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ela/dela - safica ace - she/her this is lowkey my digital journal

[finny-red]

Summer sketch ☀️

[candyflosslipgloss]

being asked what i want for my birthday and suddenly I'm a minimalist who has never had a material want in my whole life

[grabmyboner]

shane really loves when he’s on top and he’s slowly grinding and really feeling himself and getting lost in the sensation of being full and he opens his eyes to look down at ilya and ilya has his hands behind his head with his big biceps just budging out each side of his head and his armpit hair on full display and his pupils are blown wide and he’s slightly opened mouthed with a small smile on his lips watching shane’s face and just taking in how much shane is enjoying having his cock inside him.

[hey-im-okay]

I didn’t need heated rivalry I had gallavich

[wyvern-whiskey]

[mina-logan]

When your bro is also your bunny it can be something so special.

[isolabellz]

hollanov honeymoon scenes

[lavenderprose]

Shane also needs to interact with other gay men just to understand how truly lucky he is. He needs to hear someone go off about going on Grindr to find a top for the night and then finding out that all of the guys who have the 'Hung' tag on their profile are packing like five and a half inches at MOST and then Shane has to be like "Oh that. Yeah that sounds rough." Meanwhile he lost his anal virginity to a knockout with model looks who works out for a living and started their relationship by jerking his enormous hog at him in a communal shower which has always been one of Shane's top five fantasies. And he's literally never had to be on The Apps because he's the bottom of all time actually and the DomTop with the enormous dick imprinted on him like a fucking duckling the first time Shane came untouched under him which was, I cannot stress this enough, when he LOST HIS VIRGINITY.

Like shut the fuck up Shane Hollander how does it feel to be the chosen one. He has to confront all of this because he needs to know that he has, once again, won at life in every meaningful way. And then he can sit there like :] while that sad bottom over there bemoans the Grindr biome.

[bitchass97]

My Shane is an enabler. He’s gonna roll his eyes and tell ilya to fuck himself, but he loves that shit. He’s icing Ilya injuries after a fight barely hiding the fact that he found it funny. He’s providing information for chirps. He’s joining in on the fun cause he loves his husband. Idk man I just don’t think Shane, who fell in love with the NHLs biggest asshole is gonna be annoyed when he’s being an asshole.

[mellully]

i hate when my brain does this thing where i absolutly hate something i love because it takes over everywhere and everything all at once and now im sick to my stomac

[mellully]

this was not just a month ago. like, y'all don't even know the shit that i went through since then.

[oathkeptroxas]

Frustrates me that the more comedy-driven writing of the last season and it's resulting watering down of Mickey's character seems to make people forget that Mickey is the most romantic fucker alive. And he is not shy and does not have difficulty letting Ian know his feelings. That's one of the most significant parts of his character development.

So why is it now such a popular idea that Mickey can't express himself properly or isn't perceptive about how he or others feel?

The Mickey Milkovich who tattooed Ian's name on his own chest with a prison needle?

Mickey "what you and I have makes me free" Milkovich?

Mickey "Don't fucking tell me what's impossible" Milkovich?

Mickey "His partner. Lover. Family" Milkovich?

"I love you. It means we take care of each other"

"Been thinking about you. You ever think of me?"

"Miss me?"

"I thought a lot about you inside. You're under my skin, man"

"That's what kept me going in the joint. The beach. Us."

"Did you ever think of me? Fuck, I missed you"

"I don't want your fucking money. I want you to come with me."

"I shouldn't have asked you to stay"

"I definitely love one"

"I love you. I LOVE you" to Ian in a room full of people.

Even his immediate and impassioned "yes" when Sandy sarcastically asks if he still wants to go through with the wedding. Despite him being pissed as hell at Ian in that moment.

[mellully]

i hate when my brain does this thing where i absolutly hate something i love because it takes over everywhere and everything all at once and now im sick to my stomac

[mellully]

like, my favorite write got deep into the fandom and im disgusted with the fics? no im just in distress and knowing myself it ill take genuinely a year to get over

[mellully]

i hate when my brain does this thing where i absolutly hate something i love because it takes over everywhere and everything all at once and now im sick to my stomac

[mymansmoon]

imagining shane hanging out with his parents and while he's away from his phone doing something with his dad a call comes in. yuna sees this and goes, "shane, someone's calling you!"

and shane says, "who is it?"

"lily!"

"oh." shane immediately sets aside what he's doing and walks over, saying to his mom, "that's ilya."

yuna looks at him in confusion as he picks up his phone. "why is ilya saved as 'lily' in your phone?"

and shane looks at her, away, shrugs as if it's obvious and simply says, "I can't have ilya rozanov saved on my phone, mom" before answering the call with a, "hey, baby" and walking away.

leaving yuna (and david) standing shocked and, once again, shaken at how little they knew about their son and the layers of concealment he's had to operate under for years just to love who he loves.

[mellully]

quando vc ta tão estressada que a desgraça do incesto dos de lioncourt parece underwhelming

[arpinlusene]

I love you divorced Loustat, you are so dear to me

[mellully]

descobri o que só os loucos sabem mas pelo menos eu to livre

[mellully]

quando eu tirei da cabeça o diabo aparece