sacrificial lamb

vent blog - she - tw for venting about csa, cocsa, bpd, delusions, sh, ritual abuse, etc

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[mimzyz]

i think the concept of suicide is going to be an ever present theme in my life

[ojibwa]

[mimzyz]

they couldn't wait to dig in.

[mimzyz]

barely a toddler.

[mimzyz]

"fuck you my child is completely fine" *dirty night clowns starts playing*

[mimzyz]

this is going to be my whole life isnt it.

[mimzyz]

how it feels to be asked to do a task while you're dissociating and reliving it again and again and again

[mimzyz]

being stripped of your autonomy and dignity and humanity reallly messes you up.

[mimzyz]

[mimzyz]

[mimzyz]

[mimzyz]

maybe its just a me thing but i become overwhelmed with the desire to kill myself anytime i remember anything i have ever experienced ever in my life

[fehck]

[onecells]

[bitingkittie-deactivated2025072]

my angel wings destroyed the chains

[mimzyz]

i dont think i can do this anymore