⋆.˚⟡ ࣪ ˖ mems van sunshine . ۫ ꣑ৎ .

six of crows / grishaverse blog ! main @floweringophelias ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

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ok i love hanne brum and i still ship helnik!! i think if anything matthias would love that nina found love and peace and i think he’d like hanne as well!

they are a great and complex and most of all… SLEPT ON character

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vampire wylan van eck who gets rumours made up about him all around the barrel

and jesper goes… “wylan? no…. he’s so.. nice!”

and he stands by that until he sees wylan drowning the life out of a dime lions member his pupils as large as moons

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transmasc wylan who didn’t want to put on weight in the barrel because it made him look more masculine

trans masc wylan who refused to take of his shirt properly until genya tailored it flat

trans masc wylan who jan let him transition because he thought it would “fix” his son

transmasc wylan who knew he was a boy since he was small and never got along with the other marchers daughters

trans masc wylan who came out by giving himself a choppy haircut when he was eight which made his mother weep at first and his father punish him

trans masc wylan who blamed his transition and dyslexia on his mothers death

trans masc wylan who had the most supportive mama ever when they moved into the merchers mansion

trans masc wylan who had genya lower his voice

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hc that wylan dyed his hair brown in the barrel to get away from his dad even though to him it felt like one of the only things he had left with his mama and his curls faded from the chemicals in the tannery

and that when him and jesper moved into the merchers mansion jes saw his red gold curls grow back in and fell in love even more

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i fear all of the crows are cat people and i don’t care to elaborate

except maybe jesper and matthias but matthias loves all animals he’s a big sweetheart

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transmasc wylan van eck you mean the world to me

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headcanon that wylan had an intense growth spurt after moving into the merchers mansion with his mum and jesper because it was the first time since he was little that he was getting regular nourishing meals and not being starved as a punishment by his father

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ugh rip wylan van eck you and jesper would have loved graphic novels

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the way it goes both ways as well 💗

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i understand - somewhat- the appeal of kasper

but at the same time i can’t NOT see them as anything more than mutual crushes at one point and nothing more

if anything else i just see them as brothers so them being romantic kinda makes me feel weird

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the concept of BOTH moritz and ilse’s parts in don’t do sadness / blue wind being a representation of wylan van eck

“i don’t do sadness, not even a little bit, just don’t need it in my life “

“wind always wants to creep up and haunt you”

“your slowin’ by the riverside or floatin’ high and blue”

“hang their things on me and i will swing them dry”

his story is so sad

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cute kid!! i hope nothing bad happens to him!

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i yearn for a six of crows + crooked kingdom audiobook with the cast of shadow and bone reading each chapter in character

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now i’m actually rereading crooked kingdom via audiobook my verdict is even stronger GIVE US the cast reading their chapters in character !!!!!

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missing them a little extra today

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here’s some original sentences

“i hate inej ghafa”

“vasily lantsov is my favourite grishaverse character”

“matthias should’ve died in crooked kingdom”

“shadow and bone should’ve been cancelled”

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nina zenik! i tried a new style of shading so be kind x

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transmasc nikolai who always felt even more inadequate to vasily

transmasc nikolai who had genya tailor him ever since they were small

transmasc nikolai who was never really accepted by his ‘father’

transmasc nikolai who trained twice as hard as vasily yet was still undermined by everyone

transmasc nikolai who left at fourteen still but the day before he left he got genya to tailor him even more

transmasc nikolai who revelled in the nickname the puppy prince - or sobachka- because he associated dogs with masculinity

transmasc nikolai who created sturmhond as a way to materialise who he would be if he wasn’t attached to the throne

transmasc nikolai who would be deadnamed constantly

transmasc nikolai who’s mother wept when she saw his flat chest when he returned to court

transmasc nikolai who came out to zoya first and she never called him his dead name

transmasc nikolai who would train in combat with botkin and the other grishas but would still be invalidated

transmasc nikolai who had really long golden hair when he was little but chopped it off one evening after classes

transmasc nikolai who would fight people in the little palace when they would deadname him

transmasc nikolai who was constantly courted when he was really really young but would run off with zoya into the forest and lake behind the little palace

transmasc nikolai who was taught to be a ‘princess’ from so young which made him hate being a girl even more