jeandreil 🧡

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[insinirate]

guy who asked if he was a good boy and didnt get a response

[escuerzoresucitado]

🔥

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

not the same but this is the type of energy y’all have trying to tell people fanfics that contain dark content, triggering topics or problematic ships are bad and should not exist

actually I may have made something

[vvevelur]

Getting double benefits from my gym sessions <3

[akindplace]

Florence and the machine - and love

[queenclacker]

"Kevin didn't suffer as much as jean and Neil at the hands of riko"

KEVIN HAD HANDCUFFS MADE INTO HIS BED

Let me say that again so you can see how bad this is

KEVIN HAD HANDCUFFS ON HIS BED

Riko told jean before he started to hurt him "I will enjoy hurting you like I enjoyed hurting Kevin"

Kevin's reaction to Andrew during thanks giving was to move back and slam into the wall frozen in place

HIS REACTION TO SA WAS SO INTENSE BECAUSE HE HAD TO DEAL WITH IT FIRST HAD

KEVINS FEAR DIDNT COME FROM NOTHING HE SUFFERED FOR YEARS he didn't get spacial treatment

Thank you

[ticklefighthockey]

i love the contrast between the two of them watching each other's press. shane's on camera speaking french looking like he's being hunted for sport and ilya's like ughhhhh mister perfect mister golden boy ughHHHH he's so good at everything ugHhhh i'd rather die than admit it but i envy his poise and professionalism which i could never hope to emulate.…. meanwhile shane's watching ilya flirt shamelessly with his interviewers doing his sexy lil wink at the cameras and shane's like omgggg he's so easy breezy covergirl he's sooo cocky and carefree everything comes effortlessly to him in a way it never does for me and now for completely unrelated reasons i need to go suction my dildo to my shower wall and ride that thang till i come hands free

[dustisus]

andrew spends the entire plane ride home from california asking himself if he could be picked up by jeremy with a lighter. he tries to tell himself that would never work on him, but there’s a flicker of doubt there

[dykekarkat]

saw one of those ur months ur bunny duo videos and knew what i had to do

[grechgor]

🏵️🏵️🏵️he's posing for andrew btw

[aeroc-alt]

✦ "He took his cigarette back, put it between his lips, and pressed a warm key into Neil's empty palm."

[clementinecloudz]

Nothing more toxic, irritating, awful, blasphemous, outrageous, bullshit, preposterous, ludicrous, bothersome, aggravating, pesky, time consuming, abrasive, maddening, and galling than hating everything you make 🧍🏻‍♀️anyway. Neil? I fucking guess.

[cannibalchicken]

[nyaar0n]

very orange andreil

[saiintval]

Having a twinyards shaped thought about this quote. Not sure if this is the idea i end up using for it but somethings brewing

[little-miss-daffodil]

Leaving this here...

[forestgreenandgray]

Hey do you know what rumination is?

Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.

Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.

Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.

I'll say it again:

Rumination is a compulsion.

Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.

I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.

And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.

Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.

Like this was genuinely life changing for me.

Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:

Defining Rumination

How to Stop Ruminating

ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination

What to Do When You're Triggered

[tswizzlesfan]

jean obsessed with jeremy's scent is so real to me after the whole cologne fiasco (a life-changing scene actually) so i can just imagine him burying his nose into jeremy's neck every time they hug or randomly sniffing him whenever he wants to feel grounded or burying his face into jeremy's pillow when he's away or-