silence in the salt

chem | 25 | tired of life | she/her | I make fanart, edits and sometimes write fanfics

[urparty]

being in my 20s is like I understand more of my mother and less than i ever have. My childhood friends are strangers to me and there’s no one i know better. i want to drink wine. i never stopped wanting to climb trees. i know more than I’ve ever known before. I don’t know anything at all. i’m seven years old and sixteen and twenty nine and seventy. I can’t tell when i'm happy. I think the only thing that will make me happy is to be little again. i want to be really old. i go to the ocean and feel like nothing matters more than that. in my bedroom everything matters so much. I go to the grocery store every day. i know how to cook a lot of things but the only thing i know how to eat is fried eggs. I can take care of myself but i want to be taken care of. i want to go home and I don't know where that is. i think it may be somewhere inside of me but i’m not sure

[middlemistgrey]

"He was born with a gift of laughter and a sense that the world was mad."

– Rafael Sabatini, Scaramouche

[middlemistgrey]

The lunacy of listlessly lying on the grass.

The lunatic is on the grass; the lunatic is in my head.

[zarischarlie]

Reblog if you’re the gay sister

[onemilliondraculas]

i like my men born in a sopping wet cardboard box all alone

[morickyyy]

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[wizard0rb]

this was the last good moment

[middlemistgrey]

She said goodnight but he knew it was a goodbye.

abandoned by the maker

[middlemistgrey]

A husk of opulent dreams

[middlemistgrey]

Gnosis wanters have become gnosis havers.

[middlemistgrey]

Oh, to be them.

[narwhalsarefalling]

oh yeah have i ever told yall of the academic war i have been an unwilling soilder in for the past two years

[narwhalsarefalling]

okay SO. i have two professors that both teach this one subject, but different classes. they have different last names, so i didnt know this at first and espically since they are academic RIVELS at my school, but they are MARRIED. but for the past 8 years they have been in an academic WAR of geospatical sciences data. more accurately, the raster vs vector data debate. i am personally on the side of "both have their pros and cons and can be utalizied to the utmost efficency" but both professors are like, DEADLOCKED in insistanting one is better then the other

so, professor A is my mentor. i like him a lot, and he was the main person that taught me the most abotu Eris and ArcGIS. professor B is a professor i had one for class, and shes nice and knows a lot of little tricks about Eris programming but mostly relies on arcMAP because shes the raster data professor.

and THESE MOTHERFUCKERS. have written no less then 30 papers that is basically like a "re: re: re: re: re: re: vector data is better then raster fuck you" but like, Professionally. and they leave stupid notes in the footnotes that read "Reguardless of Professor A's opinions reguarding the efficency of Vector data, Raster data has a more efficant polygon computing rate and is the most commonly used program on interplantaring mapping" and its HILARIOUS

[narwhalsarefalling]

ive read all of their papers, and its basically like reading an email chain between a married couple arguing over the colors of the kitchen backsplash for their new home. its HILARIOUS. but obviously, because of their differnet last names and because they act like they HATE each other, NOT VERY MANY PEOPLE REALIZES THEYRE MARRIED

until like LAST WEEK

[narwhalsarefalling]

professor B publishes a paper that casually drops the word "husband"

and obviously all the students are like "oh i didnt know u were married!" because we read that shit like how white suburban mothers read People Magazine

[narwhalsarefalling]

and shes like "yeah, its Professor A"

[narwhalsarefalling]

and we all FLIPPED. THE FUCK. OUT

[narwhalsarefalling]

we thought the framed picture of the two of them on professor A's desk was ironic because hes that type of guy

[narwhalsarefalling]

like, you gotta undestand. these two have gotten into YELLING matches in hallways. these two refuse to go onto trips with each other. but apparently they have a system where they quite LITERALLY leave all of their work at work and drive home in seperate cars and literally NEVER mention work at home. it is SO funny

[beez-n-crackers]

[middlemistgrey]

Doodle of Raiden Ei throwing out our boy Kunikuzushi. Yes, those are badly written Bohemian Rhapsody lyrics.

[incorrectbungoustraydogs]

Chuuya: marry someone who says things like: “you’re beautiful”, “I’m proud of you”, “you can do it” and “no, 7 bottles of wine isn’t a lot”

[surrealjock-deactivated20230801]

you: this villain didnt do anything bad, so i can love them me, flexing my biceps: this villain did everything bad, and i love them

[electraheart2012]

they hate her for her wired earphones swag

[tennesseewillams]

the internet was a mistake but the amount off fondness i feel for all of the friends that i carry around in my pocket with me was not a mistake

[jubu-isnt-here]

hehe it’s them 💗