awkard

[construindoversos]

[daughterofdiaspora]

my mom taught me the therapeutic power of cleaning. open all the windows. throw out the old. wipe down the entire house. burn some incense. roast some coffee. then rest. that way the tears from last night don’t feel as heavy. 

[bbreakddancennothhearts]

Yes I left and for a good reason too. The endless tears and heartache had to come to an end. I’m not saying I’m done hurting or crying over you, I’m just saying that I’m not going to torture myself over what may have been if you didn’t treat me the way you did. I truly love you, but cutting ties with you had to be the best decision I could have made. I will forever keep you in my heart and my prayers. I wish nothing but the best for you.

[iamquietlydrowning]

i’m destroyed, i fucking hate you 

[shmwrites]

when you stopped

choosing me

it was heartbreaking and painful

i thought life

as i knew it

was over

but really

it was only

just starting

because when you

stopped choosing me

you forced me

to choose myself

and i never

would have done that

if you had stayed

maybe something good can come from this heartbreak after all.

[allthesmallthingshere]

So it’s the liquor I turn to because you’ve turned me into a liar. I try to be strong for myself, but my heart keeps missing you. I’ve said my goodbyes, decided to close this book of us, so why then does my heart ache foolishly? For a man who is hardly a man, still just a boy, why the hell does my heart refuse to listen to my mind and forget you once and for all?

Let me cut my heart out. Maybe then, I’ll be able to move on.

-sillyjenny

[thepersonalquotes]

[c52088c]

[arivers610]

“I got my answers but none of my problems are solved so really all I have are more questions.”

— D. all of the above

[wishing-for-deathx]

I don’t know if this makes sense. I wanna stop thinking about you. But I don’t wanna stop thinking about you. I wanna stop because I feel that maybe I deserve not to be lied to or treated the way you treated me. But then I don’t wanna stop because I’m reminded of what you used to be like. The person I fell for. Who was kind, respectful and patient. You were sad just like I was. Those big brown eyes, that gorgeous smile and those freckles on your nose. I don’t want to forget what that was like.

[words-of-heartbreak]

“I fell in love with him. His smirk, his laugh, his arms wrapped around me. His temper, his judgments, his silent wrath. I fell in love with all of him. I didn’t fall in love with the idea of him, only the idea that he loved me too.”

— did you love me at all? ( @words-of-heartbreak )

[finallyycleans]

a poem

and so the lifeline becomes the poison

i arrive for my dosage but there’s no diagnosis

and i am left with my aching symptoms

i am

lovesick

envious

starstruck

but still alone

in the end

always still alone

maybe i idealized you

as a perfect antidote

maybe i was wrong

i think i’m cursed you see

i can never keep what heals me

with a tantalizing grip

all i need is held barely above me

as the water rushes in

you slip right out of my grasp

i lose what i yearned to have

and never even got to hold

always in my line of sight

never in my arms alone

[myxandme-blog]

[jackstaubergif]

[wxkeupalone]

the only exception - paramore

[mvxxi]

[dreaminggwithoutsleepingg]

No one can fill the void in my heart that you’ve left. I’ve tried to forget you. I tried drinking you away, but you still linger throughout my head after the party dies down. I tried to write you out, but our memories still keep burning images of you in my head. I tried to love other people, but they still remind me of you because they’re not you. How do you forget someone you loved so much? How do you unlove your soulmate?