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i understand mental illness
ive read the articles online
i mean how many more people need to die
until we know the reason why
people like you cant just pretend you're alright
i mean you cant deny
everyone is sad at least once or twice
and it might not be your fault
by default
but it looks like you havent showered in weeks
why cant you take care of yourself
we havent talked much but its evident that you're devoured
by obsession that you've encountered
this disease this slow infection
is only as big as you make it seem and it seems like it i've gotten the wrong impression
you're always talking about this like it affects your whole life
cant you be happy that you're simply alive
so many people are out there just trying to survive
and you're here just fine fantasizing ways to die
why cant you stand up and try to be strong
at least try and act like you fucking belong
you have parents, a house, an education
just see a therapist and take your fucking medication
stop saying irrational things
the way you're acting
will only prolong
symptomsof self inflicted danger
go get yourself some help
i'm getting tired of this behavior
i love you but i can't understand why it's so hard
for you to get better
asthmatics without an inhaler
struggle and cough, its a respiratory failure
doesnt matter how much air
im just sayin
yeah i been waking up fatigued, havent showered in weeks
thought you understood depression
but the words you speak dont give that impression
parents, a house, an education
this sickness cant be cured by material possessions
waiting for my life to begin
not sure if i have enough within
i am in the space between giving my all and giving up
suicidal thoughts have become an unwanted guest in my thoughts
sadness is an emotion
controlled by serotonin and dopamine
and the absence of a chemical balance
cant be fixed like allergies with antihistamine
and this notion
that medication fixes us like a potion
choosing between dreadful existence, or feeling broken
i mean when you've got money you've got a lot of options
chemicals sold in a business thats not focused on whats ethical
and anything tastes good when you're starving
humanity is the dusty box of puzzle pieces that need solving



















