Most of you know that I don't speak much about myself. I don't like to post honeyed nostalgia and full of tears speeches. This is what I am going to do today.
It's the chief's birthday and it's time for me to take a back look, a retrospective.
A year ago httyd 3 was in theaters, I was going to theater weekly to see the movie and was passing all my free time at the dragon exhibition.
I gave everything to this franchise. 5 years of my life, dedicated and devoted. With httyd I experienced my hopes for success and my own failures. I experienced the greatest joy and the greatest distress. I may not have expressed it enough or explicitly, but httyd was all I had for a long time, it was such an attachment that it hurt in my chest, it immobilized me. It's like the heart the head and the breath had been linked together by one single idea. It's a part of me, it's a world that has existed and will always exist in me. However, it's so much to let go and I've been working on it for many months now.
I had the privilege of meeting Mr. Deblois last June, a moment that belongs to me and that I will keep for myself forever. I was able to live my greatest achievement and finally dare and allow myself to move on. I started living again. It's not painless. But I am much better this way.
Today I write all this because I think I need to justify myself. disappearing more and more but because I'm focusing on myself and on what I want and what I am. I'm no longer forgetting myself behind my drawings. I will be eternally grateful for what Httyd has brought me, good and bad, all the joy and all the frustration. I especially want to mention @itsasumbrella who supports me more than anyone, who never took advantage on me and who understood me more than anyone. She is the most beautiful thing that Httyd has given me, an incredible friendship.
She is my Toothless. Thank you how to train your dragon, thank you Hiccup, I will never be able to give to you as much as you did.
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