Where my demons hide

Hey guess you've find my spot on the internet. Kinda cool that you found me, I guess. Right so I'm David Karofsky. 21 years old. Formally known as the town bully, but as we all know even bullies change. I'm happily out now, and I don't really have any regrets all that much anymore. I'm happy where i'm at. I guess if you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask. This is part of Message the Gleeks. It was active since 1.6.15- March 2015, then again 5.10.15 (rejoined). Please note, there are potentially triggers on here, and while they will be tagged, it is a warning to anyone reading the blog.

[messagesebastian-blog]

I don’t know what to do.

My mother just called me and said that my grand-meré was admitted to the hospital last night, and they don’t really know what’s wrong with her, and I’m just sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I keep hovering over the Expedia bookmark on my computer trying to decide if I should buy a ticket to Paris. This can’t be happening.

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

You should go see here. If you don’t go and something really is bad, then you’ll probably regret it for a very long time, especially since you knew you could probably go. People will understand if you go, it’s a family emergency, it happens to all of us. 

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

What was your family's reaction when they found out you're gay?

Well, like my family-family, the ones I lived with, they kind of were mixed. My dad was a bit freaked out, but I think he also knew? But he accepted it pretty quick. We’ve always been really close, and I think he wasn’t ready to lose a strong relationship over something like me being gay. My mom was a different story. She didn’t really speak to me, and when she did it was mostly her telling me how sick I was and that I could still be saved and cured. She’s slowly starting to get better at accepting it now though.

My mom’s side of the family just doesn’t acknowledge that I really exist anymore, which is kind of ok with me. They were kind of annoying anyways. My dad’s side is doing okay. Some think its wrong, others are introducing me to ‘nice gay boys’ from their hometowns whenever I pay a visit. 

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

FMK: Kurt, Sebastian, Hunter

Well this is a very awkward question to answer, anon. Especailly since Kurt is married, and I barely know Hunter. I guess I’ll play the game though, can’t do any harm, right?

F; Sebastian [I mean, it’s been proven I am NOT his type, so I don’t EVER see that scenerio ever happening.]

M; Kurt [Considering Kurt’s married and i’m pretty sure i’m not his type anyways, this also wouldn’t happen, but I think Kurt would make a pretty great husband, so congrats to Blaine on that.]

K; Hunter [I don’t know Hunter that well, and he’s a pretty good guy from what i’ve gathered so far , but sorry dude.]

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Favorite sport you played?

You know, as much as I loved playing football, I think i’m going to have to say playing hockey was my favorite. There was something about being on the ice that was so awesome. I love being able to get on the ice and relieve all the tension i’ve built up. It’s a lot easier to take anger out on a hockey puck than a person and a football, plus you don’t actually have to have a second person to really practice hockey.

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Are you getting right back in the game after you and Blaine broke up?

I wouldn't say I jumped right back in it. I mean, I didn't jump as quick as he did, but it’s not like I was going to sit there and cry over my loss. I’ve gone on a couple dates here and there, but nothing really serious right now. There’s a guy i’ve been on a couple dates with though, he seems pretty interesting. Amazing what happens when you leave your hometown and go a couple miles to a totally different area.

[messagehunterclarington]

I can’t say that I blame for even a moment for doing exactly that. Though, I don’t believe I can fill you in upon what’s happening with everyone around here, but I’ve been personally busy with school. Finals, mostly. What have you been busy with, lately?

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Finals are literally killing me, I can safely say that. Lately though? Finals, school, work, that’s about it.  What are you majoring in at school?

[messagesebastian-blog]

Hey, Dave, glad to see you back around here. I can’t speak for anyone else, so I really have no clue what’s been going on. Kinda been in my own little world.

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Hey Sebastian, good to see you too. Yeah I think I was going for a general thing. Sounds about the same as me though. I’ve been keeping to myself majority of the time. How’s things going?

[messagekurthummel]

Oh… hi! It’s good to see you back. I feel like there are a million things I should fill you in on, but of course these are the moments where your head just goes blank. Go see Godspell at McKinley though, if you’re free. It’s definitely worth it. How are you?

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Hey Kurt! It’s good to be back. Yeah, I think maybe requesting a catch up of the last couple of months was a little too much. I can barely remember things from two months before. How are things in New York? 

I plan on seeing Godspell, i’m sure it will for sure be worth it. I think it’ll be interesting. I’ve been okay. Busy with school and work mostly.

[messageblainedanderson]

It has been a while. Too long. Yeah, New York. Back in the city of dreams. Yeah, things are going really well. What about you? What’re you up to these days?

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

But at least in that time you were happy, right? I’ve thought about packing everything up and going to New York. I had always thought that I would try to go somewhere like that. That’s great though, i’m glad things are going well. Me? Um. It’s been going slow. I’ve mostly been working and going to school nonstop. Still performing at the country bear night, haha.

[messagejessest-james-deactivate]

I did. My manager and publicist thought it would be good for me to have another outlet to connect with my fans and such. 

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

That’s actually a pretty great idea. I mean I think it’s always pretty cool when actors and other famous people take the time to do that. Are you staring in anything right now?

[messageblainedanderson]

Dave. It’s good to see you. Or, talk to you, I suppose. How’ve you been doing? Not much has been going on with me. Well, aside from the fact that Kurt and I moved back to New York, and I’m now attending NYU. Other than that, it’s all the mundane boring stuff. 

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Hey Blaine! Nice to see you/talk to you too, it’s been awhile.  I’ve been okay, could have been better but it’s been good. New York though, that’s pretty awesome. That sounds like a good place for you guys to be. I take it everythings going well then?

[askthegleeadults]

Not that much sugar dumplin.  Just have to say welcome back cutie patootie. This chicka is still looking to get laid for the night or find the right stage for Broadway.

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Thanks April! It’s good to be back.

But uh...I hope you find someone? How’s the broadway thing going for you?

[messagejessest-james-deactivate]

I’m probably not the best person to fill you in, seeing as I’m still trying to figure out everything myself.

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Did you recently decide to join the world of tumblr also or something? But hey - - thanks for even considering the idea of explaining it.

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

I thought that maybe taking some time from Tumblr might be good for me, given that I had to figure things out after things changed quickly. I can proudly say though that i’m back on tumblr once more and it’s just like how I remembered. Anyone care to fill me in on what I’ve missed in the last couple of months?

[colormedylan]

My drone will be working over time this week

[colormedylan]

Of course I can, and I am just Google it. And what is that my large and hairy friend?

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

No. You're not. At all. Friend? It's called being a dictator. 

[messagespencporter]

It’s totally worth the extra cost though, right? 

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Completely. I mean you can't get it too much, but its completely worth the extra it costs.

[messagemasonmccarthy]

Oh jeeze,

[messagemasonmccarthy]

I don’t really eat sugar, I try to avoid it.

We have a mutual reputation together, so it’d still be ruining us, plus it was all my reputation being slammed to the ground. But it’s all resolved now, so there’s nothing to worry about!

[messagedavidkarofsky-blog]

Seriously? I don't think I would be able to not eat sugar. 

Well that's seriously messed up, sorry she did that to you. That's great though, i'm really glad that you managed to resolve everything.