[currently onhiatus till i figure my gay life out]

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[melonheadbyul]

there is no fking doubt about it folks

i am fUcking gay

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update:;  idk if i should still follow up w her and ask if she wants to grab drinks bc i bloody found her tumblr (which honestly I shouldn’t have been lurkin’) and i think she’s straight :( . . (she rblogged some relationship posts, , ,,like a month ago and there are other.. rb’d picture indicators). i also don’t want to come off too strong (but like.. asking someone if they want to eat and study doesn’t seem???like anything???right???FUCK i am fucking gA ye erpquewr). i see her tomorrow! idk if i should back off instead Ahhh and see if anything happens. this must be that stereotype abt how ya sapphics don’t know how to talk to eachother LOL and instead wait until the other makes the move (which invariably doesn’t happen). She’s a scorpio (ngl idk what that means lmao, astrologically uncultured) but I hope I don’t get stung :(

[melonheadbyul]

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[melonheadbyul]

does this girl like, not know her power????????

she’s asking if we can hang out again.. i’m seeing Her, fking AGAIN tomorrow like hO I dedass told her i needed time to get over my phat gay crush & there’s a chance i would cry if I saw her LMAO AND ALAS we are HERE AGAIN IDK WHERE HER BAE is she hasn’t talked about him/her/them But fuCK???????????? I Don’t want to be a homewrecker BUT ALSO i’m feeling selfish & flawed

[melonheadbyul]

there is no fking doubt about it folks

i am fUcking gay

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[melonheadbyul]

update:;  idk if i should still follow up w her and ask if she wants to grab drinks bc i bloody found her tumblr (which honestly I shouldn’t have been lurkin’) and i think she’s straight :( . . (she rblogged some relationship posts, , ,,like a month ago and there are other.. rb’d picture indicators). i also don’t want to come off too strong (but like.. asking someone if they want to eat and study doesn’t seem???like anything???right???FUCK i am fucking gA ye erpquewr). i see her tomorrow! idk if i should back off instead Ahhh and see if anything happens. this must be that stereotype abt how ya sapphics don’t know how to talk to eachother LOL and instead wait until the other makes the move (which invariably doesn’t happen). She’s a scorpio (ngl idk what that means lmao, astrologically uncultured) but I hope I don’t get stung :(

[melonheadbyul]

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[melonheadbyul]

update update;;;

k so i was dumb and sad and was partying bc its halloween and im feeling spookytime sadness and i drunk texted her and alas drunk texting always has consequences no matter how dumb the message is and yeah so she has someone already, which makes a lot of sense now.. like a lot, and i hope i didn’t make her feel weird but also i‘m more sad than i thought i’d be lol. like a lot. more .. sad idk. i havent been heartbroken over anyone since like 1st grade & my mom throwing away my sailor mars doll LMFAO. she says she still wants to stay really close friends, i dont know. yea the end lol ez

[melonheadbyul]

there is no fking doubt about it folks

i am fUcking gay

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[melonheadbyul]

update:;  idk if i should still follow up w her and ask if she wants to grab drinks bc i bloody found her tumblr (which honestly I shouldn’t have been lurkin’) and i think she’s straight :( . . (she rblogged some relationship posts, , ,,like a month ago and there are other.. rb’d picture indicators). i also don’t want to come off too strong (but like.. asking someone if they want to eat and study doesn’t seem???like anything???right???FUCK i am fucking gA ye erpquewr). i see her tomorrow! idk if i should back off instead Ahhh and see if anything happens. this must be that stereotype abt how ya sapphics don’t know how to talk to eachother LOL and instead wait until the other makes the move (which invariably doesn’t happen). She’s a scorpio (ngl idk what that means lmao, astrologically uncultured) but I hope I don’t get stung :(

[melonheadbyul]

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So I asked her for drinks that Wednesday and she asked me to a coffee shop another day,, and then to other stuff and we talk until like 12am each time but I don’t think i’m getting enough signals like i’m DRoppIng mad cues but I don’t want to make her uncomfortable either.. we were sitting across from eachother and i reached out & she grabbed my hand ;; which was nice but like.. i combusted and pulled away lol..  and she sees All of this happening. i fucking laid my head down on the table bc i was BrOKen. i asked her what her type was bc i was feeling bold and she switched the topic quicc as if i didn’t ask it.. and another day i asked if we could do a horoscope compatibility thing and she kind of emphasized on like.. wanting to know how our “friendship” is... so yeah. : -() i told her i wanted to talk to her more and how i’m sad.. that i can’t,,, and she said same.. and then i said sorry for being a needy hoe;; and she told me she’s needy too??  ugh i don’t even know. i might just stop bc i feel like i’m trespassing boundaries if she doesn’t feel the same way.

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[melonheadbyul]

there is no fking doubt about it folks

i am fUcking gay

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[melonheadbyul]

update:;  idk if i should still follow up w her and ask if she wants to grab drinks bc i bloody found her tumblr (which honestly I shouldn’t have been lurkin’) and i think she’s straight :( . . (she rblogged some relationship posts, , ,,like a month ago and there are other.. rb’d picture indicators). i also don’t want to come off too strong (but like.. asking someone if they want to eat and study doesn’t seem???like anything???right???FUCK i am fucking gA ye erpquewr). i see her tomorrow! idk if i should back off instead Ahhh and see if anything happens. this must be that stereotype abt how ya sapphics don’t know how to talk to eachother LOL and instead wait until the other makes the move (which invariably doesn’t happen). She’s a scorpio (ngl idk what that means lmao, astrologically uncultured) but I hope I don’t get stung :(

[melonheadbyul]

wow i hope things go well between you and that girl that locked eyes with, and tbh if they don't...you need to know that you gorgeous as f*ck. i checked your selfie tag for the first time and i'm kind of stunned so no wonder she couldn't look away (i'm serious, dude!!!). GOOD LUCK you deserve a cute romance!

awe SsssshHhuUuccksSS i was feeling like a deflated balloon b4 this but i couldn’t stop! smiling! while reading this!! tysm anon u_u this is very flattering LOL;; aw man i didnt think someone would read my wordvomit haha, feeling kind of ridiculous obsessing over a small thing but ty for ur well wishes!! . also tEA i think i found her tumblr WHICh im shOOK i feel lowkey creepy but AAAAaaa. i will update `-` when i do the thing```

[melonheadbyul]

there is no fking doubt about it folks

i am fUcking gay

college has SUCc’d the gay out of me. i am so gaypop deprived ghh haven’t done the things i usually do (aka drawing, tumblr, listening to kpop..still haven’t watched wow thing :(., eating.. asian food fuck i miss it;;) bc im out and about trying to make it in this straight ass world but ANYWAY if anyone is reading this which lmao probably no one let’s be real ya girl’s been on hiatus for a hot Second (month in PST) My Dumb Ass has fallen in love and I didn’t think it would be like this and i swear to god i talked to her for like an accumulation of maybe 10 minutes over a course of 3 Interactions but i sweat my ass for the rest of the day. I wanted to curl up and like clench my heart a little bit;; y’know us gays love that soulmate shit.

Anyway, I went on this accidental date with this korean guy (4 hour thing;; which alas, is another tale) and FUCK! now i know now I fucking know..

i don’t know if i just have these gay goggles on and like I am a !fool! for thinking that ! she might like girls? and that I can? ? ?get to ? know her? but this might be self-contradictory but i? haven’t felt this strongly before in a long Time and i talked to her for ?? 3 snail seconds?

okay but hear me the fuck out and my hopeless romantic garbage, we were exiting this building.. (we as in.. her and I & this irrelevant dude lmfao) and the guy asked an open question about how we thought about the campus so far and i fucking caught her eyes (on accident?idk i just looked at her cause u know;; i thought she was going to respond LMAO) and dead fucking ass she just stared back and .. no one answered the guy LMFAO. like there wasn’t an immediate reply, it was silent for a good 4 seconds b/c we were just looking at eachother? it was as if the question wasn’t asked/ we ignored the question?? LMAO or we just mentally edited him out for a moment.

why? what does that fucking mean!!! it wasn’t even like a chuckle after or something to break the stare.. . like.. normal people behavior (you know when you’re just staring off into the distance and accidentally catch someone’s eyes, u realize you’re staring so u immediately look away bc lmao what the fuck--standard courtesy of a stranger gaze). anyway! i couldn’t look away!! and she didn’t either FUCK fuck! it was an awkward fucking silence. i could write more about her eyes but like.. yeah yikes maybe not LMAO anyway yeah lol. pretty compelling evidence of a Cccosmic connection (jokes...) you already know this is some gay conundrum. maybe it was all in my head or my heart, and it was nothing to her! idk. big oof. you know how there’s those tumblr success stories where op 4 months later  updates with:: we’re dating now, like SHIT that would be the d r e a m.

anyway i’m going to ask if she wants to hang out & grab drinks.. or study or somethin’ and see how that goes.pullin’ out my confidence chops w/o simultaneously combusting.. doing that wednesday night! will update when i realize i am a fool and it was all for naught! (^: i have a midterm in a few hours, hope i don’t botch it bc i thought it’d be good idea to be gay at 1 am.

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[adelle-ein]

nothing never happening to me. never.

[straightboyfriend]

me to a cat: can u heal my broken heart

cat: mrow

me: thank u

[thisisalsoyou]

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[6i]

happiness comes in waves, it’ll find you again.

[truckhole-deactivated20181203]

coming out as a top on this site was the hardest thing i ever did

[truckhole-deactivated20181203]

“hey toppy!!! you bone anything today??” i’ve had enough.

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