Probably asleep.

Kay. 23. Barista. A coffee fueled English major writing papers with my tears. Art, photography, and poetry.

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“Do you get it?? You’re the present under the tree!!!”

Im sorry if this is …..lame……I’m not the best at backgrounds , but I tried Also I feel like I draw them always angrey , so heres something lighthearted for a change (+:

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Hot water wizard tools

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RIP stan lee 😢💜

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ANGERY

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A favorite quote from Princess Mononoke. ✨💀

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Tranquil.

Inktober Day 02

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Do you need a picture to remember me by?

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Reflect on your actions and look up; the sky holds the possibilities of your future. 🌻✨

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Learning to love myself without stressing over meeting the expectations of societal norms is one of the hardest mountains I’ve had to overcome with my anxiety. I miss my hair, but it is also so freeing to not panic over how I look. When times get tough, I look to change my appearance or my lifestyle choices that seem short term, but are effective in building confidence. It’s a backwards way of dealing with thoughts of self-harm, so I make a positive mark on my body instead of looking to harm or belittle myself that destroys months of recovery. The small changes matter ✨☀️

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Identity

I used to think I knew who I was; 

I put forth a persona of confidence, pretended to be a somebody 

But I have always been a nobody in my own eyes, an empty vessel filled with

personalities that don’t quite fit. 

I do not know who I am.  

I’ve let a constant fear of being 

rejected

ignored

& abandoned

consume my entire being.

I stayed too quiet until I let the shadows of my own head become my voice. 

To ask who I am is to ask who I was before my mental illness-

I simply can’t remember that girl. 

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Bathing in the warmth of the early afternoon.

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The storms end and the sun comes out, always.

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P u r e ☀️

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growing babies. 🌱✨

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“She had a soul, as beautiful and as sad as rain.”

— Nils Brandstädter - why storms are named after people (via poetry-and-lies)

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I bottled up the stars

Hoping to light the shadows

In your heart.

But your demons eclipsed

My artificial sun; 

I look for brighter days.

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“The stars have died

And left their light to you

Remember this when

You feel weak

And worthless

And blue”

-Courtney Peppernell