Hello :3 I know I’ve been away for long, long time, but concerning recent events I decided to write this. If you have the patience, please read :)
I’m truly sorry for almost abandoning this blog, but this year has been seriously a huge mess, a tone of things happened in my personal life, good and bad, and I got lost in all of it. Even though I still search for SJ news and such I didn’t feel like blogging about them anymore. I thought that the end of the year would be less messy, but oh boy how wrong was I, my Sungmin decided that he is getting married, woah I’ve actually been waiting to hear that for a while now, let’s face it, he is getting older and he seems the type of guy that wants a family of his own, just like every regular guy and that’s ok.
Yesterday I was really mad about it, not because he is getting married, but how he handled everything. The fact that he hid and lied seriously broke me. I wish that he was honest since the beginning of his relationship and had not dumped everything on us when things are just about to explode. There is a bunch of other things that happened that I don’t know yet, but you know what, I don’t care anymore. I’ll still support him. I don’t want him to feel less of an idol, less of a person, because he decided to married the person he loves. And even though I still don’t agree the way he handled the situation, the thing is: it’s happening, whether we like it or not. So, I’ll continue to support him and Super Junior, who honestly did so much for me – for all of us. Even though I may not be as active as I once were, I’ll still cherish everything they did to us and I only hope they still do the same.
As a fan, just like every one of you, let’s not bring anymore negativity to this fandom, they don’t deserve it, we don’t deserve this. Also, I’m not going to say: “well if you want to leave, leave, we don’t need you”, because I seriously think it’s disrespectful. But if you are going to do so, please, don’t spread anymore hate and anger towards this matter, in the end, it’ll only hurt others and yourself.
With love,
Miyah.
