PolliwoggleWriting

Never used Tumblr in my entire life I have no idea what I'm doing She/Her, Enjoyer of Obscure Cryptids, Autistic Enthusiast

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STICKERS ARE NOW FOR SALE

Vinted:

https://www.vinted.co.uk/member/3134862716

I have 72 stickers, 1 sticker per customer, DM for any questions :)

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AAAAAAAAAAAA

Nintendo making the Switch 2 unaffordable and then dropping a single player Splatoon game, Pokemon Gen 10, Pokopia, Mario Kart, a new DK game and an OCARINA OF TIME REMAKE has GOT to be a hate crime 😭😭😭

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🌜VENT POST🌛

Y'all ever feel yourself getting low again but because you're on meds you can't feel it so your body just sits in this weird limbo state where you aren't feeling any particular emotion but you also can't bring yourself to do anything?

Been sitting in this weird fog state for a lil bit. If I weren't medicated I would be in a terrible state so I'm forever grateful that I have this, but it would be nice to talk to a friend about it. Unfortunately my friends and I have very different views so I don't feel it would go anywhere.

I'm somewhat of a hedonist. I believe that the world is, and always has been, on fire and we should embrace the present. It took me a very, very long time to start believing that but now it's something I'll live and die by. It's just quite difficult to stay in a stable state while your friends are sad or angry and you can't seem to cheer them up, and you can't experience those emotions yourself because of the chemicals in your brain.

I don't think this post is making any sense but I needed to write something down. I'm not an ignorant optimist. I'm literally just trying to keep my head above water and for some reason I feel bad about it.

I'm a woman. I'm autistic. I'm depressed and undiagnosed. I have an invisible, physical disability. I'm bisexual. I'm broke. There are so many things I could be angry about, and I feel like I should be, but for the sake of my own health I literally can't. I can't go back to that place where I would sit paralyzed for hours and hours, crying about problems I can't do anything to fix. I can't go back to having anxiety attacks.

Sometimes I feel like I should be righteously angry like all my friends are, but I can't be. I feel lazy and like I don't care enough. I do care; I just can't allow myself to feel it because it would kill me. Sometimes I feel like that makes me a bad person.

If I ever come across as ignorant to anyone, I'm not. I'm just incredibly fragile and I wish I were stronger. I've been trying very hard to stop feeling bad for my weakness. I'm just not a strong person and I'm sorry about it.

Anyways :)

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So TADC ended (NO SPOILERS)

So am I in the minority as someone who actually really enjoyed the TADC finale I feel like I've entered an alternate dimension

No shade to anyone who didn't enjoy it idc but I've come across very few people who loved it :(

Or is my algorithm just bad

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[lleyksie]

brown bear, black bear

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Opposable thumbs are handy

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Zorua (2026) - Pulsing Aura Illustrator: MINAMINAMI Take

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bath bomb

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Whenever I order my antidepressants they always come in a different colour so I'm going to collect them all I want to see how many colours there are 😁

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Simultaneously the best and worst financial decision I've ever made

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Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo

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(SPOILERS)

I probably shouldn't be but I'm lowkey unhappy that Lysandre is getting some kind of arc in Legends ZA. In my opinion he's always been one of the most irredeemable characters in the franchise, short of Ghetsis and Lusamine (before she got nerfed).

To be fair I haven't finished the game yet. Interested to see how they pull it off.

Team Flare being so meh in X/Y really didn't help his case; he deserved better writing. Right now his arc feels unwarranted, idk.

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These past few months I've gotten really into Jem and the Holograms :)

It was my mother's favourite show growing up, and I found it streaming online last year so started to watch it. It's quickly become one of my favourites, too. Big sucker for sci-fi magical girl stuff... and musicals.

Seeing as both Thundercats and She-Ra received their own TV reboots, over these past few months I've been wondering what it'd be like if Jem got one. I think she deserves it.

(And no, the live action adaptation doesn't count 😬 iykyk)

Every time I watch it I try to draw what I think the characters would look like in a more modern style. It's been an interesting experiment in learning to draw in different styles. Still yet to attempt She-Ra's style.

Still, as much as I'd love to see Jem get the She-Ra treatment, I love the show as it is. I grew up on the original Ducktales (again, iykyk) and while the reboot is great in its own right, it'll never have that 80s charm. And Jem might be the most 80s thing I've ever seen.

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Literally never going to get over the ending to When Marnie was There (2014) (SPOILERS)

I watched this movie literal years ago and I'm legit never going to forgive it for that ending because what

Am I stupid? Did I not get it? Am I mad because it was a good twist or because I just hate it?

I think I just hate it, I hate it a lot

Just to be clear I don't hate the movie at all. I love the movie! But whenever I want to watch it again I'm skipping the last 10 minutes because I literally can't with the ending 😭

What do you MEAN Marnie is Ana's grandma why can't they just be ghost besties it would still be such a bittersweet ending

Is this a me problem? Seriously, do I just not get it? 💀

It's been years and I still think about this I need a life

If anybody can explain or get behind the ending pls enlighten my media illiterate ass I am losing my marbles

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I'm selling stickers

I'm going to be selling TOH stickers on my Vinted account (https://www.vinted.co.uk/member/3134862716). Samples will arrive in early May.

I'll aim to sell them for as cheaply as humanly possible, to cover production cost. Stock will be limited to 72 stickers, but if enough people show interest I may make more.

This is to commemorate my Ao3 fic since it's the only thing I've ever posted online that's gained any sort of attention, even if it isn't much in the grand scheme of things, and I wanted to do something special.

Any questions DM me, I'll post samples when they arrive.

This is the design I'm working with:

Dimensions: 3.5 x 3.7 cm

Matte coating, contour cut

Buyers will receive one sticker and a thank-you note with a doodle. If anyone wants to request a specific doodle then DM me and I'll do my best. This is because I wouldn't feel comfortable charging for JUST one small sticker; that feels unfair.

If anyone is interested, that's great. If not, that's great too. Thanks for reading :)

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OC doodles :)

I could not get this to be the right way up for the life of me 💀