How easy was it for you to leave me?Just be honest, because the last time we spoke you wanted me to stay with you.
You said it yourself. Were you lying to me? Why did you lie to me?
The only reason you bit your tongue was to save your fucking ego
You don't have to pretend to hate me. Just own your shit.
If you genuinely loved me, you ought to face up to what you did. I had to deal with the consequences of loving you. How come you get off so lightly? It is strange to me that you sleep soundly while I restlessly write poems until 2am investigating what i might have done to make you see me differently from how you do now. I remembered how you saw me the first time, when loving you was a secret. Behind closed doors, we exposed the most vulnerable parts of ourselves and loved one another without thought.
Maybe that's where we went wrong.
No, that's where you went wrong.
When I just needed a place to stay, you were the one who promised me forever.
You utilized my vulnerability to your advantage. Took my heart for a sick little ride.
Temptations whispered lies to my brain, disguised as sweet promises.
So, tell me, was it easy watching me leave that night?
Knowing that you will never feel the way you did with me again.
