Id

This is an expression of my Id. The Id is where our passions are found.

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excitement

excitement |ikˈsītmənt|

noun

a feeling of great enthusiasm and eagerness : her cheeks were flushed with excitement | the excitement of seeing a live leopard.

• something that arouses such a feeling; an exciting incident : the excitements of the previous night.

• sexual arousal.

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I always resented all the years, the hours, the minutes I gave them as a working stiff, it actually hurt my head, my insides, it made me dizzy and a bit crazy—-I couldn’t understand the murdering of my years yet my fellow workers gave no signs of agony, many of them even seemed satisfied, and ...

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and you say, you know, you know, you know but i know that you don't, you don't, you don't cause if you did, you'd really try if you did, you'd really try to let all that die

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'May I speak of our old, worn love, this last time.  It, too, is changing, is it not?  Say, has not the body of that love died, and left you its invulnerable soul?  You see, I can give you a spirit love, I have given it you this long, long time; but not embodied passion.  See, you are a nun.  I have given you what I would give a holy nun--as a mystic monk to a mystic nun.  Surely you esteem it best.  Yet you regret--no, have regretted--the other.  In all our relations no body enters.  I do not talk to you through the senses--rather though the spirit.  That is why we cannot love in the common sense.   Ours is not an everyday affection.  As yet we are mortal, and to live side by side with one another would be dreadful, for somehow with you I cannot long be trivial, and, you know, to be always beyond this mortal state would be to lose it.  If people marry, they must live together as affectionate humans, who may be commonplace with each other without feeling awkward--not as two souls.  So I feel it.

'Ought I to send this letter--I doubt it.  But there--it is best to understand.  Au revoir.' 

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I am waiting for life to feel right.  I am scared it never will.

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and then you'll be stoned in some park, just nodding your head and pinching your arms

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When all you have are delusions you begin to hate anything that isn't real.

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The more you let yourself go, the less others let you go.

Nietzsche

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She wants me, she'll swim for it.

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This is a value statement

So basically, I live in two worlds.  One world is the universe and the other is human consciousness.  The universe tells me nothing.  My human consciousness perceives the universe and tries to understand.  From what I have gathered life's purpose is to exist and experience.  The universe exists separate from human consciousness.  It has no emotions, no values, no purpose.  The concept of value exists solely in human consciousness.  In a world without value the only things that still have some meaning are existence and experience.  This does not mean that human consciousness and value are worthless.  It means that we should not let our human worlds encompass us completely.  Our experience is not the objective truth.  [etc etc]

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Just remember I loved you as long as I could.

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Matt and Kaz in sync.

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Happiness and action are a complex question together.

[stinson]

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But when she lies down and gives you the eyes she’s lounging back waiting for you to say something that she’s never heard but when she puts you up to it you know that you can’t provide you know anything you say is not going to be what she wants and there is too much pressure. so we...