Ramblings Of A Spoonie Transfem

Stoner femme with chronic illness They/any

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Halloween in my teens: going out with friends drinking and blowing things up

Halloween now: fuck I hope no one knocks on the door I’m so exhausted

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Give it up for flare up day 6

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Chronically ill bitches will be like “ugh I just gotta go listen to some music” like girl you are bleeding out ur ass

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Come eat crawfish with the starfish

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It’s 2024 what thinkpad are people using?

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If you ever get invaded by dark spirit ibluemyself, it was me

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I got an orchiectomy because I was promised more trust within the Grand council.

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Sometimes being disabled makes me feel like a burden or unlovable in some sense. Realizing I’m actually getting over these feelings is just as emotionally taxing.

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[microwavefruit]

[barelyherestillqueer]

[ruinedchildhood]

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Sometimes I need to kill patches in ds1 just to clear my mind

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Fuck I’m sleepy

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When someone has a chronic illness or is disabled and can't work, they say a few common things.

It must be nice to sit around all day/sleep all day.

I wish I could sit around all day and not work.

I wish I could sleep all the time.

They don't want to sleep as much as we have to. They'd feel sick and sluggish.

They don't want to sit around the house all day not doing anything. They'd be bored out of their fucking skull.

It's so unbelievably fucking frustrating, but there's a fundamental lack of understanding.

They liken our lives to a vacation, imagining that it's fun and relaxing and we can do whatever fun things we want to all the time.

In reality, it should be likened to an extended hospital stay. You can't do anything and you feel like shit.

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My bones hurt

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Don’t cry because you got no swag, smile because you got to be in the presence of mine

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Transfem piss is like estus