Jayde

we're all so desperate to die, yet we have these little moments of wanting to live.

[thepersonalquotes]

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Something is different,

When you touch me.

Maybe,

Possibly,

You are unnderstanding that,

You can fuck me,

And love me,

At the same time.

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the one thing,

they never teach you about,

love.

is the heartbreak.

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Somethings different

When you touch me,

Love me,

Feel me.

-Please don't be gone

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When i look up at the stars.

I see pictures.

Of us.

-why was i so wrong for you?

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I never wanted you to see the broken part of me.

I was all healed up.

But you broke me.

Again.

And again.

Id trusted you so much.

- Why dont you ever feel the same

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right now, i just want the truth.

but im not ready for it.

looks like its just me and my thoughts.

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I wonder,

if all along,

you just wanted my body.

You said you loved me,

but did you just love the lust we had?

-i would take a bullet for you.

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Why wasnt i enough for you?

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No matter the amount of,

Red flags,

I know i would,

Always,

Go back to you

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you let go,

let go of me,

let go of everything that made me want to love,

live.

you let go of us.

-it didnt matter if i was holding on for my life, you never wanted me, you never wanted to hold on to me.

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theres so much i need to learn, can u teach me?

teach me everything.

-i dont want to be afraid anymore

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You taught me so many things. Could u teach me how to feel again?

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i like it when u hold my hand. the only thing is, i dont want u to let go.

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you know that feeling, the one where u feel so fucking complete. thats how i feel with you around me.

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i feel like i learnt everything the hard way. at least i got you.

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i wanna leave to some place nice. why does it feel like hell if ur not there?