Hope Is A (dead) Star

Yes I made a side blog just for bloodymary. Sue me for it. I have too many ocs to mix them in too

[middleagedspacegays]

New intro post!!

You can call me Lucky or Spacer, I don't really care | she/they | 18+yo

Yes, this is a side blog. My main blog where I ramble is @disasterginger.

I've been deemed "honorary gay aunt" by many of my friends, and you can call me that too :)

I have an ao3 account under disaster_ginger, where I have my bloodymary fic in progress! (finals have been kicking my ass so it's a slow process).

I do have a tag list for when I post chapters/snippets/polls of my fic, just leave me a message wherever if you'd like to be added! My asks are always open, messages always open.

PLEASE send drawing requests/asks!!! I love them so very much and it gives me good motivation.

Tag list under the cut~

CURRENT TAG LIST:

thekingsphinx

decimv3

iztyping

i-defy-categorization

bad-at-names-so-yeah

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Apologies to my asks, I had to move again because of sucky people I lived with. I will get to you… eventually. I do love you guys tysm, I just won’t have time until like.. the middle of August.

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Fih

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@ohnomynoodlesfellinthebathtub (it’s not @ing you properly sorry bestie idk why)

Teacher Simon x teacher grace sketch for my ask game <3

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Uwu first kiss for our boys?

YAOI POWERS ACTIVATE!

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ASKS PLEASE <3

I know I said I was done being burnt out but I'm having a lot of writer's block. I want to write/draw something so please put in your suggestions (they can be anonymous!!)

You can most definitely suggest what happens next in my ao3 fic, Hope is a (dead?) star!!! This upcoming chapter has something to do with beef between rocky and Simon since Simon attacked ryland last chapter. Please send in suggestions.

Or drawings! You can request really shitty funny ones or really good quality hot ones.

My brain just REFUSES to make ideas right now. I'm sorry.

[middleagedspacegays]

I AM DONE BEING BURNT OUT AND HAVE FINISHED COMMISSIONS. I WILL BE WRITING AGAIN SOON MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES

[middleagedspacegays]

Chapter four is up!!!

Word count: 1.6k

Simon and Rocky beef arc starts here!!!

on ao3: Hope is a (dead?) star

Author: disaster_ginger

Excerpt under the cut!

Ten minutes of medical attention fly by, and Grace identifies their mystery human as a male, at least. The weak scientist tries his best to scrub the grime off of him while Mary kindly reminds over and over– radiation warning. Radiation warning. Radiation warning. 

Grace started to feel a little woozy. The suit could block most of the particles, but this was like standing within a mile of an unsecured Plutonium core. He had to leave. 

Armando finished removing most of what he could, leaving their visitor to rest on the table after he retracted again. Grace stood outside the med bay, worrying with Rocky. How in the whole universe did he get here???

Tag list!

@decimv3 @iztyping @thekingsphinx @i-defy-categorization

@bad-at-names-so-yeah (not coming up as an account?? you good bro??)

Please leave a message/comment if you want to be added to the list!!

[middleagedspacegays]

Writing chapter four tonight

[uniquesmalltreasures]

FUCK it’s even worse, Mark said HE will get out of the Blood Ocean and curl up in Ryan’s arms, I cannot—

[thedgeofsleep]

IRON LUNG (2026) dir. Markiplier

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YOU CAN BUY IRON LUNG ON YT MOVIESS

[bstrdr]

Eridian Grace, as in culturally Eridian, not the species Eridian, is so important to me.

Grace who does jazz hands and taps when he's asking a question and says some words three times like Rocky. Grace who makes chirps and trilling noises when he's happy.

Grace who starts thinking and dreaming in Eridian, who sometimes has dreams that are just sound, no visual. (Grace who, if he ever goes back to Earth for whatever reason after years on Erid, forgets some words in English and speaks in the sentence structure of Eridian because he has to translate from Eridian to English when he speaks outloud).

Grace who does scarification (even if Rocky protests at first) - I've read some fics where he does the Voyager pulsar map, or dots and lines showing his route from Sol, to Tau Ceti, turning around towards Sol, and then the line going all the way back to Erid. Even though he already has the scars from Rocky saving him, maybe Rocky's family crest. A scar showing his rank as Captain of the Hail Mary - maybe something to represent her, too.

Grace who wears Eridian gems, as earrings, in a chain for his glasses, in strings draped over him that clink together when he walks - the most important ones, like the earrings he wears all the time, the color of the blueish-green gems (or spots?) in/on Rocky's carapace.

Grace who wears a bracelet on each arm that have ribbed marks like on Rocky's arm so he can properly say goodbye (not something he had to do, but something that felt right to do, something that made him feel more like himself), sound included.

Grace who considers himself an Eridian!! Grace who IS an Eridian!!

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I have creative block and also I’m indecisive. And running polls on here is so interesting to me!

What do I work on with my free time tn?

Hope is a (dead?) star

New AU about Eden cult trauma

Draw shirtless Simon

Voting ended onMay 23

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Sorry it’s late!

[birdbyrne]

[idgabuck]

Bloodymary AU where Grace is still a teacher and none of his students know he’s married let alone to a scary looking man who comes and picks him up on his motorcycle. They just see this long haired man with tattoos and scars looking grumpy until he softens when Grace comes over and kisses his cheek and when they ask Grace about the mystery man they say yesterday, Grace is like “oh that’s my husband.” And his students then have a bunch of the questions.

“Is he a mafia boss?”

“N-no.”

“Why does he have a prosthetic arm?”

“Because he got injured-“

“Can he come in and tell us how?!”

“I uh….will have to ask.”

“Mr Grace, no offence, but how did you manage to marry a guy who looks like a human version of a Doberman?” (Grace tells Simon that question and Simon bursts out laughing)

[middleagedspacegays]

I have creative block and also I’m indecisive. And running polls on here is so interesting to me!

What do I work on with my free time tn?

Hope is a (dead?) star

New AU about Eden cult trauma

Draw shirtless Simon

Voting ended onMay 23