Millicent's Mistakes

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MEET MILLICENT BULSTRODE, SHE IS SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD, A HALFBLOOD AND HAS CHOSEN TO SIDE WITH THE ORDER OF PHOENIX AND DUMBLEDORE'S ARMY. SHE IS A FORMER SLYTHERIN AND IS SAID TO LOOK LIKE TROIAN BELLISARIO. 

MILLICENT BULSTRODE IS A HEALING APPRENTICE.

❝ No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear. ❞

PENSIVE

Millicent was born and raised in London. Her father is a pureblood wizard and although their family is not one of the most known ones, they still have a reputation, which they gathered over hundred of years. Her mother on the other side is from a muggle family and her parents only child who went to Hogwarts. Although she knew about the origins of her mothers, since she was a child she was told to lie about it and pretend she would be a pureblood witch. Of course she didn’t understand why it was necessary, she was too young to do, but still she just did what they asked her to do. Besides this little fact she had a happy childhood. The girl grew up with loving parents and a warm home, Millicent never missed anything. Before her birh her mother worked at a pharmacy at Diagon Alley and didn’t went back to work until Millie got her letter from Hogwarts. She teached her daughter at home, so the girl never went to a kindergarten or muggle school.

Once she was in Hogwarts her life changed. It was the first time she was together with so many witches and wizard for a long while like this. It was a huge change not to have her family - especially her mother - around, but other people. This was weird, she felt lost. She wanted friends and a group to which she could belong to. Her choice fell on Draco Malfoy and his followers. The more time she spent with them, the more she understand the reasons why it was so important for her father to keep the truth about her mother as a secret. And still she wanted to e a part of it, she wanted the other Slytherins as her friends, she would have done everything for that. Of course the others noticed that soon too and didn’t hesitate to use this knowledge. Millie was naive or just didn’t want to know about it, she did everything what they asked her to do and hoped that will help her. It took her a long while until she realized how it really was and had the strength to stay up and turn her back to the group of the Slytherins. But she wasn’t alone anymore, then she found friend, true friends.

PRESENT

The fear that comes with the war is something that Millicent is all too familiar with. The attacks that her friends went through frightened Millicent into reality and the death of Dumbledore was something she never saw coming. Now that she is at the camp she wants to be able to do everything she can to help the people she loves and make up for the way she treated people in the past. She has wanted to become a healer for a while now after Hogwarts and at the camp she has been given the opportunity to be an apprentice as a Healer at the camp. She still appears to be cold and reserved, but it is only to protect herself. It’s also a strategy to overplay her nervousness because she knows how she acted the past few years and how many people she hurt. The Slytherin is afraid the people see still this other person when they look at her. There’s a sense of prejudice against Slytherins but Millicent is a good person and she’s going to do her part in this war.

TRAITS

{+} smart, kind, compliant.

{-} perfectionist, emotive, jealous.

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"Of course, I’m unmissable. But yeah, I’m good, you know, doing the same shit."

[millicent-b-blog]

"'Doing the same shit.' This is probably not what I wanted to hear. But I am glad you are fine."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"Fourth O in a Row."

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"Clichés become well-known largely because at some point or another, they’re true. Honestly, I can’t imagine having it much harder than this. Losing friends, family…it’s almost too much.

And that sounds like a good plan, Millie. I’ll hold you to it.”

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"You are right. At some point we all lose people in our lives, but we shouldn't have to deal with this at this young age, especially not with the loss of so many people. A war is definitely not on the list of the things teenagers struggle with. Well, not on a usual list... then it's now on ours."

"Thanks, I think every now and then I'll need someone to remind me not to bury myself under the books in a corner of the library."

[michael-sett-deactivated2017040]

"Alright, alright, keep your panties on."

"Gotta say though, I missed you scolding me all the time."

[millicent-b-blog]

"I hate to admit this, but I missed you, too, Michael."

"How have you been in my absence?"

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[lucasduchesnehp]

"Fourth O in a Row."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"I know what you mean, Millie. But all we can do is our best. I mean, we’re still here right? We must be doing alright. I know every generation probably thinks this, but it seems as though we’ve been dealt a particularly bad hand.

We all want to believe that. We all just have to do our part. As for myself, despite how mind-numbingly dull it can be at times, I’m going to ask Madam Pomfrey to apprentice once again. I’ve still got so much to learn…”

[millicent-b-blog]

"I hoped you would understand. You usually do. And it's good to hear I am not alone with that. I mean I didn't want to sound like a stupid cliché and complain about how hard we have it, but it's reassuring when someone thinks the same.

We will all have our tasks We can do this only together, but I am sure, when we stick together, then we will manage it somehow. I still have to find my part, I guess, but from now on I plan not to disappear again and bury myself under homework."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"Fourth O in a Row."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"You’re right, never forget; but get past, grow from, and build off of. Our lives up until this point are merely our foundations.

Now all that’s left is to figure how best to create that future.”

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"Sometimes I wonder how we made it through all o this. And then I can't stop asking myself if it's always this hard, or... well or if it's just us."

"I am sure we will find a way, we will figure out something. As long we are together we shouldn't worry all too much, right? I want to believe that's true, I really do."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"Fourth O in a Row."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"Well, we’re all back here now, that’s what matters. We can’t change the past, but we are able to shape our future."

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"I agree, although we can't completly forget about the past, then that's what brought us here. The past made us to the people we are know. However, I am sure we all will do our best for a future that we want to live in. All together."

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"I know, but someday it will happen and that someday is today, like right now."

[millicent-b-blog]

"No chance, Char. But keep dreaming if this makes you happy."

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"I never said I regret what I say."

[millicent-b-blog]

"True. So it was more like a statement?"

[charlottemcdonell]

"No, but you should admit that I win."

[millicent-b-blog]

"Not going to happen, Char. You should know how stubborn I am."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"Fourth O in a Row."

[lucasduchesnehp]

"Sadly, far too many people share the same problems these days.

Still, I appreciate the sentiment. You’re right, we need to stick together. Now more than ever.”

[millicent-b-blog]

"Unfortunately as much as we all need it from time to time, escaping in our own world is not a long time solution."

"I have to agree with you, I really don't want to lose more people than I already had to. I don't think any of us wants."