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[One: My OCD: *playing a mixtape of intrusive thoughts* Me @ my OCD: Shuddap. My Ocs: *cranks the volume up.*

Two: Me: I’ve actually been managing my illness well lately- My brain, 2 days later, to the tune of ‘this is halloween’: THIS IS OCD THIS IS OCD THIS IS OCD

Three: Me: I won’t argue with an irrational thought. Me: *argues with an irrational thought*

Four: Intrusive thought: h- Me: begone THOUGHT!

Five: Hahaha but like why am I such an insecure paranoid piece of shit?

Six: Every single person without OCD who makes “lol I’m so OCD” comments owes me and all my intrusive thoughts 5 dollars.

Seven: “Oh wow, you don’t look like you have OCD” Wh…What the hell doesOCD look like then??

Eight: Me: *does something small that will never impact my life in the future, like watching a certainshow or eating a certain food* My OCD: You Will Regret That.

Nine: Me: *has an intrusive thought* Me: “What if I just…ignored that and continued about my day?” My OCD: “Nah, fixate on it and convince yourself it means something about who you are as a person.”

Ten: Me: *going about my day minding my own business. My brain: Here, have some violent, sexual, grusome, disturbingly vivid images! Me: Wow, those sure are some intrusive thoughts you’ve got there. My brain: Oh by the way, everybody can read your mind now. Me: Thanks, pal. My brain: No problem. :)]

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Just a reminder that Vincent van Gogh did not eat yellow paint to make himself feel happy, he ate paint, and drank different chemicals because he was suicidal and this is why he was not allowed in his studio while having breakdowns. He also did not paint starry night and his other great works because he was depressed, he painted most of them while he was in recovery and demonstrated his hopefulness and love of the world through this. Most of his great works were painted from his room at a hospital. Van Gogh’s depression should not be glorified. His hope and effort toward a better life, as well as his recovery from depression should be glorified.

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Things no one tells you about Selfharm

• It’s not only the wounds/scars/bruises/scratches you have to hide. You also have to hide the bloodied tissues, the used plasters, the plaster stickers and the thing you harmed yourself with.

• It hurts like hell when you’re in the shower

• It hurts like hell when you move while sleeping

• It hurts like hell when you accidentally hit against an object with the fresh wound

• It hurts like hell when it gets infected

• It itches madly while it’s healing

• It becomes an addiction. It becomes the only thing that helps.

• It will have a huge affect on your job opportunities

• Often, you won’t be prepared for embarassing questions

• On a bad day, you will run out of space

• You have to be careful while harming and after, there’s the possibility of the wound getting infected, making a danger for sepsis

• You constantly think about the damage you’ve done

• You constantly worry about others finding out

Please think of all these things if you want to hurt yourself. Selfharm isn’t beautiful. It isn’t glamourous. It’s very dangerous, it’s addicting. Trust me, you don’t want to start. Please put down your blade, fist or lighter, cut your nails short and get the help you need. You’re loved.

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Also, even if you’re clean, you will still think about it & you the urge to harm yourself will stay. It won’t get much easier with the time.

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I make these “distraction cards” as a way to discreetly stim or avoid eye contact in public or when you’re bored! They have hidden shapes, images, and anything else your imagination can come up with. You can get a pack of five for $5 including shipping here!

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Why does every single conversation I have with someone feel like a performance. I am performing the act of communicating which to most, comes naturally but for me, it’s like I need 100% of my cognitive capacity and to constantly calculate the best response, best tone, best gestures for the given moment and then do it over and over again perfectly until the conversation ends in order to have had a normal one and it’s so exhausting I feel like a fucking robot

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is everyone who reblogged this okay?

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no

I found this camera on the subway and look what was inside...

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I would marry this man

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guys we broke another post because this one’s not showing any notes

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When I liked it, it flashed “0 notes”

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It’s showing -1 notes

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1 note after I like it but when I click on that it says

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1 note

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Rip

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2 note

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omg wht is this

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Wtf

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Hey @staff. We might of broke it.

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Me: I just sometimes get so stressed that I just want to screech

My Therapist: Then do it.

Me: I’m sorry?

My Therapist: Primal screeching is one way of completing your stress cycle, do it. Be mindful of where you are, I usually do it in my car, but yeah. Go for it.

Me: Ah- Oh.

My Therapist: Holding that kind of thing in is what’s locking you into that stress state. Screeching, running, dancing, that tells your body they the danger has passed and you’ll relax. Since you have a lifetime of that shit locked away, it’ll take a sec but yeah. Screech if you want to.

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YO this is legit

My dad has always had me do this, especially when I was little and kept the baby up. We would go into the back yard, point to the river (to keep the ship captains up at night) and scream. I was also told to jump up and down to “get all the scream out”

I did this in college too. There’s nothing more cathartic than climbing the fence of the fishing pier, running to the end of it and screaming into the wind. It’s powerful, it’s therapeutic, it’s feral and wonderful.

I did this with kids too, when they have too much energy. When I worked at a children’s camp and the kids had too much energy when the rain canceled pool time I took them out in the rain, made them jump up and down and scream, and then 15 some nine-year-olds and I would rance across the field screaming in the rain

Go scream, just face towards the river when you do it

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Adventurer’s Tip #345: Sometimes you just gotta scream. Just face towards the river when you do.

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Constantly torn between “if I show symptoms I’m real and valid” and “I can’t show any symptoms because then I’ll be a bother so I have to internalize everything.”