poetry for the mind

all things weird

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BLACK

Velvet ripples blind with sight a moment there bound in plight. A moon that looks as though it isn't there. In a sideways glance or a broken stare. In time you will find it's everywhere. When you close your eyes. When you start to flare. When you first open a book look close it's there. We see this color although it isn't there until the light is gone now look again it's there.

A.M.

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I see you here, I see you there, I see you damn near everywhere. I see you in the liars eyes. Hiding there in plain disguise. I've seen you in the parading truth. Speaking as if you've known the truth. To be honest, I never conquered love, I simply just can't get enough. Always hungry drooling at the mouth. Salivating like Pavlovs dog. Answering to the wringing bell. Quick to turn my head and sell. Always knowing that it's you that turns the knife and twists the pale that rings the rag and bongs the bell who licks the wound then sews it shut emptiness and depravity have always hovered over me longing like the raging seas

A.M.

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No, I won't love you.

Too deep, too deep, too deep, too deeply

No, I won't. No, I won't love you!

If we were magnets, I'd be stuck on you

Pungent sticky icky goop. Oh how I love to

cover you. Nothing ever bothers you. The

bottoms where we all turned blue. Sick of life

sick of truth. Ravaged by what's inside of us

I'm still down, so now what's up? If you're

reading this, I'm high, what's up? I've

answered doors that should stay shut. I've

seen beyond the endless gulf. I've peered

into the mindless eyes of fools and saw their

beggars blind. Walking around without feet

they stride. The ghosts are near, they're

beneath our feet. We walk amongst them,

Yet we cannot see. Violent paths, muggy

dreams. I hear you screaming, I can hear you scream.

A.M.

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All at once, that certain rush, face turned blush, too much rush!

Spit that out, don't follow, lead, take me where the hollers be, rolling hills and standing trees.

Hold the reins whilst I go pee, the feeling just came over me, grass as green as my eyes have seen. I forgot I was even having a pee!

Leaning out of a window seal, peaking down from upon a hill, I saw a sight I'd never seen. This feeling just came over me. Damn I'm awake, another wet dream!

A.M.

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Fallen too far to reach up now

There's nothing at the top

There's nothing at the bottom

The nothingness surrounds us

Problems, we've all got em

Might f around and try to solve em

Don't look now. You're out of problems

Even my auto correct be trying to solve em

Let this go. Pour it out. It's like solvent

Aren't our lives made of infinite moments

Where we could have changed where

We could have gone a different way

Lived life inside of different days

Though reality is the same I know inside

That I could change, but I don't.

Instead, I waste away like a birds carcass

In its grave we all will waste away

A.M.

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We're all just ants trapped in a maze

Forced to work everyday

Regardless of pay

It just works best that way

When I opened my eyes

I realized I was blind and unable to see

Yet nothing had happened that I didn't see

Everything's always just what it's meant to be

So we work and we sleep and we work and we sleep

All so that we might get a little of this thing they call peace!

A.M.

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But I just know there's no reason to feel the way I feel in my heart but I've felt like this right from the start and I wanna love you I wanna feel like this all is a mighty long way from home. Take me cold like a woman who's been pulled in the rain. Take me home and I'll pour myself out on you again.

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Don't mind the whispers

Just moments in the way

Swirling of the eddies

Pulling you away

Still can't hear the answers

Still don't mind the pain

Shards left in a broken box

Tearing us away

Guiding us until we stop

Knowing there is a way

A.M.

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I thought I told you not to believe in me

I left you feeling empty and out of place

I've been looking at your face

but there's nothing there

Just loneliness and broken despair

Been feeling out of touch

I don't know what is next

Hurry up no rush need to pass this damn test

Perplexed, can't seem to find my own mind

I'm lost in the madness

I'm glad that it's time

It's time that moves mountains

Drys up the lake

If nothing is noticed

you can't make a mistake

A.M.

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She breathed fire on my soul

The ice began to melt

the water drained away

into and through all the crevices

I was emptied, and the night fell

now everything was free

moving with no resistance

I'd lost my control and

when I reached for her

she was gone.

I thought, freezing all of this water again

won't be so easy this time

A.M.

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Walk beside me through the madness of life, and we will overcome the torture together!

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All the moments I've shared, the memories in there are all but forgotten why would we repair what is lost in the infinite space of it all.

Try hard to recall, even harder to fall or to find the beginning or the end of a thing. This simply just isn't what you thought it would be. I've tried and I've pried. There's no change to be.

I've centered myself amongst stars we align my brain is where all of these words are derived. I let them come out. I don't stop the flow. Words can be weapons and words can be love! Learned this the hard way can't take it back said too much!

[perfectquote]

“All relationships have one law: never make the one you love feel alone, especially when you’re there.”

— Unknown

[mazell11]

We've been watching as our lives slowly fade by days! That grey is coming it's here to stay. Tomorrow is just like yesterday. It comes and goes and never stays. Reality bites, best learn to prey! If I fed you crow, would you still stay? I've peered beyond the broken glass. The shards and fragments left in the cracks. The hollow words left in my mind. As useless as a book without a spine. There's nothing left to hold the pages there. No words to write no flames to flare. No words were written that were not bared. I felt it growing, I was aware. The ashes left, and the fires burned. The embers flicker, now it's your turn!

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The waves of the ocean will still beat upon the shore long after we are gone!

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Inside

Warm white winter sprinkled across the oblivion as you sink further into the one. Note the beginning has just begun. Idolized by envy's son spat you out now time is up. Nothing left but an empty what? Excited but not yet amazed! Still feel your fingers touch my face cut them off they're out of place. Damn these feelings, damn this taste you can't dream if you stay awake inside there's nothing left to take time has dealt with you in weights. Inside is where it waits hiding beyond the gates wanting something feeling nothing laughing softly always blushing. Time? There will never be enough.

Inside

By: Aaron Mizell