Playing with her dog while she cooks
Wanting her to be the last person I see before I go to sleep and I want her to be the first person to see after I wake up
Wanting to play with her hair when sheās asleep
Go to the lake and rent a boat with her and then just lie in it and talk with her
Checking her out in class and noticing that she has been staring at me too
Staying purposely after class and kiss her before I have to go
Watching my favourite netflix series with her and noticing that she likes it too
Lying in her garden and looking at the sky with her
Gossiping about my classmates and other teachers she doesnāt like
Cooking her favourite meal with her while listening to our favourite songs
Go to a big city with her where nobody knows us and we can hold hands and make out in public
Telling her my secrets and she tells me her secrets at night because we canāt sleep after an exciting day
Stay with her in school after the last period just because we know that no oneās going to walk in and disturb us while making out
Staying up late at night just because she told me so much about herself and her family so I had troubles remembering everyone at first and she had to tell me everything over and over again and I already knew everyone the second time she explained her family to me but I just thought sheās soo cute when sheās a little bit frustrated
Seeing her in public with my parents and looking at her with a slight grin on my lips and seeing the same sparkle in her eye when sheās making out with me
Seeing her at a party with my friends and pretending that I drank too much so I can do ācrazyā things like dancing with her and blame it on the alcohol (but she obviously knows that Iām not drunk)
Speaking in a language I know she doesnāt understand and saying things like āI love you so muchā or āI would do anything for youā just to annoy her
Speaking in school to her in class with my classmates watching me and we just grin at each other while weāre discussing a topic thatās important for the subject
Talking with her about the subject she teaches because she is my chemistry teacher and I just love chemistry not only because of her but Iām interested in it since I can remember
Having deep conversations with her because if I had a boyfriend or girlfriend at my age I wouldnāt do it because they are so childish almost all the time
Telling her that sheās beautiful and that I love her everytime we run into each other in school and no one could possibly hear us
Having too much eye contact in class so some of my more intelligent classmates would be suspicious but they luckily donāt notice
Her telling me that I have to stay after class because I was too loud (on purpose) and me knowing that sheās going to make out with me in a hot and āangryā way and I just love it
Lying in bed with her and telling her that I love her so much and telling her all the things I love about her
Making a playlist with songs that reminded me of her and showing it to her and having her to listen to it and she gets all excited and when she listens to the most emotional song on it I can see a little tear sheās wiping from her cheek
Watching her when sheās playing with her dog like a little child and I just want to kiss her so badly
Listening to her favourite songs from the 80s ācause thatās the music she grew up with and listening to it while she is beaming at me because she knows that I like it
Dancing with her in the kitchen while listening to a beautiful song she chose because it reminded her of me and Iām just like āWhat did I do to deserve this pure and beautiful woman and that she actually loves me back?ā
Making out with her in school after she walked in another class of mine and asked if she could ātalkā with me outside
Touching her in class when nobodyās looking like touching her hand when she hands out papers or accidentally walking into her when I got ādistractedā
Donāt talk with her for like half an hour just because I have fallen in love with her eyes and her lips and her eyebrows and her eyelashes and her laugh and the way she looks when sheās a little bit embarrassed because I look at her that way and Iām also in love with her cheeks and how they get the most beautiful colour of pink when she blushes
Not being able to breath because she looks so gorgeous in this dress sheās wearing for school today and telling her over and over that sheās the most beautiful person in this world just because I canāt control my gayness when Iām with her
Laughing about an inside joke in class with her and everyoneās like āWhat the hell?!ā and we just laugh about it hours later
Driving home with her and hiding in the seat next to her so nobody could see me and suspect something and when she tells me that I could come out Iām almost everytime shouting āIām gay and in love with youā and she just rolls with her eyes and tells me that she loves me too and I always kiss her on the cheek because I know that I shouldnāt distract her while she drives
Writing a poem every month for her just because I know that she canāt write things like that and I want to tell her my feelings in a way she canāt fully understand so she has to think about it longer as if I just told her that I loved her
Waking up with a math equation she makes every month for me because she knows that sheās better at maths than me because sheās a maths teacher and I have to think about it at least as much as she has to think about my poems
Talking with her about her childhood and her noticing that I remind her of herself when she was my age
Talking about things like politics and history because I know that she has another view not only because she is older than me and itās interesting for both of us to see where we think alike and where we have completely different opinions
Traveling to other countries with her and realising that sheās into the same things like me so we are going to spend the trip doing things like shopping and visiting historical places and taking pictures with cool buildings where we make out
Telling each other stories about our lives before we met and realising that our lives are so much better now with this relationship
Sneaking into our bedroom and trying not to wake her up but she notices me and fakes at being angry with me so she can grab me and get me into bed [if you know what I meanš]
Talking about the other teachers at my school and thinking who would make a good couple and who would most likely hook up with each other and then never talk about it again
Asking her if she has ever been in a relationship with another woman and she says no but then tells me that it was the best thing that hast ever happened to her and it makes me so glad and full of joy so I just canāt stop smiling all day
Knowing that the most beautiful woman on earth is yours and that cheers you everytime up when you think that you are shit and nobodyās your friend
Making out with her and she presses you against a wall and grips your throat and whispers to you that youāre hers and your knees get all weak and you just canāt help yourself because āyeah, youāre right girl, Iām yours and youāre mineā¦foreverā because same
(Those are some of my more intimate thoughts and I just wanted to share it with you guys or whoever is reading this and I just want to apologise for any mistakes I made because English isnāt my native language)
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