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Everything alright? From, One of your many fans
Hi anon, I know it's been *ages* since I posted on here, but I just wanted to come on assure everyone who's reached out that I'm okay, I've just been dealing with a shit ton in my life right now from homelessness (complicated that one) to new positions at work to cancer issues to my dog of 16 years passing away horribly. I've gotten everyone's messages on tumblr and email and they've meant the world. I plan on replying but it won't be until my scheduled vacation on the 23rd when I can reply most thoroughly. I hope everyone is doing well. I have made my press site private but have been granting access to those requesting it. My long term goal concerning Hwo is eventually just put the rest up that wasn't rewritten as I don't know when or if I'll finish it due all my life bullshit and an original story in the works with original characters. But if anything, I do want to put the rest of the original up so those of you who want to can at least get some kind of closure with itThank you so much for reaching out, and my deepest apologies for the lack of replying. It was rude of me
abuse doesn’t always look like yelling or hitting or even anything we see as hurtful; abuse can be backwards comments like “you’re pretty when you’re thin”, abuse can be quiet and vicious and insidious like, “i’m the only one who gets you” “if anyone else knew about this they’d be horrified but i love you for it” “your friends don’t understand you like i do and they never will”
abuse works because you don’t realize it at first, if ever. abuse works because it trains you, slowly. it makes you compromise on things. it sets you a step back by an inch, because if you go too quick, you’ll realize what’s happening. it’s being the frog in water, but the water tells you that it’s trying to make you better. and abuse works best when you’re mentally ill. it runs off of it. it takes the negative things you already feel and just amplifies all of it. how can it be abuse when you were already thinking all of it? it was your idea to begin with, it’s just that someone confirmed it.
sometimes i still wonder if it actually happened or i imagined it. sometimes i realize in a flash what felt normal was actually abusive. something as small as being worried when someone isn’t smiling. abuse rarely fits the way people want it to look, because abusers want you to think it’s only bloody teeth and a right hook. this is how they get you. they say, oh you’d never be silly enough for that, and you think, of course, if my partner hit me, i’d leave. but then your partner, who you love more than anything, they say things like “i don’t want you going out tonight” and at first it’s fine. nobody ever wakes up letting someone hit them. it’s just that you compromise. you let little things go until you’re trained to let big things go until you’re trained so well that you’ve let your own soul go. and you can’t just pull back control. abuse works because you can wake up there, at the bottom of the hole - but there’s just nowhere to go.
Yes!!!! This post is exactly what I'm trying to portray for the most part when it comes to rennan and Spock.. I've been told that reading arc 2 is by far the darkest and hardest arc to read because of how rennan treats Spock, and honestly... Rennan is mostly emotionally abusive (aside from the sexual abuse) I wanted to show that just because Spock doesn't walk around with bruises it doesn't negate his pain, nor does it place a worth on his pain because it's invisible to others
Omg, today I remembered that I never finished your fics and tried to find them and found out about the whole hullabaloo! That's insane! I knew these fandom weirdos were crazy but holy shit they're ridiculously hypocritical. You'd think people so ridiculously opposed to harassment would be a little more careful of how they interact with others. But anyway, sorry that bull happened to you, hope you're okay, and your fics are dope no matter what the haters say.
RIGHT?!?!?!?!?! I will never understand the hypocrits of the world. I work with a couple and they’re goddamn annoying.
I have been reading your stories for a while now ( they are truly amazing ) and I was wondering how old you wereand what kind of work you were doing? Sometimes it just feels from your writing that you have some kind of professional experience with abuse victims? If this ask feels too weird, feel free to ignore it.
Ohmygosh!
Thank you so much for the kind compliment to my writing. Now, to answer your questions... I’m 26 (will be 27 on May 18th) and right now I’m a procurement/claims analyst at a bill review company (basically, we get and review hospital bills for the insurance companies) so while it’s not NEARLY as rewarding as, say, a counselor or therapist, I DO find analyzing the Itemized Bills, HCFAs and UBO4s sort of relaxing/stimulating in that there’s a pattern to it, and I like getting into the patterns.
There was a time that I did want to get into working in psychology, and perhaps helping people, as I’ve always considered myself empathetic and a good listener, but it just wasn’t something that I ever got around to pursuing. I had an adviser in highschool that told me you had to be super good at math to go into that (why, I don’t know) and that deterred me because I’m not good at math at all.
I’m so happy that you find my writing to be realistic and truthful to the content I’m trying to write :)
Interviewed for a team lead position at work. Lasted an hour and a half so I'm hoping that's a good sign!? I feel confident since I'm one of the top producers at work and also someone the other analysts feel they can come to for questions. Fingers crossed! I'll know by the end of this week (and a hella lot of overtime later) whether or not I get the promotion. I HAVE only been here 8 months
Okay, so I have a lot of feelings about this, so I’m going to share.
I love a lot of moments in the new Beauty and the Beast, and there are so many lines that I greatly enjoyed, whether they be lifted from the original film or added to the new script. However, there’s one in particular that stuck out to me, and while it seems like a minor and insignificant moment, I have to admit it’s my absolute favorite line in the whole film. Which one am I talking about?
“I’m sorry I ever called your father a thief.”
This just resonated with me so much, and it was the moment where I truly understood that this version of the Beast had changed. It gave his choice to free Belle and let her go save her father more depth than in the cartoon. (As wonderful and moving as that original moment is!)
See, the thing is that a lot of the Beast’s problems come from his inability to look past outward appearances, and he bases his entire opinion of a person on how their first impression seems to him. The obvious point here is when the Enchantress punishes him for not allowing a poor, ugly old lady to sleep in his castle, but we see this pattern repeated when the Beast imprisons Maurice for taking a rose, believing Maurice deserves to be punished for being a “thief.” He feels disdain towards Maurice and even Belle at first, even going so far as to say, “She’s the daughter of a common thief. What kind of person do you think that makes her?” In the Beast’s eyes, Belle is not worthy of his respect, because he thinks that common thieves are common thieves, and nothing more.
However, you see his opinion towards Belle start to change when she helps him back inside after he’s mauled by wolves, when he was probably expecting her to just run off and leave him to be eaten alive. They connect, they grow closer, all of that loveliness we expect from this story. He starts to see Belle as a normal person, with her own thoughts and feelings and loved ones, and as a result, he too begins to change thanks to her influence. He realizes the error of his ways, which is what the Enchantress wanted.
But the thing that makes the Beast truly feel remorse and understand the issues with his behavior? Learning about Belle’s parents. Suddenly, once he sees what happened to Belle’s mother and learns what Maurice did to protect his daughter, he realizes that Maurice is not a bad person by any means, and is much more than just a “common thief.” Something as minor as taking a rose as a gift for your daughter seems so insignificant next to what this small family has been through. Maurice just wanted to make his daughter happy, and Belle’s devotion to her father by taking his place in a life sentence makes perfect sense. The Beast realizes that these people are humans who truly love and care for one another, who would do anything to keep each other safe and happy. What’s more, the reason Belle is in this situation in the first place is because the Beast decided to punish Maurice just for loving his daughter.
So…the Beast says sorry. Sorry for not looking past the fact that Maurice was plucking a rose from his garden. Sorry for jumping to conclusions. Sorry for being the awful monster he was before. The Beast knows how wrong he was.
I think this is exactly what’s on his mind when the Beast chooses to let Belle go. His own wants and needs need to be pushed aside for Belle’s own wellbeing; this isn’t Belle’s issue. Belle wasn’t the one who placed them all under a curse, so why should she be kept from her father in order to break a spell? As mentioned earlier, Belle’s only here in the first place because of her father. The Beast understands how much Belle loves Maurice and how much Maurice loves Belle, and with his newfound ability to see the thief more deeply, he lets Belle go. He doesn’t want Maurice to be put in harm’s way thanks to his own terrible actions, and it’s not just a desire to make Belle happy that factors into his decision, but also concern and remorse for Maurice, the “common thief” he initially despised just for existing.
In essence: The Beast doesn’t just change in this version thanks to a woman’s love, but also thanks to a newfound compassion for those he initially writes off. Now, he’ll be sure to think twice before turning a poor person away into the bitter cold. Now, he’ll learn more about a man’s character before giving him a life sentence for taking a rose. Now, he can see the world as more than just props under the mercy of his own selfish opinions. Being introduced to Belle opens the Beast up to a whole new reality that helps him overcome the error of his ways, and Maurice is a huge catalyst in this realization.
The Signs As 90s Disney Movies
Aries: Pocahontas (1995)
Taurus: Beauty And The Beast (1991)
Gemini: Hercules (1997)
Cancer: A Goofy Movie (1995)
Leo: The Lion King (1994)
Virgo: Tarzan (1999)
Libra: The Hunchback of Notre-Dame (1996)
Scorpio: Mulan (1998)
Sagittarius: Fantasia 2000 (1999)
Capricorn: The Muppets Christmas Carol (1992)
Aquarius: Aladdin (1992)
Pisces: The Incredible Journey (1993)
“A broken clock is right two times a day, Cogsworth. But this is not one of those times!”
Beauty & The Beast (2017)
Something always will be the same.
How Disney live-action couples usually meet:
And then there’s these two:
Belle: I'd rather starve than dine with you.
Beast: WELL... BE MY GUEST
Lumiere: turns to the camera like he's on The Office
Lumiere: *winks*
Cogsworth:
Mrs Potts:
Belle:
Lumiere: mA CHERE MADEMOISELLE
How in the midst of all this sorrow, can so much hope and love endure?
I was innocent and certain. Now I’m wiser, but unsure.
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