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When Madison responded, Lucas felt like he might actually vomit, and his stomach turned under the weight of his own nerves. “Thanks, Mads.” Patting the spot next to him, he waited patiently for her to get settled. Lucas squeezed his eyes shut for a few seconds while he steadied himself. Turning to face her, Lucas took in a big and deep breath, trying to decide the best way to go about this. But, deep in his heart, he understood the potential implications of doing something like that. Lucas took the Domme’s hand in his own, kissing the cover and then the back of her hand quickly. “I…I don’t know how to tell you this, Mads. I really don’t. And believe me that this isn’t the way I wanted to do this at all. But I have to get it out. I can’t hold it in anymore. It’s driving me insane. I..I…Mads….I’m so sorry. I…Madison, I’m…I’m gay.”
By the way she blinked with a blank expression, it was clear that this wasn’t something Madison was expecting. “What now?” What else was there to say or do when the guy you’d been dating for so long that you two had built a life together said something like that?













