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inkflowergarden

Finding comfort in the quiet beauty of simple and slow life.

positivelypositivethoughts

I just saw a new video from one of the vlogs I followed in the past year. It was about addressing the negative comments on how she manage the vlog and mostly her life. That people is done with her continuous slip up as the vlog was supposed to be about her "glow up". It was weird for me as I can really relate. As a human myself, slip ups are permitted. I mean, no one really get their shit together in life, right? For me, the vlog was perfect. It was honest and inspiring. It shows me vulnerability, that even you wanted to turn your life around, things happens and all you can do is to accept it, realize what you did wrong and move forward.

recoversuggestions

you don’t need to carry your weight with you. you can leave it behind and continue going forward.

recoversuggestions

what i mean is that you have permission to move on. you need to leave some things behind so you can move forward. and it’s okay to do that. it’s okay that you’re not who you used to be. it’s okay to stop feeling bad about things you did years ago. you’ve grown from everything you’ve experienced and you can keep growing without the burden of the past.

I got a heavy heart today and it seems won’t be fading away for some time. I am in the middle of a life confusion wherein I don’t know what to do. Recently, got a job that I been looking for almost a year however, it feels like I was in the same limbo that I ran away from. My heart feels heavy today and I haven’t been having that feeling for a few moments and suddenly it felt new. I don’t know what to do. I like to cry but it seems like my body isn’t responding to it. What is this telling me? What should I do?

thesadghostclub

Hey, you’ve come a long way and you’ve got a lot o’ growing left to do. Be patient with yourself, you don’t need to have it all figured out <3

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being vulnerable

I am vulnerable.

Those are the words that are hard to swallow and extremely difficult to admit but there, I said it. I even typed it!

You know, years ago it is hard for me to be myself. I am reserved even with my best friends, it was awkward being the one friend who didn’t share her secrets and just listens. As if I’m collecting these data to secretly expose everyone? Boo! Lame, why would I even do that? I hardly even remember my coworkers name whom the past few years I've been having a "small talk" with.

Moving on with the chit chat- Yeah, being emotionally and physically ill drained me to my core. I've become impatient that it made me feel that other people's feelings can be excused. I was irrational and so self-absorbed by the thought that I matter because I'm sick. Yeah, a really stupid excuse I got there. But here's what I have realized- maturity does takes time but with a clear mind. Though I’m not saying that I may not going to feel miserable again.

In fact, im allowing myself to be totally vulnerable. To be a mess, to be alone and to enjoy my f****ng time because why not? I will be the mess that I am, I will smile uncontrollably, I will be unpredictable, I will be the girl to tell you to f**k off because im not in the mood but minutes later will apologize with all my might because I know im wrong. I will be the quiet and shy ones also the one that got daddy issues. The one that makes the plants go thrive but her love life seems like a netflix drama. I will be the ones that is sensitive but also cares too much.

I'm gonna be the paradox that I am, no excuse cause I'm just a human. I feel stuff.

#feels #vulnerability #dothattalk #part of my story

I just emptied my phone with the attempt to restart my life then i forgot to sync my notes app. Way to restart something...

gentle-reminder

gentle reminder

i am so proud of you - look at you, you’ve made it this far, and you are so strong for continuing on

thesadghostclub

Here’s a long but important comic for you <3

Accepting ourselves the way we are means we allow ourselves the things we need to make life a little easier. You don’t have to fight it, it’s ok have different needs to others. You are worthy of kindness, so be kind to you <3

love from the sad ghost club <3

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