update for my followers / sorry I ditched tumblr
I haven’t used the app in like a year or 2 but I thought I might as well update it because I still love my blog,
I think I already addressed this, but broke up with my boyfriend of 6 years about 2 yrs ago
Started working at a new job got a apartment with my best friend in pioneer square that was basically my dream apartment it is huge and has giant windows and brick walls, felt like I was living in my own world that wasn’t Seattle.
Started dating someone new, that lives in the same building as me I really loved him
My best friend basically moved out for her mental health because she’s young and pioneer square was too much for her, and she had a lot going on that she needed space and time on her own to deal with and figure out, so I’m not mad at her at all I love her. But now I have to move :( out of my dream apartment and dream life.
Nothing is perfect, I just want it to look like it is.
I just wish I had rich parents that paid for my rent instead of having to Waste my life working everyday and never enjoying anything in life
I did get a new job recently that’s made me a lot happier and my old job created a great platform of growth for me and I met some great people it was just really toxic work environment, but I learned a lot.
Anyway I have a lot of anxiety right now and am dealing with a lot of change, I think coming back will feel good because I always used this blog as something I could control, color coordinate (if you didn’t know color coordinating is my thing and always makes me feel calm) and vent on, I also miss having weird anon convos with you all and sharing advice. ❤️
A couple really good things that have happened in the last couple months:
Even though I’ll miss my apartment I am really excited to start a new chapter of life! And live by myself for the first time ever! I think it will be really good for me
I started painting again and it feels good, I actually got to be a part of a art show at the new love city love with lots of friends and so many people supporting me, it was honestly one of the most positive experiences I have ever had I even sold one painting! I was also vending clothes and made a good amount of money from that ;)
I feel really beautiful my journey to self love is still long and has its ups and downs but I am the cutest and happiest I have ever been in life
Right now I’m trying to unlearn toxic traits I’ve picked up, one of them is learning how to be alone and comfortable in that kind of space with myself
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