Issa Bae @miaobae - Tumblr Blog

I feel like I need to crack open my ribs again and again and again until the pressure of anxiety and fear hanging heavy in my chest has been turned to dust

#personal #anxiety

here I lay in the little spaces between glimpses of dappled light shyly dancing behind thick leaves

small

unknown

insignificant

would you even realize if you crushed me beneath your boot

i try to be good

kind

considerate

do you think someday you could love me

if I shone

if I dazzled

if I was whole

i think I'm fading like a star in the distant night sky

don't forget me

i hope

you can

remember

#personal #poetry

zackisontumblr

i am supposed to have the energy… to do stuff...?

zackisontumblr

every? day??

this week I'll hear back about whether or not I got THE job and I'm so nervous about it

#personal #it really would be a perfect fit #but also I don't actually want a job again #but bills

illufinch

strawberry tiger. drawing something a lil different

porterdavis

This is perverse and obscene.

politicalantibody

Of course they denied all those claims. It made them more money, and it wasn’t illegal. Corporations are amoral by nature, and healthcare is not an exception.

edwardbateman

this is what is happening between us when i like your vent post

for this weekend at least, life was good

the pain dulled. the laughter was loud. my cats are healthy and cuddly. my ac works. i have food. i am safe. i am loved. i am so lucky in so many ways

#personal

one of the only times I can remember having fun with my one sister as a kid was a time I purposely forced myself to act like someone else. to be who she wished I was. and she loved it.

but IT wasn't ME

and I've never forgotten the hollowness of that feeling. of confirming my greatest insecurities, that I wasn't good enough as I was

#personal #memories #she doesn't want to go with you because youre boring #oh

becherdireinen

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.