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from the diaries of franz kafka
TC: drops a personal fact
Everyone else: ok whatever
Me: mentally file it away to write down in your tc stalky handbook at home.
ādo you have a type?ā
uh yeah, women Iām slightly afraid of
what i want to do with my tc
kiss her- forcefully and also softly
kiss her underneath the stars that cover the sky
watch the sunset with her. i wanna see all the colors melt into her eyes
wake up next to her, kissing her good morning
rest my head on her lap and have her play with my hair
i want her to throw my up against a wall and make out with me
listen to her talk about everything she loves for hours
kiss every inch of her
long car rides jamming to our favorite tunes, watching her exist in her own little world
a really romantic dinner at a five star restaurant
coffeehouse dates
look into her eyes
reblog this and add to it:)
Playing with her dog while she cooks
Wanting her to be the last person I see before I go to sleep and I want her to be the first person to see after I wake up
Wanting to play with her hair when sheās asleep
Go to the lake and rent a boat with her and then just lie in it and talk with her
Checking her out in class and noticing that she has been staring at me too
Staying purposely after class and kiss her before I have to go
Watching my favourite netflix series with her and noticing that she likes it too
Lying in her garden and looking at the sky with her
Gossiping about my classmates and other teachers she doesnāt like
Cooking her favourite meal with her while listening to our favourite songs
Go to a big city with her where nobody knows us and we can hold hands and make out in public
Telling her my secrets and she tells me her secrets at night because we canāt sleep after an exciting day
Stay with her in school after the last period just because we know that no oneās going to walk in and disturb us while making out
Staying up late at night just because she told me so much about herself and her family so I had troubles remembering everyone at first and she had to tell me everything over and over again and I already knew everyone the second time she explained her family to me but I just thought sheās soo cute when sheās a little bit frustrated
Seeing her in public with my parents and looking at her with a slight grin on my lips and seeing the same sparkle in her eye when sheās making out with me
Seeing her at a party with my friends and pretending that I drank too much so I can do ācrazyā things like dancing with her and blame it on the alcohol (but she obviously knows that Iām not drunk)
Speaking in a language I know she doesnāt understand and saying things like āI love you so muchā or āI would do anything for youā just to annoy her
Speaking in school to her in class with my classmates watching me and we just grin at each other while weāre discussing a topic thatās important for the subject
Talking with her about the subject she teaches because she is my chemistry teacher and I just love chemistry not only because of her but Iām interested in it since I can remember
Having deep conversations with her because if I had a boyfriend or girlfriend at my age I wouldnāt do it because they are so childish almost all the time
Telling her that sheās beautiful and that I love her everytime we run into each other in school and no one could possibly hear us
Having too much eye contact in class so some of my more intelligent classmates would be suspicious but they luckily donāt notice
Her telling me that I have to stay after class because I was too loud (on purpose) and me knowing that sheās going to make out with me in a hot and āangryā way and I just love it
Lying in bed with her and telling her that I love her so much and telling her all the things I love about her
Making a playlist with songs that reminded me of her and showing it to her and having her to listen to it and she gets all excited and when she listens to the most emotional song on it I can see a little tear sheās wiping from her cheek
Watching her when sheās playing with her dog like a little child and I just want to kiss her so badly
Listening to her favourite songs from the 80s ācause thatās the music she grew up with and listening to it while she is beaming at me because she knows that I like it
Dancing with her in the kitchen while listening to a beautiful song she chose because it reminded her of me and Iām just like āWhat did I do to deserve this pure and beautiful woman and that she actually loves me back?ā
Making out with her in school after she walked in another class of mine and asked if she could ātalkā with me outside
Touching her in class when nobodyās looking like touching her hand when she hands out papers or accidentally walking into her when I got ādistractedā
Donāt talk with her for like half an hour just because I have fallen in love with her eyes and her lips and her eyebrows and her eyelashes and her laugh and the way she looks when sheās a little bit embarrassed because I look at her that way and Iām also in love with her cheeks and how they get the most beautiful colour of pink when she blushes
Not being able to breath because she looks so gorgeous in this dress sheās wearing for school today and telling her over and over that sheās the most beautiful person in this world just because I canāt control my gayness when Iām with her
Laughing about an inside joke in class with her and everyoneās like āWhat the hell?!ā and we just laugh about it hours later
Driving home with her and hiding in the seat next to her so nobody could see me and suspect something and when she tells me that I could come out Iām almost everytime shouting āIām gay and in love with youā and she just rolls with her eyes and tells me that she loves me too and I always kiss her on the cheek because I know that I shouldnāt distract her while she drives
Writing a poem every month for her just because I know that she canāt write things like that and I want to tell her my feelings in a way she canāt fully understand so she has to think about it longer as if I just told her that I loved her
Waking up with a math equation she makes every month for me because she knows that sheās better at maths than me because sheās a maths teacher and I have to think about it at least as much as she has to think about my poems
Talking with her about her childhood and her noticing that I remind her of herself when she was my age
Talking about things like politics and history because I know that she has another view not only because she is older than me and itās interesting for both of us to see where we think alike and where we have completely different opinions
Traveling to other countries with her and realising that sheās into the same things like me so we are going to spend the trip doing things like shopping and visiting historical places and taking pictures with cool buildings where we make out
Telling each other stories about our lives before we met and realising that our lives are so much better now with this relationship
Sneaking into our bedroom and trying not to wake her up but she notices me and fakes at being angry with me so she can grab me and get me into bed [if you know what I meanš]
Talking about the other teachers at my school and thinking who would make a good couple and who would most likely hook up with each other and then never talk about it again
Asking her if she has ever been in a relationship with another woman and she says no but then tells me that it was the best thing that hast ever happened to her and it makes me so glad and full of joy so I just canāt stop smiling all day
Knowing that the most beautiful woman on earth is yours and that cheers you everytime up when you think that you are shit and nobodyās your friend
Making out with her and she presses you against a wall and grips your throat and whispers to you that youāre hers and your knees get all weak and you just canāt help yourself because āyeah, youāre right girl, Iām yours and youāre mineā¦foreverā because same
(Those are some of my more intimate thoughts and I just wanted to share it with you guys or whoever is reading this and I just want to apologise for any mistakes I made because English isnāt my native language)
Watching horror films with her while cuddling on our couch and when a scary scene comes on I can bury my face in her chest and hold her tighter
Reading together in our garden with our dog running around and holding hands when we lie in the meadow next to each other
Going to the cinema and making out during the film because our significant other is more interesting than the movie
Swimming in our pool together and splash water just because we are childish when we are around each other
Taking loads of pictures of her just because she wants a perfect one for her Facebook account and I canāt decide where she looks most beautiful (and then I choose one where she doesnāt look soo stunning because Iām a little bit jealous when it comes to my woman)
Watching old series with her that she used to like as a kid and me getting excited for them because everytime she hears the intro I can see a little sparkle in her eyes and her smile is slightly different then
Getting her the one necklace she always wanted but could never afford to buy and her hugging me so tightly that I can hear her heart beating against my chest and I just go like āYeah, girl, that heartās beating for me jusā like mine beats only for ya, girlā
Whenever I see her crying I go over to her and donāt ask why sheās crying, no, I just hug her so strongly that she knows that I will protect her at all costs and I whisper in her ear that everythingās gonna be fine and that Iāll always be there for her and that sheās a beautiful and strong woman who doesnāt need anyone and that Iām so glad that Iām the one she chose to hold her back and give her all the love she deserves
And whenever she sees me crying sheās like āOMG, whatās wrong, babe? Who should I kill?ā And then she kisses my forehead and tells me that Iām so strong and she hugs me as tightly as I hug her when sheās sad and she wonāt let go of me until she knows that Iām halfway okay so she can make me a hot chocolate or a tea or anything like that and then we talk about what bothers me and I just think like what did I do to deserve her
Having a stupid argument about something that bothered me or her then but after an hour or so we crawl back of our rooms and apologise because we know exactly that we just canāt cope without the other one
Telling her that sheās beautiful over and over again because I just want to see her smile when I know that I caused it
Staring at her during the lesson and thinking about all the things we did and are going to do and then I just sit there like āYeah, girl, there you go, being as adorable as possible and sadly I canāt kiss you right now because weāre in class with these moronsā
Going to a fancy restaurant somewhere far away from our hometown where we can be ourselves and kiss in public and hold hands and be #relationshipgoals
I wanna see her grin everytime I open the door to the teacherās room when Iām asking for her and she knows exactly that I donāt really need anything from her, I just want to see her because I canāt stand a day without seeing her
I wanna talk with you until youāre too tired for everything and your eyes are constantly closing and finally you lie down, tell me that you loved me and you fall asleep right next to me
I want to look at you when youāre concentrating and you donāt know that I watch you because I donāt want to disturb you cause then the look on your face would be gone and I just love that so much
Seeing her smile after a long day in school and knowing that she will greet me like she hasnāt seen me in months and I will stand there everyday like āWhat did I do to deserve this woman?ā
Watching her while sheās correcting homework of the classes she has and noticing that we share so much like nibbling on the pen weāre holding when we concentrate or quirking one eyebrow when we disagree with something or someone
Talking about how much we love each other and what we have in common and what things we like and I just love it
Lying on her lap when weāre watching TV late at night and she just keeps playing with my hair and I love it at least as much as she does
Kissing her goodbye when I have to go to school but her timetable is slightly different than mine
Sleeping over at her place and telling my parents that I would sleep at a friendās house and trying to keep it a secret and we sleep in her bed knowing that sooner or later someone will notice that weāre together
Sharing our fears and telling each other of what we are afraid of and then we comfort each other with kisses or cuddles or hot chocolate or anything
Loving her after 20 years of our relationship the same like it was our first day togetherā¦
Watching our kids running around in the garden with our dog and we just canāt keep ourselves from thinking that this is exactly the thing we ever wanted
Seeing how our kids grow up and go to the same school where we also went and telling them that we found each other at this place and they think thatās so cute and in reality we absolutely know that that was illegal by the time
Giggling when one of our children comes to us in a stormy night and telling us that theyāre afraid of the thunderstorm outside and we comfort it by saying things we used to say to each other and we look at us like a couple that has fallen in love only a few days
Have long chats about everything and anything we can think of
Sit around in her classroom listening to her favourite music or mine
Binge watch Netflix tv shows
Go to concerts
Get alittle drunk
Go shopping with her. Maybe fool around and cause a little laugh in stores
Tiny fashion shows with our own clothes and pick out whatās our favourite on each other
So Iām back after a two months hiatus of trying to get over my tc and...it didnāt work! So I thought I might as well log back on, and Iāve passed 500 followers?? so thank you all very much! :)
Donāt imagine #1
Donāt imagine the way youād feel if theyād call you into an empty room, a slight smirk on their face. Donāt think of the way theyād let you go in first and then close and lock the door behind you. Donāt close your eyes and feel their breath barely brush over your neck as they trap you against the wall.
Donāt think of the featherlight touch of their fingertips running up and down your arms. Donāt visualise the way their body presses against yours as they lean in and hold your hips in place. Donāt even try to imagine their lips ghosting over your jaw as their hand makes its way up to your hair.
Donāt wince in pain as they sharply tug at your hair, exposing your neck. Donāt shiver from pleasure when they mark you as theirs. Donāt buckle your knees when they lightly scrape their teeth on your skin.
And donāt imagine that moment when finally, finally, their lips claim yours.
Whatever you do DONāT IMAGINE:
Their hands grasping at your thighs.
Their head between your legs.
Them looking up at you through their eyelashes with a smirk but still with a slight blush because they honestly think you look amazing.
And definitely donāt imagine your hands through their messy hair and the slight moan they give when you tighten your grip as they kiss your inner thigh.
Just didnāt imagine it, because itās been messing me up for days.
i need to lay in bed in someones arms for ten hours at least
I would do anything to make you smile.
A-ny-thing
my cheeks get warm just thinking about you
me: eh iām not sure about this pirate game hot lady pirate: *appears* me, pulling a pirate hat out of my ass: Scissor Me Timbers
Its āshiver me timbersāā¦. ššš
oh honey
sex isnāt all I want. but donāt think I donāt think of fucking you
i love you so much, and i just want to kiss you and tell you how much i appreciate you. i wanna yell it from the rooftops that thereās no one else i love but you, and if youāll allow me to, iāll spend the rest of my life reminding you.
life may be rough but boobs are really really soft