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miel. 17+. She/her. Leonardo Luna’s doll ♡

—Cruisin’ down a heart-shaped highway

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• Big Bachira lover. I will give him canned pineapples.

• I inhale vintage, silk and ribbons

• sweet tooth haver

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Merry Christmas!! 💕

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hey, hi, hello! this is my first self help masterpost which i made because i was supposed to be studying but who cares if i fail my exams your mental and physical well being is worth more and if you see this then you’re worth everything and i love you a lot and hope this masterpost helps you find your way <3

dealing with depression and feeling suicidal

international helplines (rebloggable)

imalive

mental health chat rooms

make everything okay

blahtherapy 

emergency compliment

tempted to quit antidepressants?

the best things in life that are free

reasons to stay alive

dealing with depression

steps for beating depression

reasons not to commit suicide and keep living

things to love about life 

adjusting your life for recovery

crisischat

changing your life

gives me hope

kittencam

omfgdogs *trigger warning: bright moving/flashing images*

cat training

natural treatment for depression

dealing with self harm

my masterpost for alternatives to self harm (rebloggable)

basic care for open wounds and burns

self harm safety

caring for self harm wounds

caring for cuts

caring for burns

fading and covering scars

stopping self harm

20 reasons to give up self harm

more reasons to stop self harming 

deciding to stop self-injury

self harm information booklet

fataltotheflesh *trigger warning: cutting*

alternatives to self harm

more alternatives

146 things to do besides self harm

25 alternatives to self harm

make a happy box

dealing with loneliness and break-ups

the nicest place on the internet

brownie in a mug recipe

comfort food recipes

movie masterposts

7 reasons why it’s okay if you’ve never been in a relationship

getting over a break up

6 healthy ways to get over a break up

when you’re the only one not in a relationship

perks of being single

scientifically proven perks of being single

more perks for singles

is your friend dating your ex?

more ideas to help with loneliness

things to do when you feel lonely

things you can do when you’re lonely

dealing with loneliness

making friends

becoming a magnet for friends

how to cope when you feel left out by friends

dealing with anxiety and stress

more calming sounds

draw with sand

stress relievers

treatment and care for anxiety

dealing with panic attacks

overcoming panic attacks

progressive muscle relaxation

anxiety relief

overcoming ocd

calm pictures for anxiety gif masterpost

things you need to know to overcome ocd

stress relief games

rain sounds

nature sounds

effective anxiety breathing exercises

ocean sounds

coffee sounds

draw with silk

dealing with bipolar disorder/manic depression

helping your loved one through a manic episode

helping a loved one with bipolar disorder

dealing with bipolar mania: help for caregivers

7 ways to deal with a manic depressive person

dealing effectively with depression and manic depression

simple tricks to deal with anxiety and mania

5 tips for coping with mania

coping skills for bipolar disorder

50 natural ways to manage and cope with bipolar disorder

10 small steps you can take to improve bipolar disorder

dealing with hallucinations and schizophrenia

helping a person with schizophrenia

treatment and recovery for schizophrenia

60 methods for coping with hallucinations

helping someone cope with hallucinations

coping with schizophrenic hallucinations and delusions

5 ways to quiet auditory hallucinations

a practical guide to cope with hearing voices

helping people who hear voices

strategies for coping with distressing voices

dealing with eating disorders

dangers of diet pills and laxatives

dangers of laxative abuse

physical effects of an eating disorder

recovery toolbox

why do we need to eat?

why you should eat often & strategies

reality of anorexia and bulimia

recovering from an eating disorder

recovery and relapse prevention

dangers of purging

milestones in recovery

understanding recovery

making a recovery meal plan

what to do when you feel fat

dealing with anger

click rocks

bouncy balls

wobble *trigger warning: water*

play with pentagons

pixie dust!! 

managing anger

controlling anger

dealing with anger and impulsives

dealing with criticism

gruntle.me

dealing with insomnia/sleep deprivation

what time should i sleep?

calculating the perfect bedtime + sleep efficiency

42 simple tips to deal with insomnia

tips to beat insomnia

11 ways to get to sleep and stay asleep

trick yourself into dozing off

natural remedies to help sleep

natural remedies for sleep apnea

restoring restful sleep

how to make yourself so tired that you’ll fall asleep

steps to recovering from insomnia

recover after a sleepless night

fix snoring

benefits of sleep

why sleep is important

lgbtq+

masterpost on just about everything about lgbtq+

lgbtq+ everything masterpost

transmasculine resources

transfeminine resources

nonbinary resources

resources for parents who have trans children

trans resources and tips masterpost 

trans tumblr blogs

lgbtq+ novels

dealing with sexual assault and abuse

uk helplines for male survivors

uk male survivors

when a man is raped (includes how to help victims)

helping a friend or family member who was a victim

coping with the after-effects of sexual assault

coping with rape

coping with acquaintance rape

coping with rape-related ptsd

dealing with rape

understanding and helping male survivors

survivors chat

dealing with domestic violence and abuse

steps to take if you are a victim of family abuse

safe house

napless shelter for women and children

ywca women’s shelter

domestic violence and criminal harassment unit of the vancouver police department

canadian bar association- family violence

vancouver coastal health services

victims info

domestic violence help

ywca domestic violence help

domestic abuse services

domestic violence resources

domestic violence and abuse hotlines

united kingdom

women’s aid: 0808 2000 247

mankind: www.mankind.org.uk

australia

women’s domestic violence helpline: telephone [phone] free call 1800 007 339

men’s domestic violence helpline: telephone [phone] free call 1800 000 599

1800respect: 1800 737 732

www.violencefreefamilies.org.au/help_lines

worldwide

www.hotpeachpages.net

usa

crisis hotline: 1-888-7helpline

americans overseas domestic violence crisis center: 866-uswomen

childhelp national child abuse hotline: 1-800-4-a-child

www.thehotline.org

canada

childhelp national child abuse hotline: 1-800-4-a-child

assaulted women’s helpline: gta 416.863.0511 toll free 1.866.863.0511 tty 416.364.8762 toll free tty 1.866.863.7868 mobile #safe(#7233)

www.hotpeachpages.net/canada/canada1.html

learning to love yourself and be happy

21 tips to release self-neglect

9 ways to love yourself

loving yourself

let yourself be happier than you think you deserve

who to fall in love with first

7 reasons to shamelessly love yourself

5 ways to love your body

17 reasons to love your body just the way it is

20 ways to love your body

learning to love your body in 4 steps

do i deserve to be happy?

100 reasons to be happy

300 reasons to be happy

 hard day? 

vent (app)

tips to relax

learn how to relax and sleep like a baby

14 ways to live a more relaxing life

40 ways to relax in 5 minutes

virtual piano

spot the difference

internet explorer 6

falling falling

staggering beauty *epilepsy warning*

heeeeey

20 ways to relax and unwind

read any book

colour quiz

useless web

pointless sites

build a squid

mario sequencer

seaquence

dealing with substance abuse

11 ways to handle substance abuse

how to quit smoking

how to beat drug addiction

the best way to quit using drugs

ways to end drug addiction

how to help a friend quit drugs

caring for someone with a drug problem

alternatives to alcohol

alternatives to drinking

alcoholism-solutions

alcohol abuse treatment and self-help

how to stop drinking alcohol

health effects of alcohol

alternatives to drugs and alcohol for solving our problems

healthy alternatives to smoking

10 tips to quitting smoking

10 unusual quit-smoking tips

tips to help you stop smoking

quitting methods and what to expect- smoking

overcoming drug addiction

coping with an alcoholic parent

who can i talk to about this?

how to cope with parents who are addicted to drugs

talk to others who have been affected (alateen)

what can i do if someone in my family is a drug or an alcoholic? 

substance abuse helplines

us: national drug information treatment and referral hotline: [phone]-help (4357)

us: alcohol abuse and crisis intervention: 1-800-234-0246

us: national cocaine hotline: 1-800-cocaine (262-2463)

us: al-anon/alateen hotline (for friends and family) 1-800-344-2666

uk: drinkline national alcoholism helpline: 0800 917 8282

nz: alcohol / drug helpline: 0800 787 797

aus: alcohol & other drugs information service (adis): freecall 1800 131 350

australia: helplines

i will be updating this masterpost so feel free to message/reply any suggestions, missing/broken links and errors to me so i can fix, add and replace them!

want to see more of this post? here’s a larger version (not rebloggable)

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What is this man

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[auxiliuno]

So real 😔

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Rin do u need a hug

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I need ideas for Sae and Rin my mind is blank ☹️

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loved ur reo yandere headcanons

Could u do yandere kaiser

Warnings: fem! reader, Michael Kaiser is a warning on his own tbh, manipulation, baby-trapping

Notes !: i haven’t read the manga yet so i hope this isn’t too ooc, there’s a big shortage of yandere kaiser on tumblr and this request is scrumptious :(

• I wouldn’t say Michael would think of you as a potential lover at first, rather you’re a prize or a trophy that, if he is able to have you, will stroke up his ego even more and serve as a reminder that he is the best and no one can resist him

• He’d be sweet and charming at first because he doesn’t take you seriously, he’s flirting and complimenting you so easily and nonchalantly, it’s second nature for him to woo you by tucking strands of hair behind your ear, lifting your chin up and pecking your face or giving your waist a squeeze, none of these actions really mean anything to him

• And as time progresses you begin to notice, through the rosy haze, that your relationship is far from perfect: he doesn’t make nearly enough time for you, he’s too easily riled up by his fangirls and he doesn’t even try to give a hint to his fans that you two are a couple

• When you break up with him, he’s unbothered because he’s certain you’re just a little prissy right now and you’ll eventually run back to him bc who in their right mind would break up with the Michael Kaiser?

• And when you don’t come back, his broken ego starts to eat at him, he did you a favor by dating you and you dare fucking break up with him? But overtime he realizes that it’s not just his wounded pride that’s bothering him, he actually misses you and he hates it

• he hates that you’ve made yourself enough of a comforting and influential presence in his life that he’s miserable without you now, it should be the opposite and yet he finds himself spending sleepless nights with thoughts of you potentially in another man’s arms gnawing at his mind

• He sends Ness to lure you in; you just happen to stumble upon him in public with no Michael in sight (a little strange) and he invites you to catch up in a somewhat secluded area and you don’t find the heart to question his choice of location because he’s giving you the sweetest smile

• And when Michael gets a hold of your waist, kisses your ear languidly, Ness remains quiet and lets his gaze fall to the ground, even when you’re panicking and subtly trying to squirm out of Michael’s grasp(which doesn’t work)

• Michael is a completely delusional man, he needs his ego fed consistently and for that he won’t mind breaking you until you’re nothing more than a doll for him

• He expects you to constantly pay attention to him, to follow him around and let him touch you whenever and wherever he pleases

• He finally makes your relationship, if you can call it that, official and you have better put on a pretty face and have the media believe you’re living the perfect fairytale romance

• Loves to show you off so much, will get you off-shoulder or low cut outfits that do nothing to hide the lovemarks on your neck, collarbone and..

• Has a big tendency to baby-trap you. Sure, he’s not fond of kids and he thinks they can be such trouble, but the idea of you walking around with his child in your womb definitely does something to him, and he knows you’ll be less likely to try and leave when you’re in such a state so it’s a win-win. He’d kiss your worries away and pin your hands up above your head. You never had a choice to begin with.

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Love your yandere Bachira Scenarios but am I the only one who ever thought Reo was kinda yandere too? Can you write something for him as well but like with a reader who's less enthusiastic about it?

+ fem! reader, yandere behavior, betrothal, possessiveness, expect whatever comes with the concept of yandere

- Anon i’m so sorry i took this long to write your request have mercy 🙏

• I mean it’s a given Reo is a closeted yandere at this point 😭

• Honestly he’d love a challenge, he doesn’t want to just have you, he wants to earn you, being handed everything on a silver platter has made him jaded about receiving gifts, it’s no fun anymore

• You’ve easily moved into his list of treasures, and Reo can most definitely sense that his passion about you bleeds into something darker and more sinister but he really can’t help it

• He wouldn’t, in the beginning, try to get your attention by flaunting his wealth, he’d wanna try and approach you gently, coaxing you into seeing him in a better light

• He’d be friendly to you, never failing to greet you, inviting you to his games or practice and helping you with homework if you need it

• But then he begins getting more intimate, tucking strands of hair behind your ear, caressing your cheeks when you’re talking to him and sometimes leaning down to whisper something in your ear which would have been fine except it feels more like he’s giving you ear a peck

• And you’re quick to show signs of not being very fond of his actions, signs that don’t go unnoticed by him but which he is quick to ignore with a smile

• He clings onto you and follows you around despite your little excuses of needing to go somewhere alone. He dismisses them of course. Why would you need to be alone? Why would you need to go anywhere without him and Nagi?

• You know, Nagi would probably end up telling Reo straight to his face that he’s annoying you randomly one day, and that’s what causes the realization to truly sink in, that you’re not interested

• And Reo is both desperate and furious, he’s done nothing but follow you around like a faithful dog and this is the outcome? From that point on, he’d begin maximizing his dates with other girls, flirting with them in front of you just in the hopes that you’re gonna end up jealous or something which.. doesn’t work

• so he pretty much resorts to using his money. One day your guardian is suddenly jobless and when did you incur this much debt? The only person who can get you out? Reo. What does he want in exchange? Your hand in marriage. Sure you’re both in highschool, but you can be betrothed to him in the meantime

• When the deal is made, Reo and Nagi suddenly become the people you’re around with the most. Reo constantly surveys you in class, frowning when a classmate starts up a conversation with you and god forbid you get mushy with them

• He has certain expectations from your relationship, he’s a delusional man who wants your relationship to be perfect, so expect loads of affection from him and be ready to return that

• Reo would still be mindful of what you want.. sort of, he wouldn’t force you into anything intimate but he will get irritated and moody if you give him the cold shoulder or the silent treatment and someone.. might even get hurt

• He’s very controlling though, has your location on his phone, goes through your texts and if you’re been a good girl and haven’t interacted much with others, he’ll lift your chin up and pepper your face with kisses and of course shower you with gifts!

• He still has his desires though and he definitely has you dress up for him, specially when he’s in the mood; he’s getting you the prettiest sets of lingerie and the most frilly dresses and skirts that show off so much and just have you sit on his lap, stroking your hair or kissing you, strokes his ego up so much

• Would love to turn you into his wife, obedient and docile for him, one who would welcome him when he gets back from his matches, who’d look so lovely carrying his kids, who would cook for him..

• But Reo is still Reo and is therefore infatuated with you, which means he won’t ever refuse anything you ask (except to bail out of your relationship) and he’s at your beck and call

• He practically worships the ground you walk on and his room is filled with stuff you owned: clothes, bras, panties

• Not one moment when he isn’t thinking of you, you can maybe use that as a way to improve your condition because let’s face it, you’re not getting out of this one, Reo Mikage wants you and he will have you

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I don’t study bc it’s stressful, and i stress because i don’t study :(

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Men who love to roleplay !

Warnings: fem! reader, powerplay, suggestive content, con-noncon, 18+ mdni

Synopsis: the types of roleplays they are into

They love being relied on, love the feeling they get when you ask them for help with assignments, getting a task done, needing information- it’s exhilarating. They’d probably be into some senpai-kouhai roleplay. You’re their cute kouhai and as your dedicated senpai, it’s up to them to always pamper you and spoil you rotten. Surprise them by wearing a cute uniform when they get back home after practice, call out to them in a sweet tone- ‘welcome, senpai!’- and they’re already taking steps towards you with a grin on. Will pet your head and coo at you, lifting your chin up and mushing your cheeks together. They’d immediately get right into playing senpai, asking you if you’re having troubles with your homework, if you’d like senpai to help you out, their hands are squeezing your arms and they’re staring at you like they might just.. gobble you up. Perhaps they will.

Reo Mikage, Kunigami Rensuke, Imamura Yudai, Isagi Yoichi

They are into very domestic roleplays. You’re their cute wife who makes them lovely meals with love, greets them when they come back from “work” with the prettiest skimpy outfit and lets yourself melt in their arms. You’re so obedient, so docile and you let them have their way with you, what more could they ask for? Sometimes you send them pictures or texts during practice of what’s waiting for them when they’re getting back.. it’s really hard for them to concentrate on the game after that. No worries though. They can teach you a lesson about why you shouldn’t be distracting them when they get back.

Kunigami Rensuke, Jingo Raichi, Sae Itoshi, Alexis Ness, Oliver Aiku

Very much into some weird, noncon kind of roleplay. He’s a kidnapper, you’re running away from him. You’d have to remain inside your house and try not to make too much noise lest your neighbors actually think something is wrong and end up calling the police. So he’s chasing you up the stairs, into the hallway (he is completely insane and would have definitely caught you in a jiffy but he’s slowed down because he loves the chase) and you both somehow end up in your bedroom. How unfortunate, there’s no escape.. and you’re so cute when he pushes against the wall, eyes crazed and definitely already undressing you. You beat at his chest and beg for mercy but he’s will have his fill of you, you just have to learn to accept it like a good girl

Bachira Meguru, Shidou Ryusei, Oliver Aiku

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Catching the bouquet!

Synopsis: Their reactions when you catch the bouquet at a wedding :)

Warning(s)/note(s): fem! reader, characters are aged up

It’s breezy, the crowd is cheering, reflecting the bride’s mood as she turns her back on the crowd from the top of the staircase. Anticipating women gather tightly around you, wishing for the best spot to catch the bouquet. You’re not sure what to do, but the bride throws the bouquet in the air from over her shoulder and you watch the bundle of flowers get bigger as it reaches your hands.

Already planning the wedding, his heart is beating fast and he is biting the inside of his cheek to keep himself from grinning anymore than needed. He’s looking at your hands wrapped around the bouquet, then back at your face. He might have whooped a bit. Next thing you know you’re in his arms and he has his forehead pressed against yours. Doesn’t matter if people are watching. In his mind, you’re already dolled up in a wedding gown, ready for him to take you.

Bachira Meguru, Mikage Reo, Naruhaya Asahi, Imamura Yudai

His friends are whistling and nudging him in the ribs and he clicks his tongue at them. His brows are furrowed and he’s doing his best not to betray any emotion. But then his glances at you, clutching your bouquet and wide-eyed and he can’t help it. His face softens, his lips tug upwards involuntarily and the tips of his ears redden because even though he doesn’t believe the myth, you are his and he’d be damned if didn’t get down on one knee soon and sweep you off your feet. Especially when fate is clearly on his side.

Sae Itoshi, Rin Itoshi, Chigiri Hyoma

He’s red i’m telling you, avoiding eye contact with anyone, ignoring the comments from his friends and rubbing his nape sheepishly. It’s not that he isn’t happy- if he was courageous enough he’d pick you up and spin you in the air. But he doesn’t want to attract too much attention so he quietly approaches you and takes your hand, planting a chaste kiss on the back before he’s pulling you away from the crowd, the noise, the celebration, bringing you to a quieter place where he can show you what you mean to him.

Isagi Yoichi, Aoshi Tokimitsu

Gives you a lazy grin, hands in the pockets of his pants. He doesn’t care too much for the catch, it’s not some flowers that are gonna tell him whether you two are getting married or not, but he loves the feeling of everyone turning to look at him, then you. They know you’re his, he’s proud of that and to top if off, he brings you in a smothering kiss: nips and tongue and a hand in the back of your head, fingers tangled in your hair. You can be mad at him all you want later for his behavior in public, he’ll shut you up with another kiss.

Shidou Ryusei, Michael Kaiser, Karasu Tabito

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+ fem! reader, mention of anxiety

-༯ Hiii it’s been a while i’m so sorry, i’ve been busy with school and trying to maintain decent grades while writing fanfics is not easy 😭 i hope i will get the time to write more often :) i will also be writing for more blue lock boys now, not just Bachira but he’ll always be my number 1 💕 honestly i have no idea what this is but my anxiety was rising while i was boarding a flight and the only way i could cope was by writing thisss

The airport was nearly empty, a quiet buzz coming from the few tired passengers waiting to board the plane. You were panicky and fidgety, head jerking up from time to time at the slightest new noise. You knew you shouldn’t have booked that flight, for goodness sake, you had too much anxiety piled up in you to book it on a whim of social prowess. But you were here now and you hesitated when the call for boarding was made, half torn between getting your money’s worth and saying screw it and going back home. But you were taken by the momentum of everyone moving towards the corridor and you found yourself following.

You muttered a thank you to the lady with a smile etched on her face (you weren’t sure if she heard you, given how shaky and small your voice was) and made your way towards your seat, Small mercy: the seat next to you was vacant. But for how long? You wondered, watching strangers flood in. You were particularly fixated on a young man with pure white hair. He was awfully tall, walking in a bit of a crouch to not bump into the luggage compartments and trying to identify his seat. But his lips were pulled into a pout and his brows were furrowed. You caught his eyes flicking towards your row of seats a few times and in a split second’s decision, he marched towards you. Since he’d seen you staring at him, you couldn’t very much pretend not to have seen him, so you offered him a small smile as he approached, each of his step mounting your adrenaline level by a notch. Oddly enough, it wasn’t simply because of anxiety.

He flopped onto the seat, leaving the cabin crew to take care of his bag.

“Is this where you’re supposed to be seated?” You blurted out, flushing and digging your fingers into your palm. He too some time to answer, staring at your face and now that you’d gotten a good look of him you make out how cute he was.

“No,” he shrugged. “It’s too far away. A hassle, really.”

You wanted to tell him that what he was doing was probably not a good idea, but you didn’t want to butt into his choices. You also didn’t want to drive him away. And you began wringing your hands, trying to find a conversation starter but a small tap on your shoulder was enough to pull you out of your thoughts. He was so close, his breath left goosebumps on the skin of your neck. “Do you mind if i sleep on you?”

“Uh- me?” Exhilarated. You were completely exhilarated and also so embarrassed. “Um, yeah, go ahead.”

Without the slightest bit of hesitation, his head was perched on your shoulder (he did have to slide down his seat to meet your height) and you forced yourself not to flinch when his hair drew goosebumps along your neck. Or when you felt his lips brush against your skin. You resorted to squeezing your legs, gripping the fabric of your skirt, and staring out the small porthole, your heart beating for a new reason.

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Bachira & Nagi tho 👀 Ignore Barou, Shidou and Sae completely hating me 💀

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