I looked up to you, you were once my hero. I was your side kick, i loved to hangout with you. Watch wrestling, practice the moves and then fall alseep. You tried so hard for my brother and I, you should have been known as the dad of the century. You worked long hours, busting your ass for us. So we could have a warm bed to sleep in and food in our tummy even if it meant you went hungry for the night. After long days at work you come home, make dinner and tell us bedtime stories. Mom was not mature enough to handle 2 kids. You used to be my best friend. Then you met the worst possible human. She wasn't even suppose to stay long in your life, and yet she stayed long enough to turn everything around into a complete mess. You seemed to never pay close attention to us anymore. You stopped asking important questions. You didn't even know who we were anymore. It was like living with a complete stranger. The person I once was inseparable from became I steanger. I stopped feeling the love, i stopped feeling like we were important to you. I felt lonely, I got depressed, i started to hate myself. You stopped caring and reassuring us when things got tough. I constantly felt abandoned and pushed to the side. Now years later, I ache from the pain you've caused. I no longer feel like I'm a person. I no longer want any part of you. I try to numb the pain, but it isn't always easy. It isn't easy actually, and it constantly bothers me that I can't go to you for anything. I miss old times, I miss you, my father. Someone I don't know anymore. You've left me, you've left Tyler and you've left yourself. Thanks for making our lives so great. Thanks for giving us all you did. I appreciate you, i just have lost respect for you.
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