family,"
You wanted to spend Christmas with Alex more than anything, but you didn't want to crash his holiday or bother his family with your presence.
Alex, of course, knew his family wouldn't mind. They absolutely adored you as did Alex's little siblings, Benny, Parker, and Jordan.
You were like their older sister and they loved spending time with you just as much as Alex did. Whenever you were over they were constantly pulling you away Alex, asking you to do all type of things.
Play football, go skateboarding with Isaac and Lee, watch movies with them and Danny, make cookies and brownies, make paintings or just draw in the kitchen while listening to music.
They always had fun with you no matter what they were doing, and it was always something new, something fun.
"If I asked my parents right now for you to come over they'd immediately say yes Y/n. They love you and they love spending time with you and so do all of my siblings." Alex explained.
"Alex I'm not gonna burden you and your family. I-" Alex cut you off, "you're not a burden to me or any of them, they'd love to have you over, let me ask them." Alex pleaded with a puppy dog look.
You scoffed at him and his facial expression as you could tell he was trying to be funny, "No Alex, spend time with you're family, okay? I’ll see you sometime this week okay.” You told him.
"Okay," he smiled, "I'll call you later, okay?"
"Okay y/n"
"Bye Alex,"
"Bye,"
You hung up on Alex and went back to listening to music in your room, all by yourself, Christmas was literally tomorrow and you were all alone.
And Alex knew that.
He hated that fact that you had no one to spend the holidays with, so he immediately went downstairs after your phone call together.
He went straight to his parents and explained to them how your parents were always working and never spent any time with you and how you were currently alone and sad, even though you wouldn't admit it.
Katherine and George felt bad for y/n, so Alex asked if you could spend the holidays with them, the two looked at each other feeling sorry for y/n and agreed but under certain circumstances.
The two of you couldn't be alone together in a room unless it was the kitchen or the living room, and y/n could sleep in Alex's room but only because Nathan and Alex shared a room together.
Alex immediately agreed to all of his parents room with a smile before rushing out of the living room and into his room where he called y/n, however you didn't answer.
So Alex decided to go downstairs and get his coat and shoes on before making his way to your house.
He drove for about 15 minutes before arriving at your place.
He stood outside the door debating on ringing the doorbell or going through the window that was always open for whenever he wanted to sneak in to see you in the middle of the night or during the day.
Alex decided on surprising you, or rather scaring you and climbed through the window before quietly making his was up the stairs and into your room.
He tip-toed careful not to make any noises that could think there was a serious intruder.
However you wouldn't have heard either way because you sat in your room half asleep listening to music with your headphones in.
Alex carefully and quietly opened the door to your bedroom, softly closing it behind him as he stepped further into your room.
The room was full of your scent, your perfume lingered throughout the room as well as a peppermint candle burning on your nightstand.
The candle and a small lamp were the only source of light in your room, it was dimmed in your room, mostly dark with a small amount light.
Alex's eyes landed on you, you lied in bed with your Christmas pajamas on.
You and Alex had brought matching pj sets and you chose to wear them to sleep since you missed him, but it wasn't even close to your bed time when you began to drift off.
You just drifted off out of boredom and loneliness.
Alex looked around the room taking in all the decorations, the fairy lights you had hanging just above your bed with tiny Polaroid photos hanging from little clips, the clothes you had lying on the floor, a small amount of clothes you had worn earlier that day.
The vanity with your makeup scattered across the table, the bookshelf you had full of your favorite books, your closet with its door slightly opened across from one of your nightstands, the other nightstand being across from the door to your room.
His eyes landed back on you, you were half awake with no connection to the world outside other than your music blasting through your ears right now.
You couldn't process the lyrics or the melody, but you knew your favorite songs were playing as you slowly feel asleep.
Alex admired you for a few seconds, he admired your beauty, the soft look on your face, you looked peaceful in your bed, your favorite blanket lying on top of you.
The fluffy material protecting you from the winter weather outside, your window was somewhat opened across from your bed, you shivered slightly, trying your best to stay warm as you only had one layer on.
Your hair messily laid out onto your bed, a strand of hair lying on your face, tickling your cheek lightly, you laid still, the wires of your headphones laid across your chest as your phone rested on top of your stomach.
Your breathing was slow, your chest rising up and down slowly. Your lips were soft. They parted slightly as you took a small breath, shifting slightly as you had gotten more comfortable, trying to cover yourself in the blanket more.
Alex slowly backed into the wall as you moved in your bed, he didn't want you to wake and see him, thankfully you didn't.
However he realized you were cold and slowly made his way over to you tucking you in. You jumped at his touch not knowing what was going on, pulling the headphones out of your ears placing your phone to the side.
You were ready to scream, but when you realized it was just Alex, you relaxed before realizing he was probably trying to scare you, you pushed him away with a playful smile.
"Alex, what are you doing here?" You questioned him happy to see him, but also annoyed that he was most likely trying to scare you, "I missed you." He shrugged as he sat down on your bed.
You leaned into him wanting to kiss him, but instead you spoke, "you drove all the way over here on Christmas Eve to see lil ole me when your supposed to be with your family?" You playfully questioned with a small smirk.
"I did," he smiled leaning into you, placing a hand on your neck, slowly making his way up to your cheek before gently pulling you in for a kiss.
Your lips connected with Alex's causing you to smile into the kiss, you always felt sparks when you were with Alex.
Fireworks.
Alex had felt the same, every moment with you was his favorite thing, the two of you cherished every moment together.
Every laugh, every hug, every kiss, every smile, every touch of hands, every moment was special, something you never wanted to lose nor forget.
The kiss became more heated and turned into more than just kissing, but Alex backed away slightly to speak, "wait, I-I talked to my parents, they said they wouldn't mind you coming over, they'd love it if you spend the holidays with us,"
Alex stuttered his sentence as your hands made their way up to his cheek, "Alex, you didn't have to do that, I'm okay with staying here, I don't wanna crash your holiday,"
"You won't, you know you won't." Alex said with a strict tone, he wanted you to spend the holiday with them and he didn't know why you were pushing the thought, "pack a bag." Alex told you pulling away from the kiss and standing up.
He made his way over to your closet where he grabbed a duffle bag, he went through your draws and started looking for some clothes for you to bring to his place.
"Okay... fine, I'll go, but you better where you Christmas pajamas with me." You told him with a serious tone, "okay I will baby," Alex laughed looking back at you for a second as he put clothes into your bag.
"You promise?" You sung in a teasing tone, "of course baby,"
A smile made it ways on to your lips as you stood up, you made your way over to Alex, hugging him from behind, "thank you for letting me crash your holiday," you muffled thanks with a smile into Alex's shoulder.
Placing a gentle kiss on his shoulder as he replied, "You didn't really think I'd let you spend Christmas alone, did you?" Alex questioned with a smile, glancing down at you.
You shrugged letting go of him as you threw clothes into the bag, smiling up at him, "I'd never leave you alone," he smiled, "I know," you blushed at him, as did he.
"Now let's go before it starts snowing," Alex spoke after a few seconds of silence, the two of you finished packing your bag, he grabbed your coat helping you put it on as well as your shoes.
Alex treated you like a princess, he did everything for you, without asking, he was perfect for you and you were perfect for him.
Neither of you could ask for anything more.
*****
The car ride on the way to Alex's house was quiet, he placed his warm hand on your cold thigh, the music playing quietly in the background filled the car.
The music was the only sound and the street lights were the only source of light. The lights flashed over your face as Alex drove.
Your scents filled the car, you took in his scent as he took in yours. The vanilla perfume that was spread all over your body filled up the car as well as Alex's cologne.
Eventually you arrived at the Walter household with Alex at your side, his arm around your waist with your bag in his hand, the Walter family greeted you with warm hugs and smiles, you felt wanted.
The truth was you felt as if you were just a burden to your parents, they never made you feel loved, so whenever other people were welcoming towards you, you felt wanted, you felt safe, in a way that you never felt with your parents.
They provided for you, but they were never home, never in your life, they never cared for you, and they never even remembered your birthday. Every year your birthday passed and you'd constantly ask them what day it was, if they were even home.
Every year they had the same response, 'I don't know, I have to get to work,'
Every year they gave you the same response, so eventually you stopped asking.
Holidays didn't matter to them, they weren't worth remembering, even if it was your birthday.
They stopped being in your life when you turned 10, they had brought you a phone and started disappearing more. However when you turned 11 they slowly started leaving for work more frequently, when you turned 12 they were gone 24/7.
They went on work trips almost 2 times a month, they came home brought groceries and gave you money to order food before leaving again, sometimes they'd be gone for 2 weeks at a time.
Other times they'd be gone for a few days at most.
Their leavings hurt you, you wanted to be with them, be loved by them and spend time with them, but they didn't understand that you felt that way.
But right now you were spending Christmas with the Walters and your boyfriend, and it was the first Christmas that you were truly happy.
After greeting the Walters and the little ones somewhat settling down at your presence, you sat with them in the kitchen was Alex made hot chocolate for all of you.
Being you, Benny, Parker, Jordan, Lee, Isaac, Nathan, and himself.
Katherine and George had decided to let you guys spend some time quality time together, but Alex's siblings always got in the way of that, not that you minded.
You loved spending time with the Walter siblings as much as they loved spending time with you.
You sat at the island as Alex poured the hot liquid into eight different mugs for all of you. You thanked him as you admired his every move, trying your best to pay attention to the conversation you were having with his siblings and cousins.
They talked amongst themselves as you stood made your way over to where he stood at the sink washing the pot, you wrapped your arms around his waist as he did so.
Smiling into his shoulder once again, "maybe when you're done you could go change into your Christmas pajamas?" You suggested with a little smile.
"I could..." Alex shrugged in a questioning tone, "oh cmon you promised, you never break your promises," you whined letting go of him, you went to stand beside him as he finished washing the dish.
"You're right, I don't." Alex sighed as he placed the pot on the drying rack, he then grabbed a rag and began drying his hands, "I guess. . . I'll go put them on," Alex let out a fake groan before making his way to his room.
Once he finished he came back into the kitchen with his pajamas on causing you to smile at him, your hands coming up to your mouth as you let out a small laugh.
The pajamas were pink and Alex felt very girly wearing pink, he had an annoyed look on his face as his family made fun of him for wearing the pink clothing.
However you thought he looked adorable, but you couldn't help to laugh at their comments.
Alex sighed and grabbed his mug of hot chocolate, taking a sip of the warm drink. He rolled his eyes at his siblings as he stood in front of the sink beside you.
You turned to face him, "ignore them, okay? I think you look adorable," you smiled at him, he scoffed, "adorable? I look like a "little girl" he said quoted Isaac's words.
"The cutest little girl, I know," you smiled with a sarcastic tone.
"Very funny," Alex deadpanned.
You let out a small laugh, looking up at him as you wrapped your arms around his waist, he raised his arms, gently placing his mug on the counter as he smiled down at you.
Your smile was so big it reached your eyes, "what?" He questioned still smiling, "nothing," you shook your head.
Alex looked at you with a puzzled expression, "okay..."
You leaned into him, your head resting on his chest, as you breathed in his scent, he placed a gentle kiss on your head as he wrapped his arms around you tighter.
The two of you stood like that as you listened to the younger one's conversation about absolute nonsense.
The conversation went on for a few minutes before Benny gasped as he had an awesome idea, in his words, "we should make cookies for Santa!"
"Yes Benny that's a good idea!" Parker agreed with an enthusiastic tone, "what do you think y/n?" Benny asked looking over to you and Alex, "I think that's a great idea!" You mumbled into Alex's shoulder with a cheery tone looking at the boy with a smile.
"Ah but you have to ask mom and dad first," Alex pointed out, "he's got a point Benny." You added, Benny frowned, "go ask them and let me know!" You told Benny not wanting to see him upset.
Benny got down from his seat at the island and ran upstairs to go to ask his parents if they could make cookies for Santa, Parker followed after him.
"They do know Santa's not real, right?" Jordan questioned with a 'seriously' look, "Jordan!" You groaned, "they're just kids, let them believe in Santa all they want, alright? Don't take away that joy from them,"
"But he's not!" Jordan exclaimed, "he's got you there," Isaac added in, placing his mug down, "Isaac shut up!" You whined with a groan as you heard footsteps coming down the steps.
"Mom said yes!" Benny shouted to the group, "yes!" Lee exclaimed with excitement causing the older group to look at him weirdly, "what? I like baking." Lee said with a shrug.
You gave him a tight lipped smile before looking up at Alex, "you wanna bake?" You questioned, "do you?"
"I mean why not?" You shrugged still in his arms.
"Okay then, we'll bake," Alex agreed, you let go of Alex, taking a sip of your hot chocolate that wasn't so hot anymore.
Alex began grabbing all of the ingredients as y/n ordered everyone to help wipe down the tables so they could roll the dough on the table.
Everyone began adding ingredients into bowls, they decided on making two batches of cookies, one for the Walters and y/n and the other for Santa.
Benny, Lee, and Parker were dong most of the work as they were the ones that were so excited to make them in the first place.
Benny ordered y/n to help as he wanted to spend time with you and talk with you, and Alex mostly just watched.
Isaac and Nathan messed around a little bit when it came to baking, they mostly bothered Lee, sprinkling some flour on him when he wasn't looking.
Eventually it was time to roll the dough, Benny passed that job onto Isaac and Nathan as they had "muscles" according to Benny and could fold the dough the best.
Y/n washed your hands as Alex snuck around behind you.
He stuck his hand into the bag of flour, making his way over to you as you finished washing your hands, he placed an arm across your chest, whispering sweet nothings into your ear causing you to smile.
Alex held the other hand behind his back, slowly and sneakily bringing his hand above you head, sprinkling some flour into your hair.
He planted a kiss onto your cheek before throwing the rest of the flour onto your pajamas causing you to let out a yelp.
Alex ran across the kitchen making his way to the living room as you reached into the flour bag, chasing after him, Isaac watched in amusement, stopping his actions.
Benny yelled at him telling him to continue kneading the dough, he raised his hands in defense with an apology as Benny pushed him around causing the others to laugh.
Meanwhile you caught Alex who had ran into his room.
He fell into his bed causing you to get on top of him and throw the flour onto his pajamas as well, "oh please, I'm not as worried about my pajamas as you are," Alex laughed.
You pouted crossing your arms with a playful look, as you sat on top of him, Alex pulled your arms away from your chest and gently held them together as he slowly sat up leaning into you.
He liked seeing you on top of him, he let go of your hands bringing his hand up to your cheek as the two of you leaned into each other.
Your lips caught his, moving perfectly in sync, your hands found their way to his hair, tangling through it as your kisses became more heated with each second.
Alex moaned softly into your touch, his tongue sliding its way into your mouth. He was hesitant as he didn't know if you'd be into it, but willingly let him, your tongues intertwining with each others.
You began kissing him harder and faster but stopped when Benny called out for you, you pulled away from Alex, the both of you were out of breath.
You smiled down at him planting a kiss on his lips, not giving him the time to kiss back before sliding off of him before making your way back to the kitchen.
"You good?" Nathan questioned, "yeah you look a little fucked up," Isaac chuckled, you squinted your brows at him.
Nathan then pointed to your lips, 'shit" you muttered realizing your lips were most likely pink and swollen, you whipped your mouth before washing your hands.
Alex walked in a few seconds later only for them to laugh at him as his lips were also pink and swollen. He tried his best to ignore them, he acted as if nothing happened and began to use the cookie cutters on the dough.
The older kids shrugged and followed Alex, Benny, and Parker's actions and helping them cut the cookies and place them onto the cookie sheet.
After a few minutes they had finished and placed the cookies into the oven. As they waited they piled up into the living room where they began watching home alone.
Alex sat in the corner of the couch with you right next to him, your head lying on his chest, Benny lied next to y/n and Parker next to him.
Jordan and Nathan on another couch with Isaac and Lee.
About 20 minutes into the movie an alarm went off signaling that the cookies were ready to be taken out of the oven.
Alex was ready to get up and take them out but you pulled him down, not wanting him to leave, you were snuggled into his chest and didn't want him to get up, Alex sighed and asked Nathan to take them out.
He knew Isaac and Lee wouldn't be the ones to do it and the others were too young to use the oven, and he figured Nathan would be nice enough to do it.
Nathan nodded and got up to take them out with Benny and Parker following after him, their voices muffled as they arrived in the kitchen.
You glanced up at Alex who focused on the tv in front of them. He glanced down at you for a quick second before looking back up at the tv.
He took another look at you before questioning you. "What?" He chuckled, you wanted to say it, to tell him how you felt, you had been wanting to say it for a while but you hadn't, you figured he'd say it first, but he didn't.
You decided to be bold, if he wasn't going to say it you might as well have, "I think... I think I love you," you spoke with a smile, love and adoration filling your tone.
But you also spoke those words anxiously, scared for his response.
The Garcia boys heard and glanced at each other before deciding that it was best to just leave, they left the living room leaving the two of you alone.
Alex, however was full on shocked that you had said those words, he wanted to take things slow, it was your idea and he followed it, he didn't want to make you uncomfortable and move too fast into things, so you took it slow.
He was okay with it as long as you were okay.
"You love me?" Alex questioned in a shocked whisper, "I do," you nodded as you sat up, you were now anxious as you didn't know how he'd respond.
"I-I love you too," Alex spoke after a few seconds of silence, "yeah?"
"Yeah, I love you,"
"I love you,"
The two of you smiled, he placed a kiss in your lips causing you to kiss back before pulling away and lying back on his chest.
You had said it.
You had been dying to tell him for the past week, however you didn't know how.
You thought maybe it was too soon to say it, but it was true, you had loved him. You had loved him since you first laid eyes on him.
From that very first moment you even spoke to him, you knew that wanted to be with him, to love him and hold him to care for him.
Your stomach did summersaults as you heard his response, he loved you.
You loved him and he loved you, and you couldn't be happier than right now.
Meanwhile Alex's stomach filled with butterflies, you loved him, you verbally said that you loved him and he couldn't be more happy than right now.
He never thought you'd be the one to say those words first.
He figured he'd be the one to say, to tell you that he loved you more than anything and anyone in the world.
He wanted to be the one to say it first, but he never knew if it was the right timing to say it, so he didn't.
But as much as he wanted to say it first, he was happy that you beat him to it.
He glanced down at you with love in his eyes. You were now focused on the movie in front of you, you hadn't been playing much attention the whole time.
You'd spent your time admiring him in every way possible.
His hair, his smile, his eyes, his everything, he was t for you and you for him.
Alex then brought his attention back to the tv with a smile, you slowly glanced up at him with a smile before closing your eyes letting the sleepy feeling take over you.
Your eyes closed and you snuggled into Alex's chest even more, "I love you Alex," you muttered under your breath with a sleepy sigh.
"I love you too y/n," Alex replied shutting his eyes, letting the sleep take over him.
Audrina speaks!
Hi guysss I hope you missed me!! I know I missed writing!!
Since it's Christmas Eve I figured I'd put this on out I have two more Christmas themed oneshots one for Isaac and one for Cole. I'm doing them alphabetically so Cole will be tomorrow and Isaac will be the day after.
Alex is fluff bc well it's Alex.
Cole is smut.
And Isaac is angst with a lil spice here n there.
I'm thinking about writing something for Danny and maybe Lee for New Year's Eve since I'm writing something for alex, Cole and Isaac, but I need ideassss.
But Merry Christmas or just happy holidays if you don't celebrate Christmas!
I really hope you guys enjoyed please comment and vote and come tomorrow and the day after there will be two more chapters out!!
I love you all so much and thank you so much for all of the votes and comments!! Please continue to do so!
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Please ignore any mistakes and or misspellings I wrote this at 11:45-ish and finished it at 2am which is right now and I am so tired so please ignore it
I don’t know if you seen the Netflix show with Zach called “inside” but I just watched it and was wondering if you could write something about that and instead of the girl he was hitting on (already forgot her name my bad) it’s the character and she is actually flirting back and feeling him a lot and maybe in the end she’s the one he helps win? <3
omg hii I love this request however I haven’t watched the show yet! But I will watch it soon and try my very best to write your request as soon as possible! I am a little busy with school so it might take some time but I do plan on writing this!!
Also known as Colby Brock's younger sister, who he is very, very fucking protective of.
Anyone hurts her and they're done.
The one time Y/n and Sam pranked Colby that the two of you were fighting to see Colby's reaction and he flipped out.
He gripped Sam up and started yelling at him and Sam knew it was just a prank so he didn't take anything Colby said to heart but the two could see how hurt and angry Colby was.
After the fact Colby had calmed down a lot but he was still annoyed with the two and didn't talk to Sam for 3 days unless he had to.
Y/n told him to get over himself as it was just a joke that he had taken way too far, and Colby listened to his sister, apologizing to Sam who just told him it was all good.
After that everything had went back to normal and Sam and y/n agreed to never prank Colby again like that.
It was a side neither of them wanted to see if him and the way they never wanted him to act towards him or towards anyone unless it was truly needed.
So when they took Y/n to the club It was shocking, shocking that Colby would even allow it, nonetheless willingly take you, but he liked that he could be watching over you and take care of you rather than you going out with your friends.
However, it wasn't shocking when Colby would flipped out when you were talking with a guy who was being touchy or just straight up friendly.
So when you and Zach justice developed feelings for each other, you didn't tell anyone.
You didn't want to risk Colby finding out, Colby had a good relationship with Zach and you didn't want to risk ruining it because you couldn't resist Zach.
So the two of you kept it a secret.
Not even Sam knew, you knew he wouldn't tell Colby, but he also wouldn't want to keep it from Colby, so you said nothing so Colby didn't hate Sam for knowing and not saying anything.
It was hard sneaking around to see each other as Zach was always busy and you had been traveling with Sam and Colby so much to film videos with them.
Sam and Colby lived in Vegas and you lived in LA, you visited at least once or twice a month, and if not Sam and Colby came to you as they were very overprotective of you.
To Sam you were like his little sister too and he always took care of you when Colby wasn't there, and even if he was there he'd still take care of you.
According to Sam you were half Golbach, half Brock, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
But as of right now, Sam and Colby had been in LA to visit you and to film, they had been there for two days already and planned on leaving next Friday which was in 6 days.
And as much as you loved them, you wanted them to leave.
Zach hadn't been as busy this week which meant he had more time to hang out with you, but since dumb and dumber were here, you couldn't.
You had to find a way to get them out of the house so you could bring Zach over or so you could leave and see him.
The two boys currently sat on the couch talking about their plans for filming. You took a seat next to Sam placing your coffee mug on the table in front of you.
You were currently in your own little world trying to figure out a way to hang out with Zack today.
But when you heard Sam and Colby talking about their plans for filling tonight at some abandoned building, you snapped out of your thought and began listening to their conversation.
Colby went on about their plans before Sam asked what time they should leave, "well if we wanna stay the night we can leave at like 10 or 11,"
"Sounds good to me," Sam nods, Colby turns to you as you pick up your coffee from the table taking a sip, "you wanna come..?" Colby questions.
"Well I don't know about you but I don't feel like spending the night in a dirty abandoned building," you tell your brother.
"Oh cmon it'll be funnn" Colby drags out trying to convince you to go with them, "Yeah Y/n it'll be like old times, we had so much fun," Sam joins in.
"As fun as it sounded to hang out with my brothers in an abandoned building, I'll think I'll have to pass this time,"
Sam groans as Colby shakes his head, "No you have to go, when did you become such a party pooper?" He jokingly questions with a groan whipping his hands down his face.
"I am not a party pooper!" You shout offended by your brother's words.
"Then come with us!" Sam shouts back.
"Yeah Y/n, come with usss!" Colby joins in.
"Sorry but maybe next time," you deny the two boys as you grab your phone and coffee mug before walking out of the living room and towards the kitchen.
You sat at the island as you finished your coffee and texted Zach letting him know what was going on.
Zach Justice - Zachy🧸💕
Y/n Brock - Y/nn💋💕
Y/n💋💕
Sam and Colby are leaving tn around 10 or 11
So that means we can have a little sleepover, they'll be out all nighttt
Zachy🧸💕
Sounds go to me!! Lmk when they leave so I can come over
Y/n💋💕
I will bring clothes and ur toothbrush!
*Zachy🧸💕 hearted your message*
Zachy🧸💕
Okay baby I will!
You smiled down at your phone knowing that you'd finally be able to hang out with Zach. You just wanted to have some one-on-one time with him for once.
You two were always surrounded by other people. Never having the chance to just be alone together and just enjoy each other's presence.
Someone always had to ruin it.
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Hours had passed and it was rolling around 11 o'clock and since Sam and Colby were still here, you figured they'd be leaving soon.
Slowly standing up from your bed, you opened the door and made your way to Sam and Colby's guest room, knocking on the door, they opened it to reveal that they had just finished packing their equipment.
You smiled internally, "you sure you don't wanna come?" Colby questions, "I'm sure," you nod, "just text me before you guys barge into my house with your haunted equipment, okay?"
Colby looked at Sam confused on why they had to text before coming home as they had a key, but he nodded in agreement.
"Wanna help us carry this to the car?" Sam questioned, "uh sure.." you nod grabbing one of the duffle bags from his hand before the three of you make your way downstairs and out the front door to their car.
The three of you placed the bags in the car before you said goodbye to the two boys for the night, "I love you guys, please be safe and try not to get possessed," you tell them bringing them into a hug.
Sam laughs into the hug as does Colby before they pull away, "yeah, yeah we love you too," sam smiles.
"Try not to have too much fun with us gone, okay?" Colby jokes, you try to hide your huge grin with a small smile, "trust me I won't," you tell your brother.
The two boys then get into the car, rolling the window down as they wave you goodbye, you smile at the two as they make their way onto the rode.
The second the two boys are out of your sight, you reach into your pocket and run inside to call Zach and tell him to get his ass down here.
The phone rings twice before Zach picks up, "I'm assuming they finally left?" He questions, "they did, which means you can finally come over!" You beam into the phone.
"I'm on my way baby," Zach smiles on the other side of the phone, you smile at the nickname before saying goodbye.
Meanwhile at Zach's place, he packs an overnight bag before jumping into his car and speeding down LA before arriving at your place.
He was excited to finally have some alone time with you, he was happy to have time with you in general, he was always so busy and didn't have much time to hang out.
After a few minutes of driving Zach had finally arrived at your place and he was ready to spend the night with you, whatever that meant.
On your end, you heard the doorbell ring causing you to leap off of the couch and over to the front door.
The door opened and revealed none other than Zach justice causing you to smile, he dropped his bag as you leaped into his arms.
Zach held you by your waist as your wrapped your arms and legs around him excited to see him. You planted kisses all over his face and neck.
Zach did nothing but hold you and enjoy your presence and warmth, he had missed you more than you knew, as did you.
He leaned down to pick up his bag before walking into your house where he placed you on the island to get a better look at you.
He places his hand on the side of your cheek leaning in for a kiss, you wrap your arms around his neck and lean in as well.
Your lips fit so perfectly with his, the kiss was everything to you, you hadn't had the time to see Zach as much nonetheless kiss him.
But this feeling right here with him was perfect, the kiss was perfect.
He was perfect.
A few seconds later the two of you pulled away just taking in each other's presence, you smiled up at him and he smiled down at you.
You pulled him into an embrace not wanting to let go.
He hugged back taking in every moment.
Eventually you pulled away and lead him upstairs to your room where you sat and watched movies just talking and being with each other.
You finally had the time to hang out with him and that was all you wanted, all you needed.
You felt as if you hadn't seen him in forever, even though it had only been a week or two.
And even though the two of you were exhausted from being up all day and night, you wanted to spend as much time with him before your brothers came home.
The two of you sleepily talked about nonsense before things took a small turn.
Zach randomly pulled you into a kiss, which you didn't mind, but you were somewhat shocked, you kissed back and soon enough the kiss turned into a heated make out.
Zach sat up and pulled you onto his lap, you gladly sat on his lap as he kissed down your neck before making his way back up to your lips.
You began slowly grinding back and forth on his lap, which caused him to let out small groans of pleasure.
You gently pushed him back into the bed board, before removing your shirt, Zach followed and removed his as well.
You gently rubbed your hands up and down his chest and stomach before kissing down jaw line all the way down to his stomach.
Once you finished Zach gently gripped your hand and placed them behind your back before flipping the two of you over.
He looked up at you as he kissed down your stomach and chest, he then stopped when he reached your jeans, his eyes practically begging you to take them off.
You nodded and he began unbuttoning your jeans before pulling them off along with your underwear.
Sitting up you quickly began undoing his jeans and belt, you were ready to throw the belt on the floor along with his jeans, but Zach grabbed the belt tying your hands with it.
This newfound confidence was very attractive to you and you always loved a kinky move during sex.
Zach pulled his boxers off before undoing your bra, he then slowly slid himself into you causing you to let out a breathily moan.
He took your tied hands and held them above your head as he thrusted in and out of you causing you to let out a loud string of moans.
Zach placed his hand on your throat squeezing it just right as he thrusted in and out of you.
"You like that baby?" Zach sounded, you were too busy to be talking, you moaned even louder at his words causing him to keep going.
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as he added more pressure onto your throat before leaning down to kiss you.
"Are you close?" He questions, you nod with a loud moan causing him to go faster, "I need words baby,"
"Yes, I'm so, so close," you frantically nod as his thrusts grow sloppier, "me too baby," Zach moans into your ear turning you on even more.
As his thrusts grow sloppier you moan louder and eventually the two of you cum together, you let out one last moan as does Zach.
The two of you lie back in bed breathing deeply before Zach unties your wrist from his belt.
"I love you" you breath out, "I love you too" Zach breaths out immediately before turning over to face you and pull you into a kiss.
"Round two?" You question, he nods, "give me a second,"
You let out a small chuckle as you planned on making him feel so good in a few minutes, you glanced at the time to see that it was 2:54 am.
You sighed realizing how late it was, but hopefully the two of you could have one more round and manage to wake up somewhat early so he could sneak out before Sam and Colby got back.
A few minutes had passed and you turned to Zach to see if he was ready for another round, he sleepily nodded, "Are you sure?"
"Yes baby I'm sure, I want you," Zach says with certainty in his tone, "you look a little tired babe,"
"It's okay, one more round," Zach breaths out, you pull him in for a kiss and he sloppily kisses back and as much as you wanted to go again you knew he was too tired.
"It's okay baby, maybe next time" you tell him, "no, no, I want to, I want you," he shakes his head, "it's okay, your tired," you respond.
"I am, but it's okay,"
You pull him in for a kiss and he gently kisses back you smile at him before standing up and putting your underwear and bra back on along with his shirt before getting him some boxers.
He quickly puts them on before laying back down and getting comfortable in bed.
You cuddle the hell out of him before drifting off with Zach and falling asleep.
A few hours later, you had woken up to a loud yell, you slowly opened your eyes rubbing them in the process to see Sam and Colby, at first you thought nothing of it.
But then you realized that Zach was naked in your bed and had never left.
"Shit, shit, shit, oh shit," you mutter in panic, "it's not what you think Colby," you tell him with a calm tone.
"Really?! Because I think that he's naked in your bed because you two had sex while we were gone!!" Colby shouted
"Well then it's exactly what you think, but I love him, Colby." You confess as Zach silently sits in your bed
"You love him?" Colby questions lowering down the shoe he had in his hand, "I do" you nod
"Do you love her?" Colby questions Zach, "More than anything," Zach answers.
"I'd never do anything to hurt her Colby, I promise, I have nothing but love her."
"So maybe you could put the shoe down?" You question Colby, Colby gives you two a look before putting the shoe down.
"How long have you guys been keeping this a secret?" Sam asks, " a few months," you hesitantly tell him, "oh my god," Colby groans.
"We'll talk about this later!" Colby says with anger in his tone, but at the same time, you figured it wouldn't be that bad and surprisingly it wasn't.
Sam and Colby left the room causing you to let out a sigh of relief, "I'm sorry about them," you apologize to Zach, "it's okay, cmon let's go back to bed"
You sigh and nod before laying back down with Zach and cuddling into his chest, "at least we don't have to keep this dirty secret anymore," Zach jokes
"Yeah that's true," you nod.
"Hey... I love you,"
"I love you more," you tell Zach with a smile.
He smiles back before pulling you closer and closing his eyes, drifting off into a deep sleep with you wrapped up in his arms.
Audrina speaks!
Sorry this took so long I lost motivation but I hope you guys enjoyed!
I kinda really liked this and I tried my best on the smut, I'm not the best at writing it but I try for you guys
Please comment and vote pls pls!
And please request some ideas guys please I'm begging you, idk what to write for this book
Also please go check out my other books as well
and I'm sorry for any mistakes and or misspellings xoxo Audrina!
Y/n Howard, Jackie's older sister by a year, the two of you were like two peas in a pod and then one day everything changed.
At first, it had been because you and Jackie had gotten into a stupid fight and then when the two of you tried to make up, everything has just started to go down.
Later that night you found out that your parents and your sister who was like your best friend had died and it took a huge toll on you and your mental health in your life overall.
You couldn't handle it, you couldn't handle the pain of losing someone who you love so much more than anything, nonetheless losing three of them.
Your heartaches more and more each and every day.
Everything was just too much school, friends, your social life even the things you loved the most. Everything sucked and you didn't wanna do anything so you left.
You dropped high school and you just stayed home, there were no more friends, no more social media, there was no school. Everything had just stopped.
Everything was put on pause.
Even your feelings, you tried not to feel how you felt in most days it worked, but other days you stay up all night thinking, crying, you were going through hell.
But nobody knew nobody saw it because you have a family, Jackie needs you and being the older sister that you are you have to be strong for her.
So you told her that you switched to online school because being in person was just too much for your junior year.
A few weeks after the accident, both you and Jackie have been moving to the Walters, the Walters were your mom's best friend, Katherine Walter to be specific.
Catherine and your mom had been friends for as long as you can remember, and although you really saw her, she had been a big part of your life since you were a little girl.
You figured this move would be good for Jackie, but you didn't know if it would be good for you because that forced you to go back to school for real this time in person which just sounded like absolute shit to you.
You didn't wanna go, you didn't even feel the need to finish school, but you went for Jackie to show her that you're OK and that everything will be OK.
So two of you moved into the Walters and you attended school for Jackie and you pretended like everything was fine for Jackie because you knew that she needed it more than you did.
But that wasn't exactly true, there's something that no one knows about y/n, something that you would never want them to find out.
After your parents and your sister died, you started to develop an eating disorder and you obviously didn't want anyone to know, you didn't want them to worry or to be afraid, you just wanted to be, it was how you coped.
It wasn't exactly a good coping skill, but it worked for you and that was all that matter.
At first, your eating disorder wasn't so bad. You usually just skipped breakfast but then, the two of you had moved to Walters everything changed and eventually you stopped eating everything altogether.
When you were around them, you ate small meals to at least show that you had been eating and Sometimes you had actually missed eating so you'd eat more than you were supposed to, but you thought oh well at least least I'm actually eating.
But the second you eat a meal that was too big or something that you genuinely couldn't keep down. You'd hold yourself together for as long as possible before excusing yourself off to the bathroom and puking your guts out.
Getting rid of any and all food that was in your system.
Throughout the days, you usually just drink, coffee and water and chew on some gum. And that almost always worked, but sometimes you crave something more other times you'd crave nothing at all.
So sometimes you eat some toast and other times you wouldn't eat, you wouldn't even drink.
Your iron had run low and your body started to shrink so you always wore baggy clothes, but they couldn't hide the paleness on your face and the bags under your eyes from the jumpiness and the not sleeping.
The constant fear that someone else you love would be gone.
*****
How about a week ago you had realized that Cole was acting strangely suspicious. He was being nicer to you. He was being more involved in your life. Not that you mind you were just curious on why.
When you and Jackie had first moved into the Walters Cole seemed like an ignorant asshole, but as time went on, he was nicer to you for reasons you did not know.
You went along with his positive attitude towards you and you did the same way, but sometimes it was hard to be nice to, sometimes you just snapped.
Breath of a week ago, Cole has been more involved and you didn't know why, but you weren't really complaining.
You have always liked school and you thought he was very attractive and ignorant and arrogant, but sometimes sweet.
You like that about him, you like him, but you didn't really know how to tell him so.
Y/n currently sat in her room, reading a book after school you have been reading class, but you had read the book before and decided to read it again.
So you currently laid on your side, curled up in a fetal position, holding the book in one of your hands using the other to flip the pages.
Suddenly, that was knock on the door asking to come in, you replied and told them to come in and we're surprised to see Cole.
"Hey what you doing?" Cole questioned as he awkwardly stepped into your room. "Just reading." You responded in a meh tone.
He awkwardly nodded before asking if you were OK, "I'm fine Cole," you told the blonde haired boy.
He awkwardly slaps his hands together before trying to get you up and out of bed to do something, he wasn't usually awkward, but you figured something about you made him nervous.
And you were right Cole was nervous around you. You didn't exactly know why but you weren't complaining.
Meanwhile, Cole was in your room, stalling to try and get to know you more to see if you would tell him anything.
Cole had realized how much weight you had been losing and how pale you've been looking recently, so he wanted to ask you about it, but he didn't necessarily know how.
He figured getting closer to you would help, but it didn't.
But Cole didn't give up, kept trying and he wanted to make sure that you were okay, he needed to know that you were.
Cole has not only realize that you have been losing weight and looked pale, he realized that you had been looking drained, your eyes were tired.
You didn't try as hard anymore to impress people or do good in school, dress nice or even wear make up, you didn't try to do anything.
You just got up from school put on the first outfit that you found, grabbed an apple that you wouldn't even eat and then instead feed to the horses, and you wouldn't try as hard in school you did the assignments in class and if you have to do any outside of class, you normally wouldn't do it unless you had the answers.
Everything was just too much for you, life was too depressing, necessarily like being depressed, but you felt comfortable in it, that way you feel comfortable with venting to a friend that you know you can trust, one that you know, won't say anything about your situation.
Your depression and you're eating disorder or like your old friends that you never saw always, always, always feel comfortable with.
Ones that you've never stopped being comfortable with.
"Are you OK?" Cool question, you nodded in response, "you sure?" Cole questioned once more, once again noted and response through full of silence.
To you, it was awkward to Cole. It was just nice to know that you were OK, it didn't seem very believable, but he decided to leave you alone for now.
*****
Ever since that day, Cole has been asking you every day if you were OK and if you needed anything, it was sweet and you appreciated the thought but you wondered why he was being overly nice to you.
You thought maybe Katherine told him to do it, but they didn't seem like something Cole would do, considering he doesn't listen to anyone but himself.
You decided to leave it alone, not really caring, not wanting to give it another thought until one day call knocked on your room door the same way he did every day after school to make sure that you were OK.
You, of course, let him in and he began talking.
Cole had 1 million and one question so he wanted to ask you, but he didn't. He figured it'd be best to just take things slow.
You had an eating disorder. And at this point it was too hard for him not to notice, too easy for you to hide from all the other Walters as they were kind of blind.
*****
A knock sounded on your room door, causing you to jump a little at the noise, you told the person to come in, assuming it was cole, as he was knocking on your door every day to check up on you.
You weren't annoyed with him doing it every day, you were just kind of shocked that he cared so much, but once again again you weren't complaining, you figured at least somebody cares.
Katherine showed you that she cared about you every day but she wasn't someone you'd really want to open up to, you figured you couldn't trust adults and you were kind of right but you knew that Katherine and George were both people that your mother put you with for a reason.
Cole spoke as he walked into your room, much more comfortable with being in there now as he had came in every day now, "Hey New York, you feeling okay?"
"Yup, I feel great," you lied through your teeth with a fake smile.
"You sure..?" He questions
"Because I'd like to think otherwise as you haven't been eating for the past few months," Cole throws out there like it's nothing catching you completely off guard.
You wanted to talk to him about it but you decided to play dumb and tell him that you've been eating and that you're okay.
"What are you talking about? I eat three meals a day." You tell him trying not to sound annoyed.
"Really?"
"Yes really." You deadpan.
"Okay so let's go downstairs right now. I'm gonna make you something and you're gonna eat it. All of it?"
"Yes, Cole, I'll eat whatever you make me." You nod in agreement.
You hadn't eaten an actual meal in a month almost two, and you knew the second you swallowed that meal, you'd run to the bathroom to throw it up and get it out of your system.
"All of it?" He wonders
"Yes Cole, all of it." You tell him walking up to him and patting his shoulder glancing up at him with a smile before making your way downstairs with him following you.
To sum up what had happened after was very quick and easy.
Cole made you a full course meal, there was dinner and dessert, for dinner he made spaghetti and meatballs with garlic bread, and for dessert he made you a bowl of ice cream, your favorite to be exact.
"You're not gonna eat with me?" You question, Cole purses his lips before nodding and making himself a plate of food, before sitting down with you and eating.
Cole made conversation throughout your dinner together, you were quiet as you at with him, but you followed through with the conversation to distract him with the fact that you had thrown Albert some food.
After the two of you ate your food, you excused yourself off to the bathroom saying you had to pee, once you came back Cole sat with two bowls of ice cream.
You mentally screamed, glancing down at the floor to roll your eyes in annoyance before sitting down once again.
You had always enjoyed ice cream, it made you feel better, but this pain wasn't something that just ice cream could fix.
You knew you'd throw this up too.
Once again Cole made conversation about you and your life in the past. You answered his questions trying to make some jokes to lighten the mood, which seemed to work.
But once you two finished your ice cream, you quickly cleaned up and tried to make your way upstairs after saying, "See Cole? Nothings wrong with me, I eat perfectly fine," you retort to the blonde haired boy.
"Yeah," he nods with a whisper, you smile slightly before walking up the steps back to your room.
But Cole saw you, he noticed you go to the bathroom, he heard you.
He knew you stuck your fingers down your throat forcing yourself to vomit up the food you had just eaten.
You thought he didn’t know, but you were wrong.
Recently he had seen everything that you had been doing.
He knew, he saw it, you just hadn’t realized.
He knew you weren’t okay, and he didn’t plan on stopping when it came to helping you.
He knew you needed it and he planned to help you get it
*****
Over the next few days Cole keeps doing sit down conversations where he makes you food and asks if you’re okay.
But on this specific day Cole wanted to eat every meal together, you were tired of it. All of it.
You were happy he cared but you couldn’t take it anymore, he cared too much it became annoying, the food, the talks, you hadn’t actually admitted anything for him to be this worried.
Once again a knock sounded at the door, you stood to open it. You saw Cole and asked what he wanted, he spoke saying he had a meal for the both of you to eat once again.
You told him, “I’m not hungry”
But he pushed about it asking you to come downstairs with him, you denied and closed the door. Cole sat on the other side of the door asking you to come downstairs.
You opened the door and yelled, “No Cole, how many times do I have to say no?!” You questioned in a shout.
You slammed the door in his face with an annoyed sigh.
Cole sighed sadly before gently tapping the door frame in defeat before walking away with pursed lips.
He knew you weren’t okay and he wanted to help, but you pushed him away so much, he figured it was just best to leave you alone, it was clearly was you wanted.
*****
A few hours had passed and you had walked into the bathroom with a sad sigh.
When you walked out, you whipped your mouth with a tissue before making your way back to your room. As you did that Cole walked out of his room to see you.
He decided to leave you alone for a little bit, at least give you until tomorrow morning to come around.
The day had passed and it was now night, you hadn’t left your room much in the first place, but today you hadn’t left your room at all since you had last went to the bathroom.
Cole, on the other hand knocked on your room door at night to see if you were okay, once he got no response he opened the door to see you sleeping comfortably in your bed.
Cole smiled at the sight of the girl he loved before making his way back to his room.
He was happy seeing you look so comfortable, something he felt as though he hadn’t seen in a while and he hadn’t, he hadn’t seen you look comfortable for a long time.
*****
It was now the next day, around eight in the morning and Cole once again went to check on you to see if you were okay or at least awake.
When you didn’t open the door, he did and he saw you passed out on the floor, white foam leaving your mouth as your body laid still, not moving.
Barely breathing, just there.
Coles eyes widened at the sight of you lied out on the floor, he ran over to you kneeling down on the floor.
He called out to you seeing if you’d respond to his voice as he lifted you up, taking his shirt and whipping your mouth clean.
Not getting a response from you caused him to lift you up and into his arms, he called out for Danny who ran down the stairs to see Cole and Y/n passed out in his arms.
“What’s wrong? What happened?” Danny questioned with worry.
“I don’t know I just found her like this, start the car.” Cole demanded with a frantic tone, he didn’t know what to do, so Danny drove to the hospital with you and Cole in the backseat.
Your head lied in his lap as your breathing slowed.
Once the Walter boys and Y/n arrived to the hospital Cole carried you inside, Danny running after his twin as he ran down the halls shouting to the doctors that you needed help.
They placed you on a gurney and immediately started checking your pulse.
They told the Walter boys to wait in the waiting room, leaving them anxious as Danny texted Katherine and George filling them in on what had happened.
Cole anxiously tapped his fingers on the seat and bounced his leg up and down as he waited for someone to come out and tell them what was going on.
An hour later the doctors came out to the waiting room, where all the Walters and Jackie now sat all anxious on what was going on with Y/n.
The doctors pulled the adults aside and explained what had been going on, they had found out that Y/n was dehydrated and needed more fluids.
At least that’s what Y/n told them to say when she had woken up.
Legally she wasn’t their kid and they didn’t need to know anything about you, but they were also your guardians for the time being, but you had begged them not to tell them the truth and that you’d tell them when it felt right.
The Walters nodded but had asked about the foaming at the mouth as it didn’t make any sense for you to be dehydrated and foaming at the mouth.
They had excused it and said that it was throw up but since you were dehydrated and hadn’t eaten that day your throw up was clear.
The Walters nodded as that made sense to them before asking if they could see her. But Y/n didn’t want any visitors except for Cole so you could tell him what to say so you told the doctors to say you needed rest, to which you did.
On the other hand Katherine wouldn’t take no for an answer so she begged to see her for at least two minutes, the doctor walked into your room asking if it was okay, to which you nodded.
One visitor at a time, Katherine walked immediately bombarded you with questions asking if you were okay, you nodded and told her you were, she questioned you a little more, before allowing you to get some rest.
Katherine had also mentioned that she had a client at 10 so she had to get back to the office but Cole and Danny hadn’t planned on leaving so if you needed anything they’d be there.
Jackie had then asked to see you, you nodded as she was your sister but you also didn’t want to see anyone.
When Jackie entered the room she wondered what had happened and asked a million questions per usual.
“Slow down Jackie. Alright I have a headache, one question at a time.” You tell her
“Are you okay?” Jackie asks that being her main priority, “Yes Jackie, I’m okay.” You tell her with a smile.
She nods with a slight smile, “what happened?”
“I was dehydrated,” you answer, it was a lie, but you answered.
Jackie nods, you were convincing, she believed you so that was good, you didn’t need her to see you in pain, you were older, it’s your job to take care of her.
“Can you send Cole in?” You ask, “Uh yeah sure,” she nods, “thanks Jackie. I love you okay and I swear I’m alright.” You tell her.
“I love you too,” Jackie smiles squeezing her older sisters hand before heading out and getting Cole.
“She wants to see you,” Jackie tells Cole.
He’s kind of shocked but he nods and stands up making his way to the room.
The door opens, revealing Cole, you smile at him before speaking.
“Cole..” you trail off but he stops you pacing the room.
“No, you listen, okay? I know everything, everything that’s been going on, everything you have and haven’t done. I don’t know what’s going on with you to stop yourself from eating and making yourself throw up, but you have to stop, okay? Please, I need you to stop.”
“It’s pretty obvious on why Cole, and it’s not that easy.” You respond, his face falls as he realizes the reasons.
“Look I know you lost your family and I know you’re sad, but there’s other ways to cope, you can’t just stop eating, okay?” Cole frantically speaks with a little bit of a shout at the end.
“Cole.”
“Please, Y/n, just try, try to eat something and keep it in your system, please, just stop.” Cole begs taking a seat by the side of your hospital bed.
"I-I can't just stop. Alright? I don't know how." You say with an aggressive tone before whispering.
"Let me help you. We'll get you professional help, okay? Whatever you need.” He offers.
"No, no, no therapy shit, no doctors, I won't." You frantically shake your head, "I won't. I won't, Cole please." You beg him as tears begin to fall down your face as more follow.
"Okay, okay fine no doctors, but you have to get help!" He shouts in worry as he stands and rubs his head in frustration, "I know, I know."
"I want to but I can't." You add letting out a shakily breath.
"You can, you have to, y/n, you have to try, please." He begs with a pleading look, almost of fear..?
"I know," you let out a sad sigh whipping your tears.
"I want to stop," you sob placing a hand over your mouth trying to stop yourself from crying. "Hey, hey it's okay," he says stepping towards you gently swiping a strand of your hair from your face.
"I care about you, okay? You need help, let me help you. Okay? Can I help you?"
You nod in agreement, "yeah, yeah I think I could use some of that," you smile with pursed lips before he pulls you into a tight hug as he sits down on your bed.
"Thank you Cole," you say nuzzling into crook of his neck with a soft smile he replies.
"of course, y/n, anything for you. You know that." He nods into the hug.
"I know," you breathe out.
Cole presses his lips to the side of your head, you pull away from the hug kind of shocked looking at him. Cole glances down at you slowly leaning forward.
You glance up at him, picking up your hands and making their way to gently reach his face where you slowly pulled him closer, he glances down at your lips before looking back up at your eyes.
You do the same before you both slowly lean forward, his hands on your lower back and yours never leaving his perfectly chiseled face.
The next thing you know you're kissing Cole, the guy who you thought was basically dating Erin, you were confused but you weren't complaining.
You liked this. You loved this?
You loved kissing Cole Walter.
And you hoped he felt the same about you.
And well he did.
The kiss was slow and soft but passionate and beautiful and fulfilling. Cole smiled into the kiss causing you to smile back before the both of you pulled away, "I love you," Cole admitted.
You look up at him surprised, eyes wide and mouth agape, he lifts his fingers up to close your mouth before looking at you for some type of response.
"I love you too," you tell him, and you knew you meant, you didn't just say that to anyone, you've dated guys, you've been in love, but nothing has ever felt like this, the built up sexual tension over the past few months.
The side comments, the 'jokes' that you both secretly meant, the secretly caring things he did for you, the flirty comments.
You knew how you felt about Cole and know you know how he feels about you, you were joking he would one day realize and the day had finally come.
You leaned forward once again bringing his lips onto yours, this time more passionate, more heartfelt, more love, sparkles, fireworks.
"Will you be my girlfriend?" Cole wonders away to see every part of her face, wanting her reaction, "Yes! Yes that's not even a question, of course I want to be your girlfriend!"
He kissed you once more hands on the back of your neck as you lie yours on his neck.
Your kiss was interrupted by a knock on the door, you told the person to come in to see the doctor saying that you were being released.
You nodded and thanked the doctor who then made their way out the room with a smile.
You and Cole laughed as the doctor left before he pulled you back into the kiss. His lips were soft and sweet, they felt like they were perfect for yours, fitting together perfectly.
"maybe we should go out with the others," you mumbled in between kisses, Cole nods in response kissing you once more before fully pulling away from you.
He pecks your lips once more before standing up and helping you get out of the hospital bed, not that you needed it.
You stood from the bed walking out with Cole by your side and for once in your life, you had a feeling a good feeling. That things would be okay again, things would get better because now you had Cole.
And you didn't have that before.
But you were finally gonna get better, you were getting the help you couldn't ask for, the life you wanted with the guy you love.
Everything would be okay.
You had people who cared about you whether you always saw it or not they were there and you loved them.
And they loved you and that was enough.
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Y/n currently was outside of the Walter household with Isaac, Nathan, and Lee along with Jordan, Parker and Benny.
You're very close with the Walter family, you have a special relationship with each Walter including Jackie. You were specifically close with Alex and Issac.
Isaac being your best friend and Alex being your boyfriend.
The seven of you were outside playing hide and go seek tag while Cole swam in the pool, Danny sat on the bench reading on his books, and Alex watched as Albert, the Walter family dog chase after you guys.
"You sure you don't wanna play Alex?" You questioned your boyfriend with a yell as you threw a ball for Albert so you guys could play your game.
Albert gladly ran after the ball grabbing it in his mouth while Cole whistled him over before throwing it again.
" I think I'll watch for now," he replied with a smile leaning against a wooden table they had outside. You nodded before running over to Isaac, Nathan, and Lee.
You and Alex had been together for 3 months now, he had a little thing going on with Paige but after their whole situation was done and over with for good, you tried to swoop your way in as more than a friend.
Alex appreciated you, you're a good friend to him before the break up and after it, but when it was officially over you decided to admit your feelings for him like Isaac told you to.
Once you admitted your feelings for him it was like everything was perfect. The two of you quickly started talking and your feelings for each other grew faster with each day.
Eventually after almost a month of getting to know each other on a deeper more personal level, Alex asked you to be his girlfriend. And you said yes.
The six of you were currently deciding on who would be the seeker, you personally wanted it to be Isaac or Lee, but the little ones including Nathan and Lee wanted it to be you and Isaac.
You rolled your eyes wanting to go to your special spot where you were never found but you agreed and so did Isaac. He knew that the two of you together as a team would be horrible for them.
Their hiding places sucked and you two knew all of the good ones. He knew it'd be quick and easy. The two of you counted to 60, but neither of you really counted, you sat at the table with Alex and just talked for a few minutes.
Then Alex pointed out that you two should've been looking for the others. You groaned not wanting to play any longer as this was your second round.
You just wanted to hang out with Alex the way you guys had planned before his siblings stole you away from him.
You got up from your seat next to Alex on the bench, pressing a kiss to his lips before walking off with Isaac to find them.
You easily found Lee who wasn't even hiding at this point, just siting in the kitchen making himself a sandwich, while Isaac looked for Jordan.
You laughed at Lee before tagging him and making your way back outside to go look for Parker and Benny who always hid together.
You knew she'd either be hiding under her bed or in her parent's room.
You quickly found Parker in her parents room under their bed tagging her before making your way downstairs to see Isaac, who had already found Nathan was now looking for Benny.
You looked at him pointing to a closet, the two of you sneaked your way over.
You nodded at Isaac who pulled the door open to see Benny trying his best to hide himself under a few coats. "Gotcha," you and Isaac yelled as you two found the youngest Walter.
"Aww" Benny pouted, "again!" He demanded, Isaac groaned with you this time not wanting to play any longer, "cmon Benny we're supposed try and teach y/n how to skateboard!" Isaac sighed as Lee nodded in agreement.
"Fineee" Benny whined, "we can play again later," you told Benny, "promise?" He questioned, "yes I promise," you smiled.
Benny held out his pinky, you wrapped your pinky around his. He kissed his thumb as you kissed yours before pressing them together.
Benny smiled before going back outside with Parker, Jordan followed while Lee sat in the kitchen finishing making his sandwich.
"C'mon Lee," Isaac groaned, Lee rolled his eyes complaining about how he hadn't even finished making his sandwich. Isaac groaned once again and pulled Y/n outside before yelling to Lee to hurry up.
Nathan followed behind the best friends as Isaac yapped about teaching her how to balance herself on the skateboard before picking one up off the porch.
You walked over to Alex who talked to Danny about the book he was reading, you sat next to Alex who stopped his conversation to face you asking how hide and go seek tag went, "it was easy as hell, they always pick the same spots, they just switch up the same 4 spots every time," you tell him.
Alex chuckled and nodded, "yup that sounds about right,"
"Okay enough of you two, let's goooo," Isaac whined, "oh my god, okay!" You whined back, "wait where are you going?" Alex questioned.
"Isaac needs to teach me how to skateboard," you replied
"Yup it's gonna beat fun, let's go," Isaac nodded, "this is gonna be a disaster," Alex murmured under his breath.
"I heard that!" Isaac shouted as he walked away with y/n causing you to chuckle at the two boys.
Isaac stood in front of you with his skateboard on the ground explaining to you how to balance yourself onto the skateboard. You nodded at his instructions before placing one foot onto the board.
You gently placed your other foot onto the board, wobbling slightly holding your arms out causing Isaac to grab them. Lee then made his outside running over to watch, direct, and maybe even help as he was better at riding the skateboard.
Alex watched from afar admiring the view of his girlfriend, the love of his life get along so well with his cousins, he knew damn well she fit so perfectly into their family.
He knew she had a special relationship with each Walter especially the little ones and Isaac and he adored it.
Y/n was like Benny and Parker's older sister, a good friend to Cole and Danny, especially Danny, Cole when he wanted to, close second friend to Nathan, like a sister to Lee and absolute best friends with Isaac.
Y/n was even close with Will, had an amazing relationship with Katherine and George, they almost saw her as the older daughter they never had.
Alex had been so focused on adoring his girlfriend in his mind, not even realizing that she had disappeared. She was now riding the skateboard down towards the barn with Isaac and Lee following close behind.
But not close enough.
Y/n had lost all balance on the skateboard as it turns to the left hitting a rock stuck in the ground causing y/n to fall forward, tripping over the board, hitting her leg on the rock, scrapping her knee and skinning her palms and hitting her head in the concrete.
You groaned as you rolled yourself onto your back throwing the board across the road in annoyance, "what the shit! I knew this was a bad idea!" You groaned in annoyance as Isaac and Lee ran to help you up.
Alex seeing you had fallen wasted no time sprinting over to you to make sure you were okay. He knew you weren't as you had now been sitting up and you were using the tone you always used when you weren't okay or hurt.
You were holding back tears from the sting in your palms and your knees from your fall. Isaac slowly and steadily helped you up, taking his hand in yours, helping you stand as your legs were in pain.
You stood with Isaac and Lee, who were asking you if you were OK when Alex ran over, pulling you into his arms babying you and questioning if you were OK or not.
But he knew you and he could tell that you weren't he could tell you were hurt and in pain. Alex, not wanting to see you in pain, spoke and said, "let's go get you cleaned up," you nodded and you were ready to walk, but Alex stopped you.
He spoke, "can you walk?" He questioned, " yes I can walk, it's not like anything broken. I'm fine" You laughed through the pain in your knees and your palms.
"Yeah but you know I'll carry you anyway," he said, "really Alex?!" You let out a yelp as he grabbed you by your waist and lifted you into his arms bridal style before carrying you into the Walter family home.
The two of you made your way inside and Alex placed you on a stool at the island before going through the drawers to find the first aid kit. Once he found it, he unpacked it and spread everything out on the table to clean up your cuts.
"Let me see it." Alex speaks, you shake your head being your stubborn and hurt self, "cmon baby, I'm gonna help you," Alex tells you, you sign and show him your palms.
They didn't look horrible but they had been skinned and they were bleeding and they burned very bad.
"don't worry, I'm gonna take care of you," Alex reassures you as he begins grabbing a cotton pad to whip your palms and knees.
You watched as alex cleaned your cuts and thought about your fall, when you had first gotten onto the board you liked it, you felt pretty comfortable and you had an idea that you'd be a good skater, but because you had fallen, you were now too scared to get back on.
You weren't usually the type to get scared and back down from doing something, but you had hit your head really hard and skin, your palms and your knee and you didn't really think getting back on would be a good.
You were obviously shaken up at the thought of getting back on the board and the fact that you had fallen in the first place and Alex had realized so he spoke.
"Y/n, you okay? What're you thinking about? You zoned out a little," He wondered.
"Sorry just thinking about my fall," you told him, "you think you'll get back on?" He questioned, "I don't know yet," you told him, "why not?"
"I just don't think I like it, don't feel too confident about getting on them anyway." You told him, " that's fair,"
"But at the same time when you first wrote a horse and fell, you were ready to get right back on, and you did and now you're amazing at it," Alex smiled at you as he gently placed the cotton pad on your palms, burning them slightly.
You sucked in a breath as he spoke again, "you're not better than me but you're amazing, and I think skateboarding will be the same or at least it should be."
You smiled up at him as he moved down to your knees, gently wiping them. He then placed band-aids on your knees and checked to see if you had a concussion.
You didn't have a concussion but you did have a bump on your head that hurt like a bitch, but other than that and the skinned palms, and bloody knees you were fine.
"how did this even happen?" alex asks, "I don't know. I guess I just lost control of the board when it hit a rock. I thought I had it, but I guess I didn't." You explain
He chuckles at you softly, wondering how you thought you could take control of the board after it had already hit the rock.
It didn't even really make sense to you, but it's it was what you went with as it was kind of what you were thinking when it happened.
Alex finished up and began packing away the first aid kit, you thanked him with a smile and a long kiss, you gently placed your hand on his neck as you did.
You hand stung in pain as you applied pressure to his neck, but you didn't care, you wanted to kiss your boyfriend and hold him close.
Alex leaned into the kiss immediately, practically melting into it like he did every other time.
Eventually the two of you pulled away smiling up at him as he smiled down at you, you pulled away slightly before kissing all over his face causing him to smile and fake a groan.
"Ughh you're so cheesy,"
"Oh really? Me cheesy" you questioned him as he nodded.
"Have you met yourself?" You added.
"Okay that's fair," Alex said pursing his lips, "I know," you told him with a duh tone.
"Okay, alright relax, I'm not that bad," Alex said trying to defend himself, "Oh baby please," you sighed.
"Okayyy fine, I know I am so cheesy," Alex admitted, "well as long as you know, that's all that matters," you tell him.
"Being self aware is very important these days," you add on, Alex scoffs before picking you up from the chair and slamming you onto the couch, you yelp as he does, the two of you laughing at his actions.
You lay on your back as Alex hovers over you, pulling you into another kiss before pulling away laying on top of you cuddling into your chest.
"Nap time," Alex sighs, you nod in agreement before chuckling at him before nuzzling into him, his touch, and his warmth.
"I love you," y/n speaks in a whisper.
"I love you too,"
He kisses your chest where his head lies, "do you feel better?" Alex questions, "well there is one thing that'll make me feel better," you slyly tell him with a smirk.
"And what's that?"
"Oh just maybeeee something a little later on, when we're alone, and maybe another kiss or two," you tell him hinting at what you wanted.
Alex understands immediately causing him to pull away from your chest to give you a look, "really..?" He jokingly questions, "Oh yes," you respond with a smirk
"Okay," he nods, "later."
"Okay," you nod back with a giggle as he lays his head back down onto your chest to listen to your heartbeat, he gently grabs one of your hands pressing his lips around your skinned palms.
"All better?" He questions.
"All better," you nod kissing his head looking down at him as you play with his hair while he plays with your fingers.
Slowly the two of you drift off to sleep, lying in each other's arms.
There was a smile on the both of your faces as you held each other, this wax your absolute favorite thing, being here with him.
Loving him and being loved by him.
There was nothing else you could ask for in life, you had everything you needed and it was so much more than enough for the both of you.
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warnings: fluff, a little bit of smut, mentions of doing it while on period, mentions of blood, kissing, cursing, throwing up, oral.
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Y/n Y/l/n, best friend and girlfriend of Zach Justice.
The two had met at Barney's, a few months ago. They met and instantly clicked, the two were both talkers and talked all night long until eventually making their separate ways.
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Stumbling into the bar after visiting a few others with a group of friends, moments before. Y/n was wasted and once your eyes traveled to Zach's you couldn't help but stare.
You drunkenly decided to be bold and walk up to him, greeted him, introducing yourself, "Hey, I'm Y/n,"
"Zach," he held his hand out for you to shake, which you gladly did, "Are you drunk?" he questioned taking in your movements, you had been swaying side to side without even realizing "Just a little," you softly chuckled.
Taking a seat next to him and asking how he was doing, he responded with "Doing pretty good, how are you?" you replied with, "I'm okay," you let out a sigh
"Why just 'okay'?" Zach questioned, you then began to explain your chaotic night, whilst he listened closely to every word that left you mouth.
Taking a deep breath after your yap session, you began to ask Zach about himself. You found him attractive, and you wanted to get know him.
He began talking whilst you listened to him talk this time. Zach's stories were... interesting and you began to talk to him for the rest of the night.
You guys got to know he each other and from the few hours that you guys spoke, you saw his sarcastic sense of humor, that you so very loved, along with how much he cared for his friends, whether he wanted to admit it or not.
You spent the night together just laughing and getting to know each other, trying your best to stay awake considering how tired you were.
Zach eventually told you that you should go home and get some sleep, you agreed, but you also just wanted to listen to him talk for a little while.
So, you told him five more minutes, he agreed, and that five-minute conversation turned into twenty minutes, until you eventually made you're way out of the bar.
Asking for his number before you left.
Then next morning you woke up with a good morning text from Zach. Your head ached, you yawned as you stretched and made your way the bathroom in your apartment to brush your teeth.
You looked at his text and responded as you brushed your teeth, taking a pill and responded, the conversation went on and on until you eventually went out on a date at a nearby bar, Barney's.
Where they had first met.
At the exact same spot that you met too.
And now every Friday night they went out on a date to Barney's or to Mel's diner, where they just sat and talked, getting to know each other more and more.
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Y/n currently cuddled into Zach's chest. The two hadn't moved in yet, but Y/n slept over practically every day. The two peacefully slept, it was until Y/n felt warm and wet down there causing her to wake up slightly.
Y/n was still half asleep and being too tired to wake up, you shrugged it off and continued to sleep, but as time went by you felt the wetness become worse.
Awaking to a familiar pain in her lower stomach.
Wanting to jump up in pain and annoyance and also fear, Y/n tried her best remain calm, not wanting to wake Zach. Turning to Zach's alarm, that was going off in a few minutes, you carefully made your way across the room to your duffle bag.
The duffle bag was filled with clothes for yourself along with pads and tampons. You grab a fresh pair of underwear, pants and some tampons/pads (whatever you prefer).
Running to the bathroom, you quickly clean yourself up by taking a hot shower. Standing in the boiling water as it trickled down your body.
Washing your body quickly, before he woke up, you finish up and step out, changing into your new clothes.
Walking back to Zach's bed after showering, brushing your teeth, and throwing away your pants and underwear downstairs, considering the fact that they were now ruined.
Your eyes widening as you see a small puddle of drying blood on Zach's white sheets. Mentally cursing to yourself, you began to silently freak out.
His alarm than began going off, saved by the bell, you thought as you ran to the bathroom grabbing an old towel.
Quickly throwing the towel over the dried blood, you got back into bed as if nothing happened.
Letting out a fake groan of annoyance as Zach reached to turn his alarm off.
Slowly opening your eyes as Zach turned over to face you, "Good morning, sweetheart," you fake a groan and turn over to face him.
Smiling at him as you watch the sun shine down on the two of you.
"Good morning, baby" you smile, moving closer to Zach, placing your fingers in his hair to play it, Zach then began to play the game that the two of you usually played when you slept over.
Usually, he'd wake up first and try to smell your breath, knowing that you absolutely hated it, but today you woke up first and got to brush your teeth before his little game.
You began to protect your mouth even though you knew your breath smelled ten times better than his, "Zach," you muffled out a laugh, "Y/n!" Zach mocked with a teasing tone.
Eventually you removed your hands from your mouth and let him smell your breath, he pretended to pass out, but what you didn't see was that Zach had realized that woke up before him and got to brush your teeth.
He thought it was all a part of your plan and that you'd continue to do it from here on out, but you didn't plan to do that, you just woke up and got your period and wanted to clean his sheets before he saw your blood.
This was the first time you ever got your period at his house, and you hoped it was the last, you weren't embarrassed, but you didn't want him to know because he'd baby you.
Zach could be sweet and caring, his persona on his podcast was something you loved about him and something you found utterly attractive, but you also adored his sweet side.
But as of now, you just wanted to sit back and relax with Zach after you cleaned up your mess on his bed.
"Oh c'mon, I brushed my teeth," you laughed out with whine, "I know, baby, I'm just joking!" Zach laughed out, "Now let me go brush my teeth," you nodded as he got up with groan and made his way into his bathroom.
As soon as he closed the bathroom door, Y/n then scrambled to take the sheets off of the bed and rushed them downstairs to his laundry room where she got them started in the wash.
As you walked up the steps you hoped Zach wouldn't get mad that you bled on his sheets, but its not like you could help it. But it was kind of embarrassing for you.
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Meanwhile Zach brushed his teeth but a thought popped into his head causing him to open the bathroom door that lead to his room, but when he did, he saw Y/n rushing to take his sheets off his bed.
He then saw a small puddle of dried blood on his bed which made him realize what happened, so he continued brushing his teeth.
Once he finished he saw Y/n lying in bed like nothing had happened. He crawled back into bed and laid next to Y/n snuggling into your chest.
"You okay, baby?" you question, "Yeah, I just miss you." he respond nodding into your chest, "I've been here all weekend babe," you tell him.
"I know," he smiles into your chest, you smile down at him, "I just don't want you to go home tomorrow," he adds.
"I don't want to, but I'll be back before you know it,"
The continue to lay there for a few minutes until Zach decides to get up and go make breakfast, hoping Y/n would help, but you fell asleep.
Zach continues to get up and presses a kiss to your forehead before making his way to the kitchen and making bacon and pancakes along with some coffee just for you.
About 30-40 minutes later Zach finishes up making breakfast for the two of you to eat and brings its up to you, he sees that you're still sleeping, places the food on his side table and gently wakes y/n up.
You wake up from your short nap to sight of Zach and smell of bacon, one of your favorite things. Although you groan as you fully open your eyes to the sunshining down directly onto your face.
You turn over for a few seconds letting your eyes adjust to the lighting before turning to face Zach with a thankful smile at the sight of the food, "I come baring food," Zach smiles, "I see that, thanks baby,"
He nods as he hands you your coffee, just the way you like it extra sweet with hazelnut creamer, "Ugh coffee," you smile as you inhale the smell of the hazelnut creamer you so deeply love.
"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" you question with a smile and sigh of joy, "Every single day," he smiles, "I love you too," he kisses your forehead before pulling out a bottle of Tylenol.
"I noticed my sheets in the wash?" Zach questions, "Oh, right, they were dirty," you tried to brush off the fact that you bled on his sheets.
"From what?"
"Just- you haven't washed them in a few weeks," you awkwardly lied, "I washed them last week," he retorted, "Yeah, its been two weeks, so I figured-"
"I figured that you got your period and didn't want to be embarrassed," Zach cut in between your sentence, you took a deep breathe before taking an innocent sip of your coffee out of embarrassment.
"Is that what happened? cuz I think that's what happened,"
You sheepishly nodded, "I'm sorry,"
"Why are you apologizing? You know you can't help it, it just happens," Zach shrugged, "I know, I just-"
"You just nothing, its not a big deal, you don't need to be embarrassed, I'm your boyfriend of four months and I know all about menstrual cycles, its no biggie," Zach always knew how to make you feel better.
You nodded as he pressed a kiss to your forehead yet again before handing you your breakfast, "Now let's eat some breakfast," he then handed you a bowl of your favorite fruits.
The two of you sat in bed and ate your breakfast as you talked about your plans for the week. A few hours after doing nothing but just yapping with the love of your life, your cramps began to take over causing you to take yet another nap as Zach grabbed you a heating pad.
He canceled his plans for the day and laid next to you letting you cuddle into his chest as he stroked your hair with a soft smile.
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An hour or two had passed until one of the two finally woke up from their nap. The second Y/n woke up, you rushed to the bathroom with a hand over your mouth.
Once you made it to the toilet, you puked your guts out with a disgusted look. Meanwhile Zach rose from the bed following after you to make sure you're okay.
"Y/n" Zach called out from behind the closed door, "I'd ask if you're okay but, you know..." he trails off causing you to chuckle softly, before letting out some more throw up.
Once you stopped you took a second to respond, "Don't make me laugh." you tell him with a breathily sigh.
"Sorry babe,"
He goes to open the door but you yell, "Don't come in,"
You state with a stern tone, not wanting him to see you a hot, throwing up mess, he doesn't listen and comes in anyway, holding your hair back seeing as you couldn't.
He tries his best to soothe you by rubbing your back as you continue to throw up on and off for a few minutes.
Once you finally stopped, Zach helped you up as if you were incapable of walking and doing things on your own. Let's just say Zach loves to baby you, any chance he gets.
He helps you clean your mouth by handing you a cup of mouth wash which you gladly gargle not wanting the taste of throw up in your mouth any longer.
He then carries you downstairs bridal style, where he then brings you some Tylenol to help with your cramps along with chocolate and some of your favorite snacks.
The two of you continued to lay on the couch cuddled up next to each other as you put on one of your favorite movies for the two of you to watch.
About forty minutes into the movie you began to complain to Zach about your cramps and how the pills weren't working too well at the moment.
Zach then speaks up and says, "It's scientifically proven that having sex while on your period makes your cramps-"
You cut him off getting horny just by the word sex and lean in to start kissing him, "That works too," he mumbles against your lips before kissing you once again.
The two of you sat in the living room on the couch where Zach kissed down your neck causing you to gasp as he nibbled on your neck, leaving behind love bites.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" you question him, as you were on your period and doing it would leave him covered in blood.
"Yes, I'm sure. As long as it helps you," he smiles down at you kissing your forehead, "Okay.." you trail off not knowing if its a good idea.
"Do you want to?" he questions not wanting to pressure you into doing something you didn't want to do.
"I'm okay with it as long as you are." you reply.
"Are you sure you want to?" you question once more trying to make sure that is one hundred percent okay with it.
"I'm sure" he nods.
"Okay," you smile back at him before dragging his face down to kiss you once more.
He gladly kisses you back with a smile as he makes his way down to your chest causing you to pull your shirt off, revealing your bare chest.
He goes to take it off, but you decide to tease him a little bit before he can. Slowly bringing your hand down his abs towards his dick.
You gently and lightly stroke it with one hand, using the other to hold the side of his cheek as you continue to kiss him, slowly leading down towards his neck.
"Stop teasing me," he speaks, with a breath caught in his throat as you drag your hand up and down his dick.
"Come on, Y/nnn," he drags out your name.
Dragging him on top of you, with a sign song tone you reply, "We'll be coming pretty soon," he smirks at your joke before picking you up by your waist and leading you upstairs to his room.
He places you down onto his bed where you sit patiently waiting for him to close and lock the door ignoring the firey feeling in between your legs.
Zach hovers over you with a small smirk causing you to smile knowing what's going to happen next. You lean up slightly dragging him down on top of you once again pulling him into a kiss.
The two of you make out for what feels like forever until you get a little tired of it, so you decide to switch things up and make him lay down and sit on top of him, grinding back and forth making him harder.
He leans up and begins taking off his shirt, you toss it to the side and start kissing down his neck, leading to his abs, until you reach his dick.
You tease him for a few minutes leaving him itching for you to actually do something. You finally do and pull down his pants, gently kissing the tip of his dick causing him to let out a groan of pleasure and impatience.
You smile as you begin to take his full length into your mouth bobbing your head up and down and up and down causing him to get impatient.
Zach being as impatient as he is, he leans down and gently grabs you by the throat as you rise your head up towards him and flips you over so he's now on top.
He pulls down your pants and underwear and aligns himself with your clit before thrusting into you.
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Y/n Walter, the oldest girl in the family and the only girl until Parker came along, is 15 years old. Y/n is usually sweet and caring but when she's at school she can be a bit of a bitch, especially towards people, like Erin Collins.
You may be wondering why, but just like any other high school girl, minus Y/n, Erin was a basic girl, she was annoying and a pick me. Not to mention whenever Cole and Y/n were hanging out, sister to brother, Erin just had to interrupt them.
Which really pissed Y/n off.
Y/n were more of a fighter unlike Erin who liked to threaten Y/n behind Cole's back. So, when Erin threatened Y/n, Y/n decided to talk to her and hopefully fight her.
Y/n knew she'd get into trouble, and she knew Cole would be disappointed, but she didn't care, Erin was a bitch, and Y/n didn't need your brother to have a horrible girlfriend.
Even though deep down you was scared for what Cole would say. He was her favorite person, the only one you really liked, and you didn't want him to be disappointed.
Y/n stormed throughout the school looking for Erin, once you found her, Y/n bit your lip and walked up to her, "Y/n" Erin greeted with a fake smile causing Y/n to roll your eyes.
"What do you want?" Erin asked switching her 'sweet' tone with her normal mean one. "There she is," Y/n muttered under your breath, "I'm tired of all the mean comments and the threats, break up with my brother or I'll-"
"You'll what? disappoint your brother?" Erin asked, Y/n let out a breathily chuckle and then slapped Erin across the face causing her to weakly slap her back. Your blood boiled with anger, and your hatred for Erin was so strong, a little too strong.
Y/n laughed at Erin gripping her by her backpack, Erin tried her best to fight you back, but you punched her square in the nose causing her to bleed. Erin screamed in pain and tried to punch Y/n back, but she missed and went back to scratch her face instead.
Gasping as she felt warm blood run down her face and arm. Going to hit her back, but before Y/n could she tried to punch Y/n, missing in the process. When you looked up to see who you actually punched you saw Cole holding his face in pain.
Y/n let out a laugh of shock placing a hand over your mouth as your eyes widened in shock, before realizing that Cole was here and now not only was he hurt, but he was also probably disappointed.
And he was, you could see it in his eyes.
He was disappointed in you and Erin, but especially you. He never thought you'd go this far, but here you were, beating the shit out of his girlfriend.
Before either of you could say anything, a teacher rushed over telling you, "Principal's office. Both of you. Now." Y/n rolled her eyes before making your way to the principal's office with Cole following behind with a disappointed look on his face.
Y/n frowned at that, you knew that what you did was horrible, but in your defense, Erin threatened you and you just decided to take matters into your own hands and fight her because she was a bitch.
Y/n and Cole walked to the principal's office as the teacher took Erin to the nurse. You rolled your eyes at Erin's bitchy voice as you arrived at the office.
You and Cole sat in front of the principal, "I am very disappointed in you, Y/n. disappointed but not surprised," The principal muttered the last part causing you to roll your eyes, everyone was always disappointed in you, and you didn't know how to change that.
But you didn't want to change how you were and how you acted to change their minds, you just knew it wouldn't have worked. Fuck off, you wanted to tell him, you didn't care about anyone's opinion.
But you did care about Cole's.
He was your older brother, and you knew you disappointed him, but you mean for him to be. You were threatened and you didn't like, but he wouldn't understand. No one ever did.
"I am going to have to call your parents,"
"Oh, just get it over with!" Y/n groaned rolling your eyes as you leaned back onto the chair, you were fully prepared to get grounded, but you didn't care.
After the principal called your parents, you waited in annoyance for them to arrive as the principal lectured you about fighting. You pretended to care until eventually your parents arrived.
"What did you do now?" your mom, Katherine asked, tightly holding her purse, "Y/n fought Erin Collins and broke her nose," you smiled and chuckled at the principal's words, I did some pretty good damage, you thought with a smirk.
"Y/n this is not funny you put another student in serious danger, you broke her nose, I'm sorry but you're suspended for two weeks," you shrugged in response before standing up and going to walk out.
"Where are you going, young lady?" Katherine asked, "To the car," you answered before walking out not giving them any room to say anything.
Meanwhile Cole followed after you.
You made your way into the parking lot, you opened the car door and sat down in Cole's truck. "What is your problem?" Cole asked with a furious tone, "Your girlfriend," you replied.
"What are yo-"
"Erin's a bitch and you don't even see it, she threatened me like twenty times!" you exclaimed cutting him off in annoyance, frustration, and anger. "But of course you didn't know because you don't pay attention to the shitty things she says or does to me!"
You were pissed at Cole, you didn't want to talk to him, and you didn't want to see him, "Just leave me alone," you muttered as your parents walked over to the car.
Once they sat inside the began lecturing you, you did your best to block them out as you paid attention to the trees that you passed by on the drive home. The lecture ended on the drive home ending with the fact that you were grounded.
But once again you didn't care.
You listened as Katherine gave you a list of things you could do while you were grounded, but instead you ran up to your room. You tried your best not to cry, you just felt as if you couldn't be a nice person because you were a fighter instead of a lover.
But you couldn't help it, you just liked it, for some reason.
You got cuddled up in your blanket and tried to fall asleep until you heard a knock, "Go away!" you shouted, the person didn't listen and continued to open the door, but when the door opened completely you saw Cole, "Get the hell out!" you exclaimed in anger.
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry," you sat up surprised telling him to continue, "I should've paid more attention to how Erin acted especially towards you and I'm sorry I didn't," Cole apologized with sympathy filling his tone.
"Yeah... me too." you deadpanned trying not to forgive him so quickly when he thought you were lying to him and when he choose his shitty girlfriend over you, his first-born sister and 'best friend', you couldn't help but feel a strong hatred towards him.
Cole then left your room as you laid in bed thinking about your day. You felt bad for not accepting his apology, but he didn't believe you, his own sister and that's what hurt the most.
Drifting off into a deep sleep only to wake up a few hours later to eat dinner, which you did not eat, instead you stayed in bed trying to fall back asleep.
But you couldn't, the events of earlier just kept running throughout your head and you felt bad for not forgiving Cole, he was your brother, and you'd forgive him for anything.
Getting up and out of your bed, you walk to the bathroom and grab some band aids along with Q-Tip's and cotton pads and hydrogen peroxide. Walking to Cole's room, you gently knock on the door with your stuff in hand.
Shouting from the other side to come in, Cole sat on his bed doing absolutely nothing, "Hey," she softly spoke as she peered her head through the door, "Hey," Cole replied sending her a tight-lipped smile.
Taking a seat on Cole's bed, Y/n held out the supplies with a tilt of her head, wondering if he'd let her help clean up his cut, he nodded to which she began to open the supplies and clean his cut.
"I'm sorry," Y/n softly spoke, but Cole shook his head, "You don't need to apologize, I do, I'm sorry about Erin, and I'm sorry that I didn't pay attention to how she acted,"
"it's okay," Y/n shrugged, "No, it's not," Cole shook his head, "I know," Y/n softly chuckled, "But I do forgive you,"
"And I'm sorry for punching you," you apologized, "I deserved it," Cole chuckled, "...Yeah, you kinda did," You laugh.
"I'm breaking up with Erin by the way," Cole muttered after a few minutes of silence as the two cleaned each other's cuts.
"It's about time, kinda glad I broke her nose," you laughed with a smile, "Yeah, honestly me too," Cole muttered with a small laugh.
"You deserve better Cole," you told him, "I know," he nodded, "Good, now break up with the bitch!" you exclaimed with a laugh.
"Don't worry, I will," he laughed along with you.
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Y/n Webber, twin sister of the famous Jake Webber, also known as Tara's best friend and your favorite fellow party girl.
The two were pretty close and had been for a while, especially because of Jake.
Currently you sat in a party bus with Tara and some fellow girlfriends. You guys had a couple drinks, and you were already a little drunk.
You guys danced and talked until you guys reached your destination.
Once you guys stepped outside of the party bus, a rain drop met your cheek, a few more followed after that.
You quickly ran inside and saw the place Tara rented out.
Spotting Jake you ran over to see him catching up with some friends known as Sam and Colby.
You and Colby had a past 'relationship', you could say. You and Colby were never anything serious, just a casual hookup when you guys were bored.
That might've been weird to some, but no matter how many times you guys did it, you still stayed close friends and it was never awkward.
You loved each other as friends, and when you were drunk and bored and horny, you had your fun and went back to being best friends the next day.
Colby also posed as your boyfriend whenever an asshole of a guy came your way, no matter how many times you told them to fuck off they didn't so Colby came to the rescue.
You greeted the two boys with a hug, first Sam, then Colby. "How are you guys?" you asked into the hug, not pulling away.
"We're pretty good," Sam nodded, you pulled away from Colby, "Yeah, yeah, how are you?" Colby asked, "Doing good," you smiled causing him to smile back.
You glanced up at Jake to see him giving you a look to leave, "Okay, okay I'm going," you excuse yourself from the three and walk away.
As you were walking to the bar, you spotted a 6'5 maybe 6'4 guy, you knew that face, it was Zach Justice.
You had been waiting to meet him for a while and even though Tara planned to introduce you, she didn't, so you took matters into your own hands and walked over.
You walked through the crowd and made your way over to Zach who stood alone by a table with a water bottle in his hand.
You had always found Zach attractive, especially now, because you were drunk.
"Zach, right?" you question, "Y/n?" you nod is response, you stick your hand out which he gladly shakes, "You're a lot shorter than I thought you were,"
You playfully roll your eyes, "Very funny," you nod.
"Thank you," he cockily tilts his head to the side with a small smirk.
"Well, it's nice to finally meet you," you tell him, letting go of his hand, "You too," he nods in agreement.
"Y/n!" someone calls.
"Well, I guess I have to go, but maybe we can talk later," you suggest, "Yeah,"
You then walked away and over to Tara, Nezza, and Franny to see them getting a line of shots ready, "You're doing this with us,"
You take the shot from Nezza's hand, "Cheers," Tara shouts.
You all then down the shot, you cringe in disgust, "What the hell is that?" you question, "Vodka," Tara answers.
"This is my song!" you exclaim as you hear y/s/n (ur song name) playing, you run onto the dance floor dragging Tara and Nezza with you who drags Franny.
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Zach watches you from afar as you dance with your best friends, just admiring you.
Zach had seen a few pictures of you, and he found you very attractive. He wanted to talk to you and get to know you, but he never had the chance because Tara never introduced you guys.
So, when he saw you today, he planned to do just that, introduce himself, talk to you, get to know you, make a few jokes, but you did it first and then you had to go, so he didn't get the chance.
Zachs thoughts were soon interrupted when he heard a familiar voice, "Your crushing hard, aren't you?"
Zach turned around to face the voice to see Colby, "On who? Tara?" Zach questions, everyone thought that the two were together, sometimes their friends did too.
"No, Y/n," Colby shakes his head, "She is beautiful," Zach nods, "Yeah, she is, you should ask her out," Colby suggests.
"I don't about that one," Zach denies.
"Trust me, she'd love that," Colby assures him, "And how would you know that?"
"Y/n and I are best friends, she tells me a lot, and I have a girlfriend now so we can't," Colby shrugs.
"You and Y/n are like... dating?" Zach questions.
"Nah, we just used to hookup a lot," Colby replies, "Ask her out," Colby suggests before walking away.
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A while later Y/n was completely drunk, she was saying and doing dumb things, just like her brother, except he did that even when he wasn't drunk, and Y/n only did it when she was drunk.
Y/n drunkenly walked around the bar to find a bathroom, but instead she bumped into Zach, "You okay?" Zach questions.
"I am so fine," she drunkenly replies placing a hand on Zach's shoulder and then bringing it down to his bicep.
"Wow, you have some muscle to you," Y/n tells him, slurring your words. "Thanks," he nods, "You're welcomeee," you slur.
"You should ask me out some time," you suggest, trailing your hand up to his to fix his hair "Yeah?" Zach questions.
"Oh yeah," you nod sliding your hand up and down his chest.
You lean closer into Zach trailing your fingers back up to play with his hair, "Your hair is so soft," you slur, "I have to pee," you admit going to walk away.
As you walk away you almost trip, but Zach catches you. "I'll take you to the bathroom," Zach mutters into your ear.
You shiver as you feel his warm breath against your face. You lean on Zach for support as he helps you to the bathroom.
"What are you doing?" Nezza asks spotting Zach taking you to the bathroom, "She's too drunk to use the bathroom," Zach explains.
"C'mon Y/n," Nezza mutters taking you out of Zach's arms and helping you walk to the bathroom.
"Hi Nezzaaa," you slur with a giggle, "Hi babe," Nezza smiles bringing your arm around her shoulder, "Where's Zach?" you question.
"We'll go back, now go pee, before you pee yourself," Nezza tells you bring you into the bathroom stall.
She helps you pull down your pants and sits you down onto the toilet. Once you finish doing your business, Nezza helps you up.
You quickly wash your hands and wet your face. You were horribly drunk and wanted to sober up a bit.
Nezza helps you out of the bathroom, you walk out to see Zach standing by the bathroom door, patiently waiting for you, "Zachh!" you exclaim falling into his arms.
"Surprised you didn't fall into the toilet," Zach mutters to Nezza, "She's all yours, and she's drunk so you better take good care of her," Nezza tells Zach with a stern tone.
"Yes ma'am," Zach salutes as Nezza walks away with an eye roll.
Zach then gets down on his knees in front of you, "Get on,"
You look down at him and hop on his back, he makes sure you're on before standing up, Zach walks over to the bar and asks for a bottle of water.
Zach then sits you down on a bar stool, he stands in between your legs, letting them roam your thighs.
You drunkenly look up at Zach.
The bartender comes back with a water bottle, handing it to Zach, who hands it to you. "No," you whine shaking your head like a child.
"C'mon," Zach sends you a look causing you to giggle, "Fine," you smile, you take the bottle from Zach and begin to take small sips.
Zach looks at you with a nod as you drink the water.
After a few minutes you finished the water and sat there as Zach ordered you another one. Once you finished drinking the second bottle of water, you felt a little sober.
But you were still drunk, and you were letting your drunk and sober thoughts win.
You stood up and slipped once again causing Zach to lean out and catch you. You glance up at him and thanked him once again, but this time with a kiss.
Zach looks at you slightly shocked and confused.
"C'mon!" you shout over the loud music, you grab his hand and drag him outside, trying your best to stay up on your feet.
You guys stood out in the pouring rain against the hard brick wall. You let out a giggle and pulled Zach in by the collar of his jacket.
"Your drunk," Zach spoke against your now wet lips, "So?" you question, looking up and staring into his eyes as he covered the two of you with his jacket.
"So, we can't,"
"Fine then I'll just find someone else," you shrug pulling away from him to go find Colby.
You felt his arm grab you and turn you around to face him.
Staring into his eyes before he pulls you into a kiss. You immediately kiss back, letting his lips move in a perfect sync with yours.
Fireworks, absolute fireworks.
That was all you felt. You always wanted to kiss someone in the pouring rain.
"This is a bad idea," Zach mutters, "Help sober me up," you suggest, "C'mon Zach, I need you," you tell him bringing his lips to yours.
Zach kisses back, knowing that he shouldn't, your lips move in sync, you were enjoying this, and Zach was too.
After a few seconds you pull away.
"Let's get you sober first," Zach breathlessly pulls away, you pull away with a smirk and follow Zach to his car.
He helps you walk to his car with your hand in his.
You already felt a little sober, you had drunken two bottles of water, all you need was some coffee and a short nap, and you'd be better in no time.
The car ride to Zach's house was pretty far, so you decide to sleep in the meantime. You tiredly watched Zach as he drove, interlocking your fingers with his.
Zach glances over at you as you drifted off into a deep sleep.
Once the two arrived at Zach's house, he tried to wake you, but you didn't budge, so he brought you inside. He sat you down on the kitchen and began making you some coffee.
Y/n peacefully slept on the couch, waking up when Zach sat down on the couch.
You felt it sink causing you to jump up, you glanced over at Zach to see him holding a cup of coffee, "You made coffee?" you question in joy.
"Yeah, you want some?"
"Yes," you nod, Zach hands you a cup of coffee that sat on the table in front of you.
You take sip of the coffee, absolutely loving the taste. You then lean your shoulder on Zach's, glancing up at him every once in a while.
"Maybe we should watch a movie?" Zach suggests sitting up to grab the remote, you then place your empty coffee cup on the table and grab the remote out of Zach's hands.
"I did not come here to watch a movie with, Zach," you tell him, throwing the remote onto the other couch.
You were as sober as could be and you were also really horny. You had seen the sweet-ish side of Zach and not the mean, funny Zach and now you just wanted to be in his presence, which you were, but you wanted him to touch you.
You wanted him.
You needed him and from what it looked like by the bulge in his pants, he needed you too.
"Are you sober?" he questions.
"Sober enough," you huff out, "C'mon, Zach I'm horny and from the looks off it... you are too," you say glancing down at his pants.
Before you can say anything else Zach lifts your chin up and pulls you into a passionate kiss.
Your lips move in sync with his as you place your hand on either side of his cheek.
Leaning in closer to him as you guys continue to have a heated make out session.
You slip your tongue into Zach's mouth as he kisses you roughly. You pull away and stand up to sit on his lap.
Zach smirks as he watches you straddle his lap; he then brings his lips to yours once you sit down on his lap.
Letting out a soft gasp as you feel Zach's huge bulge against your clit.
Zach's hand grips your ass as you grind your hips against his, causing you to let out a soft moan.
He then lifts you up with a soft grunt, causing you to wrap your legs around his waist as he makes his way upstairs and into his room.
Reaching Zach's room, he opens the door with one hand, and then slams it shut before making his way over to his bed.
Dropping you down onto his bed and hovering over you.
Looking up at Zach, you help him take off his shirt, which leads to him tearing your skimpy little dress off.
Laying back as you feel his hands roam down to your clit, his fingers moving the band of your underwear.
Lifting your hips up causing him to pull down your underwear. His finger find their way to your folds.
Slipping a finger inside of you, letting out a moan as he thrusts inside of you.
Slipping a second finger in, curling them at the perfect moments.
Your eyes roll back as he uses his other hand to grip your hips. "Holy shit!" you gasp.
Moaning as Zach has his way with you. "I-I'm gonna cum," you moan, clenching yourself around Zach's fingers, "Cum for me sweetheart," Zach groans.
Letting out a loud moan as he gets you to cum.
Pulling his fingers out Zach licks them, leaning up, he brings his lips to yours while subtly taking his pants and boxers off, in the process.
You roughly kiss him back causing him to stop what he's doing.
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The next day, you felt the warm sunlight on your face as you tried to get comfortable.
Turning to your right, you snuggled into what you thought was a pillow, but it felt to hard.
Your eyes opened to see Zach justice.
You jumped away from him in confusion and shock trying to remember what happened last night, but your head ached and it genuinely hurt to even think.
Your jump caused Zach to wake up meanwhile you glanced around the room confused, you didn't remember anything from last night.
All you could remember was meeting Zach and seeing Sam and Colby along with bothering your brother and taking a few shots but everything else was a blur.
Zach glanced down at you bringing you closer into his arms, "What happened last Friday night?" you accidently and stupidly ask.
"You don't remember?" Zach questions glancing down at you once again, "Not really," you sigh.
"Well we met and you were all over me, very drunk and told me that you needed to put your kitty on my hot dog, so we came here and made some coffee and then you grabbed me and slammed me onto the couch and told me that you needed me right now, your words not mine, and then we smashed our genital's together,"
Zach explanation reminded you of everything you guys did last night, and you drooled at the memories, but his jokes made you roll your eyes.
You ignore Zach's jokes and nod before realizing that you both were naked.
Taking a peek under the blanket you quickly cover yourself and glance up at Zach who's eyes were closed.
You smile at him and snuggle into his chest causing him to wrap him arm around your waist.
Planting a kiss on your temple, Zach smiles down at you, "So, when should we go out on that date?" you ask, recalling your drunken moment with Zach and you suggesting the date.
Letting out a soft chuckle, Zach responds, "Whenever you want,"
"Tomorrow?" you question.
"Tomorrow sounds great," Zach presses a kiss to your forehead causing you to smile and kiss his bare chest since it was the closet thing you could read.
Where we left off: Kissing up his abs, stopping on his lips, you help him take his pants off, and he does the same. You throw your guys pants on the floor and start making love leaving everyone downstairs disgusted.
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Y/n kissed up Zach's abs, stopping on his lips. You guys made out for a little bit before pulling away. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he questions, you frantically nod, "Yes, I'm sure,"
Zach eyes trail down your body in awe, you draw Zach out of his thoughts once you start pulling Zach pants off letting everything free, you stare down at his dick, which was poking out of his boxers.
You stared at him in awe, you couldn't believe you were doing this, especially with him.
He was Zach Justice, and you were just Tara Yummy's best friend.
Zach then pulls your pants and underwear off; you throw them both on the floor before turning back to Zach who's hovering over you with a smirk.
You lean up slightly running either hand down his chest. "I want you," you breath out pulling him into a kiss, "I know, sweetheart," he nods kissing down your neck.
Zach kisses all the down to your soaking (P, V, whatever you wanna call it) he then slips a finger inside of you causing you to moan in pleasure.
Sucking in a breath as your fingers run through his hair. He pulls you into a kiss as he slips another finger in causing you to moan.
You look down at Zach's fingers that were frantically pumping in and out of you. "I'm close," you groan in pleasure.
He pumps in and out of you causing you to reach your limit, "Cum for me, sweetheart," you cum at Zach's words, moaning in pleasure.
Zach pulls his fingers out and licking them, causing you to whine, already missing them inside of you. "Don't worry, I'm not done yet," he kisses your lips.
You kiss back, leaning up, you feel Zach's dick touch your clit, causing you to moan into his mouth, you try to align yourself with him right then and there, but he pulls away, "Not yet"
You groan into his mouth as he pulls you into another kiss, he once again kisses down your neck and down to your boobs.
He kisses in between them, squeezing them too, before unclipping your bra and throwing it to the side.
Zach slowly kisses down to your clit before slipping his tongue in causing you to uncontrollably moan.
You run your fingers through his hair as he does, absolutely loving the feeling.
Leaning your head back and tightly gripping the pillows next to you as you start to cum.
You breath out deeply, catching your breath slowly letting go of the pillows as your high came to a stop.
You lay back taking deep breaths as you take in what just happened.
"You have fun?" Zach asks, "Yeah," you breath out, "I really did,"
Zach then starts pulling his underwear down throwing it onto the floor.
"What about you? You made me feel good now it's my turn to make you feel good," you tell him, "No baby, today is all about you," he tells you gently kissing your forehead.
You bite your lip as he grabs a condom from his bedside table. He rolls the condom onto his dick. You take a deep breath.
Zach aligns himself with you, slowly, he waits a few seconds waiting for you, "I'm ready," you sigh.
Zach thrusting in you causing you to let out a loud moan that you quickly cover up with your hand.
"Holy shit, Zach," you moan out as he sets a slow pace. You kiss down his neck planting hickies as he roughly thrusts in and out of you.
Eventually you couldn't focus on doing anything other than enjoying yourself as Zach started to go faster. "Fuck," you moan as he roughly thrusts inside of you planting kisses everywhere.
You moan as he kisses your neck. You feel Zach's thrust become sloppy meaning he's about to cum, "Cum with me," he breaths out, you nod at his words.
You feel yourself building up, waiting for him and then letting go with Zach as his thrusts come to a stop. "F-fuck," you moan out as you and Zach cum.
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Meanwhile downstair Tara, Alyssa, and Jared were having a conversation wondering where the friends went which led Tara to go upstairs and see having sex.
Tara quietly walked in with a flabbergasted expression before quickly and quietly walking out in disgust.
Tara mentally and physically gagged a little, more like a lot.
She quietly walked out, running downstairs to tell her friends what she had just witnessed.
"Oh my god! their having sex!" Tara shouts in disgust, "Oh c'mon man," Jared groans with disgust dripping from his tone.
"Eww, oh my god," Alyssa exclaims in pure disgust. Tara then went to pick up here drink but quickly put it down still in disgust, "Ugh! I can't even have vodka anymore, they're so disgusting!"
Jared and Alyssa then both give Tara a look knowing that she probably does worse. "I know, I know, I'm one to talk but still," she waves them off.
Tara couldn't believe it when they kissed and now, they were having full blown sex, she had seen things that she never, ever wanted to see from either of the two and now she's scarred for life.
Meanwhile Jared and Alyssa didn't witness the same things, but they were disgusted and shocked just thinking about what was going on up there.
Jared knew something like this would've happened considering the jokes that the two were making but he didn't think it would actually happen, especially today.
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You and Zach breathe deeply as he pulls out and drops down to your side. "Oh my god," you breath out.
"That was the best sex I've ever had," you sigh as Zach nods in agreement. "Yeah," he catches his breath wrapping you both in a blanket to cover yourselves.
You lean into Zach getting comfortable as he catches his breath. You were also very clingy after sex, especially when it was that good and you just wanted to be closer to him before you had to go back downstairs.
Zach glances down at you in wonder but smiles to himself, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead.
You look up at him in adoration, you felt safe in his arms, something you didn't feel often.
"Stop giving me those eyes," Zach speaks up interrupting the comfortable silence, "There are no eyes," you promise.
"Yes, there is, makes me wanna smash our genitals again," you roll your eyes at him but bite down on your lip thinking about doing it again.
"Maybe later," you tell him with a smile causing him to smirk, "Yeah I'm pretty tired," he yawns, "Me too," you nod snuggling into his chest.
You and Zach lay in silence as you comfortably lay your head on Zach's chest slowly drifting off only to be interrupted by who you assume was Tara banging on the door.
"I know you guys aren't having sex! I don't hear Zach's bed squeaking anymore!" Tara shouts. Your cheeks turn red at her statement.
"Actually, we were about to have round two," Zach mutters into your ear sending chills down your pine.
"Go away Tara!" Zach yells in annoyance, "No Y/n and I need to talk! and we have to get ready for this party!" Tara shouts back.
You sigh before nodding, "She's right, Zach. We have to talk,"
"I'll see you later?" you question standing up and gathering your clothes off of the ground, "Yeah,"
You put your clothes back on as Zach puts his back on. Once you finish you turn to Zach, you didn't say anything you stared into his eyes and gave him a passionate kiss before making your way to Tara who waited outside the room.
You turn to look at Zach sending him a small smile as you open his room door before shutting it. "Tara I-"
"I don't want to hear it." she interrupts you as you guys walk downstairs. You nod knowing that she was probably pissed at you and Zach, so you let her continue.
"Although I'm not happy that you're hooking up with Zach, I do know that you like him and if he agrees to take this seriously than I support you guys 100%,"
You look at Tara with confusion written all over your face, "How'd you know that I like Zach?" you question.
"Oh my god it was so obvious and one time you were drunk and said that you couldn't wait to meet him because 'he's soooo hot'" Tara quotes.
"Oh," you let out.
"But still I'm so sorry, I should've never kissed Zach and I should've definitely never had sex with him without telling you and asking how you felt about it." you ramble.
"It's okay, no, I just want you guys to be happy and if it's with each other then so be it," she shrugs, "Really?" you wonder.
"Yes really, go!" you look at her unsure, "Go get your man!" Tara cheers causing you to smile, you give her a quick squeeze before running back upstairs.
"Hi," you breath out, slightly out of breath, when Zach opens his door, "What's up?"
"I talked to Tara and if you're serious about this, about us, then she's okay with," you tell him, "So, when should we have our first date?" he questions causing you to smile.
"How's tomorrow?" you question, "Tomorrow sounds great," he smiles.
"But why wait? I'm free now," he shrugs.
"I have plans," you tell him. "Really? with who?" he wonders.
"Tara." you answer.
"Party starts at nine," you tell him.
"Tomorrow sounds great, I'll pick you up at 7," you smile and pull him into a kiss that he returns, your lips move in sync as Zach hands travel to your waist and slowly down to your ass.
You gasp as he squeezes your ass, you kiss him one last time before walking away with a smile.
You then walk downstairs and apologize to Alyssa and Jared, deeply embarrassed and then leave with Tara to go get ready for the party.
You wore a tight black dress and you and Tara partied all night and woke up the next day with an extreme hangover and pounding headaches.
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It was finally seven o'clock and that meant it was finally time for your date with Zach. He picked you up in his truck, helped you inside, opened the door, made sure you were comfortable, and even let you pick the music.
The date was going great. You guys went out to eat, you talked, and laughed, and eventually came back to your place for some privacy.
You guys watched Disney movies all night and got to know each other a lot more. Zach wasn't as bad as he seemed on camera.
Zach was actually a sweetheart. He was a sweetheart when you guys were alone and acted like an ass when you were in public just to be Zach.
You guys currently were cuddled up in your room watching Ratatouille. You were laying on his chest and he was mostly watching you instead of the movie.
You glance up at him to see him staring at you with a smile, your cheeks turn red causing you to look away, you look up at him again.
"What's up, creepy?" you ask with a teasing tone.
"You're just so beautiful," he sighs, "Very funny, what's really up?" you question.
"Nothing," he shakes his head, you slowly nod turning your attention back to the tv only for Zach to pull you away.
He stares down at your lips, and then into your eyes. You look up at him, wondering what he'll do next.
He brings you into a kiss, gently biting your lip in the process. You kiss back and pull away to tease him but also, so he doesn't take things too far.
You lick your lips as Zach looks at you, gently kissing your neck.
warnings: cursing, sexual jokes made by Zach ofc, kissing, making out, hickies.
requested!
❝𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬.❞
Y/n Y/l/n is just a normal girl who so happens to be best friends with the Tara Yummy, a friend who became a famous YouTuber, they had been friends since they were in the eighth grade.
They had met when Y/n moved to where Tara lived (idk where that is) and went to the same middle school and high school.
The two had met through a friend and became the best of friends.
They still talk to this day.
Tara then decided to invite her best friend onto the podcast she was on, dropouts, with her co-hosts Zach Justice and Jared Bailey.
Zach had been looking for a new guest to have on the podcast and thought it'd be a good idea to invite her best friend.
Y/n immediately agreed and prepared herself by watching the podcast and paying attention to Tara's costars.
From what she had watched Zach seemed like a sarcastic asshole and Jared seemed like a sweetheart and Tara just seemed like Tara.
Y/n and Tara were very similar. They said and did similar things.
They both loved to party, drink, and talk, they both were in love with Sugar.
Y/n patiently waited for the days to pass till she could meet these guys and see her best friend.
After a few days passed she had finally reunited with her best friend after a few months.
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The next day you woke up bright and early to get ready for your day. You took a shower, brushed your teeth, washed your hair, styled your hair, made some breakfast, and then waited for Tara.
She had decided to come pick you up from your house so you could spend some time together before you meet her friends.
You waited in your kitchen until you heard the doorbell room causing you to shoot up and out of your seat.
Running to the front door revealing Tara and Sugar.
"Hii!" you shriek in excitement to see the both of them, "Oh my god, hi! it's been forever!" Tara exclaims, placing Sugar down on the floor.
Tara pulls you into a tight hug, you immediately hug back squeezing her.
"I missed you so much!" Tara says with a huge grin.
"I missed you too, we need to hang more," as a smile makes its way onto your face.
"Yeah, we do," she nods, "But we have to go before we're late and Zach yells at us," she adds with a tight-lipped smile causing you to laugh.
"Let's go," you state grabbing your phone and purse before walking out the door with Sugar and Tara following after you.
You quickly look the door before you and Tara run over to her car and take off to Zach and Jared's house.
"So, how've you been?" you ask as Sugar sits on your lap causing you to pet his head, "I've good, a little busy, but now that I'm not we can hang out." she tells you.
"Actually, there's a party that I got invited to, you should come with me, it'll be like old times," she adds.
"I don't know..." you trail off.
"C'mon it'll be fun," she begs with a smile.
"Okay fine, how could I say no to a party?" you question, "What time is it?"
"9 o'clock" she responds.
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After quite some time of driving to Zach and Jared's house and catching up with Tara. You guys finally arrived.
Tara rang the doorbell as you and Sugar walk around so he can use the bathroom.
Once he did, he slowly walked over to Tara with you trailing behind him with his leash in hand.
The door opens to reveal Zach Justice.
He was a lot taller than you excepted, way taller than Jake, Tara's ex-boyfriend, which you were not expecting, like at all.
Hotter in person too.
That was a teeny tinny detail that you didn't mention to Tara.
She had asked about your impression of the boys on camera, and you did not mention that to her, but you did tell her everything else.
"Hi, how are you?" you greet with a smile, looking up at his tall figure. "Pretty good," he nods, "How are you?" he asks, "Good," you nod in agreement, sensing an awkward tension.
"I-I'm Y/n," you breath out trying not to stutter. "Zach," he says sticking his hand out, "Yeah.. I know, I-I mean I watch the podcast and Tara's told me a lot about you," you correct yourself.
"Y/n's more of a hugger." Tara reminds him, "Right," he nods opening his arms for a hug.
You lean closer into him and pull him into a short hug, you could smell the cologne linger on is shirt.
You wondered if he put it on for you? you were probably looking into too much, but your teeny crush on him had grown and you were kind of hoping that was the case.
You two pull away, letting your eyes linger on each other's before he invites you in with a small smile.
You walk in with the two plus Sugar following close behind.
As Zach and Tara greet each other with a hug you glance around his huge house. It's pretty big, as you look around you see Jared.
The one you've heard so much about. "Hi," he greets with his signature smile, "Hi, Y/n," you say returning the smile, "It's nice to meet you," he tells you reaching for a hug.
"It's nice to meet you too," you smile into the hug. "Let me give you tour, yeah?" Jared offers, "Yeah sure," you nod with a smile.
Jared then starts giving you a tour, as you follow him around with Sugar. "And this is my room," he stops, you nod as you look around, "Very nice," you tell him.
Smiling at him, "Alyssa should be here any minute," you nod, following him downstairs to see Tara and Zach standing in the kitchen, just talking.
"Just so you know, Zach's jokes are gonna be..." Jared trails off stopping on the last step, "So I've heard," you tell him, remembering everything Tara warned you about.
"Just wanna say I'm sorry on his behalf in advance," he smiles, "It's okay, honestly, I not the type to take something small to heart," you tell him before walking into the kitchen.
Just as Jared told you to sit down the doorbell rang, Jared walks over to the front door opening it to reveal Alyssa.
Alyssa walks into the kitchen waving to everyone but mainly greeting you with a hug and a smile that you return.
You two start a small conversation, everyone was just talking have a good time until Zach announces, "Great, now we can start,"
Tara rolls her eyes walking into podcast room, "Y/n you sit in Tara's seat today," says Zach as he walks in.
You sit down in Tara's seat as everyone else sits in their original seats, minus Tara who sits beside you.
"Zach you might wanna help Y/n," Jared points out.
"Oh right," Zach replies standing up, walking about two steps over to you to help you with your headphones making sure they're good.
"Is that good?" he asks holding onto the headphones just in case you need any more help, you glance up at him and nod, "Yeah," staring deep into his eyes.
You awkwardly clear your throat once he pulls away taking his seat.
The cameras then start rolling and Zach starts talking, "What's up guys? welcome to episode ### of dropouts. This week we have Tara Yummy's childhood best friend, Y/n."
"Hi," you awkwardly say not knowing what to say. Zach then introduces the Patreon telling everyone to go subscribe.
"Little Alyssa you better play the intro music or I'm gonna snap your neck," Zach threatens Alyssa causing your eyes to widen.
Tara hums along to the intro music as you awkwardly bop your head, smiling at Tara as she dances.
"So, Y/n how long have you known Tara?" Zach asks getting straight to the point, "Since the eighth grade," you answer.
"Now why did you become friends?" he asks squinting his eyes, "Honestly just because of her personality," you tell him with a shrug.
"How did you become friends?" he questions, "Well, we had a mutual friend," going to continue but Tara buts in, "Who we are no longer friends with," Tara points out.
"May I ask why?"
"She was fake," you answer as Tara nods in agreement, "Luckily we met before we found that out," you add.
"But we basically met through her, and we really hit it off, we became really close and then when we later found out that this friend was fake, we continued to be friends,"
"Yeah, and now we're best friends," Tara smiles, "Yup." you smile back looking at her with adoration.
Zach then asked about this friend, you let Tara explain watched as she talked.
"The way that Y/n looks at Tara is like an old married couple just admiring her wife," Zach cuts in, "Y/n looks at everyone like that," Tara shrugs.
"Like what?" you question not knowing what they were talking about, "We talked about this before," Tara tells you.
"The way you look at... anyone, really, is just like so adorable, your eyes are just filled with like, love, you just have those eyes," Tara explains.
"I see it," Jared nods.
"Yeah, like whenever you're really focused on someone talking, you just look like you're in love," Tara explains.
"I love my friends," you shrug, "I know and that's why you have that look on your face right now," Tara smiles.
"You're telling me she looks at everyone like that?" Jared questions, "I guess so," you shrug.
"Well, no, it depends, she looks at most people like that but if she really, really likes you, like if she has a crush on you, she's gonna look at you like she's in love, but if you're just a friend or best friend, like me, she'll look at you like that,"
Jared nods and Zach speaks up, "Should we bring in a celebrity crush?"
"Uh, no." you immediately shake your head with a stern tone causing Tara to laugh, having an idea on who it is.
"Who is your celebrity crush?" Tara questions, "I'll tell you later," you tell her in a whisper as Tara lets out a laugh.
The podcast continues with questions, sexual jokes, and Zach just being Zach.
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The podcast was going really good, Zach made a few sexual jokes, leaving you shocked, but you didn't mind them, you honestly thought they were hilarious.
So, you tried your best to respond and see if you could push Zach and piss him off or shock him.
"It's hot in here," Tara complains, fanning herself with her hand, before adding, "The sexual tension in here is really making me sweat,"
You send her a look already knowing what she's talking about.
Zach had been either very good at joking or he was definitely sending you signals, he was smirking, winking, making those jokes.
It made you a little delusional and think he was seriously flirting with you, but that was just his persona, so you knew it might've just meant nothing.
"Yeah, we should probably turn on the AC," Jared nods causing you to roll your eyes.
You turn back to Zach to try and see what he's thinking. You're very good at reading people and you figured you'd be able to read him, but he just flat out said it.
"I mean if you see sexual tension, maybe we could y'know," Zach says jerking his head in your direction, causing your eyes to widen in shock as he winks.
"Wow," you breath out, freezing at his words.
"You broke the poor girl," Jared tells Zach.
"I'm just suggesting," Zach shrugs, "Y/n!" Tara shouts getting your attention.
"Mhm?" you hum, "You okay?" Zach asks, "Yeah," you nod.
"Just..." you trail off trying to find the right words, "Disgusted?" "Annoyed?" Tara and Jared ask.
"Flabbergasted," you correct.
"Most people are," Zach nonchalantly shrugs.
"I see that..."
"You wanna see something else?" Zach questions glancing down at his pants, causing your eyes to once again widen.
"Should we leave?" Tara asks, "Yeah, that would be great." Zach deadpans, "Um, so yeah, anyways, Y/n?"
"Yes, Zach?"
"How you liking the pod so far?" Jared questions, "Um... it's good," you hesitantly reply, glancing at Zach.
"Got something else that's better," Zach butts in with a small smirk. "Zach!" Tara exclaims in disgust.
"C'mon man. She's never gonna want to come back," Jared tells Zach with a stern tone. "She'll be coming alright," Zach nods.
"Holy fuck man!" Jared shouts. "You're fucking disgusting," Tara mutters into the mic, holding it close.
"I know," Zach nods, taking a sip of his water.
"Y/nnnn" Zach sings into his mic, "Yes Zach?" you question completely out of it, as you think back to Zach's comments.
Visions of Zach hands wrapped around you run throughout your mind.
His hands lips travel down your neck, making you let out breathily moans of pain and pleasure.
He looks deep into your eyes before pulling you into a kiss.
You kiss back, breathing heavily as his hands travel from your waist down to your ass, squeezing it hard, causing you to gasp.
He kisses down your neck and all the way down to your stomach causing you to squirm under him as he slowly starts to take off your pants.
"You okay? breathing alright?" he questions, drawing you out of your thoughts.
You snap your head in his direction, realizing that your breathing was heavy. The thoughts in your head felt so real that you couldn't even breath.
"Need some CPR? I'd be more than happy to-" Zach adds getting interrupted by Tara, "No!" she shouts.
"I'm okay," you tell him.
But you did not mind getting CPR from Zach, it would fill part of the void that had appeared. You guys continued playing the game you were playing, smash or pass.
The podcast soon came to an end. You had gotten to know a little bit about Zach and Jared, and their sex life's and they got to know a whole lot about you and your sex life.
Your sex life wasn't like Tara's, you didn't hook up with numerous of guys, you just stood home. Waiting for the right guy, to find you.
Or for you to find them.
Y/n set the headphones onto the black pole thing, letting them rest before looking around the room. Tara ran off to the bathroom, leaving you and the guys plus Alyssa.
Alyssa excused herself as she got a phone call. Jared left you and Zach alone sensing that Zach wanted to talk?
"So..." you trail off.
"Did you like it? filming with us I mean." Zach questions.
"It was definitely... something.." you sigh with a shrug, "But I did like it," you add.
"Really?"
"Yeah, you're a funny guy," you compliment with a smile, "Thank you," he smirks, making you immediately regret complimenting him because you probably fueled his ego.
"Can I get you a drink or something?" he questions, "Sure," you nod, following him into the kitchen.
"What would you like?" Zach asks, "Uh, water's fine," you shrug and nod. Zach grabs you a water bottle from the fridge and hands it to you, letting his hand linger on yours.
You stare down at your hands, admiring them together, before awkwardly pulling away.
You clear your throat wanting to ask about the jokes he made, wondering if they were just jokes.
"Zach."
"Yeah?" he looks up.
"Did you mean anything by those jokes?" you ask.
Deep down when you walked through those doors and Zach first saw you, he thought you were the most gorgeous girl he had ever met, and he could not take his eyes off of you.
Zach made the jokes hoping you'd overthink and try to read between the lines, which you did.
He wanted to get to know you and you had already had a crush on him.
"Yeah I did." he nods with a small smile.
You look deep into his eyes trying to see if he's joking or lying, but you didn't see anything other than his smile, that melted your heart.
"And I want to get to know you,"
You let out a quiet sigh and nod, "I want that too,"
"So should be find out if you'll be coming back for more?" he smirks making your eyes widen in shock, but you decide to be bold and step forward.
You place both hands on the side of his face, dragging him down towards you. Your lips just centimeters away from each other's.
You draw him close and plant your lips on his. Zach reciprocates and moves his lips in sync with yours.
His hands move from his sides to squeezing your waist, to roughly squeezing your ass causing you to let out a soft moan.
Meanwhile your hands travel from his cheeks to his neck.
Zach hands cup underneath your ass, letting out a small grunt as he lifts you up with ease, you wrap your legs around his waist as you guys continue kissing.
He sits you down on the counter, fully making out with you.
"What about Tara or anyone else walking in?" you breath out, pulling away ever so slightly, "Shhh," he whispers, "Don't worry about that,"
Zach trails kisses down your neck until you hear a Tara yelling, causing you to jump back and almost hit your head on the counter.
"Y/n! we have to get going soon we have to get ready... for the party..." she stops as she walks in the kitchen to see you guys making out.
"Holy fuck." she mutters in shock and disgust before slapping a hand over her mouth.
"Tara it's not what it looks like," you assure her causing her to give you a 'seriously?' look causing you to add, "Okay it's exactly what it looks, just let me explain."
"We eat off of that counter!" she cries in disgust.
"Sorry?" you apologize with a questioning tone and expression.
"I'll leave you two to sucking each other's faces off," she awkwardly gestures with her hands, excusing herself before making her way out of the kitchen.
Zach shrugs and turns back to kiss you, but you pull away, shove him and hop off of the counter, "I'm sorry, Zach but I feel bad, I have to go explain and apologize,"
You try to walk out, you felt bad, you had just made out with your best friend's other best friend, and you knew Tara was very understandable, but you couldn't not apologize to her.
She's your best friend and you just kissed her best friend and now you feel like shit.
Zach stops you, spinning you towards him, "You can apologize later," he lifts you up, into his arms before throwing you over his shoulder.
"Zach!" you slap his back as he carries you up the stairs and to his room.
"Later," he tells you as he opens his room door.
He sets you down in his room before pulling you into another kiss. You kiss back, letting him take over which leads to him slamming your body onto the door.
You moan as his hands travel up your body, kissing his lips as he did. His lips trail down from yours and down to your neck, planting kiss everywhere.
"Zach," you moan as he sucks on your neck bringing a finger to your clit, teasing you causing your moans to become louder.
He smirks against your neck causing you to push him back in annoyance, "Stop teasing me," you groan, "I'm sorry, sweetheart," he brings you into a kiss.
Your hands travel up his chest, tugging on his shirt, he gets your meaning and rips it off. You smile staring down at his bare chest.
Rubbing your fingers over his chest before getting on your knees and teasing him through his pants. You kiss all over his chest, subtly placing your hand on his bulge.
He sucks in a breath at that causing you to smile to yourself. Zach realizes what you're doing and picks you up once again throwing you over his shoulder and slamming you onto his bed.
You look up at him with admiration and adoration, "Stop looking at me with those eyes," he says. You smile and bring him into a kiss.
Zach pulls away and lifts you up, you look at him, "Can I?" he asks, you playfully squint, "Yes," Zach helps you lift your shirt up and stares directly at your boobs.
You lean into him, giving him a passionate kiss as his hands move to your waist, he leans back letting you straddle his waist.
Kissing up his abs, stopping on his lips, you help him take his pants off, and he does the same. You throw your guys pants on the floor and start making love leaving everyone downstairs disgusted.
