It's all just a joke

You can watch me recover and devolve in real time here. Anything that's too intense for other people to handle

[heavensghost]

Accidentally put my whole fucking heart into something that wasnt fucking meant for me again fucking hell

[luminote]

You left me, now I have nothing left until you leave for good.

[winged-thinged]

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

[weltenwellen]

Wildness Before Something Sublime Leila Chatti

[scooterplastic]

Stoat facts

[silversongsuggestion]

I woke up one morning and everything changed. The color of the sky inverted. Gravity suddenly ripped me back to earth, bent my wings in two, and cracked my elbows on the asphalt.

I woke up.

God, it's like fiberglass in my eyes.

God, it's like cardboard cuts under the nails.

God, i fucking get it.

I wish I didn't get it.

Sometimes, people think they love you and maybe they even believe it. But I get it now. You can love someone and not even like them. How wretched. How messy. Maybe we are made in God's image, after all.

I mean, how could he like himself after everything he's done? How could he not love himself when faced with the reflection in the eyes of his Son?

I'm dusting off my tongue. Polishing the rust off my collarbones. I'm figuring out where the mirror ends and the flesh begins and the value in these veins.

How could I keep spilling it for you?

How could you let me?

I woke up, and I learned how to see ghosts in the people I want to love. I am exorcising those hauntings. Fuck, it hurts. It's going to hurt. I don't think it ever stops hurting. But there's space for that hurt in the skin and in the glass and in my bones and in the past and I will hold.

I woke up one mourning, and i promised to forgive myself. The sky changed color. Or maybe I finally saw it.

[titsay]

i am meant to love

[alteredpanel]

[meanbuddhist]

well well well if it isn’t the obvious truth which i have been running away from as fast as i possibly can all this time

[villiedoom]

It's stupid but it came to me in a dream… (Not a joke, I literally had a dream like this. I had to draw it)

[falko-yeeeew]

Visit Original Link

I grew a forest, planted flowers I grew a forest, invited the animals I found out everything from everyone, asked around Moisture for the petals and strength for the roots

But is this what you asked for? (Is this what you asked for?) Is this what you asked for?

I wanted it so much You didn’t ask for this, but I wanted it so much You didn’t ask for this, but I wanted it so much You didn’t ask for this, but I wanted it so much

I like how it turned out Too bad it ended up this way Take it as a keepsake and leave me something At least something

Because I asked for it so much Because I asked for it so much Because I asked for it so much (You didn’t want this, you didn’t want this) (You didn’t want this, you didn’t want this)

I wanted it so much You didn’t ask for this, I wanted it so much

[pmamtraveller]

Luca Ponsato - Does Anyone See My Suffering

[nastyanjill]

[sigmaleph]

there's certainly something about a character that sticks to a very rigid moral code explicitly because they tried doing whatever makes sense at the time and it went horribly, horribly wrong, and so they have lost their trust in their own ability to tell right from wrong and have a genuine desire to not hurt people that they don't know how to live up to without effectively outsourcing their morality to something or someone else. and then the something else fails, because of course it does.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

[weltenwellen]

Wildness Before Something Sublime Leila Chatti

[heavensghost]

zine I made!