i was in a similar situation minus the pedophilia. terrible circumstances. everyone called me stupid for falling for it and most of my friends left me because of the things my ex said and did to them and what he made me do to them or else i'd get hit and hit and hit again. in the process i also lost more than half of my personal belongings after moving out to a different state with him and having to escape back to my home state with nothing but my phone, a laptop, and a few clothes. i blocked him out of my life, but it's hard because he just finds different ways to contact and torment me even more. i have so many things i want to say to him including warnings i have for his new "pet". there's so much more to my story, i could write a book or a movie about it, but unfortunately, the topic is something people don't want to listen to or even believe.... i understand that i made my choices, but they were uninformed and wreckless partly due to my borderline personality disorder, but regardless, i have to live with the memories of everything that happened to me and the fear that i will never get justice.