Lizanx

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There's nothing left to do other than

Think about

Think about

Think about it

And you're so far under my skin that

I can feel you

I feel you

I feel you crawling

You're the air I breathe

You're the life I see

You're everything and nothing

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How can you look right through me

As if you never knew me

Well, maybe I'll do the same

To wash away this bitter taste

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Remember when they cut you down and I stuck by your side?

Now our land is divided and you drew that line

I feel like you kind of hate me, but I don't know what I did wrong

Did I hold on too tightly?

Did it start to mean too much?

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We're not talking anymore

Out eyes met and we both froze

All we had is no more

I lost you and you lost me

Both of us left incomplete

All we had, nos just history

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Part 3/3 Bluesey song

We can't do this

Can't do this to him

We can't do this

Can't do this to him

Caught in the crossfire

Caught feeling heavy but lighter

Caught fighting fate

Caught saving face

We can't do this

Can't do this do him

Stuck always waiting for more

Expert in settling and keeping score

Doomed to always hurt at home

Prophesied to kill one’s true love

We can't do this

Can't do this to him

We can't do this

Can't do this to them

I can't do this

Can't do this to you

Can't do this

Can't keep feeling blue (that was an easy one)

Give me a secret to keep

Each line of the first verses can be assigned to either Adam, Ronan, Blue, or Gansey. The ones from the second verse are more Blue oriented. Those feelings are really evident in Blue Lily, Lily Blue, though you could still find a way to make them fit for the other characters.

One day I'll post the actual song being sung but that's not gonna be anytime soon. I hope you liked it :)

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Part 2/3 of the Bluesey song

Call me

Even when the moon's out

If you need to hear my voice

I'll always pick up

Secret, exciting

Crossing lines, finding silver linings

Don't know how it's gonna end

Am I losing a friend?

Everything feels so right

But I shouldn't be here taking

In your warmth

Despite knowing the creatures that are dwelling

In the night

It's so quiet

When the trees swallow all sound

Who knows what's lurking and roaming around?

Roaming was as close as I could get to saying Ronan lol.

Spoiler for part 3, I didn't fit Gansey into the lyrics, but if I had done it, it probably would've been something like 'can't see' or 'frenzy, greed' or 'fancy, free' ... those last two are a stretch. Maybe I could've tried Richard with something like 'race car' ahahaha or 'each card', that one's better.

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I hadn't realized how much I loved these books (the raven cycle) until I started re reading them.

I have two songs about pynch and I went into the books a second time with the intention of perfecting those, but when I got to the chapter in The Dream Thieves where Blue and Gansey are in the Camaro...like, I just knew that I had to write them a song too. Sorry for the rant, here it is

Take me

Somewhere

Far away from this

Crowded, love-filled house

Park here,

Look at

How the stars meet the ground

Remember, all can come down.

Everything we cherish

And the things that we hold sacred

Only stay that for so long

Until they start to perish (wink, wink)

All the loving, fondness

Could soon turn into hatred

If you give it a chance

Give me a secret to keep

Part 1/3 (do you want the rest of the song or nah?)

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When they sent us away I didn't give it much thought

I was so certain we'd be okay, turn out we're not

The distance was too great and the line got cut

It's obvious now, there's no taking back what the summer sun's done

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It's so easy to stand by you

It's so easy to simply exist with you

It's so easy to fall into step with you

It's so easy to lose myself in you

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Hii, so I'm re working my Caleo song and I've got this one line I'm not all that sure about

I know you refuse to love

Many heroes came and then took off

They all had someone to go home to

But going for me means running to you

***I'm coming back for you/I'm coming back to you***

So, which do you think is better

I'm coming back for you

I'm coming back to you

Voting ended onApr 26, 2025

Bonus question, should it be refuse or refused?

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You're hell-bent on wasting my name away

It's okay, I like how you say it

I guess I'm in love with you, there's no other way to explain it

How it feels like I’m floating when you're around

How your laugh has become my favorite sound

So yeah, I'm in love with you

And you know it

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Does it bring a smile to your face to think about me?

I ask but know the answer and so does everybody

Do you miss me when I'm not there? I do too

Not enough hours in a day to spend with you

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Hide and go seek

Won't let you catch my eye

I'll look away first

When you look back I'll be turning my head

Could grasp the proof, dance around it instead

Hide and go seek

What a fun way to deal with feelings

Got no good reason, but we do it anyway

Play hide and go seek

Hide and go seek

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It didn't take long

For you to catch on

To how I felt

You ask, I deny

Then ask you

"Why, are you interested?"

Rose cheeks, roll your eyes

"No, I'm just going off something Beth said."

"Rumors spread like fire."

"Shame, I was hoping this one had some truth to it."

"And if it did, what then?"

"I guess we'll never know since it didn't."

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I think I threw too many pennies in the fountain

I think 11:11's not working for me

Maybe I should stop wishing on shooting stars

And take a leap of faith

Surely it'll be okay

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It was always gonna end like this

It shouldn't come as a surprise

You with a hollow chest

And me with tears in my eyes

It was always gonna end like this

It shouldn't come as a surprise

Me with blood on my hands

And you with tears in your eyes

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I keep saying things like I mean them

He leaned in to kiss me, I let him

I didn't feel guilty

Not for a minute

Not for a second

Two thirty, you call me

I stare at the phone, deciding

If it's worth the hurting

I let it ring, I let it ring