If this is whatâll become of me?
                             Then fine, so be it
                         If it means theyâd be safe

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                     If this is whatâll become of me?
                             Then fine, so be it
                         If it means theyâd be safe
I'm throwin Cheesecake a surprise bday party, DONT TELL HIM, but ya can come!
⌠Yes, because he can. Nevermind. Iâm not in the mood to insult anybody, Unc. When the hell is it? Whoâs coming?
Sly Stalloneâs breakthrough or Frank-n-Furterâs crowning, male creature, Rocky Horror? Either entail some sort of garish booty shorts, so heâs flattered - canât you tell?
His hand rips open the lid of tupperware treasure. Then, onto a memorizing plateau of warm brownie, Boss stacks up a pile of sour gummies and stuffs his face. His mouth gets a bizarre rush of contradictory impact. It blends into a gushy, chewy texture, sogging into a glob of unhealthy mush the more he gnaws it through. âWe canât go showing off today,â He says to his feet, garbling. The macabre remembrances from their last outings include a lot of (highly appreciated) recreational violence. âThereâs only so many bar fights we can start before the fuzz figures out weâre finishing âem, too, and I donât wanna get timeout. Letâs just get stoned and watch âFlavor of Loveâ reruns or somethinâ.â
Hot Patootie. âIâm okay with that since Iâm one 'stop yaâ kidâ phone call away from getting murdered by Pops.â Truthfully, she was exactly five bail payments and thirty-three angry voicemails behind what many would agree should have been her undoing. Others have done less in this city and received harsher penalties from the living skeleton and yet here she is. Ainât she fucking lucky? âStop eating them all. It wasnât just you in mind when I made those.â So selfish.
A barely audible âpopâ pierces the brief silence caused by her lack of inclination to speak while the other stuffed his face with goodies. Walking over to explore the rest of her hostâs abode her initial response was to shrug before forcefully dropping onto the war-torn couch. âIâm not watching that. Letâs watch Frozen or Aladdin. Maybe The Little Mermaid.â
âWelcome to my crib, home of the smallest large-screen TV. Lemme give you the grand tour.â He steps backwards (like three whole steps), individually pointing out each edge of the room.
âThatâs a corner over there. Right beside it is another corner. And then thereâs two more corners across the room there. Then through that door is my bathroom. And uhâŚkitchenâs right here, right in the bedroom, almost. âCause, yâknow, convenience.â Nods, reassuringly. âYou bring the goods?â
âI got the goodies for yaâ, Rocky.â Trivial matters such as âpatienceâ wasnât exactly Siceâs thing. When the door opened to reveal her new partner in crime, she wasted very little time before entering his âhomeâ. Maybe it was his closet. âNicki must not really like you if this is all that you can afford.â Tossing a container full freshly baked brownies at his chest, she flashes him a bright smile before acknowledging the rest of his lovely abode.
âWell, itâs small. I guess thatâs nice?â Compliments werenât her thing either. âItâll do but next time weâre doing this at my place. So, how are we going to celebrate your dead fish?â
[5:23] âYouâre a greatest personâ doesnât even make sense
[5:23] I mean I guess itâs true though, youâre as much a person as a person gets. Congratulations. [5:26] Leave the insinuated pussy at home, bring the sour gummies and the brownies.
[5:39] Â Context is all that matters. [5:41] Yeah, yeah. Iâll keep the goods secured away but the snacks are good to go. On my way, jerkface.
luchtkasteel: 'air castle'; a wish or dream one hopes to fulfill in the future, yet will never be achieved, as it is so vast, immense and unlikely.
           âcurae leves loquuntur ingentes stupent...â
Often have her words, heavily laced with a well-reasoned aversion, reached those who would listen. For a place under the heavy influence from the worldâs most notorious criminals, it definitely had a luminous appearance. A moth to a flame. Bright lights and flashing screens tantalized the unsuspecting tourists and big city dreamers. Begging them to explore the crooks and crevices only to be preyed upon by the demons that hid in shadows. By then they couldnât escape and the victim became the murderer. The cycle began anew. She couldnât fucking stand it. The paradox this place had created brought more frustration. It took months of searching and pestering of her caretaker (read: mother hen) before she began to understand the inner workings of this new world. The city that never slept, but the people still dreamed. She still dreamt. On nights like this when the world idled, the people stilled, and the darkness slipped into her room and covered her entire body with tranquility. She still dreamt.
She dreamt of a future that would never be hers. A life filled with an immense happiness that the world told her that she did not deserve. That she was robbed of. Her family. A mother who deserted her and proved that she was never loved, but she desperately craved to see again just to question. Just to ask. Why wasnât she good enough? A group of miscreants from her battle-filled years, her friends, are now older and they beckon her to join them. To drink with them and revisit the memories of the war that tore their country apart and how hard it was to rebuild. How they overcame. She saw him. She still dreamt of a life she was deemed unworthy to have.
           Slight griefs talk, great ones are speechless....â
[Text: 6:50 PM - Sent to you and 6 others] My fish died. Come to his funeral.
Few weeks laterâŚÂ
[4:45] Well, I definitely missed it. Awww, was he a good little fish? Did he make you feel safe and sound? Just remember to keep swimming, Rocky.
It takes him a while to deduce the context. Fourteen solid seconds of quizzical phone staring, to be precise.
[5:02] Youâre a terrible person, but I guess thatâs why weâre friends. [5:02] Bring me snacks and weâll call it even.
âHahaâŚâ
[5:13] You spelled âgreatestâ wrong, but Iâll take it.
[5:13] What kind of snacks we talking? Cause I got a cookie cake thatâll leave you starving for more. Gotta wipe your face off first before I give it to you.
[5:14] Kidding! Iâll bring you some brownies and sour gummies.
[Text: 6:50 PM - Sent to you and 6 others] My fish died. Come to his funeral.
Few weeks laterâŚÂ
[4:45] Well, I definitely missed it. Awww, was he a good little fish? Did he make you feel safe and sound? Just remember to keep swimming, Rocky.
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  A giggle rose as she was ensnared; this was the first time in a long time things did not go according to her strict and often twisted plan and she didnât throw a fit. In fact she was over joyed taking to the moment by jumping off the perch shâd claimed as her own so as to terrorize cadets and twirling herself into the Reaperâs arms. âA bee gets stuck in honey. Does it drown or eat until it dies?â
Why did she have to make everything difficult? A loud groan escaped her lips as she eyed her surrounding area warily, her mind filled with idle confusion. The younger seemed to have an innate ability to rattle her senses in the most captivating way and today the princess would conquer. Arms lifted high above the little twirlerâs head to ensure their arms didnât entangle as she danced away. âNeither, the bear eats it.â
These cravings for cigarettes were really starting to get to him, but if he had given into his want, he was sure jogging these last couple of blocks towards the Chinese restaurant wouldnât have happened. Forty five minutes had slipped closer to fifty, but Cheesecake hadnât wanted to put on his light spring jacket when they went out, so they had to compromise with a hoodie- he should probably leave that out to Sice. No reason for her to give him that look, even if they werenât genetically related, heâs pretty sure she can mimic that really face BD makes anyway.Â
The last half of a block he slows down to a fast walk, he doesnât want to be out of breath and sweaty by the time he gets there, a hand runs through his hair and he checks his reflection in the store window next to it before entering. Itâs crowded, a little too crowded for his liking, especially for what he wants to talk about. He approaches her, lopsided grin in place, wrapping an arm around her shoulder and giving a slight squeeze.
âHey Sice. Sorry Iâm a lil late, time gotta way from me. Iâm glad ya wasnât busy, ya hungry, Iâm buyinâŚâ His voice rises by the end to make sure heâs heard, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. Heâs got too much nervous energy, tapping his fingers on his leg, mind already going over what heâs going to say, repeating the words in his head, acting it out. âYa wanna grab it to go? We can walk a lil an find a bench or somethin to eat at⌠thereâs some tables an shit down the street by oneâa those lil coffee shops, its probably closed an we can sit there.â
âItâs not a problem, Uncle Nicki. The only plans I had was left-over pizza and Spongebob.â It takes all of her not to respond with the truth of her prior engagement, but the thought of spending an entire night in the local hospital while he recovered from a world-shattering heart attack no longer appealed to her. At least, not when it regarded the apprehensive red-head that stood before her. Growth and all that maturity shit. Why was he so fidgety?Â
"Damn right, youâre buying and I want extra egg rolls.â His energy was offputting. Unknowingly, he had activated her natural instincts which resulted in a brief survey of her surroundings in hopes of locating the source of his discomfort. When this bizarre ability suddenly appeared a year ago, it made her violently ill from being accosted by such raw, intense emotions. It wasnât until days later when the Mother Hen decided to surprise her with freshly made soup and a movie marathon did she realize that these emotions were his. Surprised, she was not considering his natural disposition.Â
Within a year, her newfound ability became bearable as she silently trained herself to control this one-sided connection that bonded her to him. Annoyed at first by his inability, she forced herself to understand that the two were of different worlds instead of verbally assaulting him. Growth and maturity. âLook, we can eat by the damn dumpster if that meant I didnât have to be permanently surrounded by these people. But Iâll settle for the cafe tables.â
But his energy was offputting. She quickly hides her wariness behind a rehearsed smile. âYou ready to order?â
Meet me at BDâs favorite Chinese spot. 45 mins. Between coddling the beige, four-legged companion that occupied his apartment and helping her surrogate father run an alleged illegal boy scout, Sice was convinced that Nicki had lost his damn mind. A please would have sufficed.
Seriously, Nicki? Now you want a family dinner? The self-proclaimed princess of the dead had been occupied with another set of hands and distracted by a pair of full, irresistible lips when the notification was sent. The sound resonating throughout the strangerâs (Derek, maybe?) apartment even while covered in various items of clothing.Â
âDamn it.â Why was the world always against her? After muttering a half-assed âfuck offâ to the roomâs occupant stretched out above her before forcefully shoving his body off of her own. Fuck it to hell. Thereâs no need for false promises or even excuses as she walks out the door fully intending to keep her promise of full availability. The reasoning behind the text was irrelevant; if he needed her then she would be there.
A decision she now regretted. The length of the line had become ridiculous long since her arrival and her irateness was growing due to the incessant chattering of her new neighbors. âI really hope we can go somewhere else.â
If you canât handle me at my worst, I got some bad news for ya pal. This is me at my best. It doesnât get better and death comes to us all.